Wednesday, November 30, 2005
What can I do with big pictures of Daniel Radcliffe? Image blending confuses me, ARGH! My blog posts are simply plain. I need to add pictures, HAIS. BLARGH, I'm so sian. Here are 2 pictures of Ayumi's 2006 calendar.
Yes and YES! She's releasing her new album "(miss) understood" in Japan next year on January 1st! It'll be around March when it arrives in Singapore bah. Mwahahahas. I'm going Ayu-crazy again =P
Sian, when is Rachel coming back from HongKong... I want her to accompany me to church. Probably never because they're having celebrations now, GOSH.
Yes and YES! She's releasing her new album "(miss) understood" in Japan next year on January 1st! It'll be around March when it arrives in Singapore bah. Mwahahahas. I'm going Ayu-crazy again =P
Sian, when is Rachel coming back from HongKong... I want her to accompany me to church. Probably never because they're having celebrations now, GOSH.
what we could have been, 10:26 AM.
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
Okay, let me type a proper post about yesterday since that one was a rushed and not-detailed one.
Took train to Orchard to Mt. Elizabeth for Eldest Sis's check up. Everything's fine. Then walked around the area, passed by Taka, TANGS, Wisma. Finally decided on Far East to shop for my clothes, haha. We visit shop by shop.
1st stop: a shop which sells every rubbish-related clothes. Man, their products suck lor. I think the shop owners were from China bah. Their shop is nice, fitting room's walls are painted lime green (MY FAVE!) but the clothes doesn't look nice. And you like them at first glance, you hate it until you realise that it cannot be worn. I managed to escape that shop with Mom and Eldest Sis in time, PHEW. Walked around some more and a shop with sneakers attracted me. Bought an overall dress there. Pink coloured, pleated skirt at the bottom, white collars, black and white stripped "belt". If I had my own digic cam I would have took a picture of it and show it here =(
That first shop was wayyy scheming sia. They even have a shop which sells the same stuffs but the name is different. For goodness sake, is this the way how they take up space in Level One?
Anyway, finally decided on a mini skirt in MaryJane. It's denim material on top and pink checkered (something like Burberry checkered style) cloth at the bottom, pleated. Didn't know that I'm getting a skirt shorter than my usual ones =P. I actuallt wanted a cross-back sleeveless, but Mom and Sis don't like it, had to give it up in the end.
Had Iced Mocha with Sis at Gelare Cafe while Mom settled at nearby Ya Kun. Sis went off shopping on her own and me and Mom went to take cab to Tiong Bahru Plaza to meet Keow Yi and family before heading off to Gui Sen Cousin's Sentosa chalet.
Didn't realise that the bus which was suppose to be heading to Sentosa was taken off. AHH! Took cab anyway.
Slacked, played the outdoor arcade, had BBQ and played at the swimming pool there. Didn't really swim though, just played lah. Long time never swim le, so lao kui. Even putting my head and holding breathe under the water for 3 seconds can kill me (because my head wanna float up). I had nose block and WAS SICK mah, how can you blame me? Went down to Siloso Beach with Kai, Mei, Zhe Ming, Ru Yue, Ming Xuan and young Aunt and Uncle. Formed a treble clef with the sand there before heading back for BBQ, haha, so nice ;)
Again, ate, played over there and took Uncle's cab home.
HAIS, my posts are so plain without pictures.
I WANNA GET MY DIGIC CAM! -HUMPH-
Took train to Orchard to Mt. Elizabeth for Eldest Sis's check up. Everything's fine. Then walked around the area, passed by Taka, TANGS, Wisma. Finally decided on Far East to shop for my clothes, haha. We visit shop by shop.
1st stop: a shop which sells every rubbish-related clothes. Man, their products suck lor. I think the shop owners were from China bah. Their shop is nice, fitting room's walls are painted lime green (MY FAVE!) but the clothes doesn't look nice. And you like them at first glance, you hate it until you realise that it cannot be worn. I managed to escape that shop with Mom and Eldest Sis in time, PHEW. Walked around some more and a shop with sneakers attracted me. Bought an overall dress there. Pink coloured, pleated skirt at the bottom, white collars, black and white stripped "belt". If I had my own digic cam I would have took a picture of it and show it here =(
That first shop was wayyy scheming sia. They even have a shop which sells the same stuffs but the name is different. For goodness sake, is this the way how they take up space in Level One?
Anyway, finally decided on a mini skirt in MaryJane. It's denim material on top and pink checkered (something like Burberry checkered style) cloth at the bottom, pleated. Didn't know that I'm getting a skirt shorter than my usual ones =P. I actuallt wanted a cross-back sleeveless, but Mom and Sis don't like it, had to give it up in the end.
Had Iced Mocha with Sis at Gelare Cafe while Mom settled at nearby Ya Kun. Sis went off shopping on her own and me and Mom went to take cab to Tiong Bahru Plaza to meet Keow Yi and family before heading off to Gui Sen Cousin's Sentosa chalet.
Didn't realise that the bus which was suppose to be heading to Sentosa was taken off. AHH! Took cab anyway.
