Today got Prelim Oral Exam and got sore throat..AHH~!
Die liao lor today..sum of e oral examiners told me tt I spoke too soft...'cos my throat pain n I dun wanna speak too much mah!Ta ma de.okay larz..ytd din write..now bu chang for ytd lor..
Friday,30 July
Cried at class..*sob sob*I nt crybaby ok?It happens lyk dis:I was at Ed's table to ask him whther he had finished e Eng Prelim Paper,den Wei Loon was sitting at his place kept toking nonsense to me,den Aud came n pushed me towards Wei Loon,I nearly fell alrite?!Den he kept laughing n say :"Zhu ni gen Shaun Khoo en en ai ai!",I was flaming wif anger.So I went back to my place to put my pencil box n walked towards Aud n gav her a hard push..well..tt scene was BAD ENOUGH TO MAKE HER EMBARASSED!Den she said :"U push lor..monitress push ppl..I go n tell Mr Seah arh.."'Cos..I dun lyk ppl to push me bhind my back when Im in nt a gd mood..u can see my mood by my expressions.But she juz pushed me n gav a stoopid f**king remark.So after pushing her,I went to my desk,buried my head into my arms,laid on e desk n cried.Wad was even worse was,I even heard 'him' tokin to Anna n Yi Le HAPPILY n summore j/kin ard.I cried even more.Den Nick heard tt I was crying,he sat at his place n kept consoling me n saying:"Aiya Hui Yi..bu yao ku lar.."Den Syafiqah turned to me n asked y I cried,I explained e whole thing to her..she consoled me n she went back to do her hw.Den I tot,Well..I guess its time to give out the maths paper..I don't wanna drag any longer and be scolded by Mr Seah..So,wif tears still filling my eyes,I took half e stack of maths paper ,gav e other half to Nick n giv out.While I was giving Nick e other half stack of papers,Jun Yuan kept reminding 'him',"Shaun Khoo!Hui Yi zai ku leh!Ni hai bu yao qu an wei ta..?!"I giv out e papers n passed by Charmaine's table,HP,Celena, n TK saw it,quickly ran to me n consoled me n gav me tissue to wipe dry my tears.After giving out,I went back to my desk n cried again..I coulnt stop it..I dunno y..Its juz tt world is too unfair to me.There were noises ard so when I cried "halfway",I turned to e class to see wad has happened cos normally Nick cant handle e class on his own without my help.E image was blurrish..n whenever I looked up..sum1 would turn to me aso..Im nt sure hu was it..it was so blur.Den went back home,switched on e com n logged into msn messenger,saw Jun Yuan added me into his address bk.So I hv a nice chat wif him..he kept asking abt y I cried today, n asked :"Izzit tt u saw him tokin 2 Anna n Yi Le,tts y u r jealous n cried?"..my ans was so~ obvious to him.Den he added,"Tell u sumth..Wei Loon aso cried when he saw u crying in class today.."..I was lyk..WAD-IS-GOIN'-ON?!I replied in amazement(it does nt mean tt im happy cos he cried for me alrite!*angry)den he said :"aiya..nt tt much of tears u cried but a lil' bit only"So afte chattin wif him,I called Aud(aka Slut for time being)den I asked her,"Today u saw Wei Loon cry anot?",den she replied:"Yar~..sure I did saw it.When u were crying,he heard tt u were crying..he felt so sad for u n he cried..no tears came out actually..juz his eyes were red n was goin to cry.."I dun bliv wad both of them said..were they in cahoots or wad?I dunno..
Saturday,31 July
Gt sore throat frm ytd..SAI lar..today gt oral den gt sore throat..so cham.But aniwaez..oral's quite ok today.Juz tt Jun Yuan has told 'him' abt e conversation ytd.I can admit!Im jealous whenever he's tokin 2 both of e 2 gurls.Den when during my time when I was waiting for my turn,I saw JY tok to him..my jealous heart drank few more bottles of vinegar again.B4 tt,Adrian was tokin 2 Wei Loon..den all of a sudden,Adrian came running into Bryan n whispered sumth into his ears n they both laughed hysterically.Bryan told JY n I asked wad happened.Bryan whispered,saying:"Juz now Adrian saw Wei Loon's cock popped up"I was lyk..laughing lyk mad lor!SHH~!Dun tell anyburdy abt dis!I couldnt help it lor.
Artist:Stefanie Sun
Song:Someone
My hair was long and shining
You said you can't believe
How could I walk through that door
Or walk along the streets
You told me I should
"you know,do some bing bang curly wurly afro thing"
I took your word and did
Looked in the mirror
"Who's that freak?"
Why does the world deceive?
Why do I make believe?
Took my heels and made
Achilles out of me
Still I would wanna be
Someone who'd answer to me
Someone who
Sees like a child
Give like a saint
Feels like an angel
Nevermind the broken wings and
Speaks ike a picture
Crys like the rain
Shines like the star
As long as
The fire remains
The vase beside my bed
Its empty,almost dead
"its for all the flowers I gonna give you"
He said
"and now,its collecting dust instead"
Why does the world deceive?
Why do I make believe?
Took my heels and made
Achilles out of me
Still I would wanna be
Someone who'd answer to me
Someone who
Sees like a child
Give like a saint
Feels like an angel
Nevermind the broken wings and
Speaks ike a picture
Crys like the rain
Shines like the star
As long as
The fire remains
what we could have been, 4:06 PM.
Went to eat the food cooked by Jia Ying and Andrew!
At sch today arh..nth much happened.Juz our class lost ematch to 6 Humility..those bunch of hao lian ppl.Went to Andrew's hse wif JY,Anna,Shaun Kam,Sylvia to eat e spagetthi n mi fen wif fishcake n fishballs.Andrew's spagetthi arh?Mmm..I hvnt tasted it when I went to his hse 2nd time..haha!Jia Ying's mi fen wad quite nice lor..but e foshball isnt rly cooked well..n tts e "PLAINEST" food I ever had(spelling error?)Skipped Drama lessons today..so boring.Den they watched The Eye 2 or 1..forgot.Anna n Sylvia screamed till e glass broke..haha..nt tt worse.So..nt much to write fer today..OH YA!My birthday party list is~ out!N e food menu for e birthday party is aso out,so tick n write ur name on e 2 lists!Tt Ed..dammit lar him..he say he,Wei Loon n Aud goin to share money n buy present for me,they go to TM(Tampines Mall) leh!Wa piang!So far still wan to to tag along wif them?!But still gt chen yi mah..haha.Sis bought loadsa stuffs frm HK.Including Mcdull(in cantonese,pronuonced as:Mak-dawl..haha..abit malay hor?)vcds,slippers,bag,ez-link card holder,notebks n note pads n loadsa other cartoons hp accesories.She gave me e Hello Kitty sweet,sum kinda lyk candy floss but u cant see it.2 other ez-link card holders r for Mei n Kai.Watched e Mcdull vcd..DUN HV SUBTITLES!AHH~!How to hear n kno wth r they tokin abt?All cantonese one..only hv to guess wad r they tokin.Remembered sis borrowed Mcdull's dvd frm Esplanade's library last yr,can choose subtitles mah..so I read e subtitles n e cartoon..luaghed till mad!Haha!Guess hv to stop now!Tired..lacked 4 hrs of slp(took 10hrs of slp evryday!*PIG!)
Artist:Aaron Carter
Song:Earthquake
Just when ya thought it was safe
Shake it
Shake it
Shake it
When I'm hit town
Yo,the party can't fail
I'm hittin' 20
On the rictor scale
Got a hundred million people
Spilling coffe stains
On your brand new shirt
Oh,that reminds me
When you feel your gums flap
It's Aaron's rap
Watch yourself
I'ma rearrange your map
Do your handshake, baby
You ain't gettin' old
Its only Aaron Carter here
To rock and roll
Where ever I go
Shake, shake, shake
All the things in my room I
Brake, brake, brake
All the guys and the girls I
Make, make, make
Make 'em drop it down
Shake it down, break it down
Where ever I go
Shake, shake, shake
All the things in my room I
Brake, brake, brake
All the people in Cali yell
Not another earthquake
Make 'em drop it down
Shake it down, break it down
When I drove by
I'ma shake the foundation
Rock the formation
What's your reservation
Photos hang up the walls
It's amazing, oh no
Trouble with the bass vibration
Race the impact
Of my new track
Take cover cause
We're coming through like that
All the other
Tracks are wickie wickie whack
Its 2 double 0 2, time to react
From the east, to the west
To the north, to the south
Where ever I go
Shake, shake, shake
All the things in my room I
Brake, brake, brake
All the shots at the girls I
Make, make, make
Drop it down, shake it down
Break it down, here we go
Wherever I go
Shake, shake, shake
All the things in my room I
Brake, brake, brake
All the people that are jealous say
Not another earthquake
Drop it down, shake it down
Break it down, here we go
what we could have been, 4:00 PM.
Truth is revealed and I need not worry about his existence on Earth anymore!GREAT~!
Audrey told me evryth tt Sylvia reminded her nt to.She said tt Al explained to her tt he was playing n toying wif my feelings all along 'cos he only loves Crystal n Kelly.N wads more,he said tt my look sux..well..if my look rly sux(i rly agree tt my look sux),den how abt him?His looks sux too..well.. to e core tts it.Al gt go to e beach(pronounce as :bee-ch or bi-tch) picnic on 8 August...so is he goin to bring his bitch along too?Haha..guess so..n Im gonna bring my dang jian pai there too.Well..Im gonna say to them is..:"Seeya...suckers!"Now now now..dun tokabt him anymore..makes my blood boil.Abt sch now..we hv NAPFA test today morning..we took it earlier as Mr Seah is e HOD of PE mah.Den my SBJ(Standing Board Jump) fail again lor(135cm)!Bryan jumped 220cm.Mayb my legs too heavy to lift up..haha!Den Sit-And-Reach gt 31 cm..gt improve liao leh!Last time 25 leh!Sit Up mm..nt improving but gettin worse..others gt 22 abv but nt me..I gt 22.If Jing Si can do 30,how cant I?Shuttle Run aso improve liao,mayb e 'braking' gettin better.Nt stopping slowly,time is 11.1 sec,same as TK.Hui Ping gt 11.2..wa!0.1 sec more than me n TK!But e bad points in students while running shuttle run is tt when they tot they gt e second beanbag,they can slow dwn but tt will make e time even more worse.Kept reminding them by taking e 3nd beanbag n run through e yellow line isnt any use,it wun get into their ears,it comes in..n come out of e other ear.IPU(Incline Pull Up) arh?Gettin worse lor..mayb din eat enough during recess cos Im trying to eat as less as possible to save money to buy my HALO game..Im gettin more ridiculous on saving moneyto buy HALO.1.6km Run/Walk need to test on Thursday,'cos tmr Humility wans to play a game wif us(match lar!Haiyo..)haha..dun tell me tt they still wanna prove to us tt they r nt only hardworkin EM!s but sporty EM!s?LOL!Trying to beat my 1.6km record..last yr was 12.55mins..dis yr while training..took 13.10mins..*SLOW COACH!AHH~!.I wanna run faster leh..but stamina how?Needa walk first(which I hvnt tried b4 cos i dun bliv tt i will run faster in e end),den run run run lor.so bz.Dis wk my schedule is soo~ packed.Tmr,Wednesday,gt Drama practice for Mational Day at sch,Thursday,gt match wif 6 Humility den after sch gt Mr Seah's supplementary(needa replace his Monday supplementary which he missed) den after tt,still gt Miss Gwee's supplementary till 3.30pm.Den Friday,mayb gt Sci supplementary den gt drama practice again.Wished I din raised up my hand in front of Mrs Vijay.After sch today,Bryan,Hazlina,Jun Jie,Ed,Aud,Anna,Gladys,HP,Ming Hwee,Andrew,Sylvia,Kar Im,Jia Ying n me volunteered to help Mr Seah on e P6 NAPFA test which is held at sch hall at 2.30pm.After hving our lunch in e canteen,we(me,Anna,Aud n Gladys) saw Ed,so we called him over to chat.He sat opposite us on a bench,we talked abt singing songs..which singer's voice can u mimick..n loadsa gossips.Den Bryan n MH joined lor..but MH xtra one..tokin nonsense n playing wif Bryan.A while later,Kelvin came n joined us in e conversation mah..den we asked him to mimick William Hung's - She Bang,den he was lyk..how u kno i can make tt?!Den Andrew came back to sch wif his er lao po,san lao po and si lao po(2nd wife,3rd wife n 4th wife)which is Jia Ying,Sylvia n Kar Im(Andrew n his "lao pos" went to NTUC to buy stuffs need to make spagetthi which they will b goin to Andrew's hse to cook n eat there tmr.)We toked abt Kelvin lyk Adeline..Andrew v playboy..n..gettin AIDS..haha!!Kelvin kept sayin tt Andrew would b e first to geddit cos he gt soo~ many wifes.Den Gladys came running to us tt a P4 gurl has been pushed by another gurl in e same class onto e floor n her leg was bleeding profusely..a puddle of blood.We rushed in n saw her group of frens accompanying her,confronting her.Since we couldnt do much help(cos we dun even kno hu they r..haha!)so we went away.GOSH!Sis is back!Gotta run!
