Wednesday, August 31, 2005
gathering at XPS, so touchingmet XiaoLi and walked with her to Anna's house.she was with QiXiang, oo... hehe! =Dthen we walked to school.saw Jodie, Charmaine, YiLe, TzeKiat, Celena, Sylvia, Syafiqah, , Lisa, Ezra, DingJie and lots more people.hug-hugged Lisa, Sylvia.was so glad to see Syafiqah because we're in BAND AND ARE PROUD OF IT! ;Dwe were like, "HI~!" all the way for 5 full seconds.Sylvia they all were asking us, "siao arh?"haha, you can't blame us. we're too happy.I'm so glad to see Syafiqah looking so cheerful and healthy ;)take care, -hugs-, I love you girl! =)before I could chant Charmaine, "CHIO BU", YiLe, Charmaine, Tze Kiat, Syafiqah and Celena already started it on me.Charmaine said I looked more feminine le, haha.I VERY TOMBOY LAST TIME MEH?! >:(haha. joking de lah.dun tell me that its because of my hairstyle, mini skirt, black shirt and black tote bag?-bhb-, LOL.then HuiPing came.saw Gillian, Priscillia, Georgina, PeiJun, Jelly, HuiXian they all there.Estelle also, unbelievable.even saw Mavis, haha, joking lah.she not from my school, she from YCKPS.she just sort of sneaked in with Cecilia....MR SEAH!me, HuiPing, Charmaine, Celena, Tze Kiat, YiLe were chatting away.dunno why suddenly Ezra talk to us so much.he despo for girls arh? haha! xDthen he spotted Mr Seah for us.whoa, you can't imagine how I ran.we ran like as if we saw some treasure, haha.gave him presents and went to find Ms Gwee.gave her present and went to Mr Seah there because we saw alot of 6 Wisdom 2004 people sitting around Mr Seah at the concourse stage and chat.we joined in lor.lemme name em' all out:XiaoLi, Lisa, Charmaine, HuiPing, TzeKiat, YiLe, Sylvia, Anna, HweiTeng, Nicholas, Adrian, WeiLoon, Shawn, Andrew, DJ, Bryan, GuoYuan, CheeHui, HengYi, ShiMin, KarIm, JiaYing.its over 20 students surrounding Mr Seah, haha.I almost broke in tears, again, when I saw Syafiqah *my best friend when we were doing interview with Mr Seah last year* and Charmaine, HuiPing, Celena, TzeKiat *my group of very best friends last year*. YiLe, DJ, Jodie, my AhJie, AhGor and AhMei.haha. so heartwarming.'dismissal'!I was so engrossed in hearing them talking when I turned back and saw Charmaine and co. not behind me.I thought they had left without me.I called TzeKiat and said that they went home le.I dun care, I walked and saw them walking towards the kopitiam.Syafiqah was there also.-sigh-, Celena doesn't know the news of Syafiqah yet.and its difficult for Syafiqah to tell Celena personally, so I had to tell Celena instead.she was shocked, obviously.I mean, how can such a healthy person suffer from such illness?its not fair.pei Syafiqah walk to XMS and then she went for Band.we encouraged each other to work hard in Band and see each other at 2008's SYF. ;D, SYF, here we come! must jia you!then the rest of us went to re-live our old times.ate TomYam instant noodles as usual.but HuiPing opted for smoke burger, haha.hai, the old time.we should have ate at the AngMoh supermarket's benches there.Celena, once again, almost forgot to put the soup base for her noodles, haha.same incident like before.luckily Charmaine reminded her.paid for my noodles as well as Charmaine's.after eating, I hypnotised them with ghost stories which yusra told me.HuiPing screamed a little at the 'Jane and Michelle' one.Charmaine screamed like crazy when I told her the 'Egg' one.haha! ;)went to buy grass jelly drink and walked to the playground we used to spend our time after school.so many memories there.pity Gladys is not here. I guess she has some feud with some ex 6 Wisdom people present there.we played the fitness stuffs lah.then chat for a little more while, Celena had to go home.chat about everything under the sun.from personal topics to phonecalls made by FRIENDS and its sometimes very irritating.that happens to HuiPing and me, haha.from the playground, we chatted until the CiYuan court there.because there were no shade.HuiPing's AhGor, Vincent called and HuiPing chatted on the phone with him for about 15 minutes.she told us to 'save her' by shouting,"FINISH TALKING ON PHONE LE MAH?!"haha, so funny.I felt so much better chatting with my old pals.I can pour out everything to them and they can solve with whatever they have.I'm so glad to have them as my friends. ;)chat a lil' more and we walked home.Charmaine walked to take bus while HuiPing accompanied me while she 'drop me off' at my house and she walked alone back home.I LOVE YOU CHARMAINE, HUIPING, CELENA, TZEKIAT, YILE, SYLVIA... ALL THOSE 6 WISDOM 2004 XINMIN PRIMARY PEOPLE! INCLUDING MY 'HALO' BEST FRIEND, SAIFUL! GOOD LUCK IN 'HALO'!oh yar, Saiful wanted to talk to me about something, *must be related to 'HALO'* when Bryan and WeiLoon bombarded me with questions that can I send them 'Shaman King' and 'Naruto' and 'Inuyasha' songs, LOL.see them so ke lian and so 'sincere', I agreed lor, haha.reg - 6.24pm- its not that I'm escaping from reality, its just so not true.i dun wan myself to believe in this when, if suddenly, comes out that its not true. then i'll be hurting myself then. i'm just thinking too much. STOP THINKING.
what we could have been, 5:47 PM.
happy teachers' day! xDI just wanna know why must we have breaks in the middle of a half-day school.why can't we just go through everything once and 'BING!', -snaps finger-, you get to go home.I LURVE the concet! xDit simply rawks lor!you see, the alumni rock band *correct?* performed 'Boulevard Of Broken Dreams'.its so WOW. =Dits my favourite song lor.but when it comes to the part where there's the 'F' word, the guy just simply censored it: didn't sing the word. and miracally, he managed to follow the song! three cheers!I wouldn't have 'revived this song' in my favourite song list if Daniel didn't send it to me. ;)then the other one was performed by Modern Dance.firstly there's this girl named Rashida, came and sang 'Helena' by My Chemical Romance. there were band also.the song was so familiar to me until I realised that its the song Danial send to me.I thought it was a noisy song but Mei said that it rawks lor.their dance rawks also.so gothic, simple.just plain white, black and maybe grey.they even took a black umbrella as the prop to accompany their dance.their make-up rawks too! xDeverything is so perfect for these 2 performances lor.they had this spiderweb thingie drawn around their right eye.the girls 'painted' their lips with lipstick duh, but not all.looks like those geishas in Japan.aw man, it rawks!SIMPLICITY RULES!'SIMPLE GOTHIC' RULES!haha, I dunno what 'simple gothic' means also.probably its not those biker type patterns lah.back to XPS!okay, I gotta end this post asap.gotta bathe, change, meet XiaoLi, then meet Anna.and what do I wear? hmm...BLACK! xDhaha, dunno lah.I call Charmaine they all lor.kaes, happy teachers' day y'all!PEACE! ;Preg - 12.31pm
what we could have been, 12:17 PM.
sianschool was usual today, -yawn-everytime feel so sleepy in the afternoon de... -yawns again-LiQin scared me that today's her last day in school.she's going to hopsital and stay for 1 year. then what about school?homeschool lor.-sigh-, I felt realy bad for her that time until she came and told me after school that its just only a prank, its not true at all!...is it that I'm just pure dumb like what AnChun described me as and easy to cheat or is just that LiQin's act is just too believable?-sigh-, got tricked again.yesterday was the whole 4 horror stories."FION! GIVE HAYLEY A CHANCE TO SERVE THE BALL! STOP SNATCHING FROM HER!"that's what I 'partly' shouted at her during PE.its really ridiculous lor.lemme ask you:you and your frens were playing volleyball.and you were at Fion's team, she always tries to hit the ball whenever she can.the ball now is coming at your direction and you are ready to hit it UNTIL FION CAME CUTTING IN YOUR DIRECTION AND HIT THE BALL SIDEWAY INSTEAD.isn't that infuriating? >:(I hate it whenever I play volleyball with her.she always makes those DISGUSTING sounds when she jump and reaches for the ball... when she couldn't even reach it.XiaoLi said that she stretchhhhed until like she wanna use her bust to hit it liddat, LOL! xDits really gross I assure you.I told XiaoLi they all, my group,cannot reach then dun reach for the ball lor. why must you pressure yourself to reach so high when you are not even that tall? please lah, look at yourself in the mirror before you do something which is not accepted by others.haha, RenYi and XiaoLi were laughing away. =Dthen the ball went sideways all the way until outside 1E1's classroom, the fitness corner there.dunno for what reason, me and Yusra started running after the ball and see who gets it first.we snatched and 'played' until I fell onto the floor, haha.so kuang lah. ;Dlonely shoppingit wasn't lonely at first until Rachel went home.firstly, Rachel came to my house to use com while I finish my lunch and get changed. then we set off the CP to buy presents.Mom told me to take those chicken essence to Mr Seah and other ex teachers tomorrow, why not? I won't have to spend a huge sum of money on presents.bought LiQin's burfday card at CP, YiRong's present at HLM... -shuush-, its a secret!then went to HM to buy pens, foolscape.sian... shopping alone.not so used to it right now. =(am i blind to everything i see?I dun seem to know what's really happening around me lately.I got tricked by Yusra and LiQin.is it that I'm plain naive or they are just experts in tricking people?am I too good to be tricked because I give in most of the time ever since young?I've already started the giving in habit since young.whenever me, Mom and KeowYi they all go shopping, Mei would ALWAYS be the first to choose the pink dress while I have to always stick to the blue one.its so sad.but if I dun give in and be stubborn for my friends, for myself, I'll feel very guilty.I mean, what happened to me?Naomi said that they dun hate each other le.har? I didn't know that.me and Rachel realised it too late and it might be too late to change her thinking of Naomi also.-sigh-YiRong and Rachel said that my admirer has been my side all the time.oh please! Singapore would snow.I've already told myself NOT TO LIKE HIM AGAIN because I'm crazy over him last time.and I nearly broke down when I confessed.if its true, *when I hope its not* then it would be so surprising because I'm just an 'extra'.I just wanna maintain a little-more-than-best-friend friendship.reg - 6.15pm
what we could have been, 5:31 PM.
made a fool of myself?- I think I said the wrong stuff during CME? and Ms Phua was staring at me for few seconds before she went back and talk to the class again.- Yusra hypnotised me and Rachel with a ghost story. -sigh-. sudden shocks can kill people you know?- clapped extremely loud and what Rachel calls, EXTRA, during assembly. what lor, I couldn't help it with the comments gave by the 'floor', audience lor. I couldn't agree more =)hypnotise~Fion asked if me and Rachel wanna hear Yusra's ghost story, so I thought,I've never been scared by any ghost stories before because I think that they're dumb, so why not?Rachel, Fion, Yusra and me all gathered around me and Rachel's desk and listened to the story carefully.-Yusra speaking in a calm and quiet tone-:"There was a twin, named Jane and Michelle.Michelle had a very good-looking boyfriend and Jane was jealous, so she killed Michelle.Then one day, she was at the shopping mall when she saw a crowd outside a shop.she went to have a closer look and found out that its Michelle's head.Jane asked Michelle,"Where is your body?""I dunno! I dunno! I dunno!", came the reply."How come you are here?""I dunno! I dunno! I dunno!", was the reply again."So who killed you?"..."YOU!"whoa, its so scary that me and Rachel screamed in the classroom because when Yusra said the "YOU!", her head came charging towards us.AHH... SO SCARY! >_<I've heard a few more of these hypnotising stories but I can't tell y'all, otherwise there'll be no fun.before this, I was talking to Rachel, telling her how to scare Daniel at night. hehe! -shuush-I told her what I said to scare him,"suddenly your whole computer screen turn blank! then a girl with long~ hair, red eyes, green lips and white make-up suddenly-"Rachel seemed extremely engrossed in this.Hayley scared her from behind the same time as me.JINX! =Pme: "..BOOM!, appear on your computer screen!"Hayley: "...BAHHH!"xD! You can't imagine how Rachel was scared.she screamed like crazy and 'fell' all the way to my lap.me and Hayley were high-five-ing each other, haha.and Rachel chased Hayley all over the classroom.return it TENFOLD?!1E1 won the debates lor.but I believed our class lost gloriously, ;DI forgot for what rhyme of reason, its either:A) Rachel started hitting Daniel in the canteenB) Daniel gave her one big slap on the back in the canteen-sigh-, old le lah! -boo hoo hoo-when Daniel gave Rachel that big whack on the bag, I immediately asked Rachel and Fion to take care of my hairband and handphone while I whack him back, tenfold.I was running like crazy with my heavy bag and 'bookstrap' of books lor.so heavy X_Xhit him abit only lah.then came running back and passed by former 5A2 classroom.Andrew was shouting, "VEGGIE!", weird. he hasn't called me ever since I 'lost' contact with my bunch of best primary school friends in this school.he asked why am I so sweating all over liddat, then I replied him I went to whack someone just now.Andrew's reaction was"OO..."=_="...Rachel arh... you must change arh.Rachel arh, everytime tries to find fault in anyone she likes to tease and is familiar with. and when that person offended her or whatever, she'll make the punishment TENFOLD back.yeah, I didn't count how many times Rachel asked me to pei her go chase Daniel and whack him on the back.then his friend were shouting,"Don't flirt lah Daniel!"haha! Rachel flirt with Daniel, Daniel flirt with Rachel wor!nevermind, I wish my best friend and AhMei all the best in a blossoming relationship.HOHO! HAHA! LOL! LMAO! xDRachel go whack Daniel's back and of course, he's sweating and his shirt is wet.Rachel was like, "EW!" then her hand kena his sweat, LOL.she went to wipe off the 'bacteria' at the classroom walls outside, haha.after all those whacking and stuffs, we were walking by the back gate mah.then dunno why, the three of us just stood there and talked for... 5 minutes?AIYA, S.T.M LAH! >:(Rachel was complaining like,"Why are we standing here?""Do you know its tired standing here?"haha, I know I know.but I just feel like not leaving school so fast.I wanna slack in school *WTF?!* because Chandini, Sophia, Cheryl, Julie, all my best band friends are staying back for make up lessons.but I can't possibly stay back and do nothing eh? ;)BUT I STILL DUN FEEL LIKE GOING HOME LAH.just wanna stand there talk whole day, with Sophia they all also.Rachel is over-reacting over little exaggerating things which Daniel say lor.hais... cannot blame her also.she's been like this ever since I met her and made her my AhMei.I feel like shoo-ing Rachel away, LOL!dunno why lah.dun xiang wai lah.just wanted her to shut up. =Xer... I'm a lil' too harsh on this, haha.reg - 8.10pmI AM sacrificing one no matter what.
what we could have been, 7:16 PM.
