Wednesday, June 30, 2004
Sudden darkness everywhere..Others in world of darkness too..
Woah!Ytd's blackout nearly scared e hell outta me!...Mayb nt 'cos it only happened at 10.15pm..and i was aslp at 9.30pm..so wad to fret abt?I only woke up when i felt tt e rm was warm and sum1 was fanning me frm b-hind,tt person was undoubtly my mother..wa seh...1st time saw e whole area of Hougang dun hv lights 'cos normally e corridor lights would b on till dawn comes.I was tinkin of taking a picture and make it into a wallpaper to put it in my desktop but GOSH! i cant find e camera!It was realli dam suay ytd nite..my mom explain tt she was chatting wif her sister,Keow Yi,my aunt,den all of a sudden her voice wasnt on e phone den gt "ZZZZ" sound on e phone so she put dwn e phone,Jia Ying aso,she was aso chatting wif Hwei Teng den e same thing occured to her.She tot tt it was only her hse affected but when she saw tt her surrounding's block of flats were all black and dark,she den knew tt there's a blackout.I couldnt slp until e lights returned on 12 midnite sharp..i heard dose gangster hu always hangs ard my block,they were shouting "HOORAY!" or either "YAY!"..bo liao one..so childish.*receives phonecall*.....!!..i was tinkin to hv a nice long nap today but..ANDREW SAID THAT HE WANTS ME GO GO OUT WIF JIA YING AND DING JIE TO HOUGANG MALL TO PLAY ARCADE AND BORROW BOOKS!AHH~!Why so suay one..i dun feel lyk slping den dun hv ppl to ask me out..i wanna slp den ppl kept asking me out for activities and forcing me to go...*mouth hangs open and eyes go halg closed*..why is heaven always tricking me..?!Haiz..aso need one wad 'cos needa do Yue(4) Du(2) Bao(4) Gao(4)..chi bk review and aso needa borrow loadsa bks to read while in sch..haiz..guess i gotta go and prepare rite now!Baiz!
Artist:Ayumi Hamasaki
Song:Dolls
Romaji Translation
Supposing life is a momentary dream
It would be like a flower
Even if destined to fall
It is all the more precious for its transience
What I lost somewhere once
What I left somewhere on that day
Now I go on a journey
With what is left in my hands
What are you thinking about now?
What can I do for you?
Maybe it is valuable as it has no forms
Maybe it is cruel and beautiful
Whether it rains or it blows
On the glowing day or on the silent night
Even if here is the end of the world
I wish to show you the continuation of the dream
I will grow a beautiful flower
And offer it to you
I will grow a beautiful flower
And offer it to you
What are you thinking about now?
What can I do for you?
I will grow a beautiful flower
And offer it to you
I will grow a beautiful flower
And offer it to you
I will sing a song
And sing by your side
I will sing a song
And sing by your side
Woah!Ytd's blackout nearly scared e hell outta me!...Mayb nt 'cos it only happened at 10.15pm..and i was aslp at 9.30pm..so wad to fret abt?I only woke up when i felt tt e rm was warm and sum1 was fanning me frm b-hind,tt person was undoubtly my mother..wa seh...1st time saw e whole area of Hougang dun hv lights 'cos normally e corridor lights would b on till dawn comes.I was tinkin of taking a picture and make it into a wallpaper to put it in my desktop but GOSH! i cant find e camera!It was realli dam suay ytd nite..my mom explain tt she was chatting wif her sister,Keow Yi,my aunt,den all of a sudden her voice wasnt on e phone den gt "ZZZZ" sound on e phone so she put dwn e phone,Jia Ying aso,she was aso chatting wif Hwei Teng den e same thing occured to her.She tot tt it was only her hse affected but when she saw tt her surrounding's block of flats were all black and dark,she den knew tt there's a blackout.I couldnt slp until e lights returned on 12 midnite sharp..i heard dose gangster hu always hangs ard my block,they were shouting "HOORAY!" or either "YAY!"..bo liao one..so childish.*receives phonecall*.....!!..i was tinkin to hv a nice long nap today but..ANDREW SAID THAT HE WANTS ME GO GO OUT WIF JIA YING AND DING JIE TO HOUGANG MALL TO PLAY ARCADE AND BORROW BOOKS!AHH~!Why so suay one..i dun feel lyk slping den dun hv ppl to ask me out..i wanna slp den ppl kept asking me out for activities and forcing me to go...*mouth hangs open and eyes go halg closed*..why is heaven always tricking me..?!Haiz..aso need one wad 'cos needa do Yue(4) Du(2) Bao(4) Gao(4)..chi bk review and aso needa borrow loadsa bks to read while in sch..haiz..guess i gotta go and prepare rite now!Baiz!
Artist:Ayumi Hamasaki
Song:Dolls
Romaji Translation
Supposing life is a momentary dream
It would be like a flower
Even if destined to fall
It is all the more precious for its transience
What I lost somewhere once
What I left somewhere on that day
Now I go on a journey
With what is left in my hands
What are you thinking about now?
What can I do for you?
Maybe it is valuable as it has no forms
Maybe it is cruel and beautiful
Whether it rains or it blows
On the glowing day or on the silent night
Even if here is the end of the world
I wish to show you the continuation of the dream
I will grow a beautiful flower
And offer it to you
I will grow a beautiful flower
And offer it to you
What are you thinking about now?
What can I do for you?
I will grow a beautiful flower
And offer it to you
I will grow a beautiful flower
And offer it to you
I will sing a song
And sing by your side
I will sing a song
And sing by your side
what we could have been, 1:11 PM.
Monday, June 28, 2004
Starting school already..More gossips to come..
Aiya!Back ache..bag too heavy liaoz..'cos starting sch liao mah..but one thing i worth to celebrate..i became e class monitress!YU HOO~!*applause* ty ty ty...hahaha..no one's clapping except for me.Felt lyk being upgraded lydat and much more pressure to b put on my position..and Nicholas has bcame class monitor too..had trouble wif pinning up e badge at first..but i'll get use to it as i will b pinning up dis badge almost evryday!It'll b much more relaxing for me 'cos alrdy Term 3..relaxing for my position in class but nt sch work lar..still need to buck up.Feels refreshed on maths after tt long long holiday..able to do dose Volume maths prob on More@Once 'cos during holidays i dun feel lyk doing them do i juz ignore it and hate it...and i even managed to solve question 19 wif Xiao Li a.k.a. Audrey..wif some help frm Lisa.Firstly Audrey tot Fatimah's way of solving it makes more sense but i dun find any sense in it..den i knew tt three-fifth is equal to half of e container..so e whole container muz b 3 units times 2!Makes sense rite?But still nt v. sure and confident abt Speed & Rate..rate is OK for me but Speed is my weakest point..whoever teaches me speed will surely vomit blood in front of me..probably afew pails of them,'cos of my tution teacher lar!Only teach a lil' bit if speed for abt..20 mins..main points only hor..den continue wif Geometry,hw and correction liaoz..so sad.Wad was even sadder is only 6 ppl went to Wei Loon's BBQ birthday party on Saturday!Gt Jun Yuan,his sista,Adrian,Bryan,Andrew,Ding Jie go..haiz..so sad..i was tinkin to go or should i say dying to go.I tot Auntie Carol gt bring her kid to sch's excursion to Pasir Ris so i can tag along wif Jun Hao and Wei Sheng but 5th Aunt wun allow me to go..she say wad if my father flares up when he saw tt i was nt in any part of e chalet?Den i would get them into hot soup for sure..so i juz stay at chalet..ride bicycle for e whole day lor..so sien..and summore e arcade at Marine Cove or..Marine Bowling wad wad wad is dam boring..no Para Para machines..only gt DDR machines..den me and Wei Sheng danced lyk fools..stomping and stomping on e arrows..but in e end still fail lar..den i heard over e other side gt Zone X..i was tinkin to go there but aso cannot..i should hv get one tapz card frm Wei Sheng..he gt VIP liao mah..den i take normal card one lor!Argghhh..wadeva it is..i dun care..aiya..muz go eat lunch liaoz and open up my newly bought SABRINA'S SECRETS box liao!Baibai!♥
Them tricking me?Being too believing?Or am I just too naive?
WA PIANG!So disappointing..i bought e SABRINA'S SECRETS frm e Acmes Bookshop,i tot i would hv a full beauty box collection..nt bcos im vain OK..?!Juz tt it only includes e Nail Art Paint..s'pose to include these:Glitters,Lip Gloss,Eye Powder,Eye Shadow,Make-up Brushes,Nail Polish,Butterfly Clips and lots more i cant name it...dammit..im gonna ask tt shopowner..did they juz lose e other cosmetics while being transported onto e port?Or they juz purposely exclude these stuffs to get easy money?Or..they'll juz reply..:"Dis thing is juz only for $6.95..wad d'ya expect more?Can $6.95 buy these cosmetics and stuffs?NO!Its juz u being too naive to believe and buy our stuffs,its nt our business 'cos its our job to sell them!"...if he replys lyk tt..im gona bash him,whack him,slap him on e face i tell ya!Forget it...tmr walking home can ask tt Ah Pek..den shun bian send Al tt letter..i cant write it in sch today..cannot write in class 'cos gt teacher and frens come and peep...cannot write during recess 'cos i needa eat,chat wif frens,and they'll pester me wad am i writing and hu am i writing to...den going home aso cannot write,Shaun and Ding Jie both bhind me,they'll aso pester me and ask e same questions,den walk past alot of ppl writing letter will caught alot of attention..haiz...i so cham one arh...
Artist:Ayumi Hamasaki
Song:Real Me
Romaji Translation
What I get?
What you get?
It may be an illusion
And we may only want to believe
That we have got
What I say?
What you say?
If we don't express
Our thoughts and feelings in words
They may not be understood nor reach
The present time
Starts here
A woman never runs away
A woman never hides awayI
n order to survive
You should not want to be healed
Without fighting
A woman never shows her fears
A woman never shows her tears
In order to survive
You should not easily
Show your tears to someone
What I need?
What you need?
Maybe it's all right
So long as I have desires
And am not satisfied
What I lose?
