Thursday, September 30, 2004
HAPPY CHILDRENS' DAY TO ALL THE CHILDRENS OUT THERE~!
Wahahaha
Happy chewrens' day evry child~! Keke..this is my LAST n FINAL chewrens' day in my life..wahahaha..nxt yr youth day le. Heard frm Hui Ping's sis, Si Min, tt e concert only 20 mins long..aso gd for me wad, I dun wanna b expecting to b sitting there till both my legs r cramped.
Today, Koko Krunch, Crisp, Captain Honeystar, K-Buddy, Mervyn n Evelyn came to our sch to celebrate chewrens' day wif us. Most cute one is e Kok Krunch bear loh..haha..nv wear pants.Then e skit performed by Mervyn , Evelyn blah blah blah, was quite shocking than I expected. Tot it was kiddy n stuff but it turned out laughing out loud~! Evelyn is e Doctor Smartstart den Mervyn( hu acted as a baddie), pronounced her name as 'Doctor Sucksuck'..wa..KAO~! Den rest of it v funni loh. Btw e concert, there's 'dividers'. Time to giv out presents~! There were 3 time n our class gt it 3 times in a row~! First is Da Hao..Ivy den Lisa. Tink Kindness onli gt twice..wahaha..fu xing gao zhao ar!
After e concert, P6s went back to class to wait for their turn to get their milo drinks n recess. Those gurls frm Kindness hor..nt KIND at all. So kiam siap..gav us milo drink 3 quarter full..some even half full onli..example: Hui Ping's milo. Went to PE store n chat abt stuffs wif Mr Seah n whole class, to kill time..haha. Cos PE store near canteen ma. Was tokin halfway then heard Mr Nara speaking on e 'speaker', telling e P6s to come dwn n take their milo drinks...we were laughing n Mr Seah stopped us..scared later Mr Nara scold us.
Food was as usual..boring soup noodles..oily lor mai kai..yucky chicken rice(..looks more lyk duck rice to me~!)..den blah blah blah..evryth is STILL the same..haiz..when will they ever change e menu?!
Went back to class den received loads of presents n gifts frm teacher..I'll list it out ok?
Pen eraser by Mrs Toh
Chinese n Eng chess set by ??
Foldable Paper coin bank by Sharity
Handphone accesory by Mrs Lam (PS..I change it wif Nic,mine was s'pose to b a 'spotlight' mirror)
M&M, Rice Sticks, Marshmellow by Ms Gwee
Roller Coaster by Mr Seah
Strawberry cream biscuits, Sour 'piece' by Mrs Seah
Nestle hamper by Nestle
Memo pad by Bethesda C.A.R.E.
Ok..was tt enough? But all e things were cheap stuffs aniwae.
Went to com lab 2 during Mr Seah's period. Heard him sang dunno wad eng song..cant remember. Den came tt idiotic Samson Neo Chee Hui..xtra large..dua pai one..find one song so slow n so choosy. While waiting, Da Hao spoke on e mic "..I'm nt a human~..I'm a bloody freak~.."..wa..u can see e whole class laughing, even Mr Seah too.
what we could have been, 6:59 PM.
Monday, September 27, 2004
Had a crazy day today~!
Wahaha..today was indeed a crazy day~!
Firstly happened duringMT lessons..after recess. Ms Gwee agreed tt we r totally active n crazy today. She said :" Ni men xia qu li tang, he yi bei shui, chi yi ge bao zi, ran hou fa fong le.."( U guys go dwn to e canteen, drink a cup of water, eat a bun den crazy liao)..haha~! TRUE~! Today dunno wad got into us..today super-hyperactive lor.
Cant explain all lar..gotta go play neopets le..keke..GD LUCK TO ME FOR THE UPCOMING PSLE EXAM~!
what we could have been, 3:59 PM.
Sunday, September 26, 2004
YAWN~! Tomorrow got school~!
Hiz..
Juz here to post b4 I cant use e com n slp.
Today was quite an adventure to Ah Ma's hse lor..when went dwn to flag a cab, a Mercedes cab juz nice went by, so took it lor. Den when goin home, saw another Mercedes cab..was trying to flag it but it 'ran' away as fast as it cud.
Today at e cab xian chou le..haha. I sumhow spoke loudly in e cab to Mum :" Wa..Wo di er ci zuo zhe ge taxi leh!(This is e second time I took dis kinda taxi leh!)"..wa..Mum was lyk..dunno where to put here face cos e driver was laughing n so is Jason..wahahahah..realli embarassed. Took lift up den reach e 10th floor..looked for Ah Ma's door but find nth..Jason n me were v confused, izzit tt we hv gone to e wrong floor? Den Jason said..:" Shi bu shi 8 lou ar?( Izzit e 8th floor?)"..den Mum cudnt bear laughing when Jason n I were stepping into e lift again. She said Ah Ma had juz recently changed her door..tts y I tink Ah Ma's hse's door looks lyk a Malay family living in it.
Dinner at Ah Ma's hse was e greatest one ever..firstly was tinkin nt to go, rather stay at home play xbox, realli din regret e decision made today.