Saturday, August 27, 2005
IPW... no proper explainationMavis and Melissa came just now to do IPW.-sigh-, 1000 words, no rubbish, no additional words.and just, 'BING!', you get the marks like that.1000 words requires 4 pages liddat lor... siao.even Kai said its ridiculous.twenty-six August, two zero zero fiveI SIMPLY LOVE D&T!I LOVE MR LEE! =Dhe made the lesson so enjoyable... although RenYi is complaining to me all the time.I drew the shapes nicely and JinJu, Jazreel and RenYi wants me to draw for them.haha. after schoolchanged into band shirt and went to HougangPoint with Naomi.went searching for Daniel lah, BAH! =_="...because he SMSed me to meet him at KFC.then he came 'BOO'-ed at us from the back.Naomi walked in front, Daniel middle, me back.-sigh-, when are these 2 gonna stop hating each other?-shrugs-'Mt. Hood Portrait' was simply the BEST lah. =Dreg - 4.15pm-i'll continue this post sometimes else.
what we could have been, 4:02 PM.
Thursday, August 25, 2005
literature and CME, END OF CA4!WEE! xDyou can't imagine how happy I am right now.okay, happy is a 'shallow' word, lets say I'm feeling elated right now eh? ;Dcried again yesterday...was really despo yesterday, -sigh-, again.cried again, -sigh-. but its worse this time, you see:1, didn't played well in band practice2, felt lousy when Daniel told me he scored such high marks for history3, the 'thingie' and wasn't even prepared for it4, did 22 sit-ups when there are only actually 11. stupid ZiYi, act stupid5, stomach muscle pain, headache, got blue-black at the lowest part of the spine. we did sit-ups on just PLAIN FLOOR without any support.6, Dad 'irritated' himself because he couldn't find his company's info which GuiSen Cousin wanted.7, everything, anything that revolves around me.8, Faith was 'grumbling' and 'mumbling' about how 'bad' I played for a small part of 'Twist and Shout'.that ZiYi lah, action lah her:the junior band was packing up instruments and all their things slowly and Shamin started to count down, until we finally settled down in five-rank squads in Omni/Owe Me 11 *I dunno wassat*then dunno who say if we noisy then multiply punishment by 2, ZiYi was mumbling LOUDLY to herself,"Multiply multiply lor..."PeiJun heard that and set it was 22 sit-ups.man, we had sit-ups without support at the spine area and we had to do it all over again.we did OBVIOUSLY over 22 sit-ups and I couldn't take it anymore.I'm not fit like I was in P4, when I can do 30++ sit-ups.after band prac, I walked home with JieYing and LiYin.crapped alot... as usual, haha!but didn't feel really hyper because of that *ahem* thing.yeah, 'red sea' I know.reached home, immediately flipped open my diary and started writing it.dunno why, I had to pour all my thoughts in it, that's one of the only way(s).finished dinner, then went to my desk and finally, a quiet and music-filled time for myself.was crying when I wrote my diary and listened to music *unfortunately, its 'CAROLS' by Ayumi Hamasaki*SMSed to Naomi about what happened in band and I feel like breaking down.SMSed Daniel that I feel breaking down... dunno why.I guess I'm reaching my limits.Naomi said that she was also crying, and I can't cry in front of my family.I had to 'get back my tears' and tell myself,I'm a STRONG GIRL, I CANNOT CRY!but... its does works sometimes.not everytime.Daniel replied alot that he wanna know why because I sounded really scary liddat.but whenever I typed out my problems... I feel like crying again.anyway, he got helped out lah... although I really didn't tell him what made me so depressed. =)after CA4, what's next? SA2!got 18/25 for history, -sigh-, but at least I improved by 1 mark, better than nothing.Alicia and XiaoLi got 23 and RenYi got 22.good lor... I'm just lagging behind.after lessons, went for recess.ate with LiQin, Naomi and Rachel and LiQin came shouting that she knows our history marks.when I know that I got 18/25 for history, for no rhyme of reason, I just broke down.I cried.SMSed Daniel that I got *blah3* marks and there's a message within the message.I'm jealous lah!Naomi went with me to wash my face and JiaYing was shocked to see me crying.then my headache started to worsen and I had completely no appetite.was still crying when Daniel walked away from his seat to put the plate and gave me a pat on the back.I guess Naomi they never saw it bah and they were shouting,"HUIYI IS CRYING LEH! NEVER GO CONSOLE HER! HEARTLESS CREEP!"then he came to talk to us with his an of Mountain Dew again -pukes-LiQin, Rachel and Naomi whacked his back like as if he was the punching bag, haha, poor thing. I only used my book to whack him twice on the back, not much force used because I wasn't feeling very well.anyway, exchanged photos with Daniel liao, HOHOHO! xDI thought he gave me the wrong envelope because he looked like a malay when he was young =XNO OFFENCE!but I liked the x'mas family pic, ;)as usual: everybody looks cute when they're young in the photos.reg - 7.30pm
what we could have been, 6:29 PM.
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
chinese and science CA4before chinese testBeeKee, Kokwee, Daniel and Uthara and dunno the who were looking and staring at our class.we aliens arh? you all looked more like one!Daniel was shouting our class to be quiet*when did he started taking care of our class?*Melissa shouted,"THIS ALIEN GOT ALOT OF LEG HAIR ONE!"everyone laughed and Daniel was pai seh already, haha.dunno he got blush or whatever.chinese was... alright?I was suu-per sleepy when I got the paper.sians... I think I wrote rubbish on it.the comprehension was really irritating and frustrating.anyways, I had to wake myself up *with sleepy eyes* to do that dummie comprehension.I just hope that I'll get 35/50 for this time.or even better, or worser.anything.as long as I dun fail ;Dafter chinese exam, after finished collecting the papers,I slumped back to my table and continued sleeping when Rachel shook me up.feeling so PMS lah.science was like BULLSH*T!I missed out alot lor, actually I really didn't study at all.I just si bei the formulaes for the moment of force, pressure and all these, and I neglected all others.-sigh-, so wasted lah.but no use regretting it when you know its already too late right?I gave rubbish answers for give-away-marks questions, -sigh-I'm hopeless.can you believe it?!we just had history exam yesterday and Daniel SMSed me that he got a whopping 24/25 FOR HISTORY.I just can't believe my eyes when I read the message, undoubtly he's hurray-ing away.so jealous lah wa lao... gonna make me cry again.but I shot him this one:why get 24?!1 more mark to full mark, and you JUST GOT THAT QUESTION WRONG.and what happened to his other mark?he wrote the reason, one of them, in point form.Alicia was 'saying' me,"Aiya, your results are not so good like him, so admit it lah. dun be so angry with him just because he got such good results. you see, he excels in english, math, science, geography, history and P.E. you only win him chinese and CA3, english. you better buck up lah."yeah, so true, so true.really... not PMSthe class was in chaos today during the IPW period.was actually gonna do the whole 1000 words essay for IPW but with all those noise? no way I'm gonna lift up my pen and start writing.Gary's the problem.Fadly, YaoYang, YuChuan, ZhengJie.I dunno what medicine have they ate and they got so 'high' until they broke a ruler, made Diana cry *for a while* and even make YiRong pissed off *also for a while*I just can't understand this class.I thought if I thought through all these Band things, studies, friendship, everything would look so perfect for me.but look at my class, I really feel like transfering school with Alicia.she said that the guys in our class can make noise and like as if the girls must be guai guai and study, not to make noise.look at Yana and Diana, they're not trained cheerleaders, neither am I.I lead the class for cheerleading for the right purpose, right time.but hey, I also join in the chant for Buddha, haha.so its not entirely their fault.*what am I talking...*highlight for todayMr Fernandez a.k.a. Chocolate man demanded all the lower secondaries to line up outsie their class and walk the whole courtyard.great, another walkathon.sec 2s were singing the chant used on funeral.Chocolate man caught a malaya guy whistling away when we were having our punishment.then he told him to stand in the middle of the courtyard to whistle and whistle repeatedly.when I heard him whistling, I told Rachel,"WELCOME TO JURONG BIRD PARK!"she burst into laughter."AS YOU CAN SEE FROM YOUR LEFT, THERE IS THE MALAY BIRD. AND HE IS CALLING FOR A MATE. HE SEEMS PRETTY DESPO THOUGH, ANYWAY, PLEASE LOOK TO YOUR RIGHT FOR SOME MORE INTERESTING VIEWS OF THE PARK!""NOW WE HAVE THE HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY: THE FUNERAL WALK."Alicia laughed."ENJOY YOUR PROGRAMME OF THE DAY AND ENJOY YOUR STAY AT JURONG BIRD PARK!"QianHui, JinJu couldn't stand it anymore and started laughing.we started walking 10 rounds.sians.Rachel remembered Daniel as Big Bird from Sesame Street and started singing the "SUNNY DAY!..."in front of Daniel whenever we walk past him.Elijah also laughed at the Jurong Bird Park thingie.then we saw Eileen's, 1E6, boyfriend.Ellik I guess? 3A4 de.his cheeks looked abit puffy of whatever and I told Rachel,"WELCOME TO THE CHINA'S PANDA ZOO!""THE BREED OF PANDA YOU ARE LOOKING RIGHT NOW IS THE ELLIK.""ENJOY YOUR STAY!"Daniel and his frends were all talking away lor.while we were having punishment.please lah, be at least a little like RenYi.I dun believe I got such friend.band practiceI only knew today got band prac when Daniel told me today during recess.I thought he siao or what then he say Mr Lee tell him himself one, okay, I should believe then.all the clarinet girls didn't brought their files!so all of us had to use the seniors'.Hayley and ShuZhuang never bring reed.so I gave Hayley my spare reed *I always have a spare reed, look for me. but when you use it, PAY UP! hehe =D* for her to use so she could at least practice with the band and not sitting there to listen.practiced 'Twist and Shout'.the song very fun lah, yups.-sigh-, when am I gonna improve to 2nd clarinet like Daniel improve to 2nd trombone?clarinet got 21 keys lor, trombone leh?just slide up and down what.clarinet needs to buy reeds when its breaking while trombone can use their mouthpiece FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER.=_="...reg - 8.41pm
what we could have been, 7:46 PM.