Artist:Aaron Carter
Song:I'm All About You
There's somethin' that
I've got to say
You're always with me
Even though, you're far away
Talkin to you on my cell
Just the sound of your voice
Makes my heart melt
Oh girl, well it's true
I'm all about you
I'm all about us
No, baby, you never have
To question my love
And every night
There's a new crowd
But it's always you
That I'm singing about
There is only one these words
Are going out to
Oh girl, I'm all about you
I know you worry sometimes,
Some other girl will make me forget you're mine
There's not a doubt in this world
That anyone could take the
Place of my number one girl
It's true
I'm all about you
I'm all about us
No, baby, you never have
To question my love
And every night
There's a new crowd
But it's always you
That I'm singing about
There is only one these words
Are going out to
Oh girl, I'm all about you
When i close my eyes i can see you
It's like your right here
And this feeling's only gettin' stronger
You're with me everywhere
I'm all about you
I'm all about us
No, baby, you never have
To question my love
And every night
There's a new crowd
But it's always you
That I'm singing about
There is only one these words
Are goin' out to
Oh girl,
I'm all about you
I'm all about you
I'm all about you
I'm all about you
I'm all about you....
what we could have been, 5:55 PM.
Wisdom in possesion..and..SCORES! 2- 0!
Wahahaha!!Today our class's gurls vs Patience gurls..n..we won!HAHA!I shouted n screamed 'til I cant nearly tok.First goal is scored by Hwei Teng n 2nd goal is scored by Sylvia.Wa..Sylvia played soccer lyk v decent lydat..nt lyk Hwei Teng..so hiong one.I kept reminding Sylvia to play more hiong but she juz lyk act decent while playing soccer lor!Den I went to remind Ed to help me to return my library bks today..felt lyk myself is gettin more n more childish in actions..'cos when I tok to him,I juz lyk..u kno Penguins?Yep..tts how Penguins flap their wings..they kept laughing u kno!Tt Wei Loon..kept laughing when Ed pointed out my actions.So I told him,"Jing tian tian qi hen hao hor?!" meaning "Today's weather is fine,isnt it?",while saying tt,I kicked Wei Loon n Ed's feet wif my shoes..Wei Loon abit gong lor!He kept replying:"Jing tian tian qi zhen de hen hao!"(Today's weather is indeed fine!)..I was lyk..'Oof!How come he din kick me back?Din he saw wad Ed was doin?'Gt kicked by Andrew on my leg today..still painful..*OWW! Den bois played wif Patience bois,played till v hiong tts why I lyk it.The score is wad?2-1?I guess so..at RHD we lost to them mah..den we rematch wif them..won instead!MWAHAHAHA!!When heading outta e field,Mr Seah told us to say "Thank You" to 6 Patience,so all of us shouted:"THANK YOU 6 PATIENCE!"..n I added softly n agreesively:"Gdbye....losers!"Bside me was Nick,Wei Loon n summore guys,den Nick say:"WA!How can lydat!U monitress leh!",den Wei Loon was lyk:"So bad one arh u..lame"
Preparing for birthday party..
AHH~!2 more wks till my birthday party!7 August!Muz prepare rite now!But mom said tt there will b no bdae cakes..'cos she v chuan tong(traditional) one mah,cos of dis yr's feng shui said tt dis yr is nt an auspicious yr for Monkeys *oo!oo!ahh!ahh! haha..so my party will b lyk..eating,playing n no cakes..my sis siow one..she tot of replacing e bdae cake wif nian gao aka in hokkien is huat guay.I was lyk..:"R U NUTS OR WAD?!"I gt my name list rdy n Im gonna type it out:
Gurls: Xiao Li,Jia Ying,Hui Ping,Gladys,Yan Fang,Jodie,Shi Min,Anna,Hwei Teng
Bois:Bryan,Jun Yuan,Andrew,Adrian,Wei Loon,Shaun Kam,Ding Jie,Jun Jie,Guo Yuan,Nicholas
Thinking of whether to invite Yi Le anot..'cos I scared tt she'll kick up a fuss lyk wad she did during Anna's bdae party..nt only these names r mentioned r goin to b at my hse!There's still more!Adds up to total of 40+ ppl!
Artist:Hilary Duff
Song:Metarmophosis
I've been so wrapped up in my warm cocoon
But something's happening, things are changing soon
I'm pushing the edge, I'm feeling it crack
And once I get out, there's no turning back
Watching the butterfly go towards the sun
I wonder what I will become
[Chorus:]
Metamorphosis
Whatever this is
Whatever I'm going through
Come on and give me a kiss
Come on, I insistI'll be something new
A metamorphosis
Things are different now when I walk by
You start to sweat and you don't know why
It gets me nervous but it makes me calm
To see life all around me moving on
Watching the butterfly go towards the sun
I wonder what I will become
[Chorus]
[Spoken:]
Every day is a transformation
Every day is a new sensation
Alteration, modification
An incarnation, celebration
Every day is a new equation
Every day is a revelation
Information, Anticipation
Onto another destination
[Chorus]
what we could have been, 4:03 PM.
Muz prepare for Prelim and PSLE..Gambateh!
Forgot when did I last updated my blog arh?Guess I hv to leave paragraphs evry now n den!Aniwaez..
Friday,23 July
Done alot of Mathematics PSLE work ytd..den last 4 periods..Mr Seah brought us to Com Lab 3 to do our hw.TK n I were sitting at Row 3,3rd table or sumtin..Im nt sure.Den bside me was Wei Loon n Hambali.We were doin e PSLE bklet..den Wei Loon n Hambali kept turning to see my bklet for answers or wad..its juz anoyying..would u wan sum1 to disturb u when u r doin ur work?NO!Well..they were nt tt anoyying..juz funny..haha.When Mr Seah gave out e maths hw,gt Set 6 paper..when TK turned e pages,she found tt sum of e prob sums ques r nt printed properly..so I asked Mr Seah:"Mr Seah!Eh..we cannot see e ques carefully in Section C n B..so..can we dun do e ques?"..Mr Seah went to e front of lab n announced:"OK!Turn page by page on Set 6 paper!Hui Yi said tt there r sum ques tt we cant see e statement clearly..so she'll do it for us!"..total of 9 ques we need nt do..wa..was so~ gd.When packing bags n leaving e lab..sum of them came to me n said :"TY Hui Yi..for doin e work for us n helping us to do less ques on e paper!"..haha..I was tinkin nt to remind Mr Seah..
TODAY!
Went to sch for LC Prelim at 7 sumtin..cos of e heavy dwnpour.Went to e hall n saw loadsa them were alrdy queueing up class by class.Den went to sit dwn bside HP.cos Gladys wanna tok to TK.Chi LC was quite confusing..so does e eng.Den went to recess break at canteen.Only 3 stalls were opened!WAH~!U should hv saw e queue at e cai fan stall..e queue was frm e stall.So I went to queue up at a malay stall which doesnt hv a long queue,I gt my food..headed towards where Syafiqah was sittin n passed by Sylvia n gang.Sylvia them shouted at me:"WA!Hui Yi!Y u so stupid?Go n buy food at tt stall which hv long queue!U r e stupidiest person I ever saw!",so I shot back at them:"U v clever izzit?Say ppl stupid..Im unlike u guys..I lyk to do wad I wan..its my business..do I need u to CARE?!"haha..they hv no more words to shot back at me now.Den I told TK abt dis matter,she replied:"Aiya..its nt u stupid,its them hu r stupid..u r clever cos u kno when nt to eat n when to fill up ur stomach in order nt to upset them otherwise u will find urself fainting n lying on e bed in e sickbay.Its ur appetite n ur own life wad..they care for wad?They r ur lao bu arh?"haha..upon hearing tt,I felt much better n I swore nt to ever tok 2 Sylvia n gang again..those flirts.Even if they insist me to tok 2 them..i WUN!*sticks out tongue*Today so happi..wel..ok-ok lar.Wei Loon them(guys) hv put their bags outside alrdy den Gladys put her bag in front of him den I jia jia wan to put my bag wif Gladys's..n u kno y..haha!
Artist:Avril Lavigne
Song:Sk8ter Boi
He's was a boy,
She's was a a girl,
cannot make it any more obvious,
He was a punk,
she did ballet,
what more can i say.
He wanted her,
She'd never tell secretly she wanted him as well,
But all of her friends,
Stuck up their nose,
They had a problem with his baggy clothes.
He was a skater boy,
She said see you later boy
He wasn't good enough for her,
She had a pretty face
But her head was up in space
She needed to come back down to earth.
5 years from now,
She sits at home,
Feeding the baby she's alone,
She turns on TV,
Guess who she sees,
Skater boy rockin up MTV!!,
She calls up her friends,
They already know,
And they've all got
Tickets to see his show,
She tags along,
Stands in the crowd,
Looks up at the man that she turned down.
He was a skater boy
She said see you later boy
He wasn't good enough for her,
Now he's a super star
Slamming on his guitar
Does your pretty face see what he's worth?
He was a skater boy,
She said see you later boy,
He wasn't good enough for her,
Now he's a super star ,
Slamming on his guitar ,
Does your pretty face see what he's worth?(music)
Sorry girl but you missed out,
Well tough luck that boy's mine now,
We are more than just good friends,
This is how the story ends,
Too bad that you couldn't see,
See the man that boy could be,
There is more than meets the eye,
I see the soul that is inside.
He's just a boy,
And I'm just a girl,
Can I make it any more obvious,
We are in love,
Haven't you heard?
How we rock each others world!!!!!!!!!!!!!(sing 2X)
I'm with the skater boy,
I said see you later boy,
I'll be back stage after the show,
I'll be at the studio,
Singing the song we wrote,
About a girl you used to know.
what we could have been, 5:39 PM.
OK YOUNG LADY..YOU'RE GROUNDED!