There were yummy fish fillets, seaweed n wasabi seasonings, chicken wings, yummy rice which tasted lyk jap rice, yummy veggies n cool chrysanthemum drink. Kai was e last of us( Min Yu, me, Ru Yue, Ming Xuan) to leave e table, I said to him:" Wa..u v hungry hor?" he kept nodding his head n eating his chicken wing...haha.
Haiz..PSLE approaching le..left only 9 days..wahahahah..aso dun feel lyk revising recently. N com is goin to spoil liao..ALAMAK~! Gotta sleep le..v late for me liao..NITE NITEZ!
what we could have been, 10:39 PM.
Friday, September 24, 2004
Yoz people~! Juz here to let you know the latest happenings~!
Yoyo ppl..haha..cannot say 'I am back' cos exam hvnt over yet.Juz here to post sumth..
Recently gt hooked on F.I.R., Ashlee Simpson n Ayumi's new single : INSPIRE..haha. Den dun feel quite lyk revising these days although exam is coming soon..11 days to PSLE.
Tuesday, 21 September
Woah~! Today heng heng ar..
Din quite remember wad happened b4 recess today..but sumth happened AFTER recess..while lining up in e hall.
Went up wif Hui Ping to e hall, den saw Andrew n Shaun Kam sittin in btw e line, which e line is our class's. Den Andrew kept saying :" MOVE UP!" I refused to listen to his command, n 'arugued' wif him. Den sumhow Charmaine, TK, n Celena, Sylvia n Jun Yuan them came up but I s'pose its them. Andrew stand up (I am aso standing up bhind him), den we shouted, shouted, shouted den was lyk..I DIN DREW CLOSER TO HIM OK?~! He bend slowly towards me n still shouting, den was lyk..he tip-toed lar..I guess, den in front right or my eyes or mouth was his~! AHH~! Den after 1 or 2 mins, we finally stopped shouting. The last shout even had echo through e whole hall. Ppl were lookin at us, we turned to them n walked away. Den TK were repeating away tt :" Aiyo! Ni men cha yi dian qing dao leh! ( U guys nearly kissed!)" I was flaming furious. DJ n gang were whistling away, Shaun Kam kept shouting :" EH! YI LE! Andrew nearly kiss Hui Yi, u nt angry ar? U nv beat Hui Yi ar?" I was thinkin to myself..'Heng..luckily no one knocked me or him frm behind when we were shouting away..PHEW!'..haha!
Wednesday, 22 September
Hmm..dun quite remember liaoz..juz remembered Mr Seah found out I was 'going gd along' wif Catholic High boys..X_X
Thursday, 23 September
WAHAHA~! Today's happening is definitely worth to write~!
After sch today, me, The Obedient n Decent girls(Charmaine, TK, Celena, Hui Ping) went to 7-Eleven to buy Tom Yum instant noodles n eat..*YUM YUM! Thinkin of tt makes me hungry. We had a Tom Yum Eating Competition ma..den I 1st! Wahahaha~! Was actually TK de..but my cup has lesser noodles left, so I won lor.
Celena was realli funni I tell u, she din put enough water for it to cook den she ended up half angry n sad..:" We she me mei you tang de? We she me bu la de?" (Why dun hv soup one? Why nt spicy one?) den Charmaine laughed till her whole nose was red n TK was laughing till she stood dwn n Im nt distracted, so I continued finishing my noodles.
Den nxt wk probably eat Smoked Burgers Competition..or Eat 2 Cups of Tom Yum Noodles Competition..haha~! But muz find sponsor..keke. We saw Kar Im, Sylvia n JY, was s'pose to ask Kar Im n JY to join us one, but Hui Ping n TK warned me tt she eat noodles lyk drinking water lydat, so din invite her lor.
TODAY!
Nth much..BYE!
Check out Aaron Carter's songs~!
Artist: Aaron Carter
Song: I'm Gonna Miss You Forever
Hey Girl, I'm sad
I heard that you were leaving
You can't go, you're my best friend
I'm sure gonna miss you
I always think about you
All the time you're on my mind
We played together you and I
I can't believe that its true
Now I have to see you leave
You're the only one for me
My girlfriend, my best friend
I don't wanna see you go
I just wanna let you know that
I have a crush on you
I can't wait no longer girl
To say what I feel
I'm gonna miss you forever
I'm gonna miss you girl
Gonna miss you girl
I'm gonna miss you forever
I'm gonna miss you girl
Gonna miss you girl
The first time that I saw you
I knew it from the very start
You had a place deep in my heart
I can't believe that it's true
Now it's time for you to leave
And Baby I just can't believe
My girlfriend, my best friend
I don't wanna see you go
I just wanna let you know that
I have a crush on you
I can't wait no longer girl
To say what I feel
I'm gonna miss you forever
I'm gonna miss you girl
Gonna miss you girl
I'm gonna miss you forever
I'm gonna miss you girl
Gonna miss you girl
You and me together
Girl, I'll wait forever
It's only the matter of time
'Coz I never wanna see you go
I just wanna let you know
That I can't wait no longer girl
To say what I feel
I'm gonna miss you forever
I'm gonna miss you girl
Gonna miss you girl
I'm gonna miss you forever
I'm gonna miss you girl
Gonna miss you girl
I'm gonna miss
Gonna miss you...
what we could have been, 2:49 PM.