maths and history CA4didn't study much lor: went to Sophia's house yesterday with Chandini.we were actually planning to study in her house but we ended up flipping through magazines and taking quizzes. =_="...math + strong imagination = gone wild?!I was halfway through my math test when I burped so hard, BUT QUIETLY, that er... you know the vomit juices? yeah, they sort of were already at my mouth.I dun wanna have my paper smothered with my vomit so I GULPED down the juice...I know it's gross... I had no choice.*and I left my bottle in school... darn it*what's even more suay was that the first math paper I received doesn't have question 1 and 2.the second paper, after doing until question 9, I flipped and saw no question 10.-sigh-, CA4 isn't a good time for me then.so asked Ms Ong to gimme question 10.after I gulped down the yucky vomitty juice, I imagined my whole table was covered with the TYPICAL VOMIT and I couldn't stand it, I just blacked out.ITS SO SCARY! I HOPE, AT LEAST, I DON'T BLACK OUT ON MY VOMIT! >_<GROSS.historywas quite okay lah...I freaked out when I saw a structured question about what Tun Perak lah.I was thinking,damn it... why did I just left this dummie outta my revision notes?!I'm hopeless! I'm done!I wrote nonsense you see:Tun Perak is the minister of the Melaka Sultanate.He is good at helping the king.He is well-known for his capabilities by the people.BULLSH*T lah!heh, but at least I wrote SOMETHING BETTER THAN NOTHING! =)recessme, Naomi and Rachel all bought our history textbooks for recess today.I didn't even flipped a single page throughout the whole recess... power sia.then after eating, we went to find the MOTH-BOY, hehe! ;Dfound Daniel a.k.a. MOTH-BOY sitting at the chairs beside NPCC and Band noticeboard.we sort of disturbed and tried to get his attention by saying alot of MOTH things.he like dun care lor, very quiet lor.I thought he was angry.Naomi made fun of him even more when he shot at Naomi, telling her that he just wanna revise his history.uh... Daniel is on PMS mode also? =Xhe walked off, "BING!", just like that.so shocked lor.we walked upstairs to hall but prefect told us to go back to class.while we were walking to class, Naomi said,"Prepare yourself for Naomi's string of colourful vulgarities!"and she started blabbering tons of vulgarities and I dun even understand some.I'm afraid that situation will turn from bad to worse, frantically, I typed 2 SMSes to him that we are sorry and we only did it for fun.*I'm indirectly saying he's PETTY! hehe*dunno what for I waste my 2 SMSes or even more. everyone was lining up outside classroom and the weather started to pour.all the girls were crammed together studying history.I thought he WAS REALLY ANGRY because he never reply me.=_="...school's over!after history test, everyone had gotten their bags in class.some were chatting away, others, like Melissa and Mavis, were shouting USUALLY AWAY.I felt so tired lor:PE: sweat quite alot after all those volleyball gamesweather: its so cool... I wanna sleepfeelings: Fion kept snatching the volleyball from me when I was about to hit it.I slept all the way after finishing my history paper~nearly got into deep slumber, heh! ;)I was leaning against the metal 'railing' behind the windows and Rachel came 'charging' towards me. she's angry because she left out the Tun Perak fella too, in her revision.haha, I got someone to accompany me le.I was talking to her halfway when she said,"AhJie, Daniel behind you."I sensed totally NO ONE! >_<"...because I only saw him running like crazy with his waterbottle across our class, I doubt he'll talk to me because he's angry or what.but his SMS said that he's not and reminded me that his phone bill is gonna explode.I turned back and saw this HUUUGE FACE AND WIDE EYES LOOKING AT ME AND EVEN SAID, "HARLOW!"man!, I was so shocked that I nearly kneeled down in the class.I think he laughed... dumb him.then I only talked to him for like 5 seconds when the 'crowd started to pour on'.they're XiaoLi, Alicia, RenYi, Rachel and SiRu.I was like all,fine... can't they have some concious in themselves?Fion is a good example who is lacking those concious in her which is those... I-dun-respect-you-because-I-have-the-world-under-my-feet.I can just only hear them talking, looking at him.so I feel so what lor.then XiaoLi wanna ask him a question but all the other girls surrounding him were BOMBARDING HIM WITH MILLIONS GAZILLIONS OF QUESTIONS.I had to yell at the top of my voice in order to get his attention, so XiaoLi can ask him the question and the others can just peacefully SHUT UP.he's so busy entertaining all questions and you know, I always give in too much (even if I interrupted someone for the sake of myself to speak, I'll feel guilty also), I can't ask him or even have a casual chat because of the others.ESPECIALLY SIRU!she was outta the classroom and right~ beside him asking him gazillions of questions also, while all the others are in class.he's replying all their questions and looking at me for COMMENTS? hmm... I dunno either, heh!I asked Rachel did my face blushed like crazy when he scare me, and when I know it was him.because Rachel told me I really blushed like tomato.I was slapping myself and dun wanna blush again.GEEZ! >_<THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING!reg - 6.52pm*is REGGIE better or LOIS? or just plain HUIYI? Daniel said that his goosebumps all came up whenever Naomi shouts, "...REGGIE!!". haha, I can't possibly change my christian name all of a sudden for his sake mah.there should be a 'slow notice', or change =)but no christian names available at the moment.maybe I'll check the web or even borrow Amelia's christian name book. ;)
what we could have been, 5:55 PM.
caught in the middleI just wanna cry, I wanna collapse right now. I'm so tired after so many events, both happy and sad, happening in my life.now the major crisis is this:Should I become a christian?Problem 1:I mean, my whole relatives, paternal and maternal sides, are all buddhists.If I become one, I will be like... no face liddat.Problem 2:Sis Rina already told me that I can only change my religion when I turn 21, when I can make decisions at that age.but its 8 years from now on, its too far. I can't reach it.Problem 3:if I tell them about this, my whole family would scold me and if the word spreads to my relatives, that'd be even worse.probably Sis Rina would be so angry that she'll cry, and asked me why can't I just take her advice and guai guai wait until I'm 21, so as to not rush things.Problem 4:my family will think its because of my friends' influences and will blame them.I've already destinied myself to become a christian ever since I was 8, that time on the bus and saw a church.its not just I wanna be a christian blindly okay, I feel the need in God.Problem 5:I feel so 'traditional' being a Buddhist.I respect every religion, Christianity, Buddhism, Taoism, Islam, Muslim.Problem 6:Daniel told me to 'start small', like a person setting up a business.he tells me to go for those small small events, like making friends and playing games with them, THEN go for the big events, going for services.but the thing is, how do I tell my family if I'm going out for services with my friends?what's more, it's every Saturday, no doubt they'll suspect it.there are still so many more problems.if you are reading my blog now, please tag your answers, I really need help.god bless.reg - 7.52pm
what we could have been, 7:42 PM.
revise... study... CRAZY!have been writing notes for history since yesterday! AHH!*pulls hair tightly* I'm going CRAZ-EEE! >_<Naomi was forming a study group tomorrow after school, yups.she wants Perseus to come, Shamin also, because Perseus's math is good.otherwise Naomi and I would die there, because we both failed our math =)before that, I thought, why not call Daniel, because he's good in math and science mah.I SMSed him if he wanna come for study group, then he called and asked,"what study group?""tomorrow~ stay back after school and revise lah. got me and Naomi.""NAOMI?! she very fan one leh. if she is going, I'm not. staying at home studying is better than study with her.""wa lao eh... you don't liddat leh. so mean one. please lah... come for tomorrow leh~""don't want! Naomi's there... I rather study at home.""please...""NO!""...PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LAH!""...NO! NO! and NO!""okay, you treat her as invisible lah.""that won't work lor, I still can hear her voice what.""or... she go somewhere else to study?""hmm... maybe I'll consider. aiya, talk tomorrow lah, bye""bye."I told Naomi about this and she was furious and suspicious lor, WHY?"orh... I know why he say he will consider if I study somewhere else liao.""hm?""so that he can study with you lor. I think he likes you leh."" -makes vomitting sounds-, Singapore would snow arh!"or is she just plain jealous? =X haha! ;Danyways, gotta buck up for CA4.hais... must pass Math and Science.must get 15 for L1R5! JIA YOU, JIA YOU, JIA YOU! ;)reg <3>
what we could have been, 5:10 PM.
Saturday, August 20, 2005
k-pop obesession?have been listening to alot of korean pop songs ever since I meet Chester, haha.he's a crazy fan about BoA, so its convenient to ask him to send BoA songs to me, LOL.'Atlantis Princess' by BoA and 'Sweet Dream' by Jang Nara are my favourite songs for now.people, all those lyrics are NOT VIRUSES!its just another version of Romaji lyrics (japanese lyrics but translated as english pronounciations), so its um... Korea type of Romaji lah!*maybe you all dun even understand after so much explaination...*how's revision coming along?-sigh-, took about 2 hours to write the chapter 4 notes, only India and half of China lor!WHUDDYA EXPECT?!anyway people, my blog song is not working because the dumb Angelfire said that I violated the rules and regulation, they banned my account.I mean, I just used it to host songs, I didn't use it for hacking, THAT'S WHAT YOU CALL VIOLATING?!I'm lazy to read the whole rules and regulations anyway, HAHA! xDstill have math to revise... CANNOT FAIL AGAIN!I MUST CREATE A MIRACLE!reg - 8.03pm*its not happening... really. =) thought about it for quite a while and it cannot be happening and will not ever happen.but i still wanna be christian... -sigh-. =(
what we could have been, 7:53 PM.
really a start of the 'revival'Happy 13th birthday Danial!I handed him the birthday card without saying anything when I saw him this morning in school.XiaoLi shouted,"HuiYi write you a love letter leh."Daniel was talking to him and saw the words on the letter,"DANIAL","HAPPY BIRTHDAY =)"he pushed Danial slightly and asked,"WHY YOU NEVER TELL ME TODAY IS YOUR BIRTHDAY?! WHY?!"LOL, so drama lah.DnTsat with RenYi and drew isometric figures.Mavis kept complaining that she couldn't draw anything and RenYi was mumbling that she's frustrated doing all these, but I'm feeling great! =D*she always mumbles whenever she feels frustrated during DnT. actually... she feels frustrated every DnT lesson*9.30am and the Mr Liang's batch came and lined up outside, got SMS, took handphone out and read it under table.Alicia was leaning against the window and shouted,"ORH HOR! HUIYI USE HANDPHONE!"I quickly flipped back my phone and put it back in my pocket.englishDan SMSed that he's doing the formal letter writing, finished it and COULDN'T DO ANYTHING ELSE BECAUSE MS LOW AH MAI TOLD THEM ITS A TEST.so stupid, he says, haha.english lesson was a FLIP! so does chinese lesson too =Dwe were doing the english textbook, on 'Dangers of Passive Smoking'.Ms Tan told us to do the questions behind, for those who didn't finish it, after that she went through the answers.then came question 8:Name the other noun which has the same meaning as cigarette buttmy answer?I laughed like crazy before telling Rachel,Answer: CIGARETTE ASS!I know its lame, really lame.chinese lesson started off bad because we were really noisy.then Mdm Hoo asked if anyone wanna go for the chinese speech and drama course during the September holidays.I asked YiRong if he wanted to go, because I feel like going, he said he dunno.I decided not to go because my china slang would scare everyone off, like the SMS I sent to Daniel.but after I saw YiRong taking the form after school, I asked Mdm Hoo for a copy and she told us to hand up on Monday.WHY DID I MADE THAT DECISION?!anyways, I have no regrets about it because Mom has been wanting me to join what chinese calligraphy and WuShu CCA in schoolBECAUSE WE ARE CHINESE AND ARE PROUD OF IT! =]yar... as if. =Xafter schoolDaniel SMSed during last few minutes of chinese lesson, asked if wanna go KFC or not.I dun believe I replied "Er. Okay."to him! ARGHH!I mean I'm sick of it because I just ate it yesterday.I'm really so sick of it.probably won't eat another meal like this for the rest of this month.Naomi came to my class and the rest stayed back for math make-up lesson, except for Jael them.so I went with Naomi to 1E1 to join Sophia, Elijah, Julie, Chandini and Cheryl.dunno why that Julie, Chandini, Elijah and me were standing at the path leading to the stairs of volleyball court when Naomi and Cheryl were listening to the iPod.Daniel called and asked where was I, then he say he at Hougang Point liao.WADDE?!SO FAST?!crazy.then we walked slowly to Hougang point.me and Naomi were guai kias wor, we crossed the traffic light while Julie, Elijah, Cheryl, Sophia, Chandini jay-walked, LOL.anyway, its a small road, who cares? haha.walked near Hougang Primary then Daniel called again and 'irritated' me where I was, who am I with right now *because my surroundings are really noisy*.then Dickson and Samuel joined in *bah*.we were walking near Hougang point, the Kopitiam there when Dan called again.SO FAN!I sort of shouted to him on the phone before he can have the chance to talk,"YOU VERY WHAT LEH! CALL CALL CALL. VERY FAN LEH!"then he said he's outside of Hougang point waiting for us now, sort of walking out.Naomi went beside Julie and Dickson they all, whispered something to them and they all "WOO!"I know what Naomi said, she said the scene right now looks like those typical drama shows;the guy and girl was talking on the phone, they saw each other and stopped, then walked away liddat. like those 'Turn Left, Turn Right' show.=_="...