Konnichiwa!Now at Andrew's hse using com..quite slow~ lor..'cos Windows 98 n internet connection v slow.Used to using Windows XP alrdy mahz..haha.Weird leh..his com go to blogger cannot use bold n italic words one..n summore..cant put pic..cant link..blah blah..evryth tt Im used to using in blogger all dun hv e icons!!AHH~!..wad to do..wad to do..now Anthony bside me..tokin 2 me.OOoo..wondering wads Andrew,JY n Anna doin in e rm..'Oogashaga"?haha..bian tai!I tot today gt chi tution den I forgot wad Miss Ng said in e form..tt supplmentary suspends frm 19 July till 26 July.Juz now at Andrew's hse..Anna n Andrew were watching The Eye in e living rm..I heard Anna scream so loud tt my ears nearly went deaf!..Her voice dam sharp lor!Den Shaun Kam arh..dunno how 2 play The Sims..stoopid..so I played lor..gt alot of our fren's 'hses'..Andrew v evil leh..made Adrian's character so fat one..n uncle uncle lyk.Den Andrew n Shaun Kam sum how played wrestling in e living rm n Anna n JY were victims of 'rubber-band-being-stolen'..screaming n shouting they were.I gav them a scolding..tt their voice is too loud n I told Andrew tt e neighbours will mistaken tt Andrew is raping gurls in e hse..!Hahaha!!..Finally noiw..peace n quiet..ha..so nice..nt lyk juz now..world disaster!Played The Sims Makin' Magic..com was v laggy in e Khoo Family's hse..den when went to FRIENDS hse..was nt laggy at all..was perfectly fine.Nt too much happening at sch today..juz gettin' jealous evrytym when I saw him tokin 2 Anna(ytd) n other gurls.OH!Ytd went to RHD at sch..wore chi blouse n brown pants..heard tt Fann Wong came to our sch ytd at ard 3pm plus..5 mins only lar..wad for?Den after tt,went to watch Mean Girls at Bishan wif Anna,Andrew,Shi Min,Wei Loon,Bryan,Jun Jie n Anthony.The seating goes lyk dis:At row K,Bryan n Jun Jie sat at e last 2 seats..at row J..I was seating at e last seat 'cos I complained to Andrew tt I dun wanna seat at e corner...so Andrew sat at e corner,bside him is Anna,den Shi Min,Anthony,Wei Loon n me.Wa piang..Wei Loon ate all e 'shiny' sweet popcorns lor!I ate all e 'dry' ones..tasted lyk paper.When e show was goin on..sumtyms dist drew closer den when I wanna take popcorn..we backed away liao..T-T..so disappointed..den Bryan was bhind me,kept saying:"HUG WEI LOON!HUG WEI LOON!"..i was lyk..:"SHUT UP U FUGLY BIATCH!"..learned new words frm e show..fugly means fuckin' ugly..biatch means bitch..plastic means e person went to plastic surgery alot of times n emm..lemme tink..shut up means wan tt person to stop tokin..obviously u kno rite?OKOK..gotta stop now..Anthony cant stand me typing so fast..haha..beh ta han liao..k,byez!
Artist:Avril Lavigne
Song:Complicated
Uh-huh, Life's like this
Uh-huh, uh-huh
That's the way it is
'Cause life's like this
Uh-huh, uh-huh
That's the way it is
Chill out,
What you yellin' for?
Lay back, it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
You will see
I like you the way you are
When we're, driving in my car
And you're talking to me
One on one
But you become
Somebody else
'Round everyone else
Watchin' your back
Like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool
You look like a fool
To me
Tell me
Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're
Acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this,
you
And you fall and you craw
lAnd you break and you take
What you get and you turn it into
Honesty Promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
No, no, no
You come over unannounced
Dressed up like you're something else
Where you are andWhere you sat, you see
You're making me
Laugh out
When you strike a pose
Take off all your preppy clothes
You know
You're not fooling anyone
When you become
Somebody else
'Round everyone else
Watchin' your back
Like you can't relax
Tryin' to be cool
You look like a fool
To me
Tell me
Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're
Acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this, you
And you fall and you crawl
And you break and you take
What you get and you turn it into
Honesty Promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
No, no, no...
Chill out,
What you yellin' for?
Lay back,
it's all been done before
And if you could let it be
You will see
Somebody else
'Round everyone else
You're watchin' your back
Like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool
You look like a fool
To me, to me
Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're
Acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this, you
And you fall and you crawl
And you break and you take
What you get and you turn it into
Honesty Promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
No, no
Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're
Acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this, you
And you fall and you crawl
And you break and you take
What you get and you turn it into
Honesty Promise me
I'm never gonna find you fake it
what we could have been, 3:09 PM.
Tomorrow celebrating Racial Harmony Day! YU HOO~!
So happi..my fav day at sch has finally come!Ahh..times flies so quick!While time is flying QUICKY ENOUGH..i hv to get rdy for Prelims n PSLE..*sob sob..if Prelim's marks nt gd den I die liao lor.Haiz..din saw Mei writing her blogs these few wks since I was at her hse..hope she's updating it evryday..mayb wanna remind her 'cos mum tokin to Keow Yi on e phone.Aiya..her diary..y should i care?Today was real bz at sch..first half of e sch periods,me,Jodie,Syafiqah n Siti went dwn to e 2nd floor,e walls outside e bois n gurl's toilet to paint.The gurl's side painted Hawaiian flowers while boi's side paints bamboo sticks.Den after tt,went straight to recess..luckily skipped SS lessons..otherwise Mrs Lam would b explaining n evrytym looking at me again.After recess,went for MT.Miss Gwee was explaining a word which has almost e same meaning as 'Catch' or 'Capture' den at tt time,Audrey was throwing back Jodie's lion pencil box to return to her n Jodie caught it..den evry1 stared at them den laughed..den Miss Gwee said in mandarin,:"Well..*laughs*..I guess u guys now kno e meaning of capture or catch..lyk Xiao Li threw Mei Xuan's pencil box n she caught it in e mid-air!"..tt was real funny.After sch..me,Anna,HP,Gladys,Xin Yi were staying back..Xin Yi bo pian mah..hv to follow her sister wadeva she does.So we saw Jun Jie,Sai,Andrew,Ed,Ming Hwee,Hazlina n much more classmates helping out at e stall.Den it was raining lyk hell..den suddenly..dunno whther its after sch or during sch time when helping out at e Cranival Games stall..me,HP,Gladys n few more gurls raced in e rain.Using e lower primary's mini-running track.It was fun running in e rain..den Mr Seah warned us nt to get ourselves wet in e rain n quickly get back into e game tent.Those stoopid bois lar..sum where 'disturbers' when we raced..they cut into e lanes..well..I kena most of e 'distractions' e most..T-T..was rly suay..Den went to get sum paints for Jun Jie n Ming Hwee..after tt,went to canteen n join Anna them.Gladys were sining Ocean Au's song den I aso joined in..my voice sounds weird lar 'cos..nt 'smooth' enough.While Anna was swaying side to side lyk those other fans do when their idol sang songs.Den Mr Seah,Ed n Andrew came into e canteen,Mr Seah picked Anna,me n ..I tink Gladys to tend e card games stall..played Snap n Happy Family in e HOD's room.Gt Andrew,Anthony,Ed,me,Anna,Xin Yi,HP all inside..Happy Family was quite difficult to play 'cos..its nt e usual surname-type.Anna won in e 2 games lor..den after tt helped Miss Low setting up e tables for e stalls..those stalls which parents r tending to.
Artist:Britney Spears
Song:Everytime
Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me
Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry
At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away
And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
what we could have been, 9:46 PM.
Very tired day at school today..Wanna sleep..
Ok-ok at sch today lar..juz abit tired 'cos ytd tossed n turned on bed until 1am plus..'cos tt morning slp till 1.30pm still gt energy to run ard e neighborhood..haha.Today after sch,we stayed back for supplementary but..it turned into a painting session.While waiting,me n tze kiat(aka tk),decided to watch e bois play soccer after hving our lunch,so we walked n saw Audrey,den all three walked together to e area btw e 2 staircase bside a field.Saw Anna,Hwei Teng,Shi Min n Yan Fang tokin to Andrew,den Andrew went away..Shi Min took out chewing gum or bubble gum for herself n Anna,den they chewed..n tok.Anna told us tt if e bois score a goal,we 'shout' lyk dis:goal---...very si qi chen chen lydat lor..den if they din score a goal,we aso 'shout' lyk dis:go go go--jia you--jia you--haha..I was laughing lyk siow lor.Den Hwei Teng said to Anna:"Anna,ni hen len leh!",meaning v cold n lame lor.after a while,we went back to canteen..I n TK went to bkshop n see need to buy any extra stationary..took a long time there..den those malay gurls were playing horrible paino tunes on e piano,so e uncle hu's Cheng Cheng jie jie's dad(aka Cheng's dad),told me to ask them to stop it 'cos tt was real horrible..I tink he saw my badge pinned on my pinafore lar..so I told e gurl:"Excuse me,the stall vendor said tt e sounds u produced out of e paino was horrible,they wan u to stop it,it irritates them..",den all went quiet n nodded their head..den TK said..:"finally can hv some peace!haha!"..so bought a cute teddy bear notepad at e bkshop..e smell was horrid..lyk new cupboards smell lydat.Den saw Heng Yi carrying Nick's bag n other boi's bag to sumwhere,we asked where he was goin den he replied Mr Seah came alrdy but went up wif e class..so we ran to get our bag,put 'em in e PE room,where we saw Ming Hwee n gang playing soccer.Den Nick was cutting in lor..he kept saying:"Dun kick here!Ren ming guan tian!Ren ming guan tian!"..haha..tt was so funny..den went up,saw Wei Loon(*winx),Bryan,Ong Teh Teh(aka Ding Jie or Ed or Edward..haha),Audrey n lots more ppl.Wei Loon took e long ruler n drew line while Audrey holds on to it..standing bside him(*HMPH!)..Den TK saw it,n looked at me,sighed n looked at e lines being drawn.WA PIANG!When we painted e walls..e other small bois were pushing e toilet door..boi's toilet door lar..dunno sum1 gt passmotion in it or wadeva..its stinks!Well..obviously toilets cant b smelled nice rite?But dis is nt e natural smell!It is below below way~~ below average..den I asked Bryan:"Is it tt guy's waste stink more than gurl's?haha!!"..he was angry..a lil' bit lar..den siow siow lydat.Den I asked JY to asked for me whether he tink its true or not..den I walked past e gurl's toilet..saw Charmaine.HP,Gladys,Celena 'em complaining sumtin..den it was e paints which mixed into a dull colour dripped on e wall by sum1..so I helped them to asked ard hu did it.I asked Wei Loon(*winx winx),I had a hard time letting him to kno wad im tokin abt..I shouted n shouted..e P1s bhind him were all frightened n ran away wif PE attire in their arms.After quite a while..he finally knew wad im tokin abt den he said :"Aiyo..shout at my ears for wad?Juz say it properly mah.."..he din did it..so it was still a mystery to all..*pretends as Sherlock Holmes*..den JY hvnt ask him..so I went dwn to see whether can get any colours mixed for them to use instead of goin dwn again to geddit.Den Nick was e 'narrator' for e mini-football..I walked btw them..Nick shouted:"..Ming Hwee scores n Hui Yi extra..interrupts!"..I was abt to giv a punch.Den went home..I told HP tt dream which gt JV..den another recent one..rly nice. PS:Song below is real nice!