What you lose?
Maybe I have heard enough people saying
That they knew the value of something
Only after losing it
Love
It's here
A woman could be dangerous
A woman could be generous
In order to survive
We cannot always be
So good girls
A woman could be having fun
A woman could be like a nun
In order to survive
We cannot be kind to others
Before we know pain
A woman never runs away
A woman never hides away
In order to survive
You should not want to be healed
Without fighting
A woman never shows her fears
A woman never shows her tears
In order to survive
You should not easily
Show your tears to someone
A woman could be dangerous
A woman could be generous
In order to survive
We cannot always be
So good girls
A woman could be having fun
A woman could be like a nun
In order to survive
As I know
You see the real me
Aiya!Back ache..bag too heavy liaoz..'cos starting sch liao mah..but one thing i worth to celebrate..i became e class monitress!YU HOO~!*applause* ty ty ty...hahaha..no one's clapping except for me.Felt lyk being upgraded lydat and much more pressure to b put on my position..and Nicholas has bcame class monitor too..had trouble wif pinning up e badge at first..but i'll get use to it as i will b pinning up dis badge almost evryday!It'll b much more relaxing for me 'cos alrdy Term 3..relaxing for my position in class but nt sch work lar..still need to buck up.Feels refreshed on maths after tt long long holiday..able to do dose Volume maths prob on More@Once 'cos during holidays i dun feel lyk doing them do i juz ignore it and hate it...and i even managed to solve question 19 wif Xiao Li a.k.a. Audrey..wif some help frm Lisa.Firstly Audrey tot Fatimah's way of solving it makes more sense but i dun find any sense in it..den i knew tt three-fifth is equal to half of e container..so e whole container muz b 3 units times 2!Makes sense rite?But still nt v. sure and confident abt Speed & Rate..rate is OK for me but Speed is my weakest point..whoever teaches me speed will surely vomit blood in front of me..probably afew pails of them,'cos of my tution teacher lar!Only teach a lil' bit if speed for abt..20 mins..main points only hor..den continue wif Geometry,hw and correction liaoz..so sad.Wad was even sadder is only 6 ppl went to Wei Loon's BBQ birthday party on Saturday!Gt Jun Yuan,his sista,Adrian,Bryan,Andrew,Ding Jie go..haiz..so sad..i was tinkin to go or should i say dying to go.I tot Auntie Carol gt bring her kid to sch's excursion to Pasir Ris so i can tag along wif Jun Hao and Wei Sheng but 5th Aunt wun allow me to go..she say wad if my father flares up when he saw tt i was nt in any part of e chalet?Den i would get them into hot soup for sure..so i juz stay at chalet..ride bicycle for e whole day lor..so sien..and summore e arcade at Marine Cove or..Marine Bowling wad wad wad is dam boring..no Para Para machines..only gt DDR machines..den me and Wei Sheng danced lyk fools..stomping and stomping on e arrows..but in e end still fail lar..den i heard over e other side gt Zone X..i was tinkin to go there but aso cannot..i should hv get one tapz card frm Wei Sheng..he gt VIP liao mah..den i take normal card one lor!Argghhh..wadeva it is..i dun care..aiya..muz go eat lunch liaoz and open up my newly bought SABRINA'S SECRETS box liao!Baibai!♥
Them tricking me?Being too believing?Or am I just too naive?
WA PIANG!So disappointing..i bought e SABRINA'S SECRETS frm e Acmes Bookshop,i tot i would hv a full beauty box collection..nt bcos im vain OK..?!Juz tt it only includes e Nail Art Paint..s'pose to include these:Glitters,Lip Gloss,Eye Powder,Eye Shadow,Make-up Brushes,Nail Polish,Butterfly Clips and lots more i cant name it...dammit..im gonna ask tt shopowner..did they juz lose e other cosmetics while being transported onto e port?Or they juz purposely exclude these stuffs to get easy money?Or..they'll juz reply..:"Dis thing is juz only for $6.95..wad d'ya expect more?Can $6.95 buy these cosmetics and stuffs?NO!Its juz u being too naive to believe and buy our stuffs,its nt our business 'cos its our job to sell them!"...if he replys lyk tt..im gona bash him,whack him,slap him on e face i tell ya!Forget it...tmr walking home can ask tt Ah Pek..den shun bian send Al tt letter..i cant write it in sch today..cannot write in class 'cos gt teacher and frens come and peep...cannot write during recess 'cos i needa eat,chat wif frens,and they'll pester me wad am i writing and hu am i writing to...den going home aso cannot write,Shaun and Ding Jie both bhind me,they'll aso pester me and ask e same questions,den walk past alot of ppl writing letter will caught alot of attention..haiz...i so cham one arh...
Artist:Ayumi Hamasaki
Song:Real Me
Romaji Translation
What I get?
What you get?
It may be an illusion
And we may only want to believe
That we have got
What I say?
What you say?
If we don't express
Our thoughts and feelings in words
They may not be understood nor reach
The present time
Starts here
A woman never runs away
A woman never hides awayI
n order to survive
You should not want to be healed
Without fighting
A woman never shows her fears
A woman never shows her tears
In order to survive
You should not easily
Show your tears to someone
What I need?
What you need?
Maybe it's all right
So long as I have desires
And am not satisfied
What I lose?
What you lose?
Maybe I have heard enough people saying
That they knew the value of something
Only after losing it
Love
It's here
A woman could be dangerous
A woman could be generous
In order to survive
We cannot always be
So good girls
A woman could be having fun
A woman could be like a nun
In order to survive
We cannot be kind to others
Before we know pain
A woman never runs away
A woman never hides away
In order to survive
You should not want to be healed
Without fighting
A woman never shows her fears
A woman never shows her tears
In order to survive
You should not easily
Show your tears to someone
A woman could be dangerous
A woman could be generous
In order to survive
We cannot always be
So good girls
A woman could be having fun
A woman could be like a nun
In order to survive
As I know
You see the real me
what we could have been, 1:51 PM.
Sunday, June 27, 2004
Turns and turns around..Getting in between Heaven and Hell..Escapes into the bottom Earth
"Escapes to the bottom of Earth" doesnt mean i go into e core of e Earth ok..?!Means lyk..u kno Hell?Alot of evil stuffs there rite?Ah...u kno liao..'cos i dunno to use which word so i used dis word and hopefully u guys understand.U may b wondering y i kept saying im goin to b evil..lyk im v. happy to b evil lydat..its true!But im nt happy to b evil lar..tt evil aura is juz within me.Mayb its bcos of fren's influence to me,juz me finding myself on e road or izzit on my age,my attitude is changing realli quickly and automatically?'Cos mainly or all my family member said tt ive changed alot,nt in gd ways but bad.My attitude to them is real rude and hv no respect for e elders..well..lets talkabt e chalet stuffs happened over there.It was dam real boring over at e chalet at East Coast...but i learn new things evryday.Hmm..lets see..i learn how 2 ride on a bike within 1 hr on e 1st day i arrive at e chalet and summore e sky is dark and i still can master it leh!Within a few hrs i starting riding on a lady's bike wif basket in front which was realli heavy..and a mountain bike.Gt afew scratches on my feet and ankle 'cos of tt mountain bike..nt use to it mah..'cos its Hui Zhen's bike and summore e pedal dun hv rubber covering..metal one.Aso gt sum injuries too..minor-minor injuries..on my ankle..juz blood coming out..nth much..leaving a scab over at tt spot..eww..so horrible..but i was hoping for bigger injuries lyk gt scratched realli painful,fractures,twisted ankles blah blah blah..u name it!But seriously..nt fractures ok?And if it realli was a fracture..i dun wan it to b my right hand..'cos i cant write anyth.Sum of u guys may kno i dunno how 2 ride a bicycle rite?And even kno tt hu eva teaches me how to ride a bike will surely vomit blood one rite?But Weisheng aka Jeremy,my biao ge taught me one..he even taught his sister..haha..me and Qing Hui lyk e 2 spoilt-gurls in "The Simple Life"...Qing Hui is Paris Hilton and im Nicole Richie*winx*..i dun even wanna tink abt them..den i say to Qing Hui:"we learning to ride a bike lyk Paris and Nicole clearing cow dungs"..hahaha.-.-"..nt funny at all.Weisheng's tip to me on riding a bike is u imagine lyk sumbody has stolen ur things,u muz look in front and chase him...den i learned it..!Den he was teaching Qing Hui..i suggest to him tt he runs in front of Qing Hui pointing middle finger high up in e air..he realli did tt u kno!E whole row of ppl staying in chalet were watching him..hoo!At least he din get a scolding or beating frm them.B4 i went to chalet tt day,i gt a scolding frm Dad..my freakin bombastic moronic f***in father..he kept complaining i din do any hseworks frm e strating of e holidays till now..so wad if i din do?He din ask me to do wad..wad kinda attitude is tt?I muz rlax mah..den charge up for e upcoming Prelim and PSLE mah..how can u force me?I was dying to bury myself in hws in e first 3 wks of holidays but activities juz kept coming up to me and i cannot reject it otherwise they will feel upset..so wad can i do?
Artist:Ayumi Hamasaki
Song:Dearest
Romaji Translation
It would be nice if
we could throw away everything
but what is most important;
Reality is just cruel
Whenever I close my eyes
you're there,smiling
Ah- I hope your smiling face
is with me until the day
I fall into eternal sleep
Are all people sad?
They are forgetful creatures...
For that which you should love,
for that which gives love
:give it your all
Ah- when we met
we were so awkward
We've taken the long road;
we've hurt each other along the way
Ah- I hope your smiling face
is with me until the day
I fall into eternal sleep
Ah- when we met
we were so awkward
We've taken the long road,
but we've finally arrived
You're addicted to.....
Nothing! Your addicted to nothing at all? Well..... ok I
guess thats a good thing but come on just think
of the possibilities!