Slacked, played the outdoor arcade, had BBQ and played at the swimming pool there. Didn't really swim though, just played lah. Long time never swim le, so lao kui. Even putting my head and holding breathe under the water for 3 seconds can kill me (because my head wanna float up). I had nose block and WAS SICK mah, how can you blame me? Went down to Siloso Beach with Kai, Mei, Zhe Ming, Ru Yue, Ming Xuan and young Aunt and Uncle. Formed a treble clef with the sand there before heading back for BBQ, haha, so nice ;)
Again, ate, played over there and took Uncle's cab home.
HAIS, my posts are so plain without pictures.
I WANNA GET MY DIGIC CAM! -HUMPH-
what we could have been, 5:45 PM.
HUMPH, alright, Jannah selected me to do the quiz... or whatever. And I get to sabo people after that, MWAHAHAHAS. LOL, okay, here I go.
5 weird facts about me
1. I can use the computer from morning to night without feeling hungry (guess I'm just a freak who feeds on computer)
2. I have a weird/special personality... and I don't know what's so special. My primary school friends all agrees, PLUS RACHELLL!
3. I like japanese music and my friends think I'm dumb because I bought a FOREIGN LANGUAGE CD when I don't even know what Ayumi Hamasaki is singing.
4. Sizist: a person who likes to criticise people of their own size. Sorry if I offended anyone. That's just me SOMETIMES.
5. I hate anonymouses. They give you the suspense which can make you have sleepless nights, wondering who that freak was. And yes, that's the stupid "passerby" who likes to criticise me and not putting his/her name up there.
And the 5 "lucky" people are:
Julie, Sophia AhMei, Li Yin Mommy, Yi Le AhJie and John!
Remember to do this quiz arh... or else -evil laughs-.
Okay, I've gotta work on my research on Daniel RADCLIFFE's pictures for my next blog layout. If the Radcliffe's layout isn't gonna work out, I have a backup: my clarinet pictures.
5 weird facts about me
1. I can use the computer from morning to night without feeling hungry (guess I'm just a freak who feeds on computer)
2. I have a weird/special personality... and I don't know what's so special. My primary school friends all agrees, PLUS RACHELLL!
3. I like japanese music and my friends think I'm dumb because I bought a FOREIGN LANGUAGE CD when I don't even know what Ayumi Hamasaki is singing.
4. Sizist: a person who likes to criticise people of their own size. Sorry if I offended anyone. That's just me SOMETIMES.
5. I hate anonymouses. They give you the suspense which can make you have sleepless nights, wondering who that freak was. And yes, that's the stupid "passerby" who likes to criticise me and not putting his/her name up there.
And the 5 "lucky" people are:
Julie, Sophia AhMei, Li Yin Mommy, Yi Le AhJie and John!
Remember to do this quiz arh... or else -evil laughs-.
Okay, I've gotta work on my research on Daniel RADCLIFFE's pictures for my next blog layout. If the Radcliffe's layout isn't gonna work out, I have a backup: my clarinet pictures.
what we could have been, 10:51 AM.
Monday, November 28, 2005
Busy busy busy! Haha, really.
27/11
Went to Changi Beach with Keow Yi and family plus their Aunt to celebrate her birthday. Took boat trip to Pulau Ubin to walk walk. Visited the Thai Temple and I got a bad sign while praying, the Auntie told me to burn it. Took another try and got a fairly good one.
TODAY!
Went to Sentosa to celebrate Gui Sen Cousin's birthday. His girlfriend, Geraldine, stayed with him overnight at the chalet, WOOTS! Anyway, bought my CNY clothes before that at Far East with Mom and Sis Rina. A overall dress plus a mini skirt ;)
Gotta cut short, Bro's rushing me.
Take care people!
27/11
Went to Changi Beach with Keow Yi and family plus their Aunt to celebrate her birthday. Took boat trip to Pulau Ubin to walk walk. Visited the Thai Temple and I got a bad sign while praying, the Auntie told me to burn it. Took another try and got a fairly good one.
TODAY!
Went to Sentosa to celebrate Gui Sen Cousin's birthday. His girlfriend, Geraldine, stayed with him overnight at the chalet, WOOTS! Anyway, bought my CNY clothes before that at Far East with Mom and Sis Rina. A overall dress plus a mini skirt ;)
Gotta cut short, Bro's rushing me.
Take care people!
what we could have been, 10:31 PM.
Friday, November 25, 2005
TODAY WAS SUPERB MAN!
Firstly we arrived in school, met Yun Han on the way and shared my umbrella with her since she doesn't have any, LOL. Act cool lah... =P
Reached band room and just took our instruments, stands, files and valuables before boarding the bus, setting off to Choa Chu Kang for Regent Secondary. Shu Zhuang, Siti, Hayley and I were sitting at the back of the bus talking all about Harry Potter. Shu Zhuang was so high when we reached this topic, so am I, HEH HEH! We kept repeating, "HARRY POTTER SO CUTE LOR!". She told me that maybe the director won't use the 3 of the main characters because they're getting too old for their roles, aw man. Then she added, "Maybe hor, they will film until Harry Potter graduate ah, get married ah, then have chewren leh! But I wonder who will he be with leh..." I cut in, "ME! DANIEL RADCLIFFE'S MINE!", the 3 of them stared at me and said, "Buay bai...", LOL.