Saturday, September 18, 2004
PSLE Listening Compre~! Teacher from other school is so~ disgusting!
Hihi~!
Had PSLE LC today..tt teacher was so~ disgusting..EWW~! Fancy wiping his sweat wif his handkerchief in front of us! Even gt hairs on his mole..haha~! *winx winx
Den Chi LC was quite OK..quite hard actually. Cos all e options were so~ dam close to e ans.. Eng one was fine..I hv confident in it..but nt Chi..haha~! Though Im a Chinese~! *sticks out tongue
When we were walking to our classroom(6 Kindness = Our LC classroom), we saw e female teacher frm another sch..her harstyle was lyk..WOAH~! Lyk as if her hse juz gt explosion..haha~! Jun Yuan was laughing to us n pointing to her..n we cud nt stop laughing. Den gt 'poked' by JY today..I din sabo her ok, juz 'say' her lor..funni n unlogical onez..-.-...bo liao!
B4 I forgot, Su Ling doesnt or cannot come dis 2 wks..cos her fren juz gt chicken pox n she scared tt she will pass tt disease onto me n my family..so? FREEDOM~! But aso quite dangerous n risky fer me cos PSLE approaching...
Gotta stop liao..goin to Chinatown to eat dim sum wif Keow Yi them n Mum..den muz revise!
PS: Got few gd songs here, plus one sang by Ayumi, INSPIRE, has Romaji n Eng translation~! Ayu's voice is quite strong in INSPIRE, has e Italian theme..but cant find GAME..*sob sob*
PSS: Ayu dyed her hair back to black n is longer than e single Moments!(...who cares?)
Artist: Ashlee Simpson
Song: Pieces Of Me
On a Monday, I am waiting
Tuesday, I am fading
And by Wednesday, I can't sleep
Then the phone rings, I hear you
And the darkness is a clear view
Cuz you've come to rescue me
Fall... With you, I fall so fast
I can hardly catch my breath, I hope it lasts
[Chorus:]
Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you know me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
I am moody, messy
I get restless, and it's senseless
How you never seem to care
When I'm angry, you listen
Make me happy it's a mission
And you won't stop til I'm there
Fall... Sometimes I fall so fast
When I hit that bottom
Crash, you're all I have
[Chorus:]
Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you known me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
How do you know everything I'm about to say?
Am I that obvious?
And if it's written on my face...I hope it never goes away... yeah
On a Monday, I am waiting
And by Tuesday, I am fading into your arms...So I can breathe
[Chorus:]
Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you've know me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
Ohhhhh
I love how you can tell
Ohhhhh
I love how you can tel
lAll the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me...
Artist: Ayumi Hamasaki
Song: INSPIRE - INSPIRE Single
Jap:
fusa wa shisou na egao erande
moto morashi serifu narabete
atama nnaka mashiro de
Kanjyou nakushita furi wa soro soro owari ni shite
*Sou hito wa hitori ja ikirenai
Sonna atari mae no koto to ka
Sou ai datte na kya ikirenai
Imasara mi ni shimiteru
**Mou konna jidai dakaratte
Sorette dou iu iiwake
Nee ai dato ka yume dato ka wo
Kuchi ni suru koto wa, kakko warui koto nanka janai
Dare ni muke ta kotoba nano ka
Nanno tame no katei nano ka,
Ikiru tte nan nano ka
Moshimo dashika na kodae atara tsumannai yo ne
***Mou mayou hitsuyou nanka nai
Mamori daimono nara wakatteru
Mou hikikaesu koto wa dekirunai
Sonna no shyouchi no ue
****Sou nando datte tachiagaru
Kabe nande kowasu shite shi mae baii
Nee mada mada kore kara nan janai
Michi ga tsuzuku kakiri, tobira nara a itekewaii
* (repeat)
** (repeat)
*** (repeat)
**** (repeat)
Romaji translation:
Giving a smile fit for each situation
Saying plausible words
I go blank
It's about time to end up pretending to be impassive
*No one can live alone
No one can live without love
Though they are matters of course
Now I keenly feel so
**You are blaming on this age
But what is the excuse for?
You see?
To talk about love or dream
Is not uncool at all
Whom are the words for?
What is the process for?
What does it mean to live?
If there are definete answers, don't you think it's boring?
***I don't have to hesitate any more
I know what I want to protect
It's too late to turn back,Which I know very well
****Yes, I stand up again and again
If there is a wall, we can break it
Don't you think our lives have only just begun?
So long as there is a way, we can open the door
* (repeat)
** (repeat)
*** (repeat)
**** (repeat)
what we could have been, 1:34 PM.
Thursday, September 16, 2004
AHH~! PSLE Listening Comprehension coming soon!
Ohaiyo~!
Realli gotta work hard liaoz..last 'thing' for me to prepare. Din did quite well in e Chi LC during supplementary today..got 17 marks..WAHAHAHA~! Den Eng LC..ok lor. Got 18 marks for last yr's LC paper.