What are you addicted to? (pics!)
brought to you by
"Escapes to the bottom of Earth" doesnt mean i go into e core of e Earth ok..?!Means lyk..u kno Hell?Alot of evil stuffs there rite?Ah...u kno liao..'cos i dunno to use which word so i used dis word and hopefully u guys understand.U may b wondering y i kept saying im goin to b evil..lyk im v. happy to b evil lydat..its true!But im nt happy to b evil lar..tt evil aura is juz within me.Mayb its bcos of fren's influence to me,juz me finding myself on e road or izzit on my age,my attitude is changing realli quickly and automatically?'Cos mainly or all my family member said tt ive changed alot,nt in gd ways but bad.My attitude to them is real rude and hv no respect for e elders..well..lets talkabt e chalet stuffs happened over there.It was dam real boring over at e chalet at East Coast...but i learn new things evryday.Hmm..lets see..i learn how 2 ride on a bike within 1 hr on e 1st day i arrive at e chalet and summore e sky is dark and i still can master it leh!Within a few hrs i starting riding on a lady's bike wif basket in front which was realli heavy..and a mountain bike.Gt afew scratches on my feet and ankle 'cos of tt mountain bike..nt use to it mah..'cos its Hui Zhen's bike and summore e pedal dun hv rubber covering..metal one.Aso gt sum injuries too..minor-minor injuries..on my ankle..juz blood coming out..nth much..leaving a scab over at tt spot..eww..so horrible..but i was hoping for bigger injuries lyk gt scratched realli painful,fractures,twisted ankles blah blah blah..u name it!But seriously..nt fractures ok?And if it realli was a fracture..i dun wan it to b my right hand..'cos i cant write anyth.Sum of u guys may kno i dunno how 2 ride a bicycle rite?And even kno tt hu eva teaches me how to ride a bike will surely vomit blood one rite?But Weisheng aka Jeremy,my biao ge taught me one..he even taught his sister..haha..me and Qing Hui lyk e 2 spoilt-gurls in "The Simple Life"...Qing Hui is Paris Hilton and im Nicole Richie*winx*..i dun even wanna tink abt them..den i say to Qing Hui:"we learning to ride a bike lyk Paris and Nicole clearing cow dungs"..hahaha.-.-"..nt funny at all.Weisheng's tip to me on riding a bike is u imagine lyk sumbody has stolen ur things,u muz look in front and chase him...den i learned it..!Den he was teaching Qing Hui..i suggest to him tt he runs in front of Qing Hui pointing middle finger high up in e air..he realli did tt u kno!E whole row of ppl staying in chalet were watching him..hoo!At least he din get a scolding or beating frm them.B4 i went to chalet tt day,i gt a scolding frm Dad..my freakin bombastic moronic f***in father..he kept complaining i din do any hseworks frm e strating of e holidays till now..so wad if i din do?He din ask me to do wad..wad kinda attitude is tt?I muz rlax mah..den charge up for e upcoming Prelim and PSLE mah..how can u force me?I was dying to bury myself in hws in e first 3 wks of holidays but activities juz kept coming up to me and i cannot reject it otherwise they will feel upset..so wad can i do?
Artist:Ayumi Hamasaki
Song:Dearest
Romaji Translation
It would be nice if
we could throw away everything
but what is most important;
Reality is just cruel
Whenever I close my eyes
you're there,smiling
Ah- I hope your smiling face
is with me until the day
I fall into eternal sleep
Are all people sad?
They are forgetful creatures...
For that which you should love,
for that which gives love
:give it your all
Ah- when we met
we were so awkward
We've taken the long road;
we've hurt each other along the way
Ah- I hope your smiling face
is with me until the day
I fall into eternal sleep
Ah- when we met
we were so awkward
We've taken the long road,
but we've finally arrived
You're addicted to.....
Nothing! Your addicted to nothing at all? Well..... ok I
guess thats a good thing but come on just think
of the possibilities!
What are you addicted to? (pics!)
brought to you by
what we could have been, 5:53 PM.
Friday, June 25, 2004
Leaving Heaven..Heading to Boredom..
Later goin to Alvin gor gor's chalet at East Coast..so sien..'cos he will aso b celebrating his 21st birthday there..lyk time juz turn back to last yr while my bro was aso celebrating his 21st birthday.But its aso a gd thing 'cos i can take REVENGE on Weisheng..my biao ge..born earlier den me but shorter den me..hehehe..i still wun admit defeat after tt pillow fight in my bro's rm on dis yr's CNY..Mei and Kai were play xbox den Weisheng and i climb on my bro's bed and use pillow and fight *BOM!BOM!BOM!...i play until lyk mad woman lydat..my hair all messy..BLEH!Dis time when goin to slp..i wanna use pillow to whack whack whack him again..MWAHAHAHA..!!lol..so evil..no lar..juz jokin.But quite weird leh..Qinghui,my biao jie..Weisheng and Alvin all gt bring slping bag to e chalet..dun tell me they dun hv enough beds over there arh?Bring slping bag aso quite gd idea lar..'cos zhi pa wan yi bu pa yi wan..correct anot?im quite confused of dis chi idiom..mixed up e words..turn e other way round..^^".I guess it will b real bored there..'cos cannot bring gor's xbox over there and play..i aso cannot turn dwn e request mah 'cos they reserved a rm for me liao..they're sure tt im going to stay over there so i cannot let them dwn..if i realli din go..they use e rm as store rm arh?haha.If later slp in same rm wif Qinghui hor..she would definitely ask alot abt e how-r-u-going-on-wif-ur-bf ques..den i'll b annoyed to death..*CHOI! I tot Kai and Mei aso gt go..but if they were invited to go..they wun one..i wonder y..they always hv dis feeling tt Weisheng aka Jeremy is a show-off and stingy boi at my place..they tot he only hv in mind only himself can play my bro's xbox..'cos he always play HARRY POTTER AND THE CHAMBER OF SECRETS...well..Harry is still trying to get tt book to cure Neville alrite..he havent fought e Basilik yet..my bro alrdy completed tt AGES AGO!Last yr i tink.'Cos he only plays during CNY visits..and i only gt ppl to versus mainly on CNY visits..but during these days i can call my fren and play but e prob is tt they dunno dis game they dunno tt game..when i asked :"u wanna play Dead Or Aive 3 wif me?" they would answer :"huh?wads tt?wad dead wad alive thing?...orh...dis xbox games ha?i nv play b4 leh..muz lemme train first arh!"..-.-"..by e time they finished training one by one..its alrdy time to go home..evrytime they come lydat one..come b4 to my hse abt 2 time they kno how 2 use e moves liao..dose hu juz came to my hse for e 1st time or 2nd time..muz train train train arh...den wait till dawn they still hvnt master e skills..its OK if u cannot master all e skills..juz remember dose moves,attacks,throws and combos which r easy to remember...i aso anyhow tikam tikam play one..can still use Christie to win Omega..ehh..guess enough DOA3 nonsense liao 'cos for dose hu hvnt play dis b4 will tink tt im nt making sense abt dis stupid game but for dose hu hv play DOA3 b4..its juz sum advice and tips OK?Ehh hee hee..still sry abt all e nonsense im saying..^^"
Arist:Ayumi Hamasaki
Song:M
Romaji Translation
"Maria" There is someone I should love;
every person who has ever been hurt...
As I look around,
everyone busily
hurries on by.
I noticed that this year, too,
the signs of winter have
come very soon.
Again, somewhere in this city today
two people will meet and fall in love;
the curtains are violently opened.
Even so, everything eventually,
someday, has an end.
Again, somewhere in this city today
two people split apart;
the curtains are quitely dropped.
"Maria" There is someone I should love.
At times I feel very lonely.
But my needs are all filled
by the person I should love
."Maria" There is someone I should love.
At times I bear very deep wounds.
But my they are all healed
by the person I should love.
"Maria" Everyone is crying.
"Maria" But I want to believe.
"Maria" So I'm praying now
that this is my final love.
Beginnings come at random,
but endings always have a reason.
You have a twisted soul! Twisted Souls are never
bad, and actually, are a rarity amongst souls.
These souls are a little combination of
everything, with always a little of their own
chaos to add. Twisted Souls are kind, loving,
weird, zany, temperamental, and very talented.
They have their own firm opinion, and can at
one time be very outspoken and passionate, and
the other time shy and feeling insignificant.
Twisted Souls have good senses of Humor and
other times can be a bore. You can act quite
intelligent at one time, and grasp concepts
easily, while other times they can find it
difficult to understand. Twisted Souls are
always very fun and Kind, and can be party
animals. But, if you love someone, youre
serious about it, intense, and forever loyal.
Congratulations-the world should have more like
you.
What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
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Later goin to Alvin gor gor's chalet at East Coast..so sien..'cos he will aso b celebrating his 21st birthday there..lyk time juz turn back to last yr while my bro was aso celebrating his 21st birthday.But its aso a gd thing 'cos i can take REVENGE on Weisheng..my biao ge..born earlier den me but shorter den me..hehehe..i still wun admit defeat after tt pillow fight in my bro's rm on dis yr's CNY..Mei and Kai were play xbox den Weisheng and i climb on my bro's bed and use pillow and fight *BOM!BOM!BOM!...i play until lyk mad woman lydat..my hair all messy..BLEH!Dis time when goin to slp..i wanna use pillow to whack whack whack him again..MWAHAHAHA..!!lol..so evil..no lar..juz jokin.But quite weird leh..Qinghui,my biao jie..Weisheng and Alvin all gt bring slping bag to e chalet..dun tell me they dun hv enough beds over there arh?Bring slping bag aso quite gd idea lar..'cos zhi pa wan yi bu pa yi wan..correct anot?im quite confused of dis chi idiom..mixed up e words..turn e other way round..^^".I guess it will b real bored there..'cos cannot bring gor's xbox over there and play..i aso cannot turn dwn e request mah 'cos they reserved a rm for me liao..they're sure tt im going to stay over there so i cannot let them dwn..if i realli din go..they use e rm as store rm arh?haha.If later slp in same rm wif Qinghui hor..she would definitely ask alot abt e how-r-u-going-on-wif-ur-bf ques..den i'll b annoyed to death..*CHOI! I tot Kai and Mei aso gt go..but if they were invited to go..they wun one..i wonder y..they always hv dis feeling tt Weisheng aka Jeremy is a show-off and stingy boi at my place..they tot he only hv in mind only himself can play my bro's xbox..'cos he always play HARRY POTTER AND THE CHAMBER OF SECRETS...well..Harry is still trying to get tt book to cure Neville alrite..he havent fought e Basilik yet..my bro alrdy completed tt AGES AGO!Last yr i tink.'Cos he only plays during CNY visits..and i only gt ppl to versus mainly on CNY visits..but during these days i can call my fren and play but e prob is tt they dunno dis game they dunno tt game..when i asked :"u wanna play Dead Or Aive 3 wif me?" they would answer :"huh?wads tt?wad dead wad alive thing?...orh...dis xbox games ha?i nv play b4 leh..muz lemme train first arh!"..-.-"..by e time they finished training one by one..its alrdy time to go home..evrytime they come lydat one..come b4 to my hse abt 2 time they kno how 2 use e moves liao..dose hu juz came to my hse for e 1st time or 2nd time..muz train train train arh...den wait till dawn they still hvnt master e skills..its OK if u cannot master all e skills..juz remember dose moves,attacks,throws and combos which r easy to remember...i aso anyhow tikam tikam play one..can still use Christie to win Omega..ehh..guess enough DOA3 nonsense liao 'cos for dose hu hvnt play dis b4 will tink tt im nt making sense abt dis stupid game but for dose hu hv play DOA3 b4..its juz sum advice and tips OK?Ehh hee hee..still sry abt all e nonsense im saying..^^"
Arist:Ayumi Hamasaki
Song:M
Romaji Translation
"Maria" There is someone I should love;
every person who has ever been hurt...