The bus went pass a building which looked like a school: looks very rugged and there were alot of small buildings there too. I thought Regent's building was that bad until I realised that it's some kinda military building, LOL. So gong. Crapped alot and finally reached the school. MAN, the building's paint has came off and nobody even care to paint it over again. I pestered Hayley where's the washroom and she immediately pointed at the school logo. I told her, "HAYLEY! FOR GOODNESS SAKE, THAT'S THE SCHOOL LOGO AND I SEE NO WASHROOM HERE!" she thought that anything that has red and blue is definitely the washroom sign. Luckily her actions wasn't seen by the Regenites, otherwise she'll be having some lessons, heh heh.
Played "Procession of the Sardar", warm-ups and etudes well (: SO HAPPY! Had lunch at Lot 1 shopping mall. Boarded bus 307 with the Regenites and BNSS: the Regents were so noisy and we were SO PAI SEH LOR. Nevermind that. Had lunch at Mac with Li Yin, Siti, Shu Zhuang and Hayley. Then went to walk walk since we had time. The whole group of us went to a shop which sells alot of earrings, NAH, none of the above has caught our eyes. Siti and I ran like mad when we saw the Billabong shop. WE COULDN'T BUY ANY! THE LIMITED EDITION WALLET'S $26.90! AHH! Shu Zhuang went to buy MiniMelts and finished it. We met the rest and took 307 back, they're STILL noisy. Darn it.
Took instruments, stands and files to the AVA room (I guess) and played with the rest who are not going to HongKong. Miss Tan, the conductor of Catholic High Band, came and conducted our etudes and "Singapore Rhapsody". Wee Peng was taking pictures away man, GOSH. She's very funny lor, very CULTURAL in fact (: She's a fun conductor. I told Joey that Cousin Njiun Ngiap told me that she doesn't know how to play the trombone, she doesn't believe me that she plays trombone. Until Miss Tan said that she plays the trombone (HMM) oh wells! Played games and it's okay lah. Don't wanna mention that Regent guy, hate him.
Packed up and went back to school. Shu Zhuang found out she lost her handphone, gosh. Cried like dunno-what before Miss Chang inform her that her handphone has been found. Went to take 159 to Ang Mo Kio with Faith, Xin Hong, Pei Jun, Fong Yee, Hui Xian, Yun Han, Dickson AhGong, Samuel. Initially we wanted Seoul Gardens but we don;t have enough moo-lah. After long MINUTES of discussion, we settled at Breeks and it was proudly suggested by ME! =D Ordered baked rice with chicken stew and everyone tucked in when everyone's food arrived. Finished the food and CRAPPED alot.
Dickson tried to eat lemon and Pei Jun took a video of how his face expression changed, LOL! Firstly, he said, "Aiya, bu suan lah." Then his face turned painful sia, haha. The clarinettists (Faith, Hui Xian, Yun Han and me) laughed like mad about the Uncle sitting at the next table to us. He laughed like a freak. There was alot of laughing going on. Then Dickson mentioned that once he went to hospital (or whatever) because he got diarrhoea, then just nice, Pei Jun didn't finish her Beef Bolognaise (it's brownish in colour). Dickson pointed to Pei Jun's food while telling the story, WE LAUGHED LIKE MAD. UNCONTROLLABLE. Faith then was excused to the washroom and I reminded her, "Faith, you later don't laugh at the mirror hor!", she pushed the wrong person (Yun Han poor thing) and pushed me, haha. Pai seh lah. Settled the bill, $110.30. Fong Yee forked out $20 for the GST and blah blah blah and we settled everything outside. Took 159 back with Dickson, Xin Hong, Pei Jun, Fong Yee, Samuel and Hui Xian. Dickson was thick-skinned and asked Xin Hong if she can put him and AhMa in the same group during camp, wah lao, buay bai lor.
Firstly we arrived in school, met Yun Han on the way and shared my umbrella with her since she doesn't have any, LOL. Act cool lah... =P
Reached band room and just took our instruments, stands, files and valuables before boarding the bus, setting off to Choa Chu Kang for Regent Secondary. Shu Zhuang, Siti, Hayley and I were sitting at the back of the bus talking all about Harry Potter. Shu Zhuang was so high when we reached this topic, so am I, HEH HEH! We kept repeating, "HARRY POTTER SO CUTE LOR!". She told me that maybe the director won't use the 3 of the main characters because they're getting too old for their roles, aw man. Then she added, "Maybe hor, they will film until Harry Potter graduate ah, get married ah, then have chewren leh! But I wonder who will he be with leh..." I cut in, "ME! DANIEL RADCLIFFE'S MINE!", the 3 of them stared at me and said, "Buay bai...", LOL.
The bus went pass a building which looked like a school: looks very rugged and there were alot of small buildings there too. I thought Regent's building was that bad until I realised that it's some kinda military building, LOL. So gong. Crapped alot and finally reached the school. MAN, the building's paint has came off and nobody even care to paint it over again. I pestered Hayley where's the washroom and she immediately pointed at the school logo. I told her, "HAYLEY! FOR GOODNESS SAKE, THAT'S THE SCHOOL LOGO AND I SEE NO WASHROOM HERE!" she thought that anything that has red and blue is definitely the washroom sign. Luckily her actions wasn't seen by the Regenites, otherwise she'll be having some lessons, heh heh.