Today during chi supplementary v funni..haha. Ms Gwee told us to sit somehow 'according' to e places where we r s'pose to sit on e actual day. Den Ed is sittin in front of e radio, which e volume is turned realli high. Den Hui Ping is even worse, in front of her is JY..on her left side is Andrew, right side is Yi Le, back is Gladys...all gurls bside Hui Ping all link to Andrew one..haha! She say tt later she scared she chao ta..cos e fight btw those gurls r...WOAH~!
Tokin abt funni things happen during today's supplementary was tt, Ms Gwee had started e CD..doesnt hv sound fer e few secs..n Ed was distracted. Den when e sound boomed outta e radio, Ed jumped on his seat..haha! I asked Ed needa borrow earplugs frm Chee Hui or nt..cos after e LC..he is sure to b deaf..haha!
Aiya..nth much to say liao..juz gotta work hard for e upcoming PSLE in 2 weeks..haha! Gambateh~!
Artist: Ashlee Simpson
Song: Shadow
I was six years old
When my parents went away
I was stuck inside a broken life
I couldn't wish away
She was beautiful
She had everything and more
And my escape was hiding out and running for the door
Somebody listen please
It used to be so hard being me
Living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
Living in a nightmare
A never-ending sleep
But now that I am wide awake
My chains are finally free
Don't feel sorry for me
All the days collided
One less perfect than the next
I was stuck inside someone else's life and always second best
Oh, I love you now 'cause now I realizeThat it's safe outside to come alive in my identity
So if you're listening
There's so much more to me you haven't seen
Living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
Living in a nightmare
A never-ending sleep
But now that I am wide awake
Then I can finally see
Don't feel sorry for me-
Mother, sister, father, sister, mother
Everything's cool now
Mother, sister, father, sister, mother
Everything's cool now
Oh, my life is good
I've got more than anyone should
Oh, my life is good
And the past is in the past
I was living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
I'm living in a new day
I'm living it for me
And now that I am wide awake
Then I can finally see
Don't feel sorry for me
Don't feel sorry, don't feel sorry for me
Don't feel sorry, don't feel sorry for me
Living in, living in, living in the shadow
Living in, living in, living in a new day
what we could have been, 6:18 PM.
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
WAA~! Thousands of thing piling on my head..gotta ground myself from loadsa things~!
...WA KAO~! WA KAO~! WA KAO~! WA KAO~!!
Gotten back Prelim results le..did quite badly fer math..improved on sci..mantained on eng..dropped on chi..T-T..*sob sob*..
Den ytd nite when I showed Dad, Rina n Bro my report bk. Not fair lor..received alot of scolding..(which is realli obvious n needed)..criticizing..(I HATE TT!)..reprimand..loadsa bad things u can tink abt.
Wa..even said hor..I go ITE better lor..dun wan to study lor..shud quit sch lor..shud go n die lor. He said lyk as if he v clever lydat..he replace me for e PSLE exam lar! All he knos is to scold scold scold..wad else can he do? He only starts work on November, now, at home, he juz looked lyk a useless person..worse than a handicapped. Morning, wake up, wash face, brush teeth, eat, watch soccer, go dwnstairs to tok to his fren, den come up to eat, den went dwn again. Im glad tt he finds his frens to tok cos u kno wad? He looks lyk a total useless, good-for-nothing person!
Dun wanna tok abt him anymore..makes my blood boil...ARGHHH~!
Evrytym tell me go to Mavis tution centre to hv tution..den he kept repeating e 'fact' (which I TOTALLY DUN BLIV) tt he fren's son's math's grade shot up all e way to A frm a U-grade...INCREDIBLE RITE?!
Guess I'll hv to change blogskin sia..haiz..but no music wud fit into e 'Forever Friends' skin..nt even Avril's nor Ayumi's. Tink I wun b posting posts for quite a while..gotta ground myself frm using com n study hard hard HARD~!
Den PSLE LC is aso approaching soon..dis Sat..wa l~i~ao~~..revise lyk siow lor. Almost evryday hv at least 2 LC compres...n summore 6 Hope turned e volume of e radio so high, loud n noisy, tt Sylvia insisted teacher turning on e volume louder than theirs. Can aso hear choruses..haha. Alot of classes r preparing fer e LC dis Sat. Aiya..dun waste anymore time..gotta watch Naruto~! WAHAHAHAH~! SAYO~NARA!
Artist: Ashlee Simpson
Song: Autobiography
You think you know me
Word on the street is that you do
You want my history
What others tell you won't be true
I walked a thousand miles while everyone was asleep
Nobody's really seen my million subtleties
Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirt
Right now I'm solo, but that will be changing eventually, oh
Got bruises on my heart and sometimes I get dark
If you want my auto, want my autobiography
Baby, just ask me
I hear you talking
Well, it's my turn now
I'm talking back
Look in my eyes
So you can see just where I'm at
I walked a thousand miles to find one river of peace
I walked a million more to find out what this shit means
Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirt
Right now I'm solo, but that will be changing eventually, oh
Got bruises on my heart and sometimes I get dark
If you want my auto, want my autobiography
Baby, just ask me
I'm a bad ass girl in this messed up world
I'm the sexy girl in this crazy world
I'm a simple girl in a complex world
A nasty girl, you wanna get with me?
You wanna mess with me?
Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirt
Right now I'm solo, but that will be changing eventually, oh
I laugh more than I cry
You piss me off, good-bye
Got bruises on my heart and sometimes I get dark
If you want my auto, want my autobiography
Baby, just ask me
what we could have been, 3:36 PM.
Saturday, September 11, 2004
Yo people~! "Long time no blog" liao~!
Yoz ppl..long time no 'blog' le..haha.
Got loads to write today. Hmm..lemme see..wad date is today?..Sept 11?! WTF! Actually can watch e 'Osama' show on TV one but we din suscribe to HBO..so..pity lor.
Tuesday, 7 September
AHH~! Pig pig pig~!
Slept frm 7pm to 7am today..WAHAHAHA! Was s'pose to take a lil' nap but I told myself to slp as long as I want..so ended up slping 12 hrs throughout..haha! Dis is e incident I can clearly remember..
Wednesday, 8 September
Hmm..dun quite remember liao..cos hv STM..(Short Term Memory loss)..haha.
Thursday, 9 September
YIPEE~! Joined e maths tution today! (UGHHH! Arent I s'pose to b sulking?) Went sort-of 'extra early' to sch today. Den saw Hazlina, Chee Hui, Lisa, Celena n Charmaine outside e bus-stop gate tokin n waitin fer frens. Was s'pose to meet Gladys de lar..but she said tt she wud slp longer n felt v excited goin to sch today..I dun even kno y wud she feel excited goin to sch today until I reached sch. Hearing tt she was excited, I tot she was excited cos it is e 1st day of e math tution in dis wk of holidays.
We(Charmaine, Celena, Hazlina, Chee Hui, Lisa n me) walked into e sch gate n at at e concourse. Den came Siti..Syafiqah..Hui Ping..Xiao Li..Jia Ying together wif Kar Im..Shaun Kam n e birthday gurl..Gladys.
Tt was e time I knew tt today was her bdae. So din gave her present lor..haha! Cos was too excited abt e math tution. Den she started giving out goodies..u kno wad usually happens when a kindergarten kid celebrates his bdae? Yep..giving out yummy goodies to his frens.
Friday, 10 September
Walked home wif Hui Ping today..cos Gladys, Aud, Kar Im n Sylvia them were in a 'gang'..dunno how to explain but its juz tt Gladys is learning more n more bad stuffs frm them liao loh. Den me n Hui Ping were protesting all e way..haha.
Reached home, saw Bro watching Naruto..haha. So funni sia. U shud hv watched it..u wud laugh ur head off.
I chionged through 7 episodes..but gt rest lar..tt 'rest' is when Mum is hurrying me to wash my shoes..-.-" Watched all e way till 11pm plus ba..frm 7pm loh..haha! *winx winx
TODAY!
Juz finished tution n juz received a call frm Su Ling. She said tt she took e bus n it went passed North Vista Secondary. She described tt e building was juz lyk e old Holy Innocent High..*doink..Tink Im nt goin to tt sch any more..building so lork kok. So..1 choice of sch DOWN! PS: Mei n Kai r coming to my hse tmr! YIPEE~!
Artist: Ashlee Simpson
Song: Just Let Me Cry (Freaky Friday theme)
I'm about to lose control
I, I don't know why
Why you need some reason to feel lost inside
You, you know that I'm alright
You know that I'm just the kind of girl that feels so hurt and smiles
I don't use excuses
Don't ask whyIt's just a breakdown
It happens all the time
So get out of my face
Don't even try
Ya wanna help me, just let me cry
Yeah I loved you all my life
You don't even know a thing I feel inside
No, by the look in my eye
That I'm just fine but I might need you to hold me tight
I don't use excuses
Don't ask why
It's just a breakdown
It happens all the time
So get out of my face
Don't even try
Ya wanna help me, just let me cry
I don't use excuses
Don't ask why
It's just a breakdown
It happens all the time
So get out of my face
Don't even try
Ya wanna help me, just let me cry
I had a bad day, I'll cry if I want to, cry if I want to, cry
I had a bad day, I'll cry if I want to, cry if I want to, cry
I had a bad day, I 'll cry if I want to, cry if I want to, cry
I had a bad day, I'll cry if I want to, cry if I want to, cry
Just let me.... cry
Just let me cry, I'm crying, I'm breaking down.........
I'm breaking down just let me cry
I don't use excuses
Don't ask why
It's just a breakdown
It happens all the time
So get out of my face
Don't even try
Ya wanna help me, just let me cry
I don't use excuses
Don't ask why
It's just a breakdown
It happens all the time
So get out of my face
Don't even try
Ya wanna help me, just let me cry
what we could have been, 3:30 PM.
Monday, September 6, 2004
ARGHHH~! What is going on around me these days?! Can someone tell me please?!
*mimicking Malcolm in The Sims-bustin' Out game* DAM!
Alrite..watched Diamond Dustdrops n DN Angels..was pretty gd..BUT NOW! I AM REAL FURIOUS! Bro installed e new cpu into our com..making ALL MY FAVE PICS N STUFFS GONE! N wads even worse..I ONLY HV A LIMITED ACCOUNT! WAAAAAAAAA~! I kno if Im e com administrator..I wud install 'rubbish' into dis com but..there's NO FREEDOM FOR ME EVRYTYM!