As I look around,
everyone busily
hurries on by.
I noticed that this year, too,
the signs of winter have
come very soon.
Again, somewhere in this city today
two people will meet and fall in love;
the curtains are violently opened.
Even so, everything eventually,
someday, has an end.
Again, somewhere in this city today
two people split apart;
the curtains are quitely dropped.
"Maria" There is someone I should love.
At times I feel very lonely.
But my needs are all filled
by the person I should love
."Maria" There is someone I should love.
At times I bear very deep wounds.
But my they are all healed
by the person I should love.
"Maria" Everyone is crying.
"Maria" But I want to believe.
"Maria" So I'm praying now
that this is my final love.
Beginnings come at random,
but endings always have a reason.
You have a twisted soul! Twisted Souls are never
bad, and actually, are a rarity amongst souls.
These souls are a little combination of
everything, with always a little of their own
chaos to add. Twisted Souls are kind, loving,
weird, zany, temperamental, and very talented.
They have their own firm opinion, and can at
one time be very outspoken and passionate, and
the other time shy and feeling insignificant.
Twisted Souls have good senses of Humor and
other times can be a bore. You can act quite
intelligent at one time, and grasp concepts
easily, while other times they can find it
difficult to understand. Twisted Souls are
always very fun and Kind, and can be party
animals. But, if you love someone, youre
serious about it, intense, and forever loyal.
Congratulations-the world should have more like
you.
What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
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Thursday, June 24, 2004
Angel fighting with Devil..Predicting who will win this game..
AHH!I nearly forgot to write my blog for today..'cos v. bored at home so anyhow go surf net..save Ayumi's pics blah blah blah.I'm trying to find myself which side do i belong to..e Angel side or e Devil side?Or izzit juz half half of them?If i were to b on e Angel's side..tt would nt look lyk myself anymore and frens and ppl will tink im a lunatic...'cos i will b too kind to ppl,too forgiving,juz..too much of doing e gd things..and if im on e Devil's side..tt would probably b v. evil of me..well..its sort-of lyk my mischevious me but it would b too mischevious..I tink im more to e Devil's side now but im nt going around murdering ppl or setting other ppl hse's on fire ok..?!haha..bo liao.U muz tink y do i find myself more on e Devil's side rite?'Cos im more ruthless to ppl..more rude when im tokin..more rough and fierce when scolding ppl and pissing them off..bcame more agreesive den usual and dun lyk to tok 2 ppl much..I dunno wad had came over me but u kno..there's dis weird thing abt me recently..sumtimes i feel more safe on my own dan going out in groups wif my frens..im too weird.U cant imagine how shock and amusing i was when i received Al's letter..he sent back e photo which was a gd sign 'cos i hope he wouldnt burn it in a fury..and for e writtin letter..1st pg was dam boring alrite..all abt WARCRAFT III!So bo liao one!He mentioned use Nightelves nt gd..use Humans betta..Nightelves nt enough air emm..combat?I forgot tt word..den Humans can bring a priest along to heal ppl..blah blah blah..i heard enough of tt..'cos i cant play tt game and he's making me mad..angry and sick!Well..for e second page which mentioned alot of dis "love" word..i wasnt happy abt it..he even said on e phone tt he wrote wif sincerity..im nt sure abt tt 'cos he might b juz saying all dis 'cos im threatening to leave him and if i come back to him..he will return to his own self again...so i still hv doubts on him abt wad he wrote on tt letter..izzit fake or izzit true?Giving him 1 more chance is a tough decision..OH..one more thing..he's too exaggerating on wad he says..is dis :"Im afraid to lose u and if i lose u,i will b devastated...my mind will go blank..i would b in state of shock"..wadeva..dose r juz fake words..mayb im abit too hard on him sumtimes but i dun care...i felt lyk..im bcoming a more fierce,rough,tough,evil gurl rite now..although u may nt see it outside of me but its inside of me so i dun hv e need to show it out.Well..i guess dis is e REAL ME alrite..but im nt sure..im so confused in life..wad if..*touch wood*..im so confused on whether i wanna die?Evrytym when i lyk alot of things which belongs to e same category..i would ask my frens for help and help me to choose which to buy..in e end..my choice is diff frm them..so i ended up evrtym nt buying tt thing i wanted..mayb tt thing i dun wan e most.I still cant find e thing which suits me best..OK..i alrdy find e style i wanted..which is halfway to e JAPANESE TEENS side..and halfway to e MORDERN SINGAPORE TEENS side..'cos i lyk to mix stuffs on my own..mixing new stuffs wif old stuffs..but it could b abit flashy or caught sum unwanted attentions while walking on e streets lyk dis.Wad i hvnt found which suits me best e dose things..wad i meant is dose new-kids-on-e-block things..lyk handphone..i alrdy hv one in mind but i dunno whether i will lyk it another as times goes by..*sighs*..I guess i'll hv to find e REAL ME first b4 i make decisions..!*crosses fingers*GD LUCK TO ME!
Artist:Ayumi Hamasaki
Song:Key ~eternal tie. ver.~
Romaji Translation
If I could use lots of colors
and draw my feelings,
I'd pick up a brush and
paint a picture.
If I could line up lots of words
and choose my feelings,
I'd pick up a pen
and write a letter.
But I can't do that, so
I decided to sing this song.
I can't do anything else.
I turn they key and send it to you.
In your days of tears
I embraced one strength and
promised to be by your side.
So you don't need to cry,
even though I can't explain it very well.
In your days of smilesI want to embrace and praise two
kindnesses,
that we thought of each other.
From now until forever...
Hercules
?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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AHH!I nearly forgot to write my blog for today..'cos v. bored at home so anyhow go surf net..save Ayumi's pics blah blah blah.I'm trying to find myself which side do i belong to..e Angel side or e Devil side?Or izzit juz half half of them?If i were to b on e Angel's side..tt would nt look lyk myself anymore and frens and ppl will tink im a lunatic...'cos i will b too kind to ppl,too forgiving,juz..too much of doing e gd things..and if im on e Devil's side..tt would probably b v. evil of me..well..its sort-of lyk my mischevious me but it would b too mischevious..I tink im more to e Devil's side now but im nt going around murdering ppl or setting other ppl hse's on fire ok..?!haha..bo liao.U muz tink y do i find myself more on e Devil's side rite?'Cos im more ruthless to ppl..more rude when im tokin..more rough and fierce when scolding ppl and pissing them off..bcame more agreesive den usual and dun lyk to tok 2 ppl much..I dunno wad had came over me but u kno..there's dis weird thing abt me recently..sumtimes i feel more safe on my own dan going out in groups wif my frens..im too weird.U cant imagine how shock and amusing i was when i received Al's letter..he sent back e photo which was a gd sign 'cos i hope he wouldnt burn it in a fury..and for e writtin letter..1st pg was dam boring alrite..all abt WARCRAFT III!So bo liao one!He mentioned use Nightelves nt gd..use Humans betta..Nightelves nt enough air emm..combat?I forgot tt word..den Humans can bring a priest along to heal ppl..blah blah blah..i heard enough of tt..'cos i cant play tt game and he's making me mad..angry and sick!Well..for e second page which mentioned alot of dis "love" word..i wasnt happy abt it..he even said on e phone tt he wrote wif sincerity..im nt sure abt tt 'cos he might b juz saying all dis 'cos im threatening to leave him and if i come back to him..he will return to his own self again...so i still hv doubts on him abt wad he wrote on tt letter..izzit fake or izzit true?Giving him 1 more chance is a tough decision..OH..one more thing..he's too exaggerating on wad he says..is dis :"Im afraid to lose u and if i lose u,i will b devastated...my mind will go blank..i would b in state of shock"..wadeva..dose r juz fake words..mayb im abit too hard on him sumtimes but i dun care...i felt lyk..im bcoming a more fierce,rough,tough,evil gurl rite now..although u may nt see it outside of me but its inside of me so i dun hv e need to show it out.Well..i guess dis is e REAL ME alrite..but im nt sure..im so confused in life..wad if..*touch wood*..im so confused on whether i wanna die?Evrytym when i lyk alot of things which belongs to e same category..i would ask my frens for help and help me to choose which to buy..in e end..my choice is diff frm them..so i ended up evrtym nt buying tt thing i wanted..mayb tt thing i dun wan e most.I still cant find e thing which suits me best..OK..i alrdy find e style i wanted..which is halfway to e JAPANESE TEENS side..and halfway to e MORDERN SINGAPORE TEENS side..'cos i lyk to mix stuffs on my own..mixing new stuffs wif old stuffs..but it could b abit flashy or caught sum unwanted attentions while walking on e streets lyk dis.Wad i hvnt found which suits me best e dose things..wad i meant is dose new-kids-on-e-block things..lyk handphone..i alrdy hv one in mind but i dunno whether i will lyk it another as times goes by..*sighs*..I guess i'll hv to find e REAL ME first b4 i make decisions..!*crosses fingers*GD LUCK TO ME!