YOU ARE GONNA GET SOMETHING 'NICE' SOONER OR LATER *cracks knuckles*were walking up the stairs to Kopitiam when I and Dan were still 'bickering' over the phone.Dickson shouted behind,"DANIEL LOVE HUIYI! HUIYI LOVE DANIEL!"...oh whatever(s).outside the Kopitiam when I saw that FRUSTRATER.were walking towards each other and still on the phone, I saw him talking on the phone and drinking bubble tea, LMAO! =_="...Naomi and co. all backed off. I stopped and he stopped, ended the call.Naomi were still talking loudly about all those nosense lah.we were outside CoffeeBean and Dickson they all kept talking about the 'handphone thingie'.I whacked Naomi on the back for spouting nonsense.saw Jesslyn they all at KFC and she came out and asked if anyone can lend her 2.50 liddat.dunno who forked out the STUPID MONEY lah.everyone was fumbling through their wallets and Dan wanted me to hold his drink, so held lor.I'm not gonna donate money to them what.I took his drink far from me and told the group,"WHO WANNA HOLD THIS DRINK? ITS A RADIOACTIVE MATERIAL!"Sophia and Naomi were like, "If it is a radioactive material, what for you want us to hold it for you when you are already holding it?"I knwo I'm dumb, PURE DUMB. ;)Elijah turned and asked,"Then it is so nice of you to help Daniel to take his drink. Aww...""...ITS A RADIOACTIVE MATERIAL!"Daniel heard that and shouted,"IT IS NOT A RADIOACTIVE MATERIAL!"he 'demanded' me to give him back his drink. I pushed the drink to him and the whole group walked to Mac to have lunch.hackers at Macthere were loads of people there:me, Naomi, Daniel, Julie, Sophia, Elijah, Samuel, Dickson, Chandini, Cheryl.10 people?!WHOA.Chandini and Cheryl sat one side while the rest joined the tables together.the girls were picking their seats so they no need to sit near or beside the guys.I picked me seat, at the right, beside me is an empty seat I guess?put my bag there and waited for the others to buy food together. Naomi moved Daniel's chair beside mine and I quickly moved my chair outta my table.GRR.Dan was the first to buy food bah.then me and Naomi wanna know what he buys *because he is a glutton, hehe!* and its... FORGOT LE! HEHE!we were still talking to him when, again, Naomi backed off and this time Elijah pulled her away.I walked towards Naomi and she hid behind Elijah, Elijah told me,"Go and spend a GOOD TIME WITH HIM! GO ON!"can't be bothered lah.turned behind and saw Sophia, Dickson, Larry and Shawn hacking each other's Mac member accounts, haha.we ordered nuggets set in the end *me and Sophia* but we only ate 3 pieces.we left the rest for Cheryl and Chandini to finish it.I felt really full lor.since I had nothing better to do, I took out my phone and took a pic of Elijah, Naomi, Chandini.I told Naomi to get Daniel turn to his left *she was sitting in between us*, she pinched his left cheek towards my cam and DAMN!I COULDN'T GET A SHOT OF IT!I think he really angry le bah.SORRY.Elijah took my phone and signalled that he would help me.Daniel was eating his nugget halfway when Elijah shoved in my cam and SNAP! finally got a pic of him, haha.DO NOT PLAY AROUND WHEN THE SECURITY GUARD IS WATCHING!Daniel, Naomi, Julie, Elijah, Samuel and Dickson all went for band rehearsal and the rest had to take care of their bags.Daniel and Samuel took their's.Chandini and Cheryl were so bored that they went to play at the escalator, coming up and down.*the flat escalator*one guard saw it and warned them while they were going down, we knew there was trouble.I heard from Sophia that they went one biggg round and came back sweating LOL.they had to dodge the guards all day.-sigh-.rehearsalbefore the rehearsal, alot of Band members were coming into Mac and Dickson they all came to have a sip of water before they go.sian lor, me, Cheryl, Sophia and Chandini were waiting like crazy.we left the bags *seven bags* there and walked out of Mac.Dickson and Daniel came and maybe Daniel was angry? he looked fierce though, BUT ELIJAH SHOULDN'T HAVE SHOVE ME CAMERA INTO DANIEL'S FACE.but Daniel gave me those yes? face, as in raise eyebrows.I dunno what that means because my mind suddenly went blank. HOHO.the whole 4 of us were thinking of to go and watch or not.we went upstairs and watched, Jesslyn shouted,"DON'T STAND THERE AND WATCH LEH! GO AWAY!"I mean, we are a part of band and I know you play well AND we are not good enough to play in these occasions but why must you hurt us like that?Chandini said that she heard someone *one of the seniors* shouted,"VEYR COLOURFUL LEH!"and everyone laughed.Cheryl asked the rest of us,"What colourful? Underwear ah?"we were ROFL when we heard that, haha."I got wear shorts leh! My shorts have holes and they can see ah?"haha.five straight hoursDickson came to take back his bag. and dunno who also lah.we were sitting there for 5 straight hours and talked and joked.talked about Chandini's nickname,CHANDRA GUPTA.she said Chandra was her father's name, haha.she said, "Wow, my father is the ruler!"I thought for the moment and laughed and told the rest,"Her father is the ruler.. RULER!"Cheryl thought for a while and and laughed like crazy also.she gave me high-fives for that good joke.then suddenly talk about who Chandini like *we like to tease her because her reactions all very funny de, hehe*"Zhi Yuan!""Elijah!""Jeremy!""Ryan!""ShaoMing!"then Cheryl shouted a random name,"Mohamed Ali!"Chandini stopped laughing and asked,"Who is that?""Random name! *laughs*"weirdwhenever I talk to the 1E1 friends, Sophia, Chandini, Cheryl, Julie they all, we will definitely say the same things as each other and we will say "JINX!"and if that's not enough, say"JINX! TIMES INFINITY TIMES A MILLION!"haha, you will win that way.Danial, I'm SO TERRIBLY SORRY that I always spell your name wrongly because I get mixed up by you two. SO SORRY about that art piece when I drew your name wrongly and I denied it, heh heh.couldn't see the difference because it was pronounced the same.SORRY BIRTHDAY GUY FOR SPELLING YOUR NAME WRONGLY! ^^eh Daniel, if I made you angry because of all those photo-taking thingies, SORRY okay.if its just the hot weather's fault, like you said, well... still accept my apology anyway.hehes.reg - 7.24pm-why am I dying to live when I'm living to die?
* 'cause everything's so wrong, and I don't belong living in your memories
what we could have been, 6:34 PM.
Thursday, August 18, 2005
'mini' band practiceI was 'irritating' myself about going to Band or not because I let my file at home. =_="...so decided to go in the end after pestering Naomi, haha.I was ready to go to HP (Hougang Point) to eat when Naomi suddenly remembered that she left her wallet in her bag, and our bags are in the band room.she asked who locked the door and the others said its Mdm Tan, so we found her and she told us to wait for her 5 minutes.waited... waited... waited.finally she opened the door, Naomi took her wallet and we both set off the HP.1E1 is still having their math lesson, poor thing! hehe =Ddecided on KFC to eat.Naomi bought popcorn chicken, fries and a drink. I bought bandito pockett set *as it was my favourite xD*SMSed Sophia that if they're coming to HP to eat, find me and Naomi. Sophia replied that they had just finished their math lesson when I was three-quarter way through my meal.POWER SIA.we were talking about Daniel 'Chandineh' when the chao chao appeared from the back door of KFC. Eli-gay, Dicky also.Daniel was using his handphone to type message bah, because I just message him. dan handed me his phone and said,"Aiya, since you here liao, no need to send message lah. Just see."the phone was on my tray and Naomi took it and wanted to see while Daniel was behind me with Elijah and Dickson, thinking what to eat.Dan saw Naomi took his phone and quickly grabbed it, put it back on my tray, 'said loudly at her,"HuiYi one lah!"Naomi was acting jealous and her face show me those, wanna laugh but abit jealous type, LOL.those kind of he-is-very-bias-leh face.at first I dun quite get Dan's message but after Naomi's explaination, I know what's going on, haha.so retard lah me, dunno why.they bought their food and Naomi offered the two vacant seats to them, they refused and took the table next to ours. Samuel came also.I asked Naomi,"Why is Elijah sitting with the boys?"haha! SHO MEAN! ;) hehe!Naomi said that she's having a PMS mood liddat, but I still continued to irritate her, hehe.Samuel came and stole one of Naomi's fries, Daniel stole one of my cheese fries, THIEVES!Naomi discovered that Daniel bought bandito pockett also, then she was 'shouting',"DANIEL ALSO BUY SAME THING AS YOU LEH! YOU YUAN FEN! YOU YUAN FEN!"we cannot tahan her lah, I mean, Dickson/Samuel also bought the same thing,everyone in the world can have coincidence buying the same meal, then does that mean that they have fate of whatever?L-A-M-E, LAME! *thumbs down*Naomi was still fantasising the whole thing that Daniel bought the same meal as me when I sort of shot her back,"Its the same meal, not the same food! *as in sharing*"*DEE!* changed back to PMS mode again, LOL.she listened to her iPod while she ate slow~ly... slow~ly.halfway through our meal, we saw Chandini, Sophia and Julie.they came to our table and they said that they never go band, -sigh-, nobody walk home with me... -cries-they went to Mac and eat.Julie came and talked that if she goes for Band, her dad wants her to quit because she always come home late after band prac.so sian lor...finished my bandito pockett and havent even touched my cheese fries.took my pepsi and was about to leave *because Naomi went to buy something* and tolong Dan to finish my cheese fries *since he likes to eat so much, mwahaha*I didn't notice that I brought my pepsi *the cup has the KFC picture there* into Mac when Dicky told me. no wonder the cashiers were looking at me, haha.band prac-teese!alot of seniors never come.Perseus, Jelly, WenFang, Aishah, YiLing... alot of them didn't come.so I set up my clarinet, stand and play the songs by myself.played 'Mt. Hood Portrait', loved that. 'Where Eagles Soar', improved! =)"Scarborough Fair"... uh... no comments. and some more bah.and NATIONAL ANTHEM!
I LOVE YOU SINGAPORE!after packing up, we went to canteen for de-brief.on the way, me, Naomi and Dan talked lor.maybe Naomi and Dan didn't talk much to each other? I'm crammed in between!Naomi was suddenly become like me lor, she shunned from the 3 of us *including her* and shouted,"I AM THE GOOSEBERRY! I DUN WANNA BE ONE! WO BU YAO ZUO DIAN DENG PAO!"fine, cannot tahan her.I walked quickly and was thinking to whack her bag with my art file and books.AnChun joked that I'm PURE DUMB because I wore hairband is BLUE, NOT DARK BLUE.anyway, at least I wore something to keep my hair neat right?were doing the cheer, HS one and Daniel banged the table. Shamin shot him those dun-bang-the-table look, LOLhuo gai! xPwalked outta school with Naomi and YunHan.then later Dan joined in at the traffic light, AND WAS ALL READY TO BURP.GROSS.this is the 2nd day I've been hearing him burping.he burped once, I threatened that I'll whack him if he burps again.Naomi shouted again,"FU QI CHAO JIA SHI HEN PING CHANG DE SHI!"You will see what you get when Perseus comes for band practice I tell ya.YunHan crossed the road while its still red man and I ran after her.Dan ran and burped behind me, DISGUSTING.I FEEL LIKE VOMITTING.he burped again when we walked near the void deck, I ran and whacked his back while he ran away and stood in front of the lift.MWAHAHA, I WON.then the lift 'ran way', LOL!me and YunHan were walking a fair distance away from the lift when he wanted me to hear another burp.wanted to whack him but he shot back that he haven't burp yet.*still can laugh arh? You are contributing to air pollution!*reg - 7.16pm
what we could have been, 6:43 PM.
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
finally... band practice!got junior band prac le... finally.anyways, me and Hayley didn't attend the full one because we had math make-up lesson from 2.45pm to 3.15pm liddat lor. *so wasted sia. could have gone to HougangPoint to eat with Sophia, Julie, Elijah, Daniel. nevermind!*Rachel said that Ms Ong's MEGA-SIZE protractor is her shield, she laughed at her own joke.=_="... that's L-A-M-E.I added on,"Then her ruler is the SWORD! *acting as if I'm in a war scene* CHIONG ARH! *takes ruler and pokes the air, uses set square at shield*"she got laughing fit I guess... definitely.band practice-sigh-, was really disappointed in myself.I'm really weird: I cried last night *or last last night* to sleep because my life's been really frustrating. all my homeworks, projects, results, studies, CCA, the seniors, everything has been hard for me.Reuben keep saying that he's like... dying for main band to play eagles soar.I feel so lousy when I heard that.after band prac, Faith was outside giving out the national anthem and school song score.*are we gonna perform on Monday?!*Julie and Sophia were waiting and we walked and talked, then Elijah talked about the part where ShaoMing missed out a note and the whole band almost freaked out, LOL.decided to walk home with Sophia though I need to walk one bigggg round home.Julie was playing with my phone and we walked outside schoolgate, Julie went home.Sophia wanted to take bus home, I was like, "325?! Are you crazy? It takes 15 mins for a bus to come and we can walk home by that time!"okay, then we got ridda that bus idea.suddenly Sophia turned back and saw Daniel, who's drinking that Mountain Dew *LOL*, and asked him,"Daniel, you taking bus home?"I was so "...DONG!!" when I heard that.because he just live opposite the school. =_="...then we were walking to the traffic light there when Dan and Mustakhim *Mooo-se* joined in.walked and talked.DANIEL SO RUDE LAH.BURP NO EXCUSE ONE.so gross.then we started talking about different kinds of burps and *ahem* farts because Daniel burped halfway through the conversation and I shouted to him that it was really rude. its those really gross burps lor. I warned him:"Later you burp too much, you vomit ah."he almost spat the drink out and laughed.Daniel started this whole thing I guess, Sophia and I were so grossed out.Dan said these,"1st kind of fart is those very dry one. 2nd one is those very WATERY one. 3rd one is thos shy shy one; you fart and you still laugh lah. 4th one is WORSE AH! You fart then got the shit come out."EW!GROSS!SICK!EURGH!DUN MAKE ME VOMIT! >_<"talk talk talk, talk until FOOTBALL?!OMIGOSH, I and Sophia ain't interested in these and Dan started to explain every trick about football and Moose were just listening quietly there, haha.I told him about last year, that time Andrew betted with Anna that if Bryan pumped the football 3 stories high means Bryan loves Anna, how Bryan pumped the ball.Daniel said his friend said that he pumped the ball 8 stories high lor, and YiRong can only do 6. I DUN BELIEVE LAH.walked until the traffic light there and I took out my phone to let them hear those greetings we did in class, the 'teh-oh' one.nevermind, they can't hear a single thing.crossed the road and DUNNO WHERE MOOSE WENT?!Daniel 'stationed' himself there and said that he'll wait for his sister there, so we went off.talked about Naomi, Perseus, Ryan, Jonathan all these people and HOW THEY WERE RELATED TO EACH OTHER. Oo... hehe.reg - 10.05pm<3
what we could have been, 9:31 PM.