And recently..Al n Sylvia were hiding sumth frm me..I dunno WADDE HECK it is. They even said tt when time is ripe..they'll tell me..well..guessed Al trusted Sylvia more than me....!! Gotta stop..some weird noise is comin frm dis com..
what we could have been, 7:12 PM.
Saturday, September 4, 2004
OOF~! Had headache whole day~! Not feeling so good..X_X
Har~loz...*dizzy
Feel lyk vomitting rite now..BLURGHHH~! Muz b tt I slept too much today..PIG ar! Ytd slept ard 11pm lydat..was considered early for me but no choice lor..dun wanna hv darker panda eyes mah..so slept early loh.
Den e whole morning was awake..but din hv alot of energy,so continued to sleep though Im still awake. Slp slp slp..heard clearly tt Bro was watching Dou Yu aka The Outsiders. Woke up at 11.30am..was nt v balanced while standing. Ate breakfast..do tution hw..watch tv..see Bro play Crazy Taxi 3.
Aiya..still feel v dizzy n head v heavy lor..slp aso cannot cure dis prob..watching tv n reading is making it even worse..wad can I do? Now waiting fer Sis to buy burgers back home as dinner loh..*YUM! YUM! SLURP!
Tution today felt lyk wad was an eternity..cos Su Ling(my tution teacher aso Rina's sec sch fren lar!) suddenly told me abt her stoopid, moronic, pathetic dreams. Gt end of r world..(*TOUCH WOOD!) blah blah blah..u name it, she dreamt of it. Felt even worse during e whole 2hr tution..world was lyk swirling ard me..realli dam dizzy..adding to e 'untrustworthy' issue which I arugued wif Al..made it even worse.
Wad was even worse was..I saw Bro n Mum 'ransacking' my wallet..THEY DUN HV RESPECT FOR OTHER PPL'S PRIVACY! IT DOESNT MEAN TT IM E YOUNGEST IN E FAMILY MEANS TT THEY HV E RITE TO FUMBLE OVER MY THINGS! WUD THEY LYK IT IF I WERE TO FUMBLE UP THEIR THINGS WITHOUT THEIR PERMISSION?! *calms down..
Guessed Im more agreesive..unreasonable..petty n tempermental these days. tts e reason which made Al almost broke frenship wif me. Aiya..headache gettin even worse liao..gotta stop..BYEZ!
Artist: Alicia Keys
Song: If I Ain't Got You
Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
And I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial
[Chorus:]
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, Yeah
Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love him
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share
With no one who truly cares for me
[Chorus:]
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, you, you
Some people want it al
lBut I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, yeah
[Outro:]
If I ain't got you with me baby
So nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby
what we could have been, 7:59 PM.
Friday, September 3, 2004
AHH~! Joining the 'maths so-so' group soon enough!
Wahahahahah! T-T
Juz gonna write a short post..hvnt ate lunch yet...*hungry
I mati liao..joining Syafiqah,Kar Im,Saiful n Sylvia them fer e maths tution by Mr Seah..WAHAHAHA~! KA NA SAI~! Cos my marks alrdy v dangerous..haiz..borderline sia..BORDERLINE. If I were to join them..I SHUD HV JOINED THEM AGES AGO! Telling me to join now is useless cos exams r approaching n Im gettin' a last-min revision..to memorise all e formulars n stuffs. As e chi saying goes..'Ling shi bao fuo jiao'..if it is translated..its wud b funny..'Last minute hug Buddha's leg'...HAHAHA! It means gettin last min stuffs rdy when u r nt prepared at all...BUT I AM PREPARED! Juz wanna aim high fer my PSLE. Saw Mei's 'antique' diary which has nt been posted ages ago..den suddenly came to my mind was..she is ASO taking PSLE nxt yr.
Hmm..abt e choices of schs huh? Well umm..bro decided few fer me..they r:
1. Xinmin Secondary School
2. Nan Chiau High School
3. Bowen Secondary School
Yep..but I wud rather DIE than enrolling in Bowen cos they s**ked! Its lyk he's controlling my life n *using American accent* N DO U KNO?! TT I HATE PEOPLE HU MAKE DECISIONS FOR ME WHEN I DUN WAN THEM TO?!
Oh yar..forgt to tell u guys..
Ytd during MT lessons..Ms Gwee shouted..screamed..cried..'BANGED' real hard. Well umm..'BANG' means banging her fist n bks on e teacher's table lar! Evry1 was laughing secretly lor..cos of..*giggles* e way she uses e tissue to clean her nose..HAHAHAHA! Ok ok lar..she v cham alrdy lor. Today aso gt shout..cos of tt Charcoal Lee..(aka Sylvia LRT) lar! Ytd she was alrdy so mad n reminded Charcoal Lee to complete her xi zi. Den today made her blood boil..din complete aso..only written 4 words...4 WORDS?! WA KAO~! Made e whole class today cham aso..only those hu hv COMPLETED their xi zi can go fer recess..WA PIANG~! n WA KAO~! 3 lessons upper ini?! Den me,Aud,Ed,Shaun Kam n Nic were e early onez..oh yar..n Guo Yuan too. My stomach was groling loudly cos I beared my hunger when I was doing my xi zi..n WADS EVEN WORSE TODAY was..TODAY IS E VEGETARIAN DAY~! AHH~! Den all e food I ate cant fill up my stomach..*cries..guess hv to stop now, muz hv my lunch b4 I faint on e desk when hving tution..BYEZ!
what we could have been, 4:32 PM.