Artist:Ayumi Hamasaki
Song:Key ~eternal tie. ver.~
Romaji Translation
If I could use lots of colors
and draw my feelings,
I'd pick up a brush and
paint a picture.
If I could line up lots of words
and choose my feelings,
I'd pick up a pen
and write a letter.
But I can't do that, so
I decided to sing this song.
I can't do anything else.
I turn they key and send it to you.
In your days of tears
I embraced one strength and
promised to be by your side.
So you don't need to cry,
even though I can't explain it very well.
In your days of smilesI want to embrace and praise two
kindnesses,
that we thought of each other.
From now until forever...
Hercules
?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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Wednesday, June 23, 2004
Smiling Sun got blocked by dark clouds..And started to rain..
I tot today's going-out would definitely b a happy and fun one but..BRYAN CANT GO!'Cos of his stupid cousin and his stupid com's fault..he argued wif his mom and then wad d'ya think..he cant go in e end!TTS Y!Now only left me liaoz..so sad..haiz..firstly Summer cannot go..den Wei Loon...den now Bryan..*sobbing*Y muz dis happen today lar hah..?!WHY?!Y today so kena suay one..?!Ytd i was so furious wif my mom and she was furious wif me 'cos i din even do a single piece of homework on my table..abt 4 or 5 test papers and tution hw..left only 4 ques..after my mom stomp into e kitchen..Al called..den he asked wad happened den i replied:"tt mother of mine..i today din do a single piece of hw den angry till lydat..but i dun care..i din care abt tt..y should she?"den he replied lyk..amazed lydat..:"Wa..Hui Yi..now im very scared of u liaoz..u so hardcore nowadays and aso dam agreesive leh..but dis makes u look cool..haha"..Im agreesive meh?lol..i dun tink so..but should nt use 'agreesive' dis word..more to e rough side one..actually..there r a few sides of 'me' which sum of u guys hvnt saw yet...if u listen to Ayumi Hamasaki's Ourselves...and look at e translated chi lyrics..u will kno wad i meant..mm..yup..but i dun hv a MURDEROUS ME ok..lol.OK OK..back to where i stopped..tt call he made did cheered me up a lil'..'cos there was a funny thing tt i din heard..i was going to hang up e phone..i said "bye" den i heard him saying "bye bye" den wad wad ..i cant hear propely..so i reply a "huh?" to him..den he said..quite loudly..:"bye bye sweetheart!"..lol..tt was farnie though..but nt much enough to cheer e whole of myself..i actually wanted to end dis conversation on e phone by replying a ...u kno..tt three words?yup..but whenever i wanna say tt..sumtin juz kept holding my back..it wun lemme say it out..tt e prob wif me.Haiz..later goin out liaoz..so lonely one..1 person take MRT..to Dhoby Ghaut den play arcade alone first den gt ppl join in...life's so boring!and unfair too...
Artist:Ayumi Hamasaki
Song:Seasons
Romaji Translation
This year, another season has passed.
Memories have become faded.
The border between my vague dream and
reality has become blurred.
Even so, the dream I once told you of
had not a single lie in it.
La La-i
Today was fun,and tomorrow will surely be fun
as well.
"These days will continue forever,"
or so I thought at the time.
Throughout the endless days I felt
as if something was missing.
I blamed it on these unnatural times,
and just gave up.
La La-i
Today was very sad,
and even if I cry tomorrow,
someday the time will come that I can laugh
and remember the time we had together.
How much time must pass by,
in this finite existence of ours?
We'll live in the now,
and what will we find?
I tot today's going-out would definitely b a happy and fun one but..BRYAN CANT GO!'Cos of his stupid cousin and his stupid com's fault..he argued wif his mom and then wad d'ya think..he cant go in e end!TTS Y!Now only left me liaoz..so sad..haiz..firstly Summer cannot go..den Wei Loon...den now Bryan..*sobbing*Y muz dis happen today lar hah..?!WHY?!Y today so kena suay one..?!Ytd i was so furious wif my mom and she was furious wif me 'cos i din even do a single piece of homework on my table..abt 4 or 5 test papers and tution hw..left only 4 ques..after my mom stomp into e kitchen..Al called..den he asked wad happened den i replied:"tt mother of mine..i today din do a single piece of hw den angry till lydat..but i dun care..i din care abt tt..y should she?"den he replied lyk..amazed lydat..:"Wa..Hui Yi..now im very scared of u liaoz..u so hardcore nowadays and aso dam agreesive leh..but dis makes u look cool..haha"..Im agreesive meh?lol..i dun tink so..but should nt use 'agreesive' dis word..more to e rough side one..actually..there r a few sides of 'me' which sum of u guys hvnt saw yet...if u listen to Ayumi Hamasaki's Ourselves...and look at e translated chi lyrics..u will kno wad i meant..mm..yup..but i dun hv a MURDEROUS ME ok..lol.OK OK..back to where i stopped..tt call he made did cheered me up a lil'..'cos there was a funny thing tt i din heard..i was going to hang up e phone..i said "bye" den i heard him saying "bye bye" den wad wad ..i cant hear propely..so i reply a "huh?" to him..den he said..quite loudly..:"bye bye sweetheart!"..lol..tt was farnie though..but nt much enough to cheer e whole of myself..i actually wanted to end dis conversation on e phone by replying a ...u kno..tt three words?yup..but whenever i wanna say tt..sumtin juz kept holding my back..it wun lemme say it out..tt e prob wif me.Haiz..later goin out liaoz..so lonely one..1 person take MRT..to Dhoby Ghaut den play arcade alone first den gt ppl join in...life's so boring!and unfair too...
Artist:Ayumi Hamasaki
Song:Seasons
Romaji Translation
This year, another season has passed.
Memories have become faded.
The border between my vague dream and
reality has become blurred.
Even so, the dream I once told you of
had not a single lie in it.
La La-i
Today was fun,and tomorrow will surely be fun
as well.
"These days will continue forever,"
or so I thought at the time.
Throughout the endless days I felt
as if something was missing.
I blamed it on these unnatural times,
and just gave up.
La La-i
Today was very sad,
and even if I cry tomorrow,
someday the time will come that I can laugh
and remember the time we had together.
How much time must pass by,
in this finite existence of ours?
We'll live in the now,
and what will we find?
My inner child is ten years old!
The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
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Monday, June 21, 2004
Grass grows to Sun again..Children runs around..Stomping on the grass..
Well..i felt quite bad for nt writing my blog ytd 'cos my bro was upgrading dis com to XP Pro..and sumtin bad happen when he upgraded it..no sound lar..OK..gt back to where i started..Wad i mean by "Grass grows to see Sun again...Children runs around..Stomping on the grass?"Tt 'grass' means its Al and tt 'children' is me..he said tt he dun wanna b a two-timer..focusing on 2 gurls is a realli tiring job he says..he said to me:"Hui Yi,i swear now im nt a two-timer..i dun lyk Anna nor Sylvia..i only love u and its juz u..no one can represent u in my life"..i din get touched by his words but in fact i gt more angrier..'cos Anna 'reported' to me tt he recently gt a crush on a gurl hu's name is Crystal..Anna asked him alot of questions..here it goes..:
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Q:If after u and Hui Yi break up,hu would u find to b ur gf?
A:Kelly
Q:Would u lyk to marry Hui Yi?
A:Yes,I definitely would
Q:Hu is ur recent crush?
A:Crystal
Q:How many crushes u hv since ur 1st crush?
A:7
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Alrite..im quite happi abt e ans he gav on ques 2..ONLY!i dun bliv he has so many crushes in his whole life..and i asked him how he gt a crush on tt Crystal,he replied:"'cos u see dose gurls wearing tt type of very short jeans..i saw her so i juz hv a crush on her"well..e reason was nt acceptable y'kno!My heart tot..'Hey...now i juz kno tt he lyks dis type of gurl..and he's a PERVERT ALRITE!'...den he even hv e cheek to say tt :"hving a crush on ppl doesnt mean u lyk them wad..wads wif e kicking up a fuss?"den i replied:"u hv ur own way of thinking of hving a crush on ppl and i hv my own way of thinking tt ok?"he was lyk,"ok ok lar..wads wrong wif ur attitude towards me?"and he even said tt:"If our relationship goes stable for e next 10,20yrs..and i married u..i will earn alot of money..b a pilot and bring u wherever u wanna go around e world"..yea..its juz lyk a kid reciting a poem for his school carnival..yea..how I WISH TT IT WOULD "GO STABLE FOR 10,20 YRS...DOWN E ROAD.."Anna aso said tt he puts me 1st in his heart..Kelly 2nd and Annabelle 3rd...didnt he said tt he hv alot of crushes on gurls?Well..he toks lyk as if tt certain gurl he hv a crush on would lyk him immediately..he's so thick-skinned!I said to him on e phone :"i think tt u r realli nt a reliable boyfren..u r realli nt reliable.." his reply was :"wa piang!how can u say tt..?!"......I juz gt his phonecall...he kept saying he was sry and he was crying juz now..over dis thing...YEA RITE!LYK I CARE AH!OK OK..gt back to where i started..hee..^^"...den har..den har...emm..eh..AHH!I goddit..den i said :"how can i say tt u MEANT..?!U HV MORE CRUSHES IN UR LIFE THAN MINE AND ITS NT A REALLI GD SIGN TO ME AND WAD ELSE MORE DO U WAN FRM ME?!"..he remained speechless for a moment and i was playing wif my watch at tt time..after a while..he said :" forgive me Hui Yi...pls..forgive me can u?i realise my mistakes and i swear i would nv ever repeat it again.."i juz kept repeating "mm","mm","mm"..tts my ans! HAHAA..*crow laughing"AHH! AHH! AHH! got shot by hunter"PIANG!"*...tt was lame alrite..hee..^^".He kept saying "forgive me Hui Yi","I only love u"...and i ended tt call wif fury and hate...i juz wanna carry on wif my life e way i wanted..