Artist:Stefanie Sun feat. Mai Kuraki
Song:Tonight,I feel close to you
Close my eyes,and feel your mind
Time has passed,and I walked like a shadow
Never knew,what I'm going through
You touched my heart and take my breath away
Wispier on the wind so softly
Let the bright stars fill our dreams with love
Reach for your hand(Your hand is my key)
And you show me the way
Tonight I feel close to you
You opened my door and light the sky above
When I need a friend,you are there by my side
I wish we could stay as one
(I wish we could stay forever as one)
All the tears that haunt my past
You promised
It'll be a better tomorrow
Play that song
You and I listened to
And let it gently ease our pain
Tender raindrops from the blue sky
Flowers blooming,life's so divine
Like sunlight on a stream(You're holding my key)
You show the world to me
Tonight I feel close to you
You open my door and light the sky above
When I need a friend you are there by my side
I wish we could stay as one
So much love in thise beautiful world
Search for the brightest star in the sky
You will find the meaning of love
Don't be afraid(Don't be afraid)
Just be yourself(Just be yourself)
We need this love
I never knew
Tonight I feel close to you
You open my door and light the sky above
When I need a friend you are there by my side
I wish we could stay as one
Tonight I feel close to you
You open my door and light the sky above
When I need a friend you are there by my side
I wish we could stay as one
I wish we could stay forever as one~..
what we could have been, 5:17 PM.
Saw what I wanted but don't have that much money to buy!
Wa...so sad.Ytd me,mom,dad n bro went to Zhen's party.Den went out wif Zhen to Raffles Hotel to get e 2 birthday cakes,one for Zhen n one for her mom,which birthday falls on nxt Sunday..so might as well celebrate wif her.Qing Hui aso gt tag along.We went to Ah Teng's Bakery n asked for Jean,firstly tt woman hu works in e bakery,tot we r asking for a tea or cake named Jean..haha!We were laughing almost so loudly tt evry customers hu r enjoying their food were looking n staring at us.Den tt woman finally kno tt we were refering to tt Jean hu works in e pastry department.She called my sis,n my sis came wif 2 cakes,plus a guy to help her carry e second cake for her.WOAH!U should hv saw my sis's hat..it was soo tall..n tt sleeve has pockets to put all those kinfes to make e cream on e cake smooth.I told Zhen n Qing Hui tt my sis was goin to murder sum1 in e kitchen..probably tt woman..haha.Den Zhen told us:"Wa..Jean jie jie made dis cake so nice for us n put it in e cake box n we r goin to take it home by tt crowded MRT..very stress leh!"..true arh...2 cakes in a plastic bag.We were walking through CityLink Mall..I saw e clothes..evryth I wanted but all nt at my budget..8bucks....Qing Hui said :"Aiyo..8 dollars can get u a meal only..nt those stuffs"..I regretted bringing dis less money when goin out..T-T..when we went to City Hall mrt below,we saw loadsa ppl there,den we took mrt to Raffles Place den take mrt back to Yishun.Very sien in e mrt lor..I took bro's hp to hear e ringtones..mostly S.H.E's n Ayumi Hamasaki's Boys & Girls..den Qing Hui was singing away n Zhen..well still stressing of taking e cakes back in a gd shape.Qing Hi reminded me nt to take A Maths..'cos tt teacher n subject v sien one.When reach Yishun,we walk back through Northpoint den took 2 stoopid looking neoprint which I tot it would b nice..Came back,eat loadsa stuffs..saw Jeremy playing Jing Yang's Gameboy Advance SP..playing Spyro.After all e eating n stuffs,we switched on Zhen's com to play The Sims..put family into a hse den took away e door..let them use e stove n cook den gt fire.After tt game,we went home..prepared evryth n went to slp...*zzz..was really tired..
Artist:Ayumi Hamasaki
Song:Moments
Romaji Translation
Your heart began to be scorched,
and there was a smell of it
It was the end of your dream,
and the start of everything
What you adored looked beautiful to you
It became even brighter because you couldn't reach it
The broken pieces of your dream
Pierce my heart
Leaving the pain
That I should never forget
If my life is transient like a flower
I'll be in full bloom by your side
And after watching your smile
I'll fall alone, quietly
How was the scenery you saw
When you were pushed into an abyss of despair
Your naked heart is wandering
Having nowhere to go
And is setting sharp thorns around
For fear of being touched
If I could flutter like a bird
I would fly to you
And offer my wing
To your wounded back
If my life is transient like a flower
I'll be in full bloom by your side
And after watching your smile
I'll fall alone, quietly
If I could flutter like a bird
I would fly to you
And offer my wing
To your wounded back
If I could flow like the wind
I would reach you
If I could shine like a moon
I would keep shining on you
I'll be anything
If it can stop you from being seized with fear
what we could have been, 3:42 PM.
Going to Hui Zhen's birthday party!
Yay!Later going to her party..hope tt Edward n gang hv fun taking neoprints,playing arcade n goin to library..*sob sob*T-T...so envy them..at dis kinda time when needa study aso can go out..BUT im goin to qiao(1) zha(4) my relatives n mom yi(4) fan(1)!I wanna go shopping!Buy clothes tt I alrdy hv in my mind!A short pleated skirt,sleeveless clothes n so much more tt I cant name!Din I giv Alvin Andrew's hp no.?Yep..den ytd nite Andrew called n scolded me:"Hui Yi!U idiot lar!Giv Alvin my hp no.,y nt other ppl's hp no.?"den he asked for Alvin's email add den tok 2 him,Edward aso tok to him on msn.Den Edward called saying:"Alvin siow one leh..kept say 'eek!'..lyk saw mouse lydat"..haha..cannot blame him mah..its his nature..:D.He aso said tt he saw his pic,wearing yellow shirt one..i nt sure lar..nv saw tt one b4..haha..only saw on April on.Den I found out tt Alvin aso cannot go,go to e 'Money & You' seminar wif his dad..alamak..den today went for supplementary at sch,Bryan say he can go but mojority of e percentage is cannot go..dun tell me he quarelled wif his mom again..?!Cant be..haha..wads even coincedent,Jodie is going out wif 'her fren'..should I name it?Hmm..Gabriel lar..her bf..mwahahaha!!So gd..can go out.But if wanna go out muz wait wait wait..till 9th Oct.When tt date approaches,I'll make e neccessary arrangements for my frens to go out wif me..hee!It'll include my god-bro,Edward,Andrew,Bryan,Summer,Syafiqah n nt to forget,Alvin..lol.Ytd's lightning was quite shocking *BZZZ!! n quite scary too..I was trying to slp after cleaning away those paint on my sling bag,which Im going to bring to sch,den all of a sudden,e whole room lighted up for a sec den bcame dark again,I knew it was e thunder 'cos I heard e sound rite after tt light appeared.Came to sch,I saw my frens tokin abt e lightning or thunder tt occured ytd.Today I go to sch b huai(4) xiao(3) hai(2)..I din bully ppl,beat them up n set their hses on fire ok..?!Its juz tt..I copy Gladys,meaning I brought my discman to sch without any1 noticing it..Gladys brought MP3 lar..quite small but my discman was lyk enormous n huge..haha..so or biang meaning old-fashion.Was thinkin to buy a pouch frm e shop near e kopitiam bside Ed's Aunt's confectionary shop..but I saw e brand same as Andrew's pouch,so I din buy in order nt to hv any suspicion frm my frens if I bring it out.Guess hv to buy pouch frm sumwhere else..sumwhere far frm home..haha..nt malaysia brand can liao.Hv to stop liao!Mayb God bless me good luck for my Prelims and PSLE!
Artist:Ayumi Hamasaki
Song:Memorial Address
Romaji Translation
I remember I went to sleep late that night feeling uneasy
And had a very sad dream
The phone started to ring in the morning, breaking the silence
And the premonition became a reality
Leaving an unfading scar on my heart
You became a star by yourself
*Sayonara --- You have gone to the place where we can never meet again
I can't accept the coldness of the eternal parting
I wish I could have heard from you
That I had certainly been loved by you
Only once, even if it had been a lie
The sorrow I had thought to be endless came to an end
The season has changed, I feel bitterly cold
I will never forget that first day of summer
The sky kept on weeping instead of me this year
I feel as if I were living in the continuation of the dream
And I can't even cry now
Sayonara --- Even my last words don't reach you
I'm made to realize the coldness of the parting
I wish I could have heard from you
That you never regretted the days we had spent together
Only once, even if it had been a lie
Why did you do it this way
Leaving memories only to the very end?
(*) repeat
Please tell me this is only the story of the continuing dream
And that I'm not yet awake
what we could have been, 11:44 AM.
Trying to quieten the class down..But they did not co-operate!
Guess I hv to change my title to b more myself frm now onwards..nt so adult n nt so childish..juz nice.Haiyo..today nt much to write as nt much interesting stuff happened..only sumtin happened to me..rly suay one lor.It goes lyk dis,Mr Seah n my other frens r outside of e class to do e so-called 'banner' which is hung frm our class at e 4th floor,all e way down to e 2nd floor,n they were stapling e words on e cloth.So I tried to do my part to quieten down e class as a monitress lar..but they juz wun co-operate!Emm..I tink I made a mistake u kno..e phone in our class is ringing n Shi Min told me to pick it up n ask hu is dis calling,so I picked up e phone n found out tt was Aunt Susie lookin for Mr Seah..I told her he's nt here den we both hung up.I tink actually..I should get Mr Seah 'cos he's outside but tt time I was so blur tt I dun even kno wad was goin on.Den I saw Saiful(aka Sai) n his group r trying out e game which is goin to b opened on RHD(Racial Harmony Day).I dunno somehow or wadeva,Chee Hui gt abit of or should I say..v angry..v agreesive.den Sai quickly held him back den I found out tt one of e bullets in e gun was missing..Im nt sure 'cos today v blur...mayb after listening to Gladys's MP3 while walking to sch dis morning.Wads even worse happened to me,I was heading for e library corner in our class..mini library lar!Den I walked bhind Adrian hu was playing wif Shaun Kam..in order nt to get into their way n get a punch frm them on my face.Den Shaun Kam tt born moron,knowing tt I was walking bhind Adrian,he pushed Adrian to my direction BUT I was facing e direction of e library corner.He backed n his back bumped onto my arm..which was GROSS!'Cos his back sweaty sweaty one..they played soccer during recess time mah..den I quickly head for e sink bside me n washed my arm thoroughly.While e bois hu saw tt,were whistling away..Wad was even disappointing was I cant go out tmr wif Ding Jie(aka Edward),Jia Ying(aka Summer),Andrew,Bryan,Syafiqah n Alvin..*WAHAHAHAHA..!..my mom lar..last min say goin to Hui Zhen(aka Zhen)'s birthday party..den time aso crash wif e time Im goin out wif them..1pm+..n summore her dad goin pick us up at tt time n mom wun allow me to go to HLM..'cos needa stud study study!!Den I told Bryan muz take neoprint wif Alvin..hvnt rly saw his face yet..haha..guess needa go liaoz..Sayonara~!
Artist:Ayumi Hamasaki
Song:Forgiveness
Romaji Translation
Sometimes
We make
Terrible mistakes
And then while
We come to overlook a little
Like onlookers
* We start to walk
As if nothing had happened
But I remember today
That the fighting never ends
Maybe everyone did so to protect love
We are only the dots
But are the whole
At the same time
If one day
They are connected together
And form the lines
Even if this is only a small lump
Floating in the universe
I never give up tomorrow
Without fear of fighting
Maybe everyone, in order to protect love
* (repeat)
Maybe everyone, in order to protect love
Maybe everyone wishes to believe in something
what we could have been, 4:40 PM.
Soccer is great..But dangerous too..