Played "Procession of the Sardar", warm-ups and etudes well (: SO HAPPY! Had lunch at Lot 1 shopping mall. Boarded bus 307 with the Regenites and BNSS: the Regents were so noisy and we were SO PAI SEH LOR. Nevermind that. Had lunch at Mac with Li Yin, Siti, Shu Zhuang and Hayley. Then went to walk walk since we had time. The whole group of us went to a shop which sells alot of earrings, NAH, none of the above has caught our eyes. Siti and I ran like mad when we saw the Billabong shop. WE COULDN'T BUY ANY! THE LIMITED EDITION WALLET'S $26.90! AHH! Shu Zhuang went to buy MiniMelts and finished it. We met the rest and took 307 back, they're STILL noisy. Darn it.
Took instruments, stands and files to the AVA room (I guess) and played with the rest who are not going to HongKong. Miss Tan, the conductor of Catholic High Band, came and conducted our etudes and "Singapore Rhapsody". Wee Peng was taking pictures away man, GOSH. She's very funny lor, very CULTURAL in fact (: She's a fun conductor. I told Joey that Cousin Njiun Ngiap told me that she doesn't know how to play the trombone, she doesn't believe me that she plays trombone. Until Miss Tan said that she plays the trombone (HMM) oh wells! Played games and it's okay lah. Don't wanna mention that Regent guy, hate him.
Packed up and went back to school. Shu Zhuang found out she lost her handphone, gosh. Cried like dunno-what before Miss Chang inform her that her handphone has been found. Went to take 159 to Ang Mo Kio with Faith, Xin Hong, Pei Jun, Fong Yee, Hui Xian, Yun Han, Dickson AhGong, Samuel. Initially we wanted Seoul Gardens but we don;t have enough moo-lah. After long MINUTES of discussion, we settled at Breeks and it was proudly suggested by ME! =D Ordered baked rice with chicken stew and everyone tucked in when everyone's food arrived. Finished the food and CRAPPED alot.
Dickson tried to eat lemon and Pei Jun took a video of how his face expression changed, LOL! Firstly, he said, "Aiya, bu suan lah." Then his face turned painful sia, haha. The clarinettists (Faith, Hui Xian, Yun Han and me) laughed like mad about the Uncle sitting at the next table to us. He laughed like a freak. There was alot of laughing going on. Then Dickson mentioned that once he went to hospital (or whatever) because he got diarrhoea, then just nice, Pei Jun didn't finish her Beef Bolognaise (it's brownish in colour). Dickson pointed to Pei Jun's food while telling the story, WE LAUGHED LIKE MAD. UNCONTROLLABLE. Faith then was excused to the washroom and I reminded her, "Faith, you later don't laugh at the mirror hor!", she pushed the wrong person (Yun Han poor thing) and pushed me, haha. Pai seh lah. Settled the bill, $110.30. Fong Yee forked out $20 for the GST and blah blah blah and we settled everything outside. Took 159 back with Dickson, Xin Hong, Pei Jun, Fong Yee, Samuel and Hui Xian. Dickson was thick-skinned and asked Xin Hong if she can put him and AhMa in the same group during camp, wah lao, buay bai lor.
what we could have been, 9:41 PM.
Thursday, November 24, 2005
ARGH, swallowed some portion of the medicines slowly. Man, the tablet for cough was big like hell and I almost choked on it (X_X) Gonna get drowsy later soon, LIKE DUH!
The doc said that I shouldn't go for the Band Exchange tomorrow, WTF?! I explained to him that the most I can do is sight-reading lor... he doesn't quite understand but he got my point anyway (people who studies medicine don't usually understand people who studies music, LOL!) Mom warned me that if my condition don't get better by tomorrow, she disallows me to go for Band. (T-T) Heck lah, Li Yin Mommy and Joey AhJie already have my promise that I'll go tomorrow. Hui Xian told the 2nds not to throw away the 2nds' face! I WON'T! YOU'LL SEE! ;) So I musn't fall sick (n_n) Alright, the medicine may be working on me anytime soon, I shall finish this post!
The doc said that I shouldn't go for the Band Exchange tomorrow, WTF?! I explained to him that the most I can do is sight-reading lor... he doesn't quite understand but he got my point anyway (people who studies medicine don't usually understand people who studies music, LOL!) Mom warned me that if my condition don't get better by tomorrow, she disallows me to go for Band. (T-T) Heck lah, Li Yin Mommy and Joey AhJie already have my promise that I'll go tomorrow. Hui Xian told the 2nds not to throw away the 2nds' face! I WON'T! YOU'LL SEE! ;) So I musn't fall sick (n_n) Alright, the medicine may be working on me anytime soon, I shall finish this post!
what we could have been, 3:35 PM.
COUGH COUGH, I'm sooo sick right now. But I managed to attend band rehearsal, at least I won't miss out a single thing. I was wearing my jacket throughout almost everything until we went downstairs to play the 2 songs (because Mr Lee wanted to hear how we sounded). I nearly got dizzy and collapse when I saw the staff lines weren't black colour anymore, instead it's a bit of green, then purple, then green again. I saw these colours plus stars when I collapse during Primary 4. No kidding! I really saw stars.
Ran outta breath easily today, man, I've to sit permanently near Eunice (the 3rds). Just because of my illness. (X_X)... I feel so upset. I'm not sure if my fever is getting better or worser, it's just that I seem to shiver whenever I enter the music room and pespire like dunno-what when we played in the Sun. Everything went fine today, except that joey was selfish by not accompanying me to the washroom (HELLO?! Does she looks like she's even sick?) and SOMEONE never come for band rehearsal, MWAHAHAHAS. She don't get to participate in the Band Exchange tomorrow anyway, even if she wanted to.