Artist:Ayumi Hamasaki
Song:Vogue
Romaji Translation
You bloom fully;
a beautiful open flower.
After that your petals
will just silently fall.
When I noticed,
whenever I turned to look
you were always laughing.
ha-ha-haaa-
When I noticed,
without even knowing it,
I only ever sang about you.
ha-ha-haaa-
But that's not
a regret;
It's proof that we had
those days.
When I noticed,
I had come running
to this far away place.
ha-ha-haaa-
But that's not
a regret;I
t's because you were
there for me that time.
You bloom fully;
a beautiful open flower.
After that your petals
will just silently fall.
You bloom fully;
a beautiful open flower.
After that your petals
will just silently fall.
halahala...
Your Heart is Blue
What Color is Your Heart?
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Well..i felt quite bad for nt writing my blog ytd 'cos my bro was upgrading dis com to XP Pro..and sumtin bad happen when he upgraded it..no sound lar..OK..gt back to where i started..Wad i mean by "Grass grows to see Sun again...Children runs around..Stomping on the grass?"Tt 'grass' means its Al and tt 'children' is me..he said tt he dun wanna b a two-timer..focusing on 2 gurls is a realli tiring job he says..he said to me:"Hui Yi,i swear now im nt a two-timer..i dun lyk Anna nor Sylvia..i only love u and its juz u..no one can represent u in my life"..i din get touched by his words but in fact i gt more angrier..'cos Anna 'reported' to me tt he recently gt a crush on a gurl hu's name is Crystal..Anna asked him alot of questions..here it goes..:
*****************************************************************************************
Q:If after u and Hui Yi break up,hu would u find to b ur gf?
A:Kelly
Q:Would u lyk to marry Hui Yi?
A:Yes,I definitely would
Q:Hu is ur recent crush?
A:Crystal
Q:How many crushes u hv since ur 1st crush?
A:7
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Alrite..im quite happi abt e ans he gav on ques 2..ONLY!i dun bliv he has so many crushes in his whole life..and i asked him how he gt a crush on tt Crystal,he replied:"'cos u see dose gurls wearing tt type of very short jeans..i saw her so i juz hv a crush on her"well..e reason was nt acceptable y'kno!My heart tot..'Hey...now i juz kno tt he lyks dis type of gurl..and he's a PERVERT ALRITE!'...den he even hv e cheek to say tt :"hving a crush on ppl doesnt mean u lyk them wad..wads wif e kicking up a fuss?"den i replied:"u hv ur own way of thinking of hving a crush on ppl and i hv my own way of thinking tt ok?"he was lyk,"ok ok lar..wads wrong wif ur attitude towards me?"and he even said tt:"If our relationship goes stable for e next 10,20yrs..and i married u..i will earn alot of money..b a pilot and bring u wherever u wanna go around e world"..yea..its juz lyk a kid reciting a poem for his school carnival..yea..how I WISH TT IT WOULD "GO STABLE FOR 10,20 YRS...DOWN E ROAD.."Anna aso said tt he puts me 1st in his heart..Kelly 2nd and Annabelle 3rd...didnt he said tt he hv alot of crushes on gurls?Well..he toks lyk as if tt certain gurl he hv a crush on would lyk him immediately..he's so thick-skinned!I said to him on e phone :"i think tt u r realli nt a reliable boyfren..u r realli nt reliable.." his reply was :"wa piang!how can u say tt..?!"......I juz gt his phonecall...he kept saying he was sry and he was crying juz now..over dis thing...YEA RITE!LYK I CARE AH!OK OK..gt back to where i started..hee..^^"...den har..den har...emm..eh..AHH!I goddit..den i said :"how can i say tt u MEANT..?!U HV MORE CRUSHES IN UR LIFE THAN MINE AND ITS NT A REALLI GD SIGN TO ME AND WAD ELSE MORE DO U WAN FRM ME?!"..he remained speechless for a moment and i was playing wif my watch at tt time..after a while..he said :" forgive me Hui Yi...pls..forgive me can u?i realise my mistakes and i swear i would nv ever repeat it again.."i juz kept repeating "mm","mm","mm"..tts my ans! HAHAA..*crow laughing"AHH! AHH! AHH! got shot by hunter"PIANG!"*...tt was lame alrite..hee..^^".He kept saying "forgive me Hui Yi","I only love u"...and i ended tt call wif fury and hate...i juz wanna carry on wif my life e way i wanted..
Artist:Ayumi Hamasaki
Song:Vogue
Romaji Translation
You bloom fully;
a beautiful open flower.
After that your petals
will just silently fall.
When I noticed,
whenever I turned to look
you were always laughing.
ha-ha-haaa-
When I noticed,
without even knowing it,
I only ever sang about you.
ha-ha-haaa-
But that's not
a regret;
It's proof that we had
those days.
When I noticed,
I had come running
to this far away place.
ha-ha-haaa-
But that's not
a regret;I
t's because you were
there for me that time.
You bloom fully;
a beautiful open flower.
After that your petals
will just silently fall.
You bloom fully;
a beautiful open flower.
After that your petals
will just silently fall.
halahala...
Your Heart is Blue
What Color is Your Heart?
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Saturday, June 19, 2004
Searching for a new lease of life..Rays of hope shining above me..
I felt better after Alvin gave me all dose dun-worry-so-much advices..thx Alvin.Im realli searching a new style and type of life 'cos im quite tired of my old self and i wanna shed my old-fashion skin and become a new type of gurl..mayb dose Jap-style ones?or it could b a v. decent lady..punk rocker or juz myself.All of them agree wif me breaking up wif him 'cos i did nt gain anyth frm him since in dis relationship..and bsides..i realli gained nth but juz bad influences.I received alot of courage to move on wif my life e way i wanted and juz to break up and forget him to make my life carefree.I aso tot of tt too but i dunno how to explain it to him..tell him tt i alrdy hv a new flame?e ques is...How?How am i able to break tt painful truth which has been wif both of us these 5 mths?he would think tt im juz toying and betraying his feeling and im more even worried tt he would feel hurt when i say tt..i shouldnt hv made such a eash decision being with him..we should hv started frm normal frens at first.Its OK to juz hv crush on other cute guys but i dun think its a need to hv a relationship straightaway w/o even speaking to him.But i would realli wanna hv a gd relationship juz lyk a TV series : Snow Angel..tt would b fabulous if it realli happens in my life..i tink it wun happen or...it would happen 'cos tt fengshui master predicted tt i would hv alot of suitors when i reach 19 to 21..and i can b married at 23 or 25!Aiya..think so much abt future for wad?lol..juz finish dis yr first and think abt future when its gonna reach me.I finally din receive his routine-calls at 9pm 'cos my family always scolds me for hving so much ppl calling me e whole day..and one thing is for sure..my attitude ha indeed changed.e way i speak to my elders hv b'came more rude since e incident happened on which platform to board e MRT train wif my pop..tts my dad.My mom said tt i could explain to my dad to board dis train on Platform B courteously but i dunno wad has gotten into me dese few days..ive been extremely rude to my 2nd Aunt 'cos she's a Cruella hu speaks ill of other and she's a slut.Ive been ok-ok wif my attitude towards wif Keow Yi..my mom's sister...another Aunt alrite..haha.'Cos when she said on e ship..'cos we r reaching Singapore by ship 'cos we've spent e days in Batam..she said tt:" Hui Yi,ur hairstyle doesnt suits u at all..u should hv a shorter hairstyle ..shorter than e hairstyle u hv now a few inches ..tt would suit u better in looks.." den all i replied was:" i kno..ok?" 'cos i realli dun wanna b disturb when im listening to my discman.'Cos at tt time she sat opposite me..so while i was listening to my discman..viewing e view of waves being carried by e ...ehh...vibrations by e ship?lol..i dunno how 2 describe..her shoes stepped on my NEWLY BOUGHT ADIDAS SHOE..!!she said sry but i stared at her and gave her a fierce look den i turned away..and yet again..her feet stepped on my ADIDAS SHOES AGAIN!!dese r my precious ADIDAS SHOES U KNO!den she said :" im realli sry tt i stepped on ur new shoes..did i stepped on ur foot?"i was abt to reply :"YES!U DID STEPPED ON MY FOOT REALLI HARD ENOUGH TO HIT SUM1 UNCONCIOUS ON E HEAD!NOW SHUT UP!AND GET UR STINKIN FEET OFF MY PRECIOUS SHOES!"den i tot for a while..i should nt say in tt kinda attitude 'cos evry passengers on boarding e ship would juz stare at me 'cos mayb ive probably my loud voice had interrupted their conversation and my gran,uncle,pop,min yu,kai,Keow Yi and mom would aso b staring at me..so i juz gave her a its-ok-next-time-dun-do-tt-again-to-my-shoes look.Mayb i was realli too harsh on tt..i should hv juz only gave her an its-ok look...but i wanna ask u,if sum1 sits opposite u and they hv a realli itchy feet and they step on ur newly bought shoes..ok..mayb its Nike or Adidas or Reebok or Fila shoes..would U flare up immediately?i mean they INTENTIONALLY AND PURPOSELY DID IT ALOT OF TIMES..haiz..guess i gotta stop now..God bless.. PS:Tt last sentence in e lyrics is nt me bian tai hor!
Artist:Ayumi Hamasaki
Song:Boys & Girls
Romaji Translation
We began to shine. Someone can stop us, right?
We began to flap. Someone had the right to stop them, right?
It's on my lips.
It's in my dreams.
It's a story told by two.
You say you want to be happy.
You've already been so many times.
What do you want?
What's lacking?
Where will you turn?
Even if you ask,
I won't have the answer.
The moment you support me,
don't forget
the promises we exchanged
this summer.
We began to shine. If it's us we'll grasp tomorrow sometime, right?