tired... really tired. i wanna collapse from everything.sians, so tired in class today sia.1E4 was in a pandemonium state when Mdm Lim didn't come for science lessons for the last 2 lessons of the day.the whole class were like "YAY! MADAM LIM NEVER COME! NO SCIENCE LESSONS! WOO HOO!"I feel like going for science despite my results.-sigh-, I'm so tired by all the events happening around me.I'm so tired ever since primary 6 - which was bad, very bad. I feel totally no class spirit at all ever since XiaoLi got my defender place in InterClass Captain's Ball and she got 'all my fame', I wasn't loud as usual in class - lor.I need someone to 'save' me.like what LiAn said, haha."If you believe in God, you will be touched by it."unfortunately, I'm a Buddhist.so its BUDDHA who can save meee! xDhaha, not Alex Lee the Buddha Lee lah, LOL."They never throw the ball to me!" - I guess its just you are inactivewas all ready for P.E.Mr Roslan took the guys for shuttle run while the girls decide on what to play.me, XiaoLi, Alicia and RenYi wanted volleyball but the rest all wanted netball, -sigh-, we just can't come up with an agreement short and sweet.in the end, we played Captain's Ball.four of us were so damn pissed off.but we had no choice but to play with them.me, XiaoLi, Alicia, RenYi, QianHui, JinJu, Yana and Joween were in a group.Jasmine, Jazreel, Jael, Rachel, Julia they all are our opponents.Suxuan never play bah... *I think so*, so asked her to take care of my phone, wallet and keys.Yana was the goalkeeper for our team and Mavis was the goalkeeper for Jas's group.Jael was sitting on the chair while Mavis was standing behind her, then the ball came passing around. Jael was surrounded by girls in a few seconds, haha. she was using her hands to cover her hand and screaming away, which is the reason why Mavis didn't catch the ball.=_="...I ran like crazy while I see them passing the ball, I was so disappointed: I only caught the ball once... BY ACCIDENT.wah lao lor... so sad sia.was tired halfway through the match and asked Alicia to run for my place because I need to rest.Joween was... 'acting' supportive I guess?she was shouting,"JINJU! JINJU! QIANHUI! QIANHUI!"aw gross, the voice of her's make me sick.the following conversation I had with her is below:(she spoke first)"Heng ah! *making a big hoo-ha about the 'HENG!'* Luckily I am not in Jas's group lor. They never throw the ball to me one.""I guess you didn't move right?""I DID! But they never pass the ball to me! So unfair one! Luckily I'm in your group, hehe. *shows a row of teeth to me, smiling*""I didn't saw you move just now you know. You didn't sweat a bit when I'm sweating like waterfall right now. *wipes sweat on forehead with sleeve*""I got move! And I got sweat also!"oh wells, whatever.who cares if she sweats?who cares if she doesn't?sometimes I really can't be bothered with her.after the game, all the girls just WALKED OFF!OMIGOSH, HOW I WISH I CAN TURN THE TIME BACK AND SPEND TIME WITH MY PRIMARY SCHOOL FRIENDS.I had to grab all the 'straps' and Rachel carried the chair.the other side's chair was probably carried by XiaoLi bah.I asked Rachel to help me take the straps while I take my things, then Joween came and said HAPPILY TO ME, "I played the game just now and I never sweat at all leh! So pro right!"I'm not listening.I took all my stuffs and returned the straps back like as if I never heard her talk before.'absent' science lessonsLiQin were walking around the classroom with my phone and taking everyone's photo with it, LOL.I really need it back because I'm afraid it'll be confiscated.LiQin went and took BUDDHA LEE's photo and what I saw was someone taking a bottle blocking his face and towards the camera.I was thinking, Is that the holy water from the Buddha?! Wow~!okay, I know it's lame. =Dthen BaoCheng shouted this to the class,"CLASS GREET BUDDHA ONE!""GOOD~~ AFTERNOON~~ BUDDHA~~ ONE~~!"Alex was showing those I-appreciate-it-but-I'm-still-angry-and-laughing face, haha, so cute.actually he was smiling lah.another one came,"CLASS SAY THANK YOU TO BUDDHA!""THANK-YOU~~ AND HAVE A NICE DAY BUDDHA~!"aw, he smiled again, haha.but he really cannot tahan and nearly went ahead to strangle Yaoyang.they're so funny, haha. ;)ZhengJie came to BaoCheng's seat and whispered something to him, both of them laughed like crazy later on. then BaoCheng shouted again,"CLASS GREET TEH-OH!""GOOD~~ AFTERNOON~~ TEH~~ OH~!"he's referring to YunaHing because his surname is Teh, haha.I even got it recorded down in my handphone.then Rachel, QianHui, Yusra, Fion and me were recording our own.I started the ZhuRouRong thingie."CLASS SAY THANK YOU TO ZHU ROU RONG!""THANK YOU AND HAVE A NICE DAY ZHU ROU RONG!"Rachel did the Buddha thingie, LOL.reg . 6.04pm *I dun wanna repeat the past again. There's obviously no hope for me. What's more, 3 days 'age' gap is already ALOT to me. 2 months plus would make me faint =D
what we could have been, 5:28 PM.
chinese oral!I thought I'm gonna be so dead because this is my first time in secondary school taking oral.what's more, I'm speaking half chinese and half english all the time!*damn it... I wonder if I will blurt out abit of english during oral.I did OKAY for the oral.but I stuttered abit also, -sigh-, so disappointed lor.luckily I never 'bring home' my chinese slang from primary school, LOL. its really horrible and powerful I assure you.*the teacher will stare at me if I bring 'in' the slang, hahas.after the oral, saw XiaoWei, XiaoLi, RenYi and Alicia chatting at the staircase there.walked with them abit then 3 of them go home ler, XiaoWei dunno go where.JiaYing, Naomi and Chandini were sitting 'beside the drain' and JiaYing called me to give her my number.saw Julie preparing for oral outside, haha.then ONE KEH-POH WANTED TO KNOW WHAT IS THE ORAL ABOUT, via SMS.Wat is the oral about?Don't tell you leh. Hint: old people. When is your turn? Good luck anyway.Naomi said she was jealous because Daniel never sms her, but me, LOL.*that's what you get for repeating 'Perseus!' continuosly beside our ears, hiak hiak hiak!Can slp ar...Now number 10 onli. Wake me up when september ends...Harharhar.Haha, VERY~ FUNNY~. I wanna see how badly you do. Hehe. Naomi is jealous that you never sms her.Haha. I noe. Dun even bother to cum close to me. Ill do even more badly. lol.Naomi said somehow like this,"Daniel bias one, sms you never sms me."I was like, what for jealous?she said,"Because you more pretty and I'm not what..."-pukes-, -vomits-, -faints-.I feel like a paparazzi whenever I use my phone's cam to take photo of Dan, harhar~.he said,"I will SUE YOU IF YOU KEPT TAKING YOUR CAMERA PHONE AROUND AND TAKE PHOTOS OF ME!"=_="... thick-skinned lah you 'RETAINED' STUDENT xP.was outside 1E1's classroom when Rachel finishes her oral and walked towards us.Daniel was like banging the window er... metal railings.then went back to his seat, took his bag and took a nap on it, LOL.suay lor... number 20+, heh heh.I number 4 only leh. xDpissed offthere are 2 things... or maybe more, which pissed me off today.firstly, Rachel slapped my LEFT ARM dunno how many times today when I only made a small joke outta her. man, do YOU HAVE TO TAKE IT SO SERIOUS?!the jokes are not like its gonna HUMILIATE YOU FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE!what for are those 10 or more slappings on my arm huh?you feel good when you slapped me but I DO NOT.how would you feel if I slap your arm today for 15 times?!please lah, I'm already frustrated and tired of all the Band *the seniors.*thingie bothering me lah.plus that fake-ist on the class blog.now, its you.secondly, Naomi kept repeating 'PERSEUS' this, 'PERSEUS' that during recess.I cooled a little bit during recess and wanna go up to teacher's locker to hand up art piece *SiRu didn't wanna collect it, damn her* and the not handed up straw vehicles to Mr Lee.Rachel told me she had enough of NAOMI'S PERSEUS NONSENSE.I SMSed her during recess assembly to tell her to stop that otherwise... dunno what lah.thirdly, YiRong borrowed my handphone to PLAY.okay, PLAY.P-L-A-Y, PLAY.know what?when I requested for my handphone back, he told me in chinese,"YOU ARE GONNA GET A 'SHOCK' MESSAGE LATER ON."I was like 'W-T-F?!'I hurriedly checked the outbox and saw this message,Destination: Daniel ChanI love youWADDE HELL?!DAMN YOU, I HAD ENOUGH OF YOU.I SHOULDN'T HAVE HELPED YOU WITH ALL THE ALICIA THINGIES!HAO XIN MEI HAO BAO! >:(thirdly, I know its WRONG to anyhow take pictures of others.but do JinJu and QianHui had to tickle me so hard when I was gonna make a mockery about myself?I feel that the WORLD IS SO UNFAIR AND I HAD GAVE IN ALOT OF TIMES MORE THAN I RECEIVED BACK.1, BAND CLARINET SENIORS ALL HAS FORGOTTEN ABOUT ME WHENEVER THEY SAW ME HANGING OUT WITH NAOMI.2, RACHEL SLAPPED MY ARMS ABOUT 20 - 30 TIMES WHEN I DIDN'T EVEN TOUCH HER.3, YIRONG SEND THAT STUPID SMS.4, MY 'FAME' IN CLASS IS GETTING 'DARKER' BECAUSE I WAS SOMEHOW INFLUENCED BY RACHEL AND WASN'T LOUD LIKE USUAL. I DON'T DARE TO AIR MY VIEWS ANYMORE BECAUSE OF HER BAD INFLUENCE AND YOU KNOW, I GET INFLUENCED EASILY.5, I'M SO DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF DURING EVERY BAND PRACTICE. I CAN'T EVEN PLAY EAGLES SOAR, ABIT OF SHREK DANCE, NOTHING OF QUEEN'S PARK MELODY.I think I really need Njiun *is it spelt like this?* Ngiap Cousin's help with all the band stuffs.but how to find him in his house in SEMBAWANG?!and there's alot of mosquitoes there *I got alot of 'souvenirs' there...* and I'm not sure about his schedule.HIS STORE ROOM IS PACKED WITH ALOT OF MUSIC SCORES!AHH!JUN NYAK GOR GOR, I NEED YOUR HELPPPP!I hope he knows alot about clarinet likewise to his trumpet.-sigh-, I wanna visit him a.s.a.p and get lots of help from him!reg - 5.04pm *hopeless...
what we could have been, 4:40 PM.
Sentosaaa!was walking to school actually, ALONE.then Angelina SMSed that her bus haven't come yet, I think one bus just 'ran away' bah.so walked to HougangPoint to buy bubble tea and my comb.*my comb ALWAYS go missing, sigh.as usual, almond bubble tea, haha. but this time it's special, NO PEARLS!but still same price... -cries-shouldn't have asked for that request.almond bubble tea = alphonsus *he was nicknamed by XiaoLi as almond, LOL.so I felt maybe better drinking this because the memory was funny, haha.then walk walk lor, feel so weird sia; nothing to do in HougangPoint.walked outta Kopitiam and saw Julie walking towards the school, called out to her and we walked to school together.Naomi called and asked where am I. I think Elijah called Julie also bah.Naomi was shouting beside the phone, "ELI-GAY!"then dunno what Elijah said to Naomi and she said,"SAY IT ONE MORE TIME AND I WILL CALL YOU ELI-GAY!"LOL.looks like every nickname Samuel comes up with works, haha.look:Chandini = Chandi-NEHDaniel and Chandini = Daniel-Chandi-NEHDickson = DickyElijah = Eli-GAYZiYi = Blackie / Blac-KAYand no more le bah.saw Naomi and Elijah at the other side of the traffic light.joined them and saw Angelina, went up to band room and hear/see them practice.hais... so sad. -cries even louder-Mrs Teo called our Moms to ensure that they are informed of where we are going.and went to atrium to 'hide' behind the prefects and peer leaders notice board.feel so upset lah, never get a chance to perform like this.what if my first performance is sec 1 orientation?!I WOULD CRY! =(Daniel SMSed that if I and Angelina just go there and watch, hear, won't we feel very WHAT meh?oh puh-lees... we didn't expect that to happen also.I regretted going for the failed history research, -sigh-nevermind, regretting is always too late.so I replied in... anger?Are you suan-ing me and Angelina indirectly?! we already feel very bad liao okay.he replied back on the bus *I was so bored on the bus... really. I feel so odd.No. I feel for u. Bcoz later u will feel very depress one.ANY~WAY~BOTH SIDES FEEL SAD FOR EACH OTHER.okay, fullstop.AnChun became the emcee on the bus and entertained us throughout the whole journey to Sentosa, haha.he interviewed Dickson and I forget what he asked him ler, then Dickson said this:"Shamin makes me HORNY."EW!OMG.GROSS!EEK!>_<.then later he called out for Daniel and wanted him to sing, LOL!the whole band got really high that time, ;)AnChun suggested loudly on the mike to sing 'Lonely' by Akon and Daniel's face immediately changed.he should have watched his mouth.he then suggested to sing 'Twinkle Twinkle Little Star' instead and Daniel's face 'changed back'. he sang the first sentence only, LOL.but it was fun listening though, haha. ;Drehersalpracticed under the hot sun for like... 1 hour?I'm not sure *see... my memory is failing again. -sigh-then they went for a break from 4.51 to before 6.there are alot of Japan, Korea tourists. =]I thought my basic Japan language can be used but... I dun dare to speak up to them and I DUN FEEL LIKE IT! xP!me, Naomi and Angelina went, in fact, every band people went to BK to buy food.Shamin was standing beside the line and he said that he is here to make sure that no one cuts queue.I THINK HE IS MAKING SURE HE CUTS THE QUEUE BAH! xPthe seniors were making fun of Naomi when we were eating, I dun like that okay.and whats worse, Faith, who used to be very friendly to me, seems to avoid me ever since she saw me hanging out with Naomi.HEY SENIORS, WHAT'S WRONG WITH NAOMI?!YOU WON'T CATCH A DIESEASE BESIDE HER OKAY.WHAT'S WRONG WITH ALL OF YOU?WHY MUST YOU, THE SENIORS WHO DODGED NAOMI AND MADE FUN OF HER, BE NOT FRIENDLY WITH ME ANYMORE JUST BECAUSE OF HER?YOU COULD HAVE GOTTEN 2 JUNIOR FRIENDS AT ONCE!WHY MUST YOU SENIORS 'THROW ME AWAY' BECAUSE OF HER?!*I'm talking about 2 sides now. figure it out urself.they started performing and the musical fountain was FULL-SEAT! xDbut the applause was so soft, DAMN YOU AUDIENCES. =XLUCKILY I NEVER BOW DOWN TO ALL OF YOU WHO STAYED FOR 15 MINS FOR OUR SHOW TO START!I feel so proud of my school... nono... and of course, BAND! =]I was clapping the loudest in the reserved seats *only me and Angelina were there but the audiences stared at me when I clapped exceptionally loud.Angelina said I'm crazy, LOL.I AM CRAZY!ride homethe interview with Dickson didn't continue though, -sigh-they interviewed Perseus and Mr Lee said,"Perseus is now SINGLE AND AVAILABLE."everyone's view turned to Naomi, who is sitting beside me, and I join in the crowd chanting 'Naomi! Naomi! Naomi!'AND I GOT A SLAP ON THE ARM FOR THAT!FOR GOODNESS SAKE, HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I BEEN SLAPPED ON THE ARM BY DOING A 'GOOD DEED' AND OUT OF MY OWN ACCORD?!reached school and saw all the instruments laid out nicely on the atrium floor, Benjamin and Ridzwan were sitting at the railings there.AnChun told us to give them a round of applause when everyone alighted the bus.indeed, we did, LOL.helped out with carrying the drumpads and percussion stands upstairs.came down and helped out with the smallest timpani, me, Angelina, Naomi and ZiYi were there.Mrs Teo and Ms Chang too.Mr Lee offered to help then Naomi said, "We got GIRL POWER!"haha, Mrs Teo and Ms Chang laughed and we, Angelina, Naomi, ZiYi and me, carried it upstairs and leave it all to ZiYi, hehe.reg . 4.27pm
what we could have been, 3:48 PM.