Ah sian, later visiting the doc. SIAN LEH! Medicines are so darn ex. My face looked really pale, gosh. Mom reminds me that I should take the medication today, get a good rest before the Band Exchange. I LOVE YOU MOM!
Oh yar, Mei a.k.a. Min Yu has gotten her PSLE results le! 5 marks lesser than my result (: She gotan A and 3 Bs wor, I got a mixture of 2 As, a B and a C leh. She's obviously gonna land in the second or third class in Damai next year... then she'll be joining band also because of Michelle. Mwahahahs! Kai won't have peace by having 2 band members singing by his ears all day long! HEHE!
Gotta go prepare and meet the doc, see ya.
Ran outta breath easily today, man, I've to sit permanently near Eunice (the 3rds). Just because of my illness. (X_X)... I feel so upset. I'm not sure if my fever is getting better or worser, it's just that I seem to shiver whenever I enter the music room and pespire like dunno-what when we played in the Sun. Everything went fine today, except that joey was selfish by not accompanying me to the washroom (HELLO?! Does she looks like she's even sick?) and SOMEONE never come for band rehearsal, MWAHAHAHAS. She don't get to participate in the Band Exchange tomorrow anyway, even if she wanted to.
Ah sian, later visiting the doc. SIAN LEH! Medicines are so darn ex. My face looked really pale, gosh. Mom reminds me that I should take the medication today, get a good rest before the Band Exchange. I LOVE YOU MOM!
Oh yar, Mei a.k.a. Min Yu has gotten her PSLE results le! 5 marks lesser than my result (: She gotan A and 3 Bs wor, I got a mixture of 2 As, a B and a C leh. She's obviously gonna land in the second or third class in Damai next year... then she'll be joining band also because of Michelle. Mwahahahs! Kai won't have peace by having 2 band members singing by his ears all day long! HEHE!
Gotta go prepare and meet the doc, see ya.
what we could have been, 1:38 PM.
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Confirmed SICK. Fever, sore throat, cold, headache, what more can you want when you've already got double combo? Haha, it doesn't feel good, really.
Went to Compass Point with Rachel and bought some stuffs. The "D.A.I" album and backpack bible (: WOOTS! It's so freaking nice that I nearly read it when we took train to Plaza Singapura to catch "Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire". On the way after buying our suay suay 5.30pm move slot, I was gonna sleep when taking the escalator halfway. Man, the fever medicine must be working on me. Every breath I breathe out just feels exactly like the gas (the one your Mom use to cook food), REALLY! Or rather, the gas feels like those disgusting ones which you burp with your mouth closed after drinking Coke. Went to Yoshinoya to have lunch and after my lunch, we talked there. And rachel pointed out there's this little girl sitting 1.5metre away from me PUKING OUT ALL THE CONTENTS. I was really grossed out. Slacked around just to kill time and took some lousy neoprints, oh no, I'm not gonna show them here. (: Bought 2 badges, LOVE THEM: "Smoking Sucks", "Everyone is entitled to be stupid, but you are abusing the privilege", rawks lah, LOL.
Finally went to watch the movie. Bought mineral water ($2.20, HECK!) and cheesy hotdog ($2!). I asked Rachel, "Wah... the mineral water so ex, is it some kinda holy water?", LOL.
"HPGOF" nice lah. Poor Harry cried bitterly over Cedric's death, I cried too.
Okay, need to go le. Night (:
Went to Compass Point with Rachel and bought some stuffs. The "D.A.I" album and backpack bible (: WOOTS! It's so freaking nice that I nearly read it when we took train to Plaza Singapura to catch "Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire". On the way after buying our suay suay 5.30pm move slot, I was gonna sleep when taking the escalator halfway. Man, the fever medicine must be working on me. Every breath I breathe out just feels exactly like the gas (the one your Mom use to cook food), REALLY! Or rather, the gas feels like those disgusting ones which you burp with your mouth closed after drinking Coke. Went to Yoshinoya to have lunch and after my lunch, we talked there. And rachel pointed out there's this little girl sitting 1.5metre away from me PUKING OUT ALL THE CONTENTS. I was really grossed out. Slacked around just to kill time and took some lousy neoprints, oh no, I'm not gonna show them here. (: Bought 2 badges, LOVE THEM: "Smoking Sucks", "Everyone is entitled to be stupid, but you are abusing the privilege", rawks lah, LOL.
Finally went to watch the movie. Bought mineral water ($2.20, HECK!) and cheesy hotdog ($2!). I asked Rachel, "Wah... the mineral water so ex, is it some kinda holy water?", LOL.
"HPGOF" nice lah. Poor Harry cried bitterly over Cedric's death, I cried too.
Okay, need to go le. Night (:
what we could have been, 10:42 PM.
Yes and yes, I'm officially having fever, sore throat, cold and headache. WEE! Finally sick le! X= LOLs, so dumb. But I must stand strong because there's band rehearsal tomorrow and band exchange is just 2 days away! (: The feeling of being sick isn't good. Mom nagged that I'm sick still wanna go out with Rachel. I'M NOT HANDICAPPED YET OKAY! (: Till then, see ya folks!
what we could have been, 1:34 PM.