We began to flap. If it's them then they'll find a shining tomorrow, right?
I was really expecting it.
I was really doubting it.
What was it?
Who was it?
They say he's a good person.
He seems like a person I don't care about.
The morning glow is dazzling.
It pierces my eyes.
My breast hurts.
I was a little confused.
Raver Bear
Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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I felt better after Alvin gave me all dose dun-worry-so-much advices..thx Alvin.Im realli searching a new style and type of life 'cos im quite tired of my old self and i wanna shed my old-fashion skin and become a new type of gurl..mayb dose Jap-style ones?or it could b a v. decent lady..punk rocker or juz myself.All of them agree wif me breaking up wif him 'cos i did nt gain anyth frm him since in dis relationship..and bsides..i realli gained nth but juz bad influences.I received alot of courage to move on wif my life e way i wanted and juz to break up and forget him to make my life carefree.I aso tot of tt too but i dunno how to explain it to him..tell him tt i alrdy hv a new flame?e ques is...How?How am i able to break tt painful truth which has been wif both of us these 5 mths?he would think tt im juz toying and betraying his feeling and im more even worried tt he would feel hurt when i say tt..i shouldnt hv made such a eash decision being with him..we should hv started frm normal frens at first.Its OK to juz hv crush on other cute guys but i dun think its a need to hv a relationship straightaway w/o even speaking to him.But i would realli wanna hv a gd relationship juz lyk a TV series : Snow Angel..tt would b fabulous if it realli happens in my life..i tink it wun happen or...it would happen 'cos tt fengshui master predicted tt i would hv alot of suitors when i reach 19 to 21..and i can b married at 23 or 25!Aiya..think so much abt future for wad?lol..juz finish dis yr first and think abt future when its gonna reach me.I finally din receive his routine-calls at 9pm 'cos my family always scolds me for hving so much ppl calling me e whole day..and one thing is for sure..my attitude ha indeed changed.e way i speak to my elders hv b'came more rude since e incident happened on which platform to board e MRT train wif my pop..tts my dad.My mom said tt i could explain to my dad to board dis train on Platform B courteously but i dunno wad has gotten into me dese few days..ive been extremely rude to my 2nd Aunt 'cos she's a Cruella hu speaks ill of other and she's a slut.Ive been ok-ok wif my attitude towards wif Keow Yi..my mom's sister...another Aunt alrite..haha.'Cos when she said on e ship..'cos we r reaching Singapore by ship 'cos we've spent e days in Batam..she said tt:" Hui Yi,ur hairstyle doesnt suits u at all..u should hv a shorter hairstyle ..shorter than e hairstyle u hv now a few inches ..tt would suit u better in looks.." den all i replied was:" i kno..ok?" 'cos i realli dun wanna b disturb when im listening to my discman.'Cos at tt time she sat opposite me..so while i was listening to my discman..viewing e view of waves being carried by e ...ehh...vibrations by e ship?lol..i dunno how 2 describe..her shoes stepped on my NEWLY BOUGHT ADIDAS SHOE..!!she said sry but i stared at her and gave her a fierce look den i turned away..and yet again..her feet stepped on my ADIDAS SHOES AGAIN!!dese r my precious ADIDAS SHOES U KNO!den she said :" im realli sry tt i stepped on ur new shoes..did i stepped on ur foot?"i was abt to reply :"YES!U DID STEPPED ON MY FOOT REALLI HARD ENOUGH TO HIT SUM1 UNCONCIOUS ON E HEAD!NOW SHUT UP!AND GET UR STINKIN FEET OFF MY PRECIOUS SHOES!"den i tot for a while..i should nt say in tt kinda attitude 'cos evry passengers on boarding e ship would juz stare at me 'cos mayb ive probably my loud voice had interrupted their conversation and my gran,uncle,pop,min yu,kai,Keow Yi and mom would aso b staring at me..so i juz gave her a its-ok-next-time-dun-do-tt-again-to-my-shoes look.Mayb i was realli too harsh on tt..i should hv juz only gave her an its-ok look...but i wanna ask u,if sum1 sits opposite u and they hv a realli itchy feet and they step on ur newly bought shoes..ok..mayb its Nike or Adidas or Reebok or Fila shoes..would U flare up immediately?i mean they INTENTIONALLY AND PURPOSELY DID IT ALOT OF TIMES..haiz..guess i gotta stop now..God bless.. PS:Tt last sentence in e lyrics is nt me bian tai hor!
Artist:Ayumi Hamasaki
Song:Boys & Girls
Romaji Translation
We began to shine. Someone can stop us, right?
We began to flap. Someone had the right to stop them, right?
It's on my lips.
It's in my dreams.
It's a story told by two.
You say you want to be happy.
You've already been so many times.
What do you want?
What's lacking?
Where will you turn?
Even if you ask,
I won't have the answer.
The moment you support me,
don't forget
the promises we exchanged
this summer.
We began to shine. If it's us we'll grasp tomorrow sometime, right?
We began to flap. If it's them then they'll find a shining tomorrow, right?
I was really expecting it.
I was really doubting it.
What was it?
Who was it?
They say he's a good person.
He seems like a person I don't care about.
The morning glow is dazzling.
It pierces my eyes.
My breast hurts.
I was a little confused.
Raver Bear
Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
brought to you by
what we could have been, 5:09 PM.
Wednesday, June 16, 2004
Devil's approaching me..Darkness closing in..
Another boring and meaningless day at school...after his last call which was at ytd around 6pm plus..i nv received his call again at e usual time tt he was s;pose to call me..tt was realli very disappointing.Anna was so glad tt he didnt call to her hse neither her hp e whole day ytd..she was so thankful tt she could hv some peaceful days in e future without his annoying calls juz to tok nonsensical stuffs.After my new hairstyle..evryone had diff comments abt it..Andrew said tt i looked lyk a female ghost which is nt true actually..Jodie said tt my hairstyle was cute and Charmaine said tt i look beautiful in tt hairstyle..i would much appreciate Charmaine and Jodie's comment,but majority of e bois say tt i realli looked lyk a female host floating around e Com Lab,around sch and outside of sch.Wadeva e comments is,im nt caring abt it..i dun tink its worth it for me to cut dis hairstyle for him.I juz wanna b my own self back 'cos i hv alrdy lost e natural me in e past.Mei a.k.a. Minyu said tt my attitiude towards her has changed so lot..Sylvia said it too..and they all agreed tt is e influence frm Al...which e influence was nt realli gd influence but bad influence.Wad if he does calls and wad if he doesnt calls?we would still hv nth to tok abt 'cos we're nt even in e same sch!How i wish i can say dis to him..tt im nt used to dose mushy stuffs and all tt 'cos...tts juz me..juz plain Reggie..nt another copy of him hu realli appreciates on wad he is saying.Im juz finding my true dream guy..hu is mayb a Saggitarius?probably..he has to b patient wif me but of course..i would aso hv to giv him in some space..juz tt kinda mr nice guy i always dreamed of...s'pose to b Daniel Radcliffe? or J.J ?haha..none of them..if he would to look lyk Daniel Radcliffe..i would probably go ga-ga over him..haha..i guess..im a lil' bit pretty bad and mean towards my frens rite now 'cos sumtimes i treats them lyk precious but when im furious or mad wif them..i juz piss them off or juz get them to get out or go away..I tink devil is realli approaching me..
Artist:Ayumi Hamasaki
Song:Trauma
Romaji Translation
Today's happy face, today's sad face.
Yesterday's weak self, tomorrow's strong self.
If it's you, who are you showing it to? If it's me, who should I show it to?
Time is sometimes a cruel thing,
but the present is made by that cruelty.
Unceasingly searching for someone, an instant of release
soon triumphs over the visiting fear.
As I don't even notice the flowers shaking before my feet,
I can't even look at myself in the mirror.
Today's happy face, today's sad face.
Yesterday's healed wounds and today's deeply opened wounds.
If it's you, who are you showing it to? If it's me, who should I show it to?
The sanity and insanity that I was given and are mine only,
Both exist together without negating the other.
Futile things, spilled things, and useless things...
I'll choose with confidence, so I am of myself.
Because I have always defined happiness with my own standards.
Today's happy face, today's sad face.
Even if yesterday's healed wounds have opened today,
If it's you, who can you show it to? If it's me, I want to show it to that person.
You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.
What kind of kiss are you?
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Another boring and meaningless day at school...after his last call which was at ytd around 6pm plus..i nv received his call again at e usual time tt he was s;pose to call me..tt was realli very disappointing.Anna was so glad tt he didnt call to her hse neither her hp e whole day ytd..she was so thankful tt she could hv some peaceful days in e future without his annoying calls juz to tok nonsensical stuffs.After my new hairstyle..evryone had diff comments abt it..Andrew said tt i looked lyk a female ghost which is nt true actually..Jodie said tt my hairstyle was cute and Charmaine said tt i look beautiful in tt hairstyle..i would much appreciate Charmaine and Jodie's comment,but majority of e bois say tt i realli looked lyk a female host floating around e Com Lab,around sch and outside of sch.Wadeva e comments is,im nt caring abt it..i dun tink its worth it for me to cut dis hairstyle for him.I juz wanna b my own self back 'cos i hv alrdy lost e natural me in e past.Mei a.k.a. Minyu said tt my attitiude towards her has changed so lot..Sylvia said it too..and they all agreed tt is e influence frm Al...which e influence was nt realli gd influence but bad influence.Wad if he does calls and wad if he doesnt calls?we would still hv nth to tok abt 'cos we're nt even in e same sch!How i wish i can say dis to him..tt im nt used to dose mushy stuffs and all tt 'cos...tts juz me..juz plain Reggie..nt another copy of him hu realli appreciates on wad he is saying.Im juz finding my true dream guy..hu is mayb a Saggitarius?probably..he has to b patient wif me but of course..i would aso hv to giv him in some space..juz tt kinda mr nice guy i always dreamed of...s'pose to b Daniel Radcliffe? or J.J ?haha..none of them..if he would to look lyk Daniel Radcliffe..i would probably go ga-ga over him..haha..i guess..im a lil' bit pretty bad and mean towards my frens rite now 'cos sumtimes i treats them lyk precious but when im furious or mad wif them..i juz piss them off or juz get them to get out or go away..I tink devil is realli approaching me..