Oh boy!Im gonna write loads today!Today,while we were staying back to wait for Miss Gwee to take us to our supplementary class,Heng Yi,Bryan,Adrian,Guo Yuan,Nicholas,Shaun Kam n loadsa loadsa bois played soccer at e volleyball court.Andrew,Ding Jie n Wei Loon bet against Anna,saying tt if Bryan heading 3 times,he is surely going to e extreme ends for Anna.Den Anna dun bliv lor..I side her..so we watched n watched..3 times!So Anna ran away n told them e 3rd one doesnt count 'cos e ball gt bounce b4 Bryan did e heading.But..Andrew n his 'team' won instead.WA PIANG!U can nv imagine dis..Shaun Kam kicked e ball high n far..den Bryan kicked it even higher..*WHOOSH~~...*BAM!..Bryan kicked e ball so high tt it went into e 3rd floor classroom's window..tt place btw e metal frame n e windows..n it went dwn..I told Anna:"Imagine a ball suddenly flew up to ur window n went dwn..n summore ur classroom is on e 3rd floor!"..she was lyk..OMG!When tt happened..evry1 ran into outside of e canteen..avoiding teachers to spot them n get caught.Evry1 was lyk 'HENG ARH!LUCKILY TEACHER NV SAW US DID TT!'So they moved to e place bside e Fitness Station n played.Shi Min,Ivy,Yi Le,Yee Chin,Anna n Hwei Teng all sat on e low low wall guarding e Fitness Station..including me lar.Whenever Shaun Kam kicked e ball..evry gurl would siam! frm e direction.Im e most unlucky gurl over there..T-T..I was sitting at e nearly-end of e wall den Nicholas gav e ball a hard kick n summore coming dwn to my direction!Hit my stomach!!*OWW!...pain..1stly din geddit at all but Heng Yi blocking nt gd..he blocked den e ball flwe towards me so I quickly raised up my hands to block e ball in order nt to get myself injured..hehehe.Den Yao Yang,Jazvan,Ming Zhe n tt xtra large Victor..(aka Victoria)..joined in..Victor himself carrying a bag on his shoulders n playing soccer..wad for?Whenever Jazvan kicks e ball..all e gurls siam! aso.But nv hit us..haha..but if he nearly hits us,e ball would hit e Pull-Up bar..which is e highest one n come dwn.So they let Hwe Teng n Yee Chin to giv e ball a shot.hoping to win a point for e team.Hwei Teng kicked n...SCORES!Yee Chin gav wif all her strength n...SCORES!Den Bryan was lyk..'WAA..dun think gurls r weak arh!'Bryan did all e defending was gd..except for Chee Hui..xrtra xtra xtra large large large..acting cute n pitiful when he gt hit by e ball.Den somehow or wadeva,Yao Yang kicked e ball real dam furiously hard n hit Guo Yuan's 'thing'..he was crying in pain n Yao Yang accompanied him to one corner..so me n Shi Min go n kepo kepo yi xia..den came Andrew,Ding Jie n Wei Loon,shooing off us..so Shi Min went away,n I was still trying to peek at wad has happened den I saw Guo Yuan standing up wif his right hand covering his 'thing'..I kno it was real painful..though im nt a boi!!But by his expressions..den tt stoopid Wei Loon shooed me off n said :"Dis is men's stuff!Women cannot see!SHOO!SHOO!"But Wei Loon kicked quite funny while playing soccer lar..he misses e ball when he was abt to giv tt ball a hard kick.Always misses..haha..so cute.Den Bryan even worse..he kicked so high tt it went into e field where those EM3 bois r playing.1stly was e tall tall malay boi for kicked e ball outta e field..it went so high tt it even went through e 2nd hole which was abt 4 metres high.Den its Shan Shun..wads more,Bryan repeated tt mistake for 4 times!!Well..my fingers r getting tired now n i guess i'll hv to stop here..Goodbye!
Artist:Ayumi Hamasaki
Song:No Way to Say
Romaji Translation
The old wound left on me
Begins to ache
I hide my trembling heart again
And pretend to smile
Even in my age now, I'm the same as before
As timid as before
I only learn how to pretend to be strong
Though my heart is filled with feelings to convey
You see, I can't change them into words well
If I had not met you
I wouldn't even have such an embarrassing pain
Little by little, I've come to realize
That my past never heals
And that it's no use
Fearing the future I can't refuse
How much more courage do I need
To say with my head held high
"This is the only important thing to me" ?
(*) Though I have firm feelings
You see, I can't change them into words as usual
Everyone is living this way
With feelings they can't express
Though my heart is filled with feelings to convey
You see, I can't change them into words well
If I had not met you
I wouldn't even have such an embarrassing pain and ...
(*) repeat
what we could have been, 6:44 PM.
Pimple breakout!..Trying to win this war!..CHARGE!
Was afk a while juz now..helping my sis to take in e bamboo poles wif wet laundry on it 'cos goin' 2 rain..haha..evrytym gt rain there's dis sum1 will shout one.Well..for today at sch was quite tired..BLEH!XP..I was feigning to slp on my desk but I try to keep myself awake..I ended up slping all e way.Luckily Jun Yuan's 'stomping' on e ground sound kept me awake.Mrs Lam let us take a rest 'cos she kno tt we were v. tired frm all e paintings n stuffs..but I tink e bois r much more tired than our gurl's 'cos they went to play soccer while e gurls were 'scrubbing' e floor to get rid of dose paint which had alrdy dried on e floor.Ivy taught us a rly neat game..nt abt being neat lar but I guess u guys kno wad neat means.It goes "JOHN JOHN JOHN JOHN JOHNNY JOHN..JOHNNY JOHN JOHN JOHN JOHN"..aiya..if I can show u,u kno wad tt game rly means..n there's 1 more game..heard it called "Black Magic"..dunno wth it is..sum kinda prediction-instinct-bliving game.Aiyo..currently facing a huge pimple breakout aka pimple war on my face..AHH!..I look so horrid...dunno how 2 go out wif my face in dis situation.2 big..or should I say..HUMONGUS pimple developing on my face!I din rly hv pimple when I was P5 but now..I look lyk a monster!No matter how many tubes or dozens of tubes or millions of tubes of pimple treatment cream I put on tt spot..it juz wun go b4 Saturday comes!!AHH!Wad am I gonna do?I was planning to buy OXY pimple treatment cream but my sis wun allow me to buy it 'cos its sort-of..powerful?Yep..but will leave ur skin dry as anyth u can imagine.I DUN CARE!I was lyk..*using american accent*HELLO?DO U SEE WAD I AM RITE NOW?WAD R U GONNA DO IN E SITUATION TT IM IN RITE NOW?HELLO MISS?SPEAK UP!..Now..I juz needa find wad kinda shop n where is e shop?AHH!Guess I "wun b hving a face to face other ppl until I won over my pimple breakout".GOSH..dis time..I mean during puberty..does rly suck!To e core!ARGHHHH...hmm..lemme see..blackheads..yep,I can take over it..excess oil on my face..yep..all controlled by me..eye circles?aka panda eyes?well em..its kinda hard u see..I cant find anyth which treats 'panda eyes'..guess I'll hv to use tt method mom gav me..:Put e cotton pad which is soaked wif salt water onto ur eyes for 15 mins...hey..is tt gonna work?W-w-wad if my eye swells?If i rly dun put enough confident into dis 'war'..I guess I'll hv to bring along 'dis face' wherever I go..*sob sob*T-T..P.S.mayb nt b able to blog until my bro's leg has FULLY RECOVERED..takes abt approx. 6 mths..until PSLE starts..*crying*
what we could have been, 5:47 PM.
Funny and humorous..But work comes first..
Din blog for 3 days v. nei jiu leh!OK..lemme explain to u e whole story these few days..
Sunday,11 July
Was bz entertaining guests hu came to visit bro.There were Gran,1st Uncle & family,3rd Aunt,Shu Shu & family came to visit bro.It was OK-OK lor..'cos gt Zhe Ming to play wif but nt Kai and Mei.Wa seh..Zhe Ming rly pro at driving game in xbox lor.He drove e car in NFS Underground..den I help him to steer..hee..otherwise he will only go by crashing into fences and stuffs to help him change directions.Was at high speed liao den I say to Zhe Ming :"WA!Zhe Ming!Ni hao chong ming oh!" den he was lyk giggling in a real cute way tt toddlers does.Den 1st Uncle came and in check on Zhe Ming..he was amzed by how he drove e car!Haha..den Zhe Ming ran out of e room and played wif e toys in e living room while I took his controller ad continued e race..but it was still last..'cos he's juz only a toddler wad!..Haha!After they went home..came 5th Aunt and Jeremy and $th Aunt and Uncle.Bro was slping on Jean's bed while they came..only his bandaged leg is visible from far to see..so 4th Aunt came looking for him.She din rly looked into e room where I,Jean and Rina shared..den she came into bro's room,finding only me and Jeremy playing xbox.So she go into my room and found out tt was bro!Slping there!Haha..den she quickly go over to my mom and said:"I tot Jason's leg is a bolster!Haha!Because I really didnt go into the room and check.."den all of e adults in e kitchen were all laughing till their tears came out.I and Jeremy were playing HARRY POTTER AND THE CHAMBER OF SECRETS in my bro's room,in his xbox.So we took turns to duel wif Malfoy..I lost a few rounds and Jeremy did too..if nt for me..he wouldnt win over Malfoy!Haha!
Monday,12 July
The whole class were given a task to do..to paint dose walls outside CCA room 1 and 2.So I suggested of painting a peach blossom tree,Sylvia them painted ocean and sky while e bois painted e bumbers and maths signs.I drew and drew and drew..e beautiful tree in my ind has turned into a horrid and monstrous tree which I've drawn out of my own hands...so sad.Whole class stayed back 'cos they tot gt supplementary but instead its painting e walls.We put our bags in e PE room and waited for Nicholas and me's signal to start painting.Den Nicholas(aka Nick),played soccer wif Adrian them..but nt a soccer ball..a soft ball.I sat on e PE mat wif other gurls and watched them play.Adrian was blocking Nick ACCIDENTALLY den Nick kicked e ball hard and far..watching e ball flew..it hit Adrian's 'thing'..he was in pain I tell u..shouting..all e gurls hu sat bside laughed all e way till he stopped shouting.
TODAY!
Music lessons sucks alrite..tt Miss Goh..tot she wad?Pretty as a flower?Violence-using-headmistress?Den she told us to blow our recorders frm low C to high D..Audrey blowed wif all her breathe..it sounded so bad..haha...ehh..nth else to write liao..Baiz!
Artist:Ayumi Hamasaki
Song:HANABI ~ep. II~
Romaji Translation
The summer has come again and again since then
But why am I looking back upon the past again
Tracing the footprints?
I remember everything even now
Your voice calling my name, your casual habits
I want to forget, and I don't want to forget
Did I choose the right way?
But I keenly understand there is no answer
Whomever I may ask it to
Please tell me some day that you are happy
And smile
I gently lock the memories away
Leaving them to be beautiful
This feeling, this feeling, go up into the sky
And be dispersed beautifully like a firework
what we could have been, 2:03 PM.
Give your own word..But taken back..