Thursday, September 2, 2004
Wahahaha~! Had a long day outside home!
Yoz...
Went to Compass Point(CP) wif Sylvia,JY n Kar Im today after sch after we had our lunch. Den took NE-line to Heartland Mall(HLM)
We took 161 at e bus-stop near Kar Im's hse..saw Zhen Qi,Steph,Sheila n Vincent there aso waiting same bus as us.When reached e upper-deck of e bus..Kar Im was tokin to JY n I was tokin to Sylvia.Den Sylvia n Kar Im folded their socks into ankle socks(we were sitting at e extreme back of e bus) n unbutton e first button..(dun tink crooked hor!).Sylvia n Kar im said :" Wa..Jia Ying hai you Hui Yi zhe yang guai ar? Mei you ba wa zhi zhe qu ankle socks ar?" den I said :" Ya lor..we v guai one..xing Cai de ren dou hen guai de..hor Jia Ying?" den I made e V-sign to JY n Jy made it back to me..both laughing.Sylvia went to Sheila's place n borrowed marker n umm..*dun tell any1! VANDALISED e back seats.Ok ok..tink I shud nt say any further otherwise u guys wud b calling e police.
While waiting in e MRT..we saw 5 Holy Innocent high bois sitting opposite us..one was hving a hp in his hands n Sylvia said to us tt he was cute..BLAH! He looks SO~ YUCK! Den reached Hougang station..tt guys walked outta e MRT n walked in again b4 e door closes. Den Sylvia say he v cute lor..*PUI! PUI!..tt u call cute?! I call it MORONIC, IDIOTIC, PATHETIC!
We said nonsensical stuffs..Kar Im said tt all our complexion r fair one except fer Sylvia..den made a V-sign evrytym we 'compare'..haha..lame hor? After Heartland..we went to buy stuff..took neoprint..went to Super Bowl to watch Guo Jun, Cheerene, Jenson, Qi Xiang, n Darrion them play. Sylvia was repeating abt buying e Veet thing..hair removal cream..(SHH~! Dun tell any1!).Cos I aso no choice..hv to buy fer my cousin.Nagged me to buy...*OOF! Sylvia said tt if u r gonna tear tt wax strip off ur skin..ur gonna b shouting 'MERCY!' We saw e 'roller' one..dam dear(dear = expensive) lor..19.90..n e wax strips ar? 12.90 to 19.90 sumtin lydat..12.90 is 10 pieces..!! Gtg..sis is back!
Artist: Clay Aiken
Song: Invisible
Whatcha’ doin’ tonight
I wish I could be a fly on your wall
Are you really alone
Who's stealin' your dreams
Why can't I bring you into my life
What would it take to make you see that I'm alive
[Chorus]
If I was invisible
Then I could just watch you in your room
If I was invincible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I could just tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible(Wait..I already am)
Saw your face in the crowd
I call out your name
You don't hear a sound
I keep tracing your steps
Each move that you make
Wish I could read what goes through your mind
Wish you could touch me with the colors of your life
[Chorus]
If I was invisible
Then I could just watch you in your room
If I was invincible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I can just tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible(Wait..I already am)
I reach out
But you don't even see me
Even when I'm scream out
Baby, you don't hear me
I am nothing without you
Just a shadow passing through...
[Repeat Chorus]
If I was invisible...
If I was invisible...
If I was invisible...
If I was invisible...
If I was invisible...
If I was invisible...
what we could have been, 5:15 PM.
Wednesday, September 1, 2004
Finally can post! Got loads to write!
Felt so gd after wks of cannot-post-into-blog times..YAHOO~! Emm..lemme see e date..OH GAWD..today is Sept 1.
Gt loads of unusual happenings around me on tt -faithful- wk..sum kinda forgotten all abt it..only cud remember some.
Saturday, 28 August
Heard tt Anna, Andrew, Yi Le, Aud, Wei Loon, Anna's cousin, Kai Jie n Qi Ming went to Heartland Mall today.
WOA~! Anna n Aud wore bare-backs there..haha. Wunder how wud they look lyk..cos I din go..gt tution sia..T-T. Den Aud n Yi Le(aka Eileen) took e card neoprint..Anna, Qi Ming them took e stickers one.
Qi n Kai left early cos they gt e performance to do..so Aud nv saw e 'gd' show..haiz..
Sunday, 29 August
Gawd..had tution again today..X_X..die. So nth much to write abt today.
Monday, 30 August
Called Al after my dinner..was s'pose to hv a nice chat wif him on e phone but he juz had dis unwilling tone when tokin to me. One thing is for sure, Qi Ming lyks Anna..WU HOO~! Ok..it actually happens lyk dis: Anna, Qi n Kai were having conference over e phone n Kai was rushing Qi to tell Anna sumtin..well..he did. Kai rushed Qi, saying :"Speak up u moron!", den Qi said to Anna, :"Anna..I hv sumtin to tell u..I..I lyk u."