Rachel's burffday~!I had to tao Rachel's burffday song today in class, AND RACHEL GAVE ME A SLAP ON THE ARM!IS THAT THE BURFFDAY PRESENT?!but, aw, she blushed, haha.anyways, LiQin, Julia and Alicia gave me my burffday pressies~ wee~:LiQin - swan deco.Julia - candle, star, dollAlicia, RenYi, XiaoLi - 'NBC' Jack plushieband...me, Hayley, Angelina, LiYin and JieYing were having a hard time whether to stay or go.LiYin and JieYing went and the rest stayed.WE SAT BEHIND BAND ROOM FOR 3 STRAIGHT HOURS!but it was fun listening though, we can learn.BUT CLARINET SOUND WAS BLOCKED!saw Daniel, drummer, throwing his drumsticks whenever he missed a part.so scary.anyways, gotta go.bro is nagging me now xPPband rawks!~reg . 10.01pm <3
what we could have been, 9:52 PM.
Thursday, August 11, 2005
Panasonic X400!I finally got handphone ler~ wee!so happy sia... but I prefer Nokia to Panasonic's; asterik is capital or small letters, '0' is variations and hex key is space.presents:5th Aunt - Poko sling bag, 2 bracelets, 1 walletKeowYi, HongYee, AhMa, 1st Aunt, Youngest Aunt, Ma, Pa - AngPowKai - 'NBC' coin pouch, 'IMP' coin pouchMei - moo~vies, neoprints, LOL!Naomi AhJie- candle, cardRachel AhMei - star dangling earringsFion AhJie - cardYiRong AhDi - 'NBC' walletSis Rina - Happy Tree Friends black teeSis Jean - tote bag, shirtBro Jason - HANDPHONE!MYSELF - CONVERSE WATERBOTTLEthere's more presents coming up tomorrow, LOL.*i'm sho~ greeedy... ;Pschool today~was really suay man...and why?GOT 2 RUNS IN THE MORNING! ARGHH! >:(*the day I anticipate the most, I'll have either runs or stomach ache... damn it.walked really late to school, bell rang and I reached school at 7.18 liddat bah.then Naomi went up to me and asked for tissues because she was having flu for past 4 days, poor her. anyways, Diana, XiaoLi, RenYi and Fion wished me happy birthday, thanks girls ;)XiaoLi was walking around, asking people (whom I know) to wish me 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY'. LOL.was feeling really hyper today despite the runs in the morning.YaoYang AhGor dun have partner and no one dares to sit down.so I waited... and waited for Rachel. >:(. she always go M.I.A.then Daniel came and wished me 'Happy Birthday', okay, that's sweet because he's the first guy to wish me happy birthday EVER SINCE I ENTERED TODAY'S SCHOOL! *ARGHH*he er... offered? a handshake, I was expecting an AIR-HANDSHAKE.which is your hand move only, yeah, geddit?then he shook it real and shook like HELL. =_="... I almost went bonkers. still shaking hands when he walked to other side... har har hars~XiaoLi went 'oo-ed' when she saw that and she gave me those I-CONFIRM-YOU-DUN-WANNA-WASH-YOUR-HANDS-TODAY look.har hars... oh wells, whatever! =P *bleh* hehe.Rachel came finally and we sat down.she kept 'complaining' that Daniel owes her a speech tomorrow, haha. so greeee~dy, like MEE~!Rachel laughed like crazy when she saw Dan's hairstyle, haha.had FRC then read books, I flipped to a blank page of 'Fat Boy Swim (FBS)', turned the book upside-down and starts LAME-ING AGAIN.I nudged Rachel, "I'm reading the Divine Scriptless book! WU ZHI TIAN SHU!"Rachel gave me the crow-flying sign again, haha.Elaine laughed when she heard that.happy birthday Ms Tan!here comes Ms Tan, marking attendance before FRC starts.I signalled her to come here so I can give her the card I made for her.she was all 'aww...' when she received the card, haha.then Fadly they all started wishing Ms Tan happy birthday and KNOW WHAT?!MY CLASS KENA STAYED BACK BECAUSE OF THIS.WA LAO, WISH PEOPLE 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY' GOT WRONG MEH?I THINK THE DLC VERY LONELY LAH.SUCH A DUMB REASON... SHEESH.classMs Jamilene Tan seems to be in a very happy mood today, its probably:A, her enemy died.B, her boyfriend proposed to her.C, she has post-NDP symptoms.D, she has just gotten a bonus.whatever the reason, her lessons are still boring.Ms Tan came in for Eng lessons and Yana they all started singing happy birthday song to Ms Tan. she was flattered and reminded them its my birthday too, they sang it for me.RACHEL SAID I TURNED RED, DID I?! ARGHH!I'm just too touched, I can't help it. ^^ *wipes tears away*recessafter our food, I, Rachel, XiaoLi, RenYi, Naomi they all started gathering around.Naomi used her hp to infrared song to RenYi's hp, I was watching the whole 'MAGICAL PROCESS', I was standing very close to Naomi WHEN ONE VOICE AND BIG HEAD INTERRUPTED IN.everyone beside me and Naomi were all shocked, LOL!XiaoLi asked curiously what is the need to be afraid of?and the chao chao is Daniel alright =_="...he asked who's phone was it, probably he thought RenYi's hp was mine, LOL.then he went to talk and 'play' with YiRong.Naomi told me why he always drink Mountain Dew,"You know why Daniel Chan always drink Mountain Dew?""Why?""He said, 'It makes me feel like A MAN!', hahaha!"I laughed like ROFL.maybe our brains went the other side, *ahem*.then we started teasing Daniel about his hairy legs, =X, haha! ><"...XiaoLi said NONSENSE, I dun wanna type here.after schoolactually had Band, but me, Sophia and Chandini didn't felt welcomed so we didn't attend.I already notice Faith diao me.man, are the seniors all like this?we chatted about everything under the sun.from BGRs to dreams.feels so great, chatting with good friends, ;)'overview'Rachel told me that there are alot of obvious hints that *blah blah* likes me.Naomi told me the same thing too.but oh wells, he cares about religion, SO SINGAPORE WOULD SNOW IF HE WERE TO LIKE ME.must stop deceiving myself, LOLs.okay, gotta chiong DnT project ler.byees people.hope my birthday will be as great as today's!cheers and love ya lots people ;)reg . 9.11pm
what we could have been, 8:31 PM.
saddened... really saddened.so the ones performing today is gonna perform on Sentosa.okay, I'm shutting my nonsenses up.I dun wanna bother anyone.failure... completereg . 5.08pm
what we could have been, 5:03 PM.
sian-dedhere I am, sitting and rotting in front of the computer.leaving my clarinet set-up. my file under my arm. and staring into the computer screen.I'm gonna practice my 'Beauty and the Beast' (again...) until I get every note correct.I don't have my 'Where Eagles Soar' yet, *sigh* Faith promised to geddit for me.reg . 2.05pm
what we could have been, 2:00 PM.
Wake Me Up When September Ends - Green DaySummer has come and passedThe innocent can never lastWake me up when september endsLike my fathers come to passSeven years has gone so fastWake me up when september endsHere comes the rain againFalling from the starsDrenched in my pain againBecoming who we areAs my memory restsBut never forgets what I lostWake me up when september endsSummer has come and passedThe innocent can never lastWake me up when september endsRing out the bells againLike we did when spring beganWake me up when september endsHere comes the rain againFalling from the starsDrenched in my pain againBecoming who we areAs my memory restsBut never forgets what I lostWake me up when september endsSummer has come and passedThe innocent can never lastWake me up when september endsLike my father's come to passTwenty years has gone so fastWake me up when september endsWake me up when september endsWake me up when september endsCan't Break Through - BustedI hate when you say,I Don't blow you away,I can't break through that wayOur Friends told usWe wouldn't last for the weekI guess they think that I'm a freakThey hated my blue streakI cant control this[Chorus:]Why does it feel like it's raining in my head?I don't understandWhy are you always complaining about meYou don't even know who I amDon't think I wanna know youI'm tired of running after youI won't send you a sorry card Cos' I don't need youI've given up and never reminisceI found a way of getting over thisI let go in everywayCos' I don't need youI feel that it's timeFor me to draw the line(I know that I'll be fine)Without your bitchin'Cos' everyday I becomeA little less numbLike I don't even know you[Chorus:]Why does it feel like it's raining in my head?I don't understandWhy are you always complaining about meYou don't even know who I amDon't think I wanna know youI'm tired of running after youI won't send you a sorry card Cos' I don't need youI've given up and never reminisceI found a way of getting over thisI let go in everywayCos' I don't need youDon't think I wanna know youI'm tired of running after youI won't send you a sorry card Cos' I don't need youI've given up and never reminisceI found a way of getting over thisI let go in everywayCos' I don't need youCos' I don't need youDon't think I wanna knowI've gotta go before I go crazyI let go in everywayCos' anyway, I know that you hate meDon't think I wanna knowI've gotta go before I go crazyI let go in everywayCos' anyway, I know that you hate meDon't think I wanna knowI've gotta go before I go crazyI let go in everywayCos' anyway, I know that you hate methese 2 songs say my feelings out. =]]reg . 10.53pm
what we could have been, 10:43 PM.
hopeless...I feel so hopeless, pathetic, felt like nothing, EXTRA in Band... Junior Band.Junior Band are going very fast into Main Band right now because the Sec 4s are graduating.I feel so small when I compare myself with YunHan and Inez.felt even smaller when I wanted YunHan to show me the correct way to play the notes.I still remember that time when Ms Wong wanted the junioe clarinetists to play 'F' note one by one.I played it FLAT, I know.Ms Wong said, "Your flat sounded horrible, you are pulling the whole clarinet section down."I felt like the lousiest person in the world.Faith said to Inez loudly in front of me that time (I know it because she looked whether I was looking at them and she told her loudly),"I'm putting all my hopes on you (as in the skills I teach you) so you can go into Main Band hor!"I was really hopeless then in the practice.Eunice's friend wanted to switch place with me and Eunice so they no need to see me practicing lousily on 'Where Eagles Soar'. her friend immediately flipped her file to 'Persis Overture' and started practicing the song.whenever I asked them what note is it, Eunice's friend told me in a very pissed off manner.she called me, "Xiao Mei Mei" which obviously I don't like it.but its okay because she don't know me well.she asked for my name and I told her, Faith was looking at me like some kinda alien and she went back talking to Inez.Eunice is feeling very sorry for me because I had to be sandwiched in between the seniors so my sound couldn't be heard properly (because I played very lousy).I dunno why, I'm so mixed up.I feel its pointless for me to go on but I still wanna improve.so its 50/50. I dunno which to follow but of course, improving is the best choice.but how?as in no seniors are willing to help me.even when I ask the better players to help me, they say they play very lousy and dun help me.if this kind of standard is what they call 'lousy', then my standard would be PATHETIC!I don't get recognise in Band.Leos wanted to be recognised and get attention, even if you do stupid things in public.that's who I am and I can't change it.If you change the person's personality, you change the whole person.okay, I'm gonna end this post quickly.otherwise I'll cry immediately.I'm hopeless, EXTRA, nothing, pathetic, BULLSHIT.ending this with tears.reg . 9.42pm
what we could have been, 9:29 PM.