!!..Din i said tt ytd gt 10 ppl help me?Yep..5 were 'mayb',another 5 was confirming to come..I only saw Andrew,Jia Ying,Ding Jie,Ming Hwee,Bryan,Hui Ping hu were in my list..and Shaun Kam,Hambali,Hazlina and Siti.Today I morning call Audrey and Wei Loon..for Audrey..his dad said tt she is still slping..SLPING..?!For Wei Loon's side,I called but no one picked up e phone..I was dam angry lor..bu shou xing yong..or..y dun they tell me tt they were nt coming..?Haiyo..den I go help out at Art Room wif Siti,Hazlina and Hui Ping.Gt Bryan's,Shaun Kam's,Andrew's,Hambali's,Hazlina's,Ding Jie's,Hui Ping's and Ming Hwee's handprint added onto e board.E most horrible one is obviously Ding Jie's handprint..he painted his fingers white colour and palm black..so cant see his handprint frm far and near.For Bryan's..well..his paint was nearly dried up so when he put his hand on e board..leaving his middle finger print nt to be seen..dunno y..I said tt God wun let him to put his middle finger.Shaun Kam wanted to put middle finger den he asked me:"Wad happen if teacher asks wad is dis?",I replied:"Juz say tt is an aeroplane lor!Fighter plane..haha."Hui Ping hor..v. dua tiao leh..evry1 printed their handprints on e board wif their hand opened widely but Hui Ping made an Wu Lai Shen Zhang handprint..v. dua tiao hor..?!Today I saw Cheng Kang..better known as CK in sch.I went to PE room to put my sling bag on e CATCH THEM YOUNG TABLE,den I saw 2 primary 4 pupils playing soccer in e PE room..a guy and a gurl I tink,'cos gt u kno our ytd's paint was left at e bottom of e desk rite?Yep..den when I came back to PE room,I saw CK,Bryan,Shaun Kam and Jun Jie..and floor wif loadsa spilled paints..obviously was done by e 2 p4 students.So Jun Jie,Ding Jie,Andrew,Jia Ying,me,Bryan,CK,Ming Hwee and Shaun Kam had a hard time cleaning up e mess.It was tiring..den CK decided to tell Mr Seah straight away otherwise would we wanna get a harder scolding when he finds out all by himself and asking hu is e culprit?Its a MIRACLE tt Sylvia can come today..I tot she would b at HP playing arcade?..Haiz..later 1 or 1.30pm gt home tution..better go and prepare..Sayonara!
Artist:Ayumi Hamsaki
Song:Ourselves
Romaji Translation
* I hold you tight
I get touched
I get discouraged
I hold you tight again
I pull myself together
I get prim
You know many faces of mine
This road looks endless
But surely has the end
Only for onceI like to stop on the way
I prepare a way to escape
But it means nothing to me to do so alone
Because you know?
There is nothing but love
That is truly valuable
** So
I show myself
Only to you
Which no one in the world knows
But
I may still have
Some secret sides
You have never seen
Which no one in the world knows
There are so many choices
That I can't make any guess
Where I like to find my way at last
But as we walk side by side
Expecting the same future
I feel nothing is so true as your profile
Because you know?
There is nothing but love
That is valuable in the end
So
Even if no one in the world knows me
I wish you alone
To know me
Yes
Even if no one in the world knows us
We know each other
So well
** repeat
* repeat x 4
what we could have been, 11:35 AM.
Be monitress for two terms..Be heroine for a day..
Today so fun at sch man!I hope it happens lyk today everyday!=)..suddenly lyked schooling so much..hee..OK now..get rdy 'cos I gt loadsa stuffs to write abt wad happened today!At school,ytd Mr Seah told us to bring our own paintbrushes 'cos today need to pain e wall..90% of e class agreed..den today..!tt 90% hu agreed did nt bring!..including me lar..,den Mr Seah scold us lyk hell..or sum kinda torture treatment in prison or bois and gurls home.Den he was lyk...scolding us lyk mad lor!He calmed dwn a lil' bit..den he said :"U guys can do ur own things..wadeva I say u juz wun take it to heart..Im nt telling u fellas to do anyth."'Cos today gt Spelling,den Jun Jie din bring so he nagged and scolded him more than he scold us.Jun Jie made a v. fake lie..on Wed,Andrew,Jia Ying,Audrey,Jun Jie,Ding Jie,Kar Im went to Mac near my hse to eat.Den Jun Jie's lie was he went to slp rite away after he came back frm Mac,den woke up at 6.30pm to eat dinner,do hw den went to slp at 7pm all e way to nxt morning 6.45am..INCREDIBLE RITE.?!Mr Seah den said his lie was dam fake lor..'cos no person can slp 15 hrs a day..unless they're nt normal..haha..woah..15 hrs a day..TTS MORE THAN HALF A DAY!After tt,Mr Seah went to General Office and head for his table,leaving 6 Wisdom doing their own stuffs.I and Nicholas went to Hazlina's table to discuss e paintbrush thing wif Hazlina,Celena,Charmaine and Siti.After a long discussion,Andrew and Jia Ying lended help to us..thx so much u guys!Andrew and Jia Ying went dwn to ask whether Miss Gwee gt paintbrush anot.So I wrote on e board wif marker dis:"READ THIS-->GO TO BOOKSHOP AND MEET DURING RECESS..DON'T EAT FIRST..*THOSE WITH PAINTBRUSH NO NEED TO MEET".During recess,I quickly ran to bookshop and meet Nicholas them,they were tokin to e bookshop auntie,den I squeezed into e crowd,finding only left Yellow medium paintbrush which costs 50cents,Blue paintbrush small which costs 40cents.Yellow only left 3,so Nicholas bought all,I aso bought all,left only 9 or 12 paintbrushes.Den I giv out to those classmate hu r hanging out at e bookshop,Bryan received,Hazlina,Hui Ping aso.Den it was nt enough 'cos gt 23 or 24,5 ppl din bring,den I complained I was hungry,quickly,Nicholas told me to buy sumtins and eat quickly,I ran to stall 4,bought siew mai and gulped it dwn,,nearly choked though.After tt,I and Nicholas ran all e way to e Art Room to borrow paintbrushes frm those gurls(including Habali's sister..haha) hu r doin e RHD banner..we borrowed lyk 4 or 5 of them..OMG!We forgot to return them!..nvm.I was washing clean e brushes and Nicholas was picking e gd ones..I washed until my left hand gt e alchohol or wadeva substance..kerosene?We ran to e hall to line up juz in time e bell rang.When reached class,I and Nicholas told e class to keep quiet while we go and look for Mr Seah,'cos he hasnt come for 10mins since e period started.So we ran dwn to General Office,asked Auntie Susie where's Mr Seah,den Auntie Susie replied:"Mr Seah is nt here,I saw him going out."den juz nice,Mrs Lim,HOD of Music walked passed bhind us,so Auntie Susie asked here hv she saw Mr Seah,Mrs Lim said tt Mrs Seah is in e conference room,hving a meeting wif Miss Ng,our sch principal.So we went back up to class lor..returned to our seats den whole class kept asking:"U guys gt come up,den where's Mr Seah?" both Nicholas and I replied :"In conference room."U kno evry class in our sch gt one telephone inside a box near e fan and light switches rite?Yep,den..*RING!RING!*,e phone rang,1stly I tot Nicholas was going to ans it but den evryone's face and expression turned at me,so..how many choices do I hv?NONE!So I went to e telephone,picked up e phone and answered it.I heard Mr Seah's voice on e phone,he said:"Tell the whole class to pack their bags and head down to the PE room,ok?"i said "OK" and "Bye Bye"..den hung up.At tt time..I was hearing ppl tokin,whispering:"PIZZA HUT DELIEVERY!","MACDONALD DELIVERY!","EXTRODINARY..EXTORDENAIR..DELIFRANCE!"..I was abt to laugh while listening to Mr Seah's instructions.So I turned to e class and shouted:"PACK UR BAGS AND GO TO PE ROOM!"Evrybody was lyk.."YAY!YAY!",I aso shouted,"LINE UP!"..wa..controlling e whole class was so gd..haha.So I leaded e class dwn to PE room and meet Mr Seah,put our bags,sum go up to Art Room and borrow paint and mix them,sum get extra clothe to put on in order nt to get their uniform dirtied,sum gt painbrushes and rdy to paint..positioning outside..and sum even discussed how 2 paint..where to paint.I managed to get 10 ppl to help me out tmr to finish e MI board,den Monday get e whole class to put their hand prints on e board painted.I helped Ming Hwee out wif painting e door,standing side by side mah..so tt moronic Wei Loon was bhind me :"ooo..Hui Yi and Ming Hwee..ooo..*whistling*"I slapped him on e arms..haha..Im e king!..lol..no lar.I gt quite tired after painting e door which is high up..so I back off,shaked my arms to relax abit.Den tt Lisa came running to me wif paintbrush dipped into blue paint saying tt :"Lai!Xian zai ni kan mei ge ren de T-shirt you ta men de ming zi..ni yi bu li wai oh!Lai!Wo bang ni tu ni de ming zi!"..meaning :"U see,evryone gt their shirt painted wif their names and ur nt out!Lemme help u to paint ur name on ur shirt!"..I try to keep a distance frm her in order nt to let her paint my shirt.After relaxing up abit,I went back to my position and paint.Den again..Wei Loon came bhind me,taking his brush wif paint,or no paint,lyk writing or painting e back of my shirt!Haha..I slapped his arms again.After all e painting and stuffs,I gt my shirt all reddish 'cos I went up to Art Room and mix colours until both my arms red red one..lyk I murdered sum1..haha..den front of my shirt aso gt alot of paint marks drawn frm left to right..Hui Ping said:"Hui Yi!Ur shirt gt meteors leh!"..haha..loadsa colourful meteors alrite.So I went to wash my hands..saw Sylvia,Kar Im and Jia Ying washing their arms too,den Sylvia instructed Kar Im to tie her hair for her 'cos her hand v. 'colourful' wif paints hvnt dry yet,Sylvia was shouting "OWW!"..Kar Im pulled her hair..tts y,den Kar Im gav her hair a wash..lyk in hair salon.After washing,I quickly ran to get my bag and catch up wif Anna,Hwei Teng,Yan Fang,Shi Min and Jodie.They were tokin abt today going to Hougang Point(HP) to eat at Mac.Den Yan Fang asked me y I was so late,I replied:"Aiya..Kar Im and Jia Ying is washing Sylvia's hair for her..opening a KAR IM AND JIA YING HAIR SALON soon..haha"..WA!!Wrote so much liao..gtg!Baiz!
Artist:Ayumi Hamasaki
Song:Surreal
Romaji Translation
Choosing only the things you like
isn't irresponsible.
If you can't find anything you like
then why accept the responsibility?
I take only the possibilities that I'm ready to accept.
If it's something you don't need then
compassion is of no use at all.
If it's something important then
pain will probably accompany it.
Loneliness that you feel together is worse
than a loneliness that you feel
by yourself.
No matter what loneliness comes,
no matter what pain you feel,
you mustn't close your eyes to it.
Because even if you lose all your
words, even if you say it doesn't matter,
if you stumble
it will be there to help you up.
That's what kind of thing it is.
Ah, that promise we made that day.
I don't want to keep it by myself.
Ah, that far off dream we talked of throughout the night.
I don't want to make it come true by myself.
I can't tell anyone.
I want to tell someone, that
that person is more important to me than anyone else.
la la la-In a nonexistant place
I stand as I am.
Please be yourself.
That's how I want you to be.
la la la-In a nonexistant place
I stand as I am.
Please be yourself.
I want you to be that way forever.
what we could have been, 4:23 PM.
Turning into Evolution..Thinking of Surreal..