Man, I'm falling sick at the wrong time. Firstly was the dumb freezing cold weather yesterday which cause me to have cold, then the sore throat, felt a bit feverish. For goodness sake, I bathed and washed my hair at 6pm and it takes a gazillions of hours for the hair to dry. Mom told me that the reason my head feels painful and heavy is that I washed my hair too late and at the wrong time. Now I wanna be an Eskimo instead, GEE.
Gonna go out with Rachel later, yup. Gonna buy loads of stuffs, probably we'll even try to catch "HPGOF" at PS. At least I can breathe the fresh air outside. She's going to HongKong this Saturday, hais, very sian leh, nobody pei wo. Charmaine still hasn't reply my message yet. I feel so sick! ARGH! Going to buy bible, some things at Watsons and probably the Do As Infinity's "Do The A-Side" album. I wanna accompany Mei to take her PSLE result right after band because if she does well, I'll reward her the album, if not, I can keep it to myself (: She's been dying to have the D.A.I's album, haha.
Hope that all these freaking dumb sore throat and cold will go away a.s.a.p so I can concentrate on the Band exchange. Now I know how cold it is at ShangHai now, haha. Oh yar, Mei's coming back today at 11pm. Can't go and fetch her though, got band rehearsal tomorrow.
Gee, I've gotten alot of deja vu going on. Firstly it's the Renie's problem because Daniel joked with her about her size (sorry Renie) and lots of stuffs. Now, it's the Nickelback's song "Savin' Me". Aw man, my head feels terrible. If she were to come back, my illness won't go away and will worsen! All the acts, admitting she's not proud when everyone agrees... EE YER! Don't talk about her le, the weather's cold enough already.
"Savin' Me" - Nickelback; "All The Right Reasons" album 2005
Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
Oh, I reach for you
Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin'
[CHORUS]
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you
These city walls ain't got no love for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin'
[CHORUS]
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Hurry I'm fallin'
Gonna go out with Rachel later, yup. Gonna buy loads of stuffs, probably we'll even try to catch "HPGOF" at PS. At least I can breathe the fresh air outside. She's going to HongKong this Saturday, hais, very sian leh, nobody pei wo. Charmaine still hasn't reply my message yet. I feel so sick! ARGH! Going to buy bible, some things at Watsons and probably the Do As Infinity's "Do The A-Side" album. I wanna accompany Mei to take her PSLE result right after band because if she does well, I'll reward her the album, if not, I can keep it to myself (: She's been dying to have the D.A.I's album, haha.
Hope that all these freaking dumb sore throat and cold will go away a.s.a.p so I can concentrate on the Band exchange. Now I know how cold it is at ShangHai now, haha. Oh yar, Mei's coming back today at 11pm. Can't go and fetch her though, got band rehearsal tomorrow.
Gee, I've gotten alot of deja vu going on. Firstly it's the Renie's problem because Daniel joked with her about her size (sorry Renie) and lots of stuffs. Now, it's the Nickelback's song "Savin' Me". Aw man, my head feels terrible. If she were to come back, my illness won't go away and will worsen! All the acts, admitting she's not proud when everyone agrees... EE YER! Don't talk about her le, the weather's cold enough already.
"Savin' Me" - Nickelback; "All The Right Reasons" album 2005
Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
Oh, I reach for you
Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin'
[CHORUS]
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you
These city walls ain't got no love for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin'
[CHORUS]
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Hurry I'm fallin'
what we could have been, 12:15 PM.
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
That's EXACTLY what I meant: don't repeat your mistake. I'm only reminding you not to repeat it by telling you lor, what for telling people that I backstabbed you again?
GREAT, now I'm totally frustrated: freezing weather, tired, dunno wanna go out tomorrow or not, dun wanna sleep, -ahem-, WAH KAO!
Sianded, I'm totally sian-ded. AH!
GREAT, now I'm totally frustrated: freezing weather, tired, dunno wanna go out tomorrow or not, dun wanna sleep, -ahem-, WAH KAO!
Sianded, I'm totally sian-ded. AH!
what we could have been, 9:45 PM.
Band rehearsal today ROCKED! Haha, was very crappy at the end.
After Mr Lim came and conduct, Jelly took over and the rest of the band started crapping around. An Chun and the rest of his trumpet group started clapping their hands and shout, "AH! TO-DAY! BA-NA-NA! WA-TER-ME-LON!". Then Faith, Joey and I joined in also. Soon, almost the whole band was doing it. Jelly tried to test us by changing her own tempo and Faith was unbeatable, LOL. The flute section's the same also, plus oboe. After that, they played "Persis" then "Fate Of The Gods". Wah lao, we felt so odd lor (those who don't have the scores). Eunice got "Persis" but she never play, LOL.
Debriefing. Dickson AhGong was made to stand up because he talked alot, HAHA, HUO GAI! LATER AHMA DON'T WANT YOU LIAO! Shamin suggested 1 minute of silence because we're way too noisy. Then AhGong used it to pray, wave invisible joss sticks and even kowtow to Shamin. Shamin asked, "Eh? Where's my offering?", AhGong pointed to his -ahem-. Hai, Shamin influenced Dickson (and Daniel, gee) to be horny, EE... BIAN TAI sia.