WOA SEH~! Anna gt alot of mei li hor? At least better than Eileen. Anna described to me on e phone saying tt she was rly shocked of wad Qi has told her on e phone. I reminded her tt it cud b a momentarily-crush on Anna..so cannot accept him first..Anna agreed too.
Tinking of tt..whenever Anna takes out e neoprint she took wif Andrew them n Qi, she wud kept saying tt Qi is cute..well umm..I agreed too..haha..true mah! So I was e 'middle person' on e phone. Al was on e 1st line n Anna was on e sec line. Anna wanted me to tel Al, to ask Qi, whether:
1.How long wud he wait till he no longer lyks tt girl?
2.Can he wait till PSLE is over?
3.Is he a flirt?
Haha..I nearly forgotten these when I was tokin to Al. Al was s'pose to go out wif Anna, Joshua, Kai n Qi on Wed. Den Al was askin me to do a favour for him..n true enuf, he need nt open his mouth to tell me..haha. I replied :"U wanted me to ask Anna if she cud go out on Wed?"..he was shocked lor..cos he hvnt tell me den I kno liao..haha..can surely read his mind.
He was repeating :"U r so~ clever! So smart! So..cud u do me dis favour? Pls pls pls?"..I was lyk..'Alrite alrite..' So I called Anna n asked her n she told me she cud nt go cos she had promised to go out wif her cousins to Far East to shop on tt day..so I hv to call back Al n tell him..n it goes on n on n on n on.. Finally can catch my breathe. Den Al asked Qi abt e 3 ques n called Anna..but Anna's sista(Karin hor) was using e phone, told him to called later but ended up din call..so muz wait fer days till she can get e ans frm Qi.
Tuesday, 31 August
ALAMAK~! Today gt do Singapore Workout yet I hv, once again, forgotten to bring my PE attire...T-T. Aiya..as e saying goes..:"Wad can b done, cannot b undone." n :"Always look on e bright side of life!".Was rly excited n anxious abt e Teachers' Day celebration today. Lined up bhind 4 Wisdom. Den hor! Mdm Shamana din hv enuf space to walk..so wad d'ya tink?! She told me to sit CLOSER to Nic..WA KAO~! N she was giggling away. Den Kok Guan, hu is sitting bhind us, kept saying :"Wa..u two make a perfect couple, do u kno tt?", Nic n I was flaring up ever since tt Teachers' Day rehersal when Kok guan n Eileen Quek sat bhind us.
Wehn it was abt our turn, Nic went bside e stage to get rdy n I was searching e hall for Mr Seah..finally found him tokin to Miss Teo at e left side of e hall. Evry1 laughed at e presentation(hey..its nt bad ok? Juz funni..tts all)..asked :"Is he handsome? But Mr Handsome does nt need to put on e smile"..Mr Seah, too, was aso laughing away.
TODAY!
Was s'pose to go n watch, Garfield - The Movie, wif Keow Yi, Kai, Mei, Me n Mum..bcos tt I hv alrdy watched it..so they din go..mayb tts nt e main reason. Cos Mei went to Sci Centre..hvnt came back..n Kai was hving his 'winter hibernation'..means slping lar. Den me leh? Slept frm ytd 7pm till today's 10am..WAHAHAHAHA! Pig! No wunder grow so tall..Den later needa study maths..sci..chi..n eng. N do all those damned test papers..UGHH!
Artist: Clay Aiken
Song: I Survived You
I see the picture clear now, the fog has lifted.
The wool you tried to pull over my eyes was clever.
Yeah you're gifted.
But you forgot to dot some I's, and cross some T's along the way.
I'm better now despite you baby.
I'm stronger these days.
Stronger.
[Chorus:]
I survived the crash.
Survived the burn.
Survived the worst, yeah baby, but I learned.
Survived the lies.
Survived the blues.
Almost killed me, but I survived the truth.
And when you wrote me off like I was doomed.
I survived you.
I can look in the mirror now.
It's been a slow awakening.
Haunted by a heart full of you, couldn't help mistaking.
That you could ever care for anyone.
Anyone but yourself.
Hey.But you would have to have a conscience baby.
Good luck I wish you well.
[Chorus]
I survived the crash.
Survived the burn.
Survived the worst, yeah baby, but I learned.
Survived the lies.
Survived the blues.
Almost killed me, but I survived the truth.
And when you wrote me off like I was doomed.
I survived you.
This heart has been torn in two.
Cut and bruised.
With too many bitter endings.
I'll be damned if I have thoughts of you
Rain on my new beginning.
[Chorus]
I survived the crash.
Survived the burn.
Survived the worst, yeah baby, but I learned.
Survived the lies.
Survived the blues.
Almost killed me, but I survived the truth.
And when you wrote me off like I was doomed.
I survived the crash.
Survived the burn.
Survived the worst, yeah baby, but I learned.
Survived the lies.
Survived the blues.
Almost killed me, but I survived the truth.
And when you wrote me off like I was doomed.
I survived you.
what we could have been, 1:42 PM.