Haha..dis title name is my fave songs of Ayumi..listening now.Dam nice..'cos long time no hear liao and summore cant buy her albums in e past..but hor..can burn wad!How come i din tink of tt?LOL..Well em..i alrdy send tt break-up letter to him..i rly cant stand him any longer.But i had dis weird dream recently..u guys may say its abit bian tai lar,there r lyk..3 parts?i dunno..but 1st one goes lyk dis:I kept crying tt i cant rollerblade but i wanna try..i was tokin 2 my fren..a gurl..but her face is covered by black foggy stuff,den she said:"i cant teach u anymore but i kno hu can help u..u'll hv to wait.."..den i waited and waited wif her..den all of a sudden...ehh..here comes e bian tai one liao arh!den suddenly lyk gt 2 arms juz holded my waist frm bhind..i nearly knocked tt person out wif a punch..i cant quite remember his name but it was JV..haha..JV..JVC!It was rly bian tai or er xin lor..'cos i was trying to use my rollerblade to jump frm a slide..which has no slide but only tracks for rollerblade to go up.So JV..still holding me..lead my up there and tt height was so dam high and i kept shouting:"IM TOO AFRAID!I CANT JUMP!WAD IF I FALL?I WANNA GO BACK!I CANT DO-" den he juz jumped dwn leh!!Aso including me..den i was so frightened..i sort of turn to his arms and cry..WEIRD HOR?!I guess tt pair of arms is juz my blanket..haha.Den another one..linked wif dis one arh..:I and Sherly r spy agents lar..haha..u guys dun tink me and Sherly wanna b Mary-Kate and Ashley arh..den out job is to spy a group of gangstas hu has been vandalising e hotel lobby walls and escaping frm e clutches of e police.Sherly and i were v. gd at it..we waited bhind e sliding door..or entrance for them to come..den we saw a van..a guy came out pushing e van's door open and letting his members out secretly,u kno hu tt guy was?It was HACTOR!Sylvia's guy-fren..and e other guys r Peter,Alvin and Andrew(nt my class's Andrew ok?).They went secretly inside den Sherly and i rushed quickly in front of e big tv which is at e hotel lobby for e guests to watch.Sherl (aka Sherly) and i was pretending to laughing v loud 'cos its a cartoon.Hactor and his gang den later took out their spray cans,rushed quickly to e wall and sprayed..wow..it was amzing..artist's work?Haha..mayb.Den they rushed off quickly into their van and juz at e rite time,we called backups den Sherl and me ran bhind e van chasing them.'Cos my stamina was nt v gd..i lost them halfway,i was panting,looking dwn for a while den looked up into e sky,saw helicopters hovering abv them and when i turned my view to e roads,i saw a dozen of police and FBI cars chasing them and dozens of motorcycles too..Sherl was still chasing them alrite.Den AGAIN came tt pair of stupid arms came frm bhind..wrapped around my waist again..i knew it was JV..i turned bhind and he smiled at me..he wun let go u kno!Den he rest his head on my shoulders..which i should b doing tt..den.."WAKE UP!"..i was woken by my cousin..haha,they're watching digimon or sum kinda chi kid show..so it ended lyk dis..i dunno wad it means.
Artist:Ayumi Hamasaki
Song:Evolution
Romaji Translation
It's true, isn't it? It seems as though
we're headed for a new century. It's miraculous:
This is something you can only taste once.
Let's remember one more time.
On the day we arrived on this Earth
we were somehow happy,
and somehow it hurt.
We were crying
wow yeah wow yeah wow wow yeah
Reality is a traitor; it's easy
to misjudge things. So with your own two eyes
please decide the worth of this place.
Do it with your own standards.
We've arrived in these times.
But somehow things move on
So somehow we're standing here
and we're living through today.
wow yeah wow yeah wow yeah
We've arrived on this kind of world.
Somehow I'm very happy
somehow it hurts a lot.
While crying at the top of my lungs:
wow yeah wow yeah wow yeah
I've arrived in these times.
But I met you.
I've arrived in this kind of world.
So I was able to meet you.
On the day we arrived on this Earth
we were somehow happy,
and somehow it hurt.We were crying
wow yeah wow yeah wow wow yeah
We've arrived in these times.
But somehow things move on
So somehow we're standing here
and we're living through today.
wow yeah wow yeah wow yeah
what we could have been, 6:05 PM.
Can't hold it any longer..Must break the truth sooner or later..
WA!!So long nv write blog 'cos gor was at home most of e time using com and finding e sound software.While mom and dad r out to accompany gor to NUH for check up,i sneak to use com.I decided liao..to break up wif him.Im nt toying wif his feeling alrite?Its juz tt we r totally nt suitable for each other and he can find a better one than me rite?U see..our characters doesnt match,our height(..obvious),our attitude and lots more.But instead of him trying to kno me better,he changed me into an incorrigible person whom evryone i knew hasnt met b4.And wads more is tt he bought me a present for my birthday..OK OK..well u may say tt he has sincerity wif wad he bought for me BUT wad he bought was..u kno tt kinda Sports Day event sale?Dose teddy bears wif their hse names on it..YEA!HE BOUGHT TT AND HE STILL HV E CHEECK TO TELL ME TT HE BOUGHT IT WIF SINCERITY AND COST HIM A BOMB!A BOMB?10 bucks cost him a bomb..?!He should hv known me better!Well,u guys muz b expecting me lyk a vry stingy and tt kinda person but i alrdy gav in to him too much and he's doing too much and too far aso.Firstly..my fren's were turned into his 'listening ear'..its Anna who is being 'harrassed' first den Sylvia..wa kao..he knew tt i hated tt b**** so much and YET he still hv e cheek to call her,tok nonsense wif her and wan her to b her 'listening ear'?!Wad has gotten into him?!If we both can tolerate dis..we still hv to break sooner or later 'cos we cant hide dis thing frm my parents..as e chi saying goes:Man(2) De(2) Liao(3) Yi(2) Shi(2),Man(2) Bu(4) Liao(3) Yi(2) Shi(4)..meaning u can hide it for now but u cant hide it forever.Now i knew i wasnt cheated by tt Sabrina's Secrets..they gav e cosmetics issute by issue!Luckily i din complain to tt shopowner otherwise i dunno where to put my face.After dis break up,i still hv much much more things to learn and accomplish.I hv to learn rollerblading,ice-skating,bowling,hockey,learning to b independent..accomplish..to strive for better marks in my Prelim and PSLE 'cos Hwei Teng said in my autograph bk tt i hv to prove to her tt i can get gd marks,accomplishing emm..getting rid of all e pimples on my face b4 my birthday!haha..gtg..
I don't believe what has happened to him!
*bangs head on keyboard*..Jia Ying told .. tt i lyk him!Wahahaha!!He kept asking hu hu hu..i replied loadsa times but..i tink he acted blur and he promised nt to tell any1.Dis is e second time liao leh!Haiyo...wo de mai ya..
Artist:Ayumi Hamasaki
Song:Because of You
Romaji Translation
*My eyes met yours again, we talked a little
My heart throbbed and I hid my feelings behind a smile
As I was afraid I might not be able to go back to the times
When I had not known you
The wind has already gotten cold
Laughing voices fill the air with white breath
It may be because of the winter
That I feel like crying for nothing
I remember that night when we first met even now
* (repeat)
We have come to know each other little by little
But suddenly I find I know nothing about you
Please tell me what you feel by the time I understand it
You can even shout
My love grew when we couldn't meet
My heart ached because my voice didn't reach you
I found I couldn't go back to the times
When I had not known you
Please don't smile with such sorrowful eyes
As if you were about to be broken and disappear
What can I do, my dear?
My love grew when we couldn't meet
My heart ached because my voice didn't reach you
I find I can't go back to the times
When I didn't know you
Why sometimes I can't say honestly?
Why sometimes I can't be tender?
Why sometimes we hurt each other?
Why sometimes we check each other?
Why sometimes my heart aches so much
Why always my heart goes out to you?
I can't think of anyone but you
I can't think of anyone but you
what we could have been, 3:06 PM.
Bored everywhere..Nothing to do at all..
Wa lao..so sien at home onez.Last nite my cousins came to my hse den they wanna use com den ask my sis but her reply was "NO!"..wad kinda attitude was tt..?!But ANYWAEZ..i still gt my stinking maths paper nt completed..surely nt a gd monitress model for evryone to learn.Now in my cousin's hse using com,last nite was furious 'cos cant use com..my sis was dwnloading tt Ocean Au's MV..so bo liao.Hm..lemme tink of wad to write for today..well..evryth was so sien..both in my hse and my cousin;s hse.At my cousin's hse..nt do hw den its watch tv,go to nearby pasar malam or juz play play.Feel lyk banging my head on e wall rite now..*BSH!BSH!..oww..pain.Cannot chat wif my 6 wisdom frens on messenger 'cos nt enough space to lemme dl on my own acc..dunno wadde heck did my bro did to my acc...hey..did i said tt b4?Lol..'cos nowadays v. blur one..aka sotong.Juz now played Gunbound..Charmaine left a msg for me..she kept asking how i gt her acc,hu am i,am i Hui Yi,and was lyk tokin 2 a wall 'cos she left e msg when i cant play GB at all...den wad was even sadder was i saw none of my frens online..nt even Al..dam disappointing.Aiya..guess hv to stop now..nth much to write liaoz!Sayonara!
Artist:Ayumi Hamasaki
Song:Greatful Days
Romaji Translation
la la la ...
The season I was looking forward to has come
The wind is stirring, the city is taking life
The morning comes earlier than usual
I feel I can walk well only for that
There are plenty of terrible news around nowadays
But please don't leave pleasure behind because of sadness
* The short summer is starting now
How many memories can I make with you?
The sun is just shining bright
And the waves are always rolling on the shore
The distorted, sharp sky among the buildings
The sky I saw once was wide and limitless
I thank you for being by my side and giving me a gentle smile
Even when my heart is covered with clouds
It's not a matter of course, but might be of necessity
I never forget this feeling that I certainly have what I should protec
t
This short summer will come to an end
I'll be with you at the moment, too
As I know
Nothing is so nice as the ordinary days
* repeat
la la la ...
what we could have been, 5:37 PM.
Locked in a cage..Lost the key to free me out..
Am realli stucked in a cage..well tt 'cage' is my home.Haiyo..my bro gt a accident recently..ytd.He was playing soccer in his army camp den *CRACK!*..he broke his feet..i mean tt part abv his ankle.My mom say :"Other ppl hvnt even start kicking off e World Cup den ur brother start alrdy."den my dad said :"Ur brother's cornering nt gd lar..and din brake so end up lyk dis"It was only jokes to cheer me up.My mom said tt it'll b 10 days to his recovery.Gd..at least he can participate in my birthday party w/o his bandaged leg.Den 2 days ago Al called lor..i sort of 'scolded' him for nt calling me last nite at 9pm sharp..he said tt he was v. bz..yea..abt wad?His Diagnostic Test?'Cos i told him tt i waited for his call until i fell aslp bside e phone..den he finally call at 10pm+ when i was aslp.Ytd he said he will call me at 9pm sharp and its aso a promise.I waited..waited..waited..still no call,when i slept,den ard 10pm+ he called 'cos my mom told me tt she picked up e phone.He told my mom tt we were arranging to go and watch movie wif Anna them but my mom's reply was :"NO,i forbid her to go out until she has finished all her exams.She has to concentrate on her studies as Prelim and PSLE are getting closer.She cant go out until i say so."If mom nv told me tt a boi called ytd nite,i would hv alrdy giv Al a big scolding,tt he nv ever keeps his promises.I FINALLY can hv my long long slp at home liaoz..slept lyk a pig!*ZZZZ*...i tossed and turned on my bed and slp until 10am..i tot it was 11am 'cos i cant see it properly.When all prepared..it was juz in time to catch my fav. show!..POKEMON AG!,u guys might tink im nt childish by e cover but i am ..a lil' though.I hvnt even catched a single episode since AG started.And i missed PPG!..Wahahaha!!Hv loadsa hw frm sch ytd.Only completed Chi's xi(2) zi(4)..Maths ws do halfway..now tackling P4 Science SA1 Exam Paper frm Mrs Toh,my sci teacher.Still hv zhi(1) shi(4) bao(4) pg 8,9 and 10 hvnt do.Haiz..Monday mom's nt goin to watch 'The Best Bet' wif Keow Yi's family,gran and gran's sister.My mom asked if i wanna go to Keow Yi's hse rite after my tution den stay there until Monday go watch movie den head for NUH(National Univeristy Hospital) to visit my bro den go home wif my parents.Mom din go..no more new clothes for me and no more shopping for new clothes i wanted..*sob sob*.Go out wif Keow Yi them,they will only shop for dose clothes which Kai,Mei and me can wear one.She surely wun go for dose 30+ bucks clothes for a single kid to wear,she'll go to e department where things r sold '3 for $10!'..haha!..CHEAPSKATE!.Tt show gt loadsa dialects..dunno if can understand wadde hell r they tokin anot.Mayb i will wear tt jean suit lor..but..is tt abit too short?^^"..?