Lavenderwalked to Hougang Point today ALONE and saw XinHong walking in front of me, LOL. I think she saw me but didn't wanna say 'Hi'. so... its okay.Naomi said that she reach there liao, was waving to me on the other side.then she told me XinHong is behind me.so we went to Mac to find the others, but no one was there. probably we are too early?NO we aren't: we saw AnChun, Samuel and Dickson walking outta the exit of Mac and back into Hougang Point again. we tailed them and suddenly "POOF!"they went missing, LOL.so we went walk walk around, saw YunHan, Julie and Sophia.then Inez, Jesslyn, ShaoHao and ShuanYong, who all wore black, appeared.Hasniza, Faith, YingYing, MeiXuan, Emily, Elijah, Daniel were there too (I hope I got all names correct, SORRY if I missed out anyone =PP)Sophia, Naomi, MeiXuan, YingYing, Julie and me were hungry, so we went to buy sushis and eat, YUM YUM! =]]walked around my neighbourhood and finally to the bus-stop near the wet market.my water bottle is finished already, so Julie, Elijah, Sophia and Naomi went to buy drinks at the kopitiam. took 72 to the bus stop outside Hougang MRT Stn.I filled my empty water bottle with the kickapoo drink and went to take NE-Line.THIRSTI was having a SIP of my kickapoo drink: which looks like Mama Lemon Washing Detergent, Daniel was thirsty and asked if he could have a SIP of my drink.okay lor, as long as his lips doesn't touch my VODA VODA water bottle, LOL.but you know what he said?"If lips touch abit can hor?"=_="...okay, whatever. Julie, Sophia and Emily used my bottle before.in fact, alot of people, not THAT MUCH, has used my bottle to drink before.I was waiting for that ONE SIP.Daniel's ONE SIP EQUALS TO MY WHOLE KICKAPOO DRINK.I told Elijah, Julie, Sophia and Naomi that he's drinking washing detergent, haha.Daniel didn't even feel a SINGLE BIT OF REMORSE AFTER HE DRANK MY WHOLE PRECIOUS KICKAPOO!DANIEL, DO YOU KNOW HOW THIRSTY I AM LIKE YOU?!GRR! >:(he still dare to smile back. =_="...took NE-Line to Outram Park and changed to East-West line, took to Lavender.crippled...we were outta the MRT Stn which was TOO CRAMMED.Daniel nearly didn't got into the train.walked along the HDB flats and ICA Building towards the shop.Daniel stopped halfway and bought a drink.at that moment, I thought he wanna 'repay me back' the drink.but I guess HE IS STILL THIRSTY: he bought it for himself.I dun dare to shout at him just for fun because he has been moody ever since in the NE MRT.Naomi said that she felt SORRY for Daniel because he broke up with his girlfriend.yeah... I feel sad for him too.saw a man sitting on the bridge and was crippled with one leg.there's this artificial leg beside him.Naomi sympathied him and gave him 50 cents when I said, "NO".I wasn't being mean and cruel to that guy, I sympathise him too, but I can't give him money.I reminded Naomi,"If you were to give the beggars money in Thailand, the whole rest of them will chase after you."Naomi said she was feeling SORRY for that man.so we felt SORRY for 2 persons today.SUPER CUSTOM-MADE!reach the hawker centre upstairs ler, finally found the shop.the space was so limited there, you can hardly get a seat.Hazniza told us to sit down and have our shoes tried, Inez went first.Naomi, Sophia, Inez, Julie, Elijah, Samuel, Dickson, Daniel were waiting for our turn. so we stood somewhere else beside the shop.Daniel was somehow irritating himself about his shoe size.ITS 12!OMIGOSH.BIG FOOT!AHAHA! =Xthen I and Daniel compared our shoe size and HIS SHOE SIZE IS ONE QUARTER BIGGER THAN MINE!O.O... I almost laughed to death, haha!finally our turn, my shoe size is 6 and Sophia's is AN AMAZING 6 AND A HALF! O.O!!she didn't wear socks okay, and its SHOCKING.we waited... and waited... and waited for our shoes.and its DAMN WARM THERE.I asked Hasniza if we can go downstairs to buy drinks, she said OKAY but be fast.so me, Naomi, Sophia, Julie, Elijah went down to buy drinks.bought Sugar Cane juice and starting sipping it like asthma patients sucking the inhaler, LOL.Sophia didn't like sugar cane juice but she bought it anyway, and didn't finish it anyway, LOL.Dickson, Samuel, Daniel, YunHan, YingYing, MeiXuan they all also came down, except for ShaoHao and company.they bought sugar cane juice too, but with added lemon.Naomi da bao the kway teow and she ate it in front of the stall in the end, haha.me, Naomi, Sophia, Julie, Elijah and Dickson were talking at the table outside the stall.Dickson is SO DISGUSTING!he started talking all about SHIT and R.A stuffs LOUDLY IN PUBLIC.we talked and suddenly dunno what to talk ler, Naomi asked,"So now talk about what?""TALK ABOUT SHIT!"=_="...one Uncle was glaring at him from behind despite warning him continuosly.then Daniel came with his drink and saw Naomi eating kway teow, he told us that Naomi made him hungry, so Naomi ate dramatically in front of him and Daniel went away, haha.while Daniel was walking away, Naomi was talking about her kway teow and shouted at Daniel,"DANIEL, (THE KWAY TEOW) SO SWEET AND NICE!"the rest of us at the table hear until..."DANIEL SO SWEET AND NICE!"I told the rest and we laughed like mad and Naomi was laughing also, haha.chatted about going overseas for holidays, blah blah blah.chatted halfway then Naomi asked, "Why is he (Daniel) looking at me?"=_="... to be frank, he could be looking at something else.then Sophia still havent touch her drink at all, the kway teow stall Auntie and uncle said if its sour or bland, you can change the drink, Sophia was like, "Bu yong jing. (Nevermind)"the Auntie and Uncle were so thoughtful ;)or maybe they had some feud with that drink stall's owner? ^.o?finished all our food and drinks and went upstairs to pay and get our shoes.Daniel tried the size 12 shoes before and a finger couldn't get in, he had to take either 12 and a half or 13. O.O...the girls paid $22 and guys... dunno lah.Daniel paid $28 because his shoe is the biggest and probably difficult to find?Dickson or Samuel (My memory is failing again... *sigh*) asked what's the difference between girl's and boy's shoes, I took one of my shoes out and compared with his.its just the design and the cutting.the tip of boy's shoes are more rounded unlike the girls, more pointed.Daniel took out his shoe and he compared my shoe with his.ITS SO BIG LIKE A SAMPAN! xDDno one will treat you like a mute if you shut upDickson talked bad about the President S.R Nathan and Naomi was so pissed off.because he is Naomi's grand-uncle.Naomi walked like the fast wind away from them and Daniel was shutting Dickson and Samuel's mouth up. the poor me had to run and catch up with her.Junction 8 or Compass Point?Elijah asked where we wanna go, Junction 8 or Compass Point. we chose Compass because going to Junction 8 will be a hassle: we need to switch trains.so the train came and we took back to Outram and took NE-Line.me, Naomi, Sophia, Julie, YingYing, Emily, MeiXuan, Elijah, Daniel, Dickson were in the train, talking LOUDLY UNTIL PEOPLE AROUND US WERE STARING AT US. >_<", LOL!then there's a advertisement on the TV in the MRT, some kind bandage thingie which is put at your elbow, or knee, any joints.Dickson and MeiXuan and company were talking 'dirty' and Dickson saw a scene of the advertisement: the bandage (which has a hole in the middle) put on knee cap, CLOSE UP.he immediately shouted to us that he thought it was a breast he saw, OMG.>_<"... SO SICK.when the train stopped at Little India Stn, Daniel and Dickson looked like they were gonna alight,AND THEY DID ALIGHT.but when they were outside, they pushed each other, tried to get into the train again and laughed, haha. the girls laughed like no tomorrow.abit dumb lah the guys. =PPso Daniel alighted at Kovan Stn because he needs to go to church. MeiXuan, YingYing and Emily alighted at Hougang Stn to take bus home.the rest, Dickson, Elijah, Julie, Sophia, Naomi and me went to Compass and had lunch at Mos Burger.after our lunch, we stayed there and listened to the songs: some techno songs, 'Boulevard Of Broken Dreams', 'Lose My Breath'.Dickson thought of an idea: mixing all he left-over stuffs together.we started with Sophia's cup of Sprite.then added chilli, mayonnaise, lettuce, beef, rice burger, Elijah's coke, Julie's fries, tissues...Elijah went to get more sauce and we added in tomato sauce, some kinda greenish mayonnaise, barbeque sauce (think so).everyone contributed all their food and started using straws to stir our MASTER PIECE!we poked the rice burger 'down' and one piece of vegetable came floating up and Dickson shouted, "I HATE VEGETABLES!"and he poked the vegetable down.its so gross, he went and smell the MASTER PIECE. and he CHOKED ON THE SMELL OF THE CHILLI. the whole mixture looked like BUBBLE TEA.Julie, Sophia, Elijah went for tution. Dickson went home.so me and Naomi went shopping.and went home.reg . 8.20pm
what we could have been, 6:02 PM.
"Regret, regret, regret. Catchy. Any idea what it means?"*sigh*I regretted not going to Band yesterday, the people who went yesterday were chosen for the NDP celebration thingie. so they have to sit down while the National Anthem is played by them...yeah... that's so GREAT.but they have to reach the Band room on Monday by 6.15am and set up all the things by 6.30am and practice until 7am bah.I'm not chosen because we have to wake up THAT EARLY and I guess... the clarinet seniors are glad that I'm not there to spoil the whole song when YunHan and Inez can play like one of them.*sigh* I'm just an EXTRA, NOTHING, BULLSHIT, FAILURE.I'm improving very hard but I see nothing.its completely pointless for me to go on.I don't mean I wanna quit Band, but I always have this tendency to compare myself with the stronger ones and I'll 'lose out', when I compare myself over the weaker ones, I'm towering above them and I'll be so hao lian.LIFE IS SO COMPLICATED WITHOUT SOMEONE SHARING YOUR BURDEN.*sigh*still the same old sentence:"Regret, regret, regret. Catchy. Any idea what it means?"oh yar, tomorrow going out with Band to buy black marching shoes, yup.Venue: Hougang Point, MacTime: 12pmDress Code: er... we don't need this =PPI'm typing it here in case others dunno, like JieYing and LiYin who didn't came for today's final rehersal.its so wasted that they didn't come.we played 'Hawaii Five-O', 'Shrek's Dance Party', 'Persis Overture', 'Alvamar Overture', 'Queen's Park Melody' and probably more?'Shrek's Dance Party' seemed alot easier than the other songs.the seniors were, of course so pro, they were like TOWERING OVER me when they played so calmly and completely the whole song.YunHan and Inez are already half of them.I only wished that I had only half of YunHan and Inez's talent, then I'll be the happiest person in the world.because why?I saw ZhiYuan's photo taken last year, junior band.and this year?he is STILL in Junior Band. Sophia, Chandini and I were so afraid that we couldn't move on with the others.I was picturing this scene in my mind and I told Sophia and Chandini about it:After the NDP performance, Ms Wong or Ms Wong will tell Perseus to inform the juniors who played in the performance GREAT NEWS."Thank you for putting all your hard work to make this performance a success. I have something to announce, Ms Wong informed me to. The juniors who came for Thursday's practice right? And you all were told to come again on Friday's full-dress rehersal right? Yar, these juniors are PROMOTED TO MAIN BAND! CONGRATULATION!"I'll be crying the whole day if YunHan, Emily, Julie or even Daniel tells me this.Sophia and Chandini said that they would cry too because its not their fault to be absent on Thursday, they didn't expect this to happen also.okay, enough for today.gotta sleep and wake up to meet Band tomorrow.*sigh*Regretreg . 11.16pm
what we could have been, 10:59 PM.