Walked home with Li Yin Mommy and Jie Ying. Siti and I kept chanting, "BA-NA-NA BA-NA-NA, TO-DAY TO-DAY TO-DAY!", the 2 girls found it irritating and embarassing, WHOA, NOT FOR ME. Joey and I were totally crazy with Faith ever since we sat near her, haha. Maybe she got some kinda crazy disease. X= The 2 of them bang seh me throughout lor! I hollered Jie Ying a "PIG! ZHU!" when she crossed the road home. Mommy found me weird because I kena neglected, WAHAHAS!
Oh yar, my maple addiction has came back. Not so serious this time round. Using Bootes account though, BOO! Its "Rayern". Aquila's is "Kayern", nice eh the names? =D Aiyoh, Rachel going HK this Saturday lor, WHY SO ZHUN?! Then later nobody pei wo go church le -sobs- (T-T) Hui Ping can't go either because her Mom doesn't allow. I'm asking Charmaine if she can, if not, call Yi Rong, IF NOT, I'll go alone (that'll be so freaking lonely).
Gotta go have my lunch le. Played like crap today due to my sore throat, can't breathe properly because nose got blocked whenever I enter the freezing band room. BYE!
Don't you have a sense of remorse, sense of guilt? Why hate the person who pointed out your mistakes when you don't even admit your mistakes? At least credit her or something. Gee, I can't be bothered with you, this kinda person. When you come back, it's only 1 day to Band Exchange and it'll be totally unfair to the rest of the Band, and why? WE ATTEND ALOT OF PRACTICES AND YET YOU JUST CAME FOR ONE AND THAT'S IT, IT'S THE BAND EXCHANGE. How I wished you wouldn't come back =P
After Mr Lim came and conduct, Jelly took over and the rest of the band started crapping around. An Chun and the rest of his trumpet group started clapping their hands and shout, "AH! TO-DAY! BA-NA-NA! WA-TER-ME-LON!". Then Faith, Joey and I joined in also. Soon, almost the whole band was doing it. Jelly tried to test us by changing her own tempo and Faith was unbeatable, LOL. The flute section's the same also, plus oboe. After that, they played "Persis" then "Fate Of The Gods". Wah lao, we felt so odd lor (those who don't have the scores). Eunice got "Persis" but she never play, LOL.
Debriefing. Dickson AhGong was made to stand up because he talked alot, HAHA, HUO GAI! LATER AHMA DON'T WANT YOU LIAO! Shamin suggested 1 minute of silence because we're way too noisy. Then AhGong used it to pray, wave invisible joss sticks and even kowtow to Shamin. Shamin asked, "Eh? Where's my offering?", AhGong pointed to his -ahem-. Hai, Shamin influenced Dickson (and Daniel, gee) to be horny, EE... BIAN TAI sia.
Walked home with Li Yin Mommy and Jie Ying. Siti and I kept chanting, "BA-NA-NA BA-NA-NA, TO-DAY TO-DAY TO-DAY!", the 2 girls found it irritating and embarassing, WHOA, NOT FOR ME. Joey and I were totally crazy with Faith ever since we sat near her, haha. Maybe she got some kinda crazy disease. X= The 2 of them bang seh me throughout lor! I hollered Jie Ying a "PIG! ZHU!" when she crossed the road home. Mommy found me weird because I kena neglected, WAHAHAS!
Oh yar, my maple addiction has came back. Not so serious this time round. Using Bootes account though, BOO! Its "Rayern". Aquila's is "Kayern", nice eh the names? =D Aiyoh, Rachel going HK this Saturday lor, WHY SO ZHUN?! Then later nobody pei wo go church le -sobs- (T-T) Hui Ping can't go either because her Mom doesn't allow. I'm asking Charmaine if she can, if not, call Yi Rong, IF NOT, I'll go alone (that'll be so freaking lonely).
Gotta go have my lunch le. Played like crap today due to my sore throat, can't breathe properly because nose got blocked whenever I enter the freezing band room. BYE!
Don't you have a sense of remorse, sense of guilt? Why hate the person who pointed out your mistakes when you don't even admit your mistakes? At least credit her or something. Gee, I can't be bothered with you, this kinda person. When you come back, it's only 1 day to Band Exchange and it'll be totally unfair to the rest of the Band, and why? WE ATTEND ALOT OF PRACTICES AND YET YOU JUST CAME FOR ONE AND THAT'S IT, IT'S THE BAND EXCHANGE. How I wished you wouldn't come back =P
what we could have been, 2:14 PM.
Monday, November 21, 2005
Hellos people, I'm down here stuck at Aunty Sandy's house.
Mei went to China le, Kai said that it's total freedom for him (because he can hog onto the computer and play MapleStory all day long) until I came and stayed overnight, MWAHAHAHAS!
Seriously, tell me people, was my post so powerful that it made her took off her blog? Rather, 2 blogs of her own. Well, what I wanna say is that you can spread rumours about me all you want in school, since my friends already can differentiate whose telling lies and whose not. But before you wanna spread rumours about me, look at Jacelyn's website. People has copied stuffs from her and she does the same thing like me also. Yet, people support her because the copyright belongs to her's.
Did you saw the "My Copyright" commercial yesterday night? Yes, you should, rather, MUST learn from it. Even though if Xiaxue didn't put any COPYRIGHT signs on her blog, doesn't mean you can copy her stuffs.