Artist:Ayumi Hamasaki
Song:Angel's Song
Romaji Translation
Escaping into nights, I told myself
That I was not at all alone
But after all, it revealed
Nothing but my loneliness day by day
On my way home from the bustle of the city
Though it was no different from any other day
I thought I would repeat such pattern of life
And tears welled up suddenly
Feeling weak and wretched
Uneasy and lonely
I wanted some warmth
In a faint voice
*But it's certain you appeared suddenly
And a ray of light shone in my darkness
You smiled a little, told me it was all right with a nod
Took my hand and started to walk
I saw an angel's wings on your back
It was not because I wanted to be dull to pain
That I wished to be strong
I was helped and supported by you
We gave and forgave each other
I got what I wanted to protect
On that day
**Sometimes you are too unprotected
And come face to face with me with all your might
It's so much dazzling
That I even spare the time of a blink
You have an angel's wings on your back
* (repeat)
** (repeat)
You have an angel's wings on your back
I heartily hope that you will not be
A victim of this sad age
I sing this song today just as I pray
So that my dearest wish may reach you
what we could have been, 12:02 PM.
More work to come..Less time to relax..
Haiz..no more time for me to relax liao..so bz.'Cos of Prelim and PSLE..needa prepare mah.Andrew organised a picnic at Pasir Ris Park on Monday and on Monday i was tinkin of weather to watch movie wif my relatives.*listening to: Tao Wang by Stefanie Sun*,felt lyk flying away.Dun even hv time to catch my breathe.B4 dis 'torture' or 'fasting from playing' days..our class only hv 2 to 3 hws..now?!Chinese 7 hws,maths 1,science 1..wa piang..so tiring!Picnic all e ppl is 'mayb' gt go..gt Anna,Justine,Ding Jie,Nicholas,Shaun Kam,Hwei Teng..all 'mayb' can go..'cos i later scared if i later go and watch movie wif mei and family..she will pester me abt me wad is happening btw me and Al..tts nt wad lyk.OK..back to sch sub now.Today i fan(1) lian(3) wif Tze Kiat...'cos she is..gou(2) zui(3) zhang(3) bu(4) chu(1) xiang(4) ya(2) lai(2)..translated is..anyhow one arh!Dog's mouth cant even grow elephant's tusks.I din offend her den she say me..washing board..b****..alot bad stuffs..I and Gladys both scolded and me and Gladys today did demo of tt BreadTalk commercial..we eating donuts('cos today is HEALTHY DAY..dun sell meat stuffs)den we tok and tok..haha!So funny!U should saw tt..my mouth was full so does Gladys's mouth..i nearly choked on my kueh lapis..*COUGH COUGH*jiu(3) cheng(2) gao(1) lor!Nt tt alot of layers of kueh one.Den we played ICE AND WATER ..AGAIN!Dis time gt Andrew,Anna,Adrian,Bryan,Wei Loon,Gladys,Justine,Guo Yuan,Jun Yuan,Me,Ding Jie,Yan Fang,Tze Kiat and emm..i cant remember..i kno its 13 gurls vs ard..7 or 8 bois.Aiyo..another date..BLEH!XP.Al wans me to go out wif him on Youth Day..WA LAO!Aiya..go back where i stopped.I caught e running e slowest guy..our class monitor..Nicholas..he kept saying:"WA!Hui Yi!U run v. fast leh!I cant even catch my breathe!"Actually i was chasing Wei Loon,den Hwei Teng takeover and point to tt place outside Meeting Room saying Nicholas is there..den Nicholas is resting so chiong straight to his direction and tap him.."CATCH!"..haha.He was panting.V. nice e game leh..2 monitors included haha!Dun even show a gd type of Senior to e younger ones.Den hor..tt Adrian kept hiding bhind e pillars tying his shoelaces,'cos tt time we were resting at e grass place near e Fitness Corner,den we saw Wei Loon,and dunno hu liao..so Jia Ying,Hwei Teng,Jodie and me chiong to where they r running..den i lost Wei Loon.After tt,i saw Jia Ying was lyk giving Adrian a how-come-u-r-here-tying-shoelace-and-hiding-but-nt-playing face..den Adrian was laughing away and tying his shoelace.Aiya..enough liao..needa surf net for a while den hv my long-waited nap!Nitey Nite!
Artist:Ayumi Hamasaki
Song:HANABI
Romaji Translation
I'm looking up at the stained sky
so my tears don't well up and fall.
Why can't people live
as they wish
I don't want a weak heart that can't cry
or the strength not to cry.
I'll search for a shooting
star to cast my wishes on, but
dawn is coming too soon
and I won't be able to find one.
*There's never a day that I have
to remember you because
I never for a moment forgot you.
Whenever I'm sad I have
a habit of saying I'm ok.After something stopped
that day, no matter
how much I pray,
I can't see a single star.
I want to see you, I want to see you.
Your smiling face in my memory is
just too kind.
* repeat
I want to see you, I want to see you.
Your smiling face in my memory is
just too kind.
what we could have been, 3:00 PM.
Busy as a bee..Tired and wanted to rest..
=P..so tired!Actually was tinkin to hv a nice long nap den these 2 days cannot..2 days ago go to Hougang Sport Hall to play badminton wif Audrey,Anna,Andrew,Anthony(Andrew's smaller bro),Bryan,Ding Jie,Hwei Teng,Jun Yuan and Wei Loon.Andrew booked 2 courts for 2 hrs..and no need to repay him one leh!Wahahaha..!!So happy..'cos i saving up money to buy wad i want.After tt went to Hougang Mall's Zone X and play Para Para..mainly..i din play Daytona..dose use hands to hit e buttons real hard one,Time Crisis..aiya..lao ya lar,House of The Dead 3..Ding Jie dunno how 2 reload one!Den he kena die lor..i much more braver and daring to shoot dose zombies..but tt gun i used kept hitting e screen so..it er..nearly broke..haha!Kidding!..BLEH!Den ytd went to Hougang Mall AGAIN,wif Andrew,Ding Jie,Jia Ying and Jun Jie.Went searching for them wif Anna 'cos Anna went out wif her mom,den went to Library and to arcade..den..MY CARD IS LOST! dunno who took it..mayb dropped?but..I DUN CARE!,as they always say ~Always look on the bright side of life~..ahh..tts it.Ytd went to sch wif alot of aches..OW!Both my arm..both legs..and my stomach muscle..v. pain.Lemme explain to u.I hurt my arm 'cos when..u kno tt e shuttlecock(stc) is high up in e air and is coming towards u?Yea..den i gav it a FULL SWOOP...den guess wad?I HURT MY ARMS!I MISSED IT! 'cos im nt pro at badminton..Jun Yuan is.Den abt both my legs..i was "braking" to get dwn to hit e stc..den i stomped realli hard mah..den hor..I HURT MY LEGS!..owwie..now..abt my stomach muscle..well..i was bending..looking upwards to hit tt freakin stc den *CRACK!* my back hurts..as well as my stomach.At least i did continous hitting e stc while playing wif Ding Jie.But today was even more tiring.While waiting for Ms Gwee to come and fetch us to e Com Lab 3..Me,Justine,Ivy,Gladys,Anna,Yi Le,Jia Ying,Andrew,Adrian,Bryan,Ding Jie,Jun Yuan,Shaun Kam and Wei Loon were all running and chasing each other lyk mad.Anna chased Bryan,Yi Le chased Andrew,Gladys aso chase Andrew,Jia Ying chased Ding Jie and i chased Wei Loon and Adrian.So stoopid leh!We were playing ICE AND WATER mah..den Wei Loon is caught by me and Adrian aso..den i wanted Adrian to go back to e canteen so i followed him wherever he goes...nt e toilet..OK..?!Den he kept hiding frm me bhind e pillars..he tot wad?I stoopid arh?Cannot find him arh?I followed him going round and round and round and round around 3 pillars den he ken(3) ba(4) xiu(1)...he kept asking.."Why r u following me?" den i replied "im stalker wad..hahaha.." den he said :" OK lor..if u wish to..follow me.."den goes hiding frm me bhind at pillars again.Play CROCODILE quite fun lar.Play 1 river one much tougher to e Croc..gt Anna,Me,Justine,Hwei Teng,Gladys,Ivy,Audrey and Apple(Hui Ping).Den Justine is e croc..we tricked her so much..haha..it was fun though..den we went to rest at our tables in e canteen.There were Anna,Andrew,Apple,Audrey,Yi Le,Bryan,Edward(Ding Jie),Shaun Kam,Wei Loon,Gladys,Sylvia,Kar Im.Chit chatting..gossiping..blah..u name it!Den 1 person is MIA(Missing In Action)..guess?...........Adrian lar.I finished my drink quickly and ran to Staircase 4..tt staircase bside e field..went all ard to find him but nth came to me.After tt i went dwn and saw him and Chee Hui running away frm me..tt moronic Chee Hui..blocked my way of running..v. nearly crashed into him.Oh..speaking of blocking my way..tt Wei Loon aso..i was going to e 4th floor den he stretched his arms out,hold on to e railings,legs wide apart and blocked me..den Yi Le came and pushed his arm upwards and can go liao..I kept using my arm to push dwn his arm but cannot!Den he talked to me wuite loudly..:"WA!Hen tong de leh!"..den i say:"Ni yao bu yao rang wo zou?Ni bu rang de hua wo jiu ti ni 'na bian' hor!"..u kno wad i mean ..kick his...uh..u goddit.I v. nearly did..i din 'cos i scared he later cry den i comfort him den ppl suspect.I furious liao leh!Jun Yuan came frm bhind Wei Loon and pushed him to my direction..luckily i dodged quickly otherwise...me and him would end up 'real close' and 'face-to-face'...PHEW!Den Wei Loon scolded Jun Yuan and he stared at me and ran away.After tt..Jun Yuan and Yi Le was lyk.."hai..." and wad-a-pity expression..wad kinda attitude is tt?!Aiya..enough liao..gotta chiong my science card..neede by tmr!AHH~!God bless!
Artist:Ayumi Hamasaki
Song:Voyage
Romaji Translation
We travel this road to find happiness.
See? You look good with a smile on your face.
These beautiful, fragile days are reborn, unfaded.
In the season of dazzling burned seas
and in the season of dancing snowflakes
whenever I turned around, you were there.
We travel this road to find happiness.
Everyone is a traveler, carrying his own never-healing wounds.
See? You look good with a smile on your face.
How many times have I gotten lost?
Every time, the one who extended his
warm helping hand was you.
*At the end of this long path, what will we think?
Everyone is a traveler, wandering about in search of love.
Let's go together until we tire of it.
*repeat
what we could have been, 4:17 PM.