to pontang? or not?Alicia, SiRu all of them... almost lah, are gonna pontang next Monday's school.I dunno whether to follow them or not.SiRu warned me that we have to write letter but Ms Dhaliwal doesn't accept letters anymore, but SiRu is going ahead of pontang-ing school on Monday.but I wanna watch the Band play.I wanna watch the NDP parade in school for the first time in my secondary life.so how? I'm so confused.because there aren't lessons, just celebration.and later, "RING!", off you go home.so is it worth to go to Monday's school?Compass PointI was so darn late but I informed Rachel about it.JinJu was supposed to come, but then I heard from Fion and Rachel that JinJu is so angry, because they call her funny names, that she dun wanna come liao...=_="... SO MEAN!went to Converse to window-shop... *sigh*, then to Montip window-shop, 77th Street.man, the items sold at 77th Street were WAYYY~ EXPENSIVE! O.O...one skirt can cost you 39.90 I tell ya.Rachel bought a pair of star dangling earrings for me as birthday present.Budget? 6 bucks! W-T?! nevermind, her present is 4.90 what, LOL.saw a big group of PeiHwa students there, walking and making noise.I dun like the sight of big groups of students, even if they are nerds.its like as if they are gonna beat someone up.later went to Triangle to see see Mei's present, *sigh again*was thinking to buy the doggy thingie with her name carved on it, BUT WAIT,come to think of the price, its not really worth it.and I almost picked the wrong one, A PAIR OF COUPLE TAG.=_="...went to Hallmarks and finally bought a present for her. =PPFINALLY! =D am SO GLAD!I saw the figurines of the Precious Moments characters...aww... they were SO SWEET.especially the one with the couple sitting on the chair, the guy holding out a diamond ring to the girl and the girl cried.AWW! =]the title of the figurine is:SAY I DOAWW! ITS WAY TOO SWEET!Rachel said,"AhJie, ask your Darling to buy for you lah."=_="...I changed the topic and said,"Next time, guys don't need to buy engagement rings. They just buy this big 'chunk of cute figurine' and propose to the girl of their dreams, haha!"okay, this was totally a lame one.why?NOBODY LAUGHED.EVEN THE CASHIER 'EAVESDROPPING' US.=_="...later, we went to library and Fion complained she's hungry.so we put our bags at the chair and went to see the food sold there.man... a SIMPLE CHICKEN PIE CAN COST $4.10!*KER-CHING!*O.O...one slice of chocolate cake is twice cheaper than that.GEEZ! >_<"...we took our bags and somehow 'ran' away, hahalooked for the religion books for History assignment and Rachel picked up a GROSS BOOK:MUSLIM RULES ON MENSTRUATION AND POST-NATAL BIRTHS...I'm speechless when I saw that.I looked down the shelves of books and I saw alot of BUDDHA thingies!wee~ Alex is GONNA FLIP when he sees this xDDhis supporters are gonna GO CRAZY CHANTING but the librarian will scold, haha.Rachel picked up a book:ALL ABOUT GUAN YINand flipped it through..."Playful Guan Yin","Thousand Hands Guan Yin""Fertility Guan Yin"blah blah blah.Rachel is gonna go bonkers if she continues reading this, she rather read the Bible than this I think.yeah, that's what Jael do in class x))Fion got magazine, "TEEN" and the cover is Ayumi.O.O... nevermind, I read that before.she flipped it through and we saw alot of"NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS" SOFT TOYS FOR SALE!Rachel and I went insane and Fion said we had enough, haha.she went to put the magazine back and we went to Comics Connection to look for the collectibles.I AND RACHEL ARE COMPLETELY INSANE FANS ABOUT 'NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS' =]we looked and looked, only found 1 KEYCHAIN IN THE ENTIRE STORE AND THE TRANSPARENT COVER IS SCRATCHED!ME AND RACHEL'S HEART TORE WHEN WE SAW THAT *sob...*found nothing, I thought Heartland Mall's outlet might have something more.so we took MRT and took neoprints FIRST.then we looked for it, NADAH!STILL THE SAME STOCKS, SAME CONDITION!Rachel and I gave up finally...and I bought a Totoro's plushie stuck with a bag.so cute!its the white type of Totoro, small size.and it will go "di di dah! di di dah!" when it walks and the body bobs up and down.the blue one will go, "bom bom bah! bom bom bah!" when it walks and the body, too, bobs up and down.SO CUTE!we took train to Hougang, took buses and left =]I had a great day. ;)I saw someone else's true colours that fateful day and I'm so scared to face her because I'm afraid I'll be torn away from my other friends. And honestly, I can't tolerate her 'nagging' about the person she likes beside my ears, its so PAINFUL.I guess I'll have to maintain a ok-ok friendship then.sigh.reg . 7.59pm
what we could have been, 7:30 PM.
hmm~ sleepy~4X10m shuttle run! and how much did I score? 12.6... STILL VERY SLOW!Julia got 11.5 wor... so pro sia.I also kena pressurised, haha.I'm on my mark and Elaine and LiQin them were all shouting,"HUI YI JIA YOU! HUI YI JIA YOU!" >_<"...volleyball after the shuttle run with the guys were great, haha.very funny though.Danial wanted to hit the volleyball and he went smashing to the net with the ball.Bernard 'pumped' the ball from the far end of the court until it flew to the other side.YaoYang served the ball... quite dangerously I should say.recesshad this HORRIBLE, TERRIBLE, VEGETABLE mood swing today.probably, probably not?probably not is because:- about Naomi copying my blog's opening page- I talked to Daniel about Naomi and er... *ah-hem* talked everything about her PERSONALITY,and it links to the thing about the blog incident. Daniel scolded Naomi that she should be more humble or whatever. and Naomi said that we should give Daniel 'Chandineh' a good whack tomorrow (which is today) in school.I was totally ignoring Naomi after she SLAPPED MY BACK OUT OF THE BLUE FROM BEHIND and you know, PEOPLE CAN DIE FROM SUCH SHOCKS!I poured too much chilli onto my chicken rice (which I thought was to be cold but its warmer than usual). Rachel was watching us 'pitifully' because she had to somehow witness the really COLD AND HARSH me, I'm so SORRY if I had scared her. >_<"...Rachel and Naomi thought I cried because Naomi just suddenly slapped my back from... my back.HEY, I'VE GROWN STRONG AS IN NOT TO CRY IN PUBLIC!Naomi was all like, "Eh Reggie, don't liddat leh. Don't scare me."W-T-F MATES! *faking Australian accent*DON'T YOU EVER TRY TO USE THESE WORDS TO MAKE ME TALK TO YOU.I'M NOT SCARING YOU: FAINT RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU.I just- just had this terrible mood swing.I don't know why.probably - - - - - - ?EURGH.I was ignoring Naomi almost the whole time during recess and I told Rachel,"Tell Naomi I'm just having a bad mood swing today if she asks you anything about me.""Okay..."when we were in the hall.lessons just started to get better after recessScience lesson was DA BEST! =]although its raining outside heavily that time, the 2nd period of the lesson finally woke me up.I was dozing off during the first lesson, so did QianHui, Jael (obviously), SiRu, Hayley and all the other sleepyheads.Mdm Lim told us not to lie on our desks during her lessons even if its boring.=_="... DOH!hmm... so if we can't lie on the desks, why not I use my hand to support my head and I just doze off? GREAT IDEA! =]I tried it... but I'm afraid I'll be caught by her, haha.Mdm Lim still see people lying on their desks, looking at her restlessly. so she went to her teacher's table, in our class, and laid her head on the desk, pretending to be very restless.Mdm Lim said,"DO YOU WANT YOUR TEACHER TO TEACH LIKE THIS?! '*using a restless and dim voice* Hello class... this is what we are going to learn today... *fake yawn*' HUH?! DO YOU?! IF YOU DON'T, LOOK UP DURING MY LESSONS!"2nd period of Science...it's totally CHAOTIC at 1E5 and the other side of the block of 1st floor.Mdm Lim said that we, 1E4, cannot concentrate now, because weather is too cooling. too much Sun also cannot, weekdays also cannot: always tired, weekends cannot: go out.I was like all, "GOVERNMENT SAID THAT SATURDAY IS A FAMILY DAY!"when Mdm Lim talked about Saturday lessons.its still super noisy outside and Mdm Lim asked if she was in a ZOO.she pointed QianHui,"Okay, you will be the monkey."then Fadly acted like a chimpanzee and Mdm Lim pointed him to be monkey instead of QianHui.I told Rachel,"Does Mdm Lim needs a pig in the zoo? WE HAVE ONE! *laughs*"then we talked about everyone being whatever animals and finally came to BUDDHA'S turn.BaoCheng said,"WA! ZOO ALSO GOT BUDDHA AH!"then Bernard and company started the chant again..."BUDDHA... BUDDHA! *claps twice* BUDDHA... BUDDHA! *claps twice*"Yana and Diana were joining in also,"HEY BUDDHA! HEY BUDDHA! GO BUDDHA! GO BUDDHA! GO BUDDHA YEAH!"=_="...Rachel was using her highlighter to bang on my table and I stopped her hand. then she used another hand, clenched into a fist and started banging my table, I stopped her other hand. the other hand with highlighter starts again... I had to stop it.so I stopped her 2 hands, her right feet came kicking the legs of my table.IS SHE GOING CRAZY OF BOREBOM?!then we laughed like mad, haha.reg . 6.08pm
what we could have been, 5:04 PM.
1000 words - SweetboxI know that your hiding thingsUsing gentle words to shelter me,Your words are like a dreamBut dreams could never fool meWell not that easily.I acted so distant then, Didn't say goodbye before you leftBut I was listeningYou'll fight your battles far from meYou fought too easily"Save your tears, I'm coming back"I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that doorBut still I sworeTo hide all the pain when I turned by the pagesJust by the friendly answerWhat if I cried my eyes out and begged you not to part?And now I have a fate to see whats in my heartCause a thousand wordsHave bowed through the agesThey'll fly to you,I know I can seeI know there reaching youSuspended on Silver WingsOh a thousand wordsA thousand embracesWill cradle youEven though that your wearyThey seem far awayThey'll hold you foreverOh a thousand wordsHave never been spokenThey'll bow to youAnd carry you overAll into my armsSuspended on Silver WingsAnd a thousand wordsCalled out through the agesThe greatest giftsIgnore all the worryHere's to all the happy daysI'll hold you forver.
what we could have been, 4:38 PM.
"Buddha... BUDDHA!", "Buddha... BUDDHA!"YuanHing and YiRong them have been chanting this ALL DAY LONG.as soon as after recess assembly and afternoon assembly, LOL.that's so sweet of them, their CHANTING woke me up from the Mr Chia's 'LULLABY' which works to smoothly... haha!Bernard, YuChuan, ZhengJie, YiRong, YuanHing, WeiRen, YaoYang they all were chanting,"Buddha... BUDDHA! *claps twice* Buddha... BUDDHA! *claps twice*"oh man, I can't believe that, haha.we were walking down the stairs then along outside the canteen to head back to class when they chanted these.Diana and Yana were behind me and they joined in, EVEN LOUDER. =DDI joined in too, why not? its fun what, LOL. ;DDLiQin joined in with me and she even changed the tempo of the whole chant and spoilt the 'song'...=_="...I told LiQin that they, the guys, probably pronounce the chant like this:"Boo-dah... BOO-DAH! *claps twice* Boo-dah... BOO-DAH! *claps twice*"LiQin laughed like crazy when she heard me spelling the words out.then we dragged the "BOO" extremely LONGGG~so its..."BOOO-DAHH... BOOO-DAHH! *claps twice loudly* BOOO-DAHH... BOOO-DAHH! *claps twice loudly*"and yet again... we laughed like we had never laughed in years before.'The Nightmare Before Christmas'coincidentally...JULIA HAS THE 'NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS' BAG AND WALLET!OMG!I HAVE ONE VERY BEST FRIEND AFTER ALL!LOL!she said she bought all those at M'sia...okay, I dun quite trust M'sia's stuffs because most of them are FAKES. =PPprobably the Converse red-shirt I'm wearing right now bah...yups. in my opinion, if you go to M'sia, you better dun buy those BRANDED GOODS there.you may get cheated. =XSORRY if I have offender any M'sians here. =PPI sort of... DEMANDED YiRong to 'return' me $15 for the wallet prezzie.he begged and begged to LOWER THE PRICE OF THE WALLET BECAUSE HE IS BROKE.=_="...when is he BROKE?!he 'CHEATED' my $5.80-8 for buying the art file for him because he said that:HIS MOM OVERSEAS RIGHT NOW AND HE AND HIS SISTER DON'T HAVE POCKET MONEY....I'M NOT SILLY THAT I HAVE FALLEN INTO THIS GOD-BROTHER OF MINE'S TRICK ALRIGHT?!I JUST TOOK PITY ON HIM AND YOU KNOW: LEOS ARE VERY GENEROUS PEOPLE! =PP*nods head continuosly*yeah... like that time I donated $10 in one go for the KNF card donation thingy,BUT HEY,I HAVEN'T HAND UP THE CARD YET BECAUSE I HATE NKF AND I DON'T TRUST THEM ANYMORE.AND WHY DO I DON'T TRUST THEM?THEY DIDN'T MAKE THE NECESSARY ARRANGEMENTS FOR THE CMF AMAZING CHALLENGED!ITS SO SUCK!okay... enough about the NKF shit stuffs. =PPI HATE EM'! =XI remined YiRong during morning assembly and during Drama lessons and he kept yawning like AS IF I'M TALKING TO THE AIR!"HELLO AIR! REMEMBER MY 15 DOLLARS HOR! REMEMBER HOR!"*coughs*I'm not that dumb. =_="... DOH.photo-takingPerseus told us to come back in 10 minutes (or whoever it is, I have a very bad memory. so duncha try to make me remember you for a HUNDRED YEARS or else I'm gonna kill you.)so our break is only 5 minutes.I went with Joey to grab some drink and a packet of tidbits."PIAK!"the tidbits scatter almost everywhere when I used full amount of force to force open it after I and Joey had our Aloe Vera bits juice.Dickson saw what happened and was"Orh-hor"-ingall the way.SHEESH, EVERYONE MAKES MISTAKES. =Pwe waited like CRAZY in the Band room for our turn to take photos..."TICK TOCK! TICK TOCK! TICK TOCK!"its already 2.45pm and our turn isn't up yet?B.S lah!"TICK TOCK! TICK TOCK! TICK TOCK!"its already 4pm+ and Naomi's Dad is waiting outside the school to fetch her home.PeiJun, Hafilah and Perseus let her to go outside Band room to make a call to tell her Dad to fetch her at 4.30 to 4.45pm liddat.Naomi came back to Band room sadly and said that she quarelled with her parents over the phone and she is unable to attend her tution lessons.it's already 4.30pm and everyone is getting impatient.My patients has its limits...Shamin (or whoever it is, I TOLD YOU MY MEMORY IS FAILING!) told us to have a 5 minute toilet break and every single member of the Junior Band went charging for the door, LOL.I was sort of shouting to the people, Junior Band people, outside the Band room,"WE CANNOT SUFFER IN SILENCE!"okay, I know I'm getting lamer and lamer by each day, haha.I wonder who can tolerate me for the rest of my life? *hint hint* =PPreg . 8.17pm
what we could have been, 7:44 PM.