Artist:Ayumi Hamasaki
Song:Trauma
Romaji Translation
Today's happy face, today's sad face.
Yesterday's weak self, tomorrow's strong self.
If it's you, who are you showing it to? If it's me, who should I show it to?
Time is sometimes a cruel thing,
but the present is made by that cruelty.
Unceasingly searching for someone, an instant of release
soon triumphs over the visiting fear.
As I don't even notice the flowers shaking before my feet,
I can't even look at myself in the mirror.
Today's happy face, today's sad face.
Yesterday's healed wounds and today's deeply opened wounds.
If it's you, who are you showing it to? If it's me, who should I show it to?
The sanity and insanity that I was given and are mine only,
Both exist together without negating the other.
Futile things, spilled things, and useless things...
I'll choose with confidence, so I am of myself.
Because I have always defined happiness with my own standards.
Today's happy face, today's sad face.
Even if yesterday's healed wounds have opened today,
If it's you, who can you show it to? If it's me, I want to show it to that person.
You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.
What kind of kiss are you?
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what we could have been, 3:35 PM.
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
Snow is melting..Sun is going down..
Im even more depressed today..after he gt a crush on Sylvia..now is Anna.now he has thrown me outta e pic and pull Anna into tt beautiful pic..im even more hurt rite now.juz now i called him..and e way he toks 2 me shows no interest in talking wif me..he juz hung up e phone hurriedly 'cos he said tt he's goin to tution..i kno he's lyin to me 'cos his tution only starts at 5.30pm.why muz he lie to me?hv i done anyth wrong to make him ignore me?and btw..Anna gav him her hp no. and her home tel. and she's now facing a terrible prob..a bloody stalker calling her home and hp evry now and then...tt bloody stalker is Alphonsus alrite.Anna said tt he juz call to Anna's phone evry 9pm and tok all e stuffs she din kno..juz tok rubbish...nonsensical stuffs,she's annoyed by him alrdy and she said tt enough is enough..she wan him to stop calling her 'cos her parents r scolding her real badly of Alphonsus's evryday call.i dunno y..im juz confused..he told me he has a crush on Anna and i kno..but now he's juz focusing on his crush..well..i agree tt u wun go realli well and realli long wif ur crush 'cos u juz started loving tt certain person..though i hv a crush on a guy in my class..im nt focusing juz only on him 'cos i kno its impossible and it wun work out well.i tink i hv chosen e wrong guy and hv made e wrong decision to b wif him..being wif him doesnt change my love life at all..'cos we're nt dose normal couples...its nt tt we both hv abnormality ok?!its juz we arent treating each other e way evry normal couple should..u would probably saw dose guys buying cute stuffs for their gfs..but i dun mean i wan him to buy me stuffs lyk others..i juz wan him to get ridda tt flirty habit he has inside him...and we both r walking opposite directions of life..he and his frens hv dose vry eng type of accent and they hv meanings frm other words..tt fits their style of e way they speak..but im juz me..i juz stick to speaking in mandarin snd hv my own way my own style of using tt certain language...but he juz wan me to b lyk them,den wadeva he says..i'll understand wad they're realli tokin abt..i dun find any happiness wif him and bsides..tt bitchy Sylvia kept poking her nose into our relationship and i can forgav anna 'cos she's "harassed" by Alphonsus's daily call and summore...WITHOUT FAIL.i told sylvia "juz shut ur mouth up and stop poking ur nose into our business ok?" but she replied "i wanna settle all these...its all my fault"..its her fault?yea rite...she's acting as if she's showing sympathy to my relationship....lyk i care ah!i wan her to juz get tt big nose of my relationship in oder nt to make things worse..she even said tt she knos how to solve love probs..or sum glitch in e system..yea...she said lyk as if she's a LOVE ~ PROFESSOR ~...evryone has their own type of relationship and i dun wan a stoopid bloody hell stranger to juz anyhow poking their nose into other ppl's business..they're juz annoying...and bsides..Kai told me mostly all dose info's which r happening around him and tts quite gd news but he told me to prepare for e worst when u kno its coming 'cos Al is gonna break up wif me anytym and he'll juz focus on wooing Anna..Anna is terribly annoyed by him and she doesnt lyk him at all..but one day he'll get Anna to lyk him and wad if they get happily ever after?hu knos?
Artist:Ayumi Hamasaki
Song:Fly High
Romaji Translation
I couldn't leave at all, because
there's scenery I've gotten so used to seeing.
Even if I come here again some time
I'll see the same sky in the same way
Maybe I thought too much
about whether or not you could call it beautiful.
After a little sleep let's hurry again tomorrow.
I'm afraid. The steps I can't take
pile up, and turn into a long, long
path untraveled; I'm too late.
During that time, I started thinking that
somehow maybe even this place isn't so bad.
I kept giving myself reasons.
In reality, since as long as I haven't understood even once,
I've been pretending to understand everything.
I couldn't leave at all, because
there's scenery I've gotten used to seeing.
Somehow everything seems small, and
what I thought was a small lump was
the sky I look up at that has no end.
Maybe because it's too wide.
Maybe because I was next to you.
I wanted to understand it with my head, but
I envy looking back at
someone, somewhere that I missed.
I'll forever be demanding something that isn't there.
I've been thinking like that since I met you.
It's all in this hand for sure.
I mustn't leave my dreams here.
It's all in this hand for sure.
I don't need a predetermined future.
It's all in this hand for sure.
If it doesn't move, I can't move it, but
It's all in this hand for sure.
If I don't start it, it never will.
Pirates of the Caribbean!
What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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Im even more depressed today..after he gt a crush on Sylvia..now is Anna.now he has thrown me outta e pic and pull Anna into tt beautiful pic..im even more hurt rite now.juz now i called him..and e way he toks 2 me shows no interest in talking wif me..he juz hung up e phone hurriedly 'cos he said tt he's goin to tution..i kno he's lyin to me 'cos his tution only starts at 5.30pm.why muz he lie to me?hv i done anyth wrong to make him ignore me?and btw..Anna gav him her hp no. and her home tel. and she's now facing a terrible prob..a bloody stalker calling her home and hp evry now and then...tt bloody stalker is Alphonsus alrite.Anna said tt he juz call to Anna's phone evry 9pm and tok all e stuffs she din kno..juz tok rubbish...nonsensical stuffs,she's annoyed by him alrdy and she said tt enough is enough..she wan him to stop calling her 'cos her parents r scolding her real badly of Alphonsus's evryday call.i dunno y..im juz confused..he told me he has a crush on Anna and i kno..but now he's juz focusing on his crush..well..i agree tt u wun go realli well and realli long wif ur crush 'cos u juz started loving tt certain person..though i hv a crush on a guy in my class..im nt focusing juz only on him 'cos i kno its impossible and it wun work out well.i tink i hv chosen e wrong guy and hv made e wrong decision to b wif him..being wif him doesnt change my love life at all..'cos we're nt dose normal couples...its nt tt we both hv abnormality ok?!its juz we arent treating each other e way evry normal couple should..u would probably saw dose guys buying cute stuffs for their gfs..but i dun mean i wan him to buy me stuffs lyk others..i juz wan him to get ridda tt flirty habit he has inside him...and we both r walking opposite directions of life..he and his frens hv dose vry eng type of accent and they hv meanings frm other words..tt fits their style of e way they speak..but im juz me..i juz stick to speaking in mandarin snd hv my own way my own style of using tt certain language...but he juz wan me to b lyk them,den wadeva he says..i'll understand wad they're realli tokin abt..i dun find any happiness wif him and bsides..tt bitchy Sylvia kept poking her nose into our relationship and i can forgav anna 'cos she's "harassed" by Alphonsus's daily call and summore...WITHOUT FAIL.i told sylvia "juz shut ur mouth up and stop poking ur nose into our business ok?" but she replied "i wanna settle all these...its all my fault"..its her fault?yea rite...she's acting as if she's showing sympathy to my relationship....lyk i care ah!i wan her to juz get tt big nose of my relationship in oder nt to make things worse..she even said tt she knos how to solve love probs..or sum glitch in e system..yea...she said lyk as if she's a LOVE ~ PROFESSOR ~...evryone has their own type of relationship and i dun wan a stoopid bloody hell stranger to juz anyhow poking their nose into other ppl's business..they're juz annoying...and bsides..Kai told me mostly all dose info's which r happening around him and tts quite gd news but he told me to prepare for e worst when u kno its coming 'cos Al is gonna break up wif me anytym and he'll juz focus on wooing Anna..Anna is terribly annoyed by him and she doesnt lyk him at all..but one day he'll get Anna to lyk him and wad if they get happily ever after?hu knos?
Artist:Ayumi Hamasaki
Song:Fly High
Romaji Translation
I couldn't leave at all, because
there's scenery I've gotten so used to seeing.
Even if I come here again some time
I'll see the same sky in the same way
Maybe I thought too much
about whether or not you could call it beautiful.
After a little sleep let's hurry again tomorrow.
I'm afraid. The steps I can't take
pile up, and turn into a long, long
path untraveled; I'm too late.
During that time, I started thinking that
somehow maybe even this place isn't so bad.
I kept giving myself reasons.
In reality, since as long as I haven't understood even once,
I've been pretending to understand everything.
I couldn't leave at all, because
there's scenery I've gotten used to seeing.
Somehow everything seems small, and
what I thought was a small lump was
the sky I look up at that has no end.
Maybe because it's too wide.
Maybe because I was next to you.
I wanted to understand it with my head, but
I envy looking back at
someone, somewhere that I missed.
I'll forever be demanding something that isn't there.
I've been thinking like that since I met you.
It's all in this hand for sure.
I mustn't leave my dreams here.
It's all in this hand for sure.
I don't need a predetermined future.
It's all in this hand for sure.
If it doesn't move, I can't move it, but
It's all in this hand for sure.
If I don't start it, it never will.
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