Don't think that by keeping quiet, getting a "remote" source from somewhere else and made it your own, means that we don't know what happened and where you get the source from. Don't think you can run away from guilt, your own conscience. Can you just get a life? Look at the way I typed my blog entries. If I had learn to make blogskin sooner, found the copyright website sooner, I could have killed you. To be frank, band rehearsals were so much peaceful without you. I know we're "One Band, One Sound", we have to work together. I don't mind working together, As long as you don't steal people's copyright.
And I'm not doing any blog layouts for you. I'm only doing it for my friends who have their own personality. Eh, I'm currently on a (probably long) hiatus because of all the band rehearsals. But I'll try to get some colourful pictures and make blogskins outta them. Charmaine has said that I should try out more colourful blogskins (:
Anyway, while resting at Aunty Sandy's house last night after we got home from 1st Uncle's house, Kai and Uncle went to bathe and Aunty Sandy and I were waiting for our turn. Then suddenly the phone rang and I picked it up. I was expecting it to be Ah Ma or my Mom, then it was Kai's friend. When I hung up the phone, Aunty Sandy commented,
"Wa... later his friends will think if the person who picked up the phone is his sister or not."
"Haha, why leh?"
"Because normally when MeiMei picks up the phone, she'll go "HALLO?! Oh! HE'S BATHING! CALL BACK LATER!". Then you were like speaking gently, and I think they aren't used to it -laughs"
REALLY MEH?
I can get a part-time job as the phone operator very soon, haha.
Mei went to China le, Kai said that it's total freedom for him (because he can hog onto the computer and play MapleStory all day long) until I came and stayed overnight, MWAHAHAHAS!
Seriously, tell me people, was my post so powerful that it made her took off her blog? Rather, 2 blogs of her own. Well, what I wanna say is that you can spread rumours about me all you want in school, since my friends already can differentiate whose telling lies and whose not. But before you wanna spread rumours about me, look at Jacelyn's website. People has copied stuffs from her and she does the same thing like me also. Yet, people support her because the copyright belongs to her's.
Did you saw the "My Copyright" commercial yesterday night? Yes, you should, rather, MUST learn from it. Even though if Xiaxue didn't put any COPYRIGHT signs on her blog, doesn't mean you can copy her stuffs.
Don't think that by keeping quiet, getting a "remote" source from somewhere else and made it your own, means that we don't know what happened and where you get the source from. Don't think you can run away from guilt, your own conscience. Can you just get a life? Look at the way I typed my blog entries. If I had learn to make blogskin sooner, found the copyright website sooner, I could have killed you. To be frank, band rehearsals were so much peaceful without you. I know we're "One Band, One Sound", we have to work together. I don't mind working together, As long as you don't steal people's copyright.
And I'm not doing any blog layouts for you. I'm only doing it for my friends who have their own personality. Eh, I'm currently on a (probably long) hiatus because of all the band rehearsals. But I'll try to get some colourful pictures and make blogskins outta them. Charmaine has said that I should try out more colourful blogskins (:
Anyway, while resting at Aunty Sandy's house last night after we got home from 1st Uncle's house, Kai and Uncle went to bathe and Aunty Sandy and I were waiting for our turn. Then suddenly the phone rang and I picked it up. I was expecting it to be Ah Ma or my Mom, then it was Kai's friend. When I hung up the phone, Aunty Sandy commented,
"Wa... later his friends will think if the person who picked up the phone is his sister or not."
"Haha, why leh?"
"Because normally when MeiMei picks up the phone, she'll go "HALLO?! Oh! HE'S BATHING! CALL BACK LATER!". Then you were like speaking gently, and I think they aren't used to it -laughs"
REALLY MEH?
I can get a part-time job as the phone operator very soon, haha.
what we could have been, 3:30 PM.
Saturday, November 19, 2005
My AhMei arh. HAIS. Anyone can offer me advice for her right now? Hahas.
She's feeling gloomy and lonely these weeks, I hope she doesn't breakdown like me last time.
I've offered her few phrases of advice:
DON'T TRY, DO IT.
THINK POSITIVE.
LOOK AHEAD, NEVER LOOK BACK.
WHAT IS DONE CANNOT BE UNDONE.
NEVER COMPARE.
DON'T GET TEMPTED EASILY, YOU HAVE TO BE HARD AT TIMES.
Anyways, watched MTV channel while having dinner just now. OMIGOSH, OMIGOSH, OMIGOSH, THEY'E SHOWING THE "NEVER BEFORE SCENE" PROGRAMME ON "HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE"! AH! I went totally mad.
They had Emma talking, then Rupert, then my idol, DANIEL RADCLIFFE! He looked awfully cute. He had to do stunts (in the studios, like duh) by falling an dropping from 40 feet from the ground, EEK! And at the end of the programme, Daniel told this to the viewers about what has the past Harry Potter movies have changed his life,
"When I'm 30 plus in the future and I have kids of my own, I'll show them the movies I've acted in and tell him, "When I was 11, your Daddy was doing this! What were you doing when you were 11 huh?!", -laughs-"
Sis Rina looked a bit shocked because its like, really bad lor, haha. His face immediately turned like how a Daddy acted and its really funny, LOL. Enough crap le X=
She's feeling gloomy and lonely these weeks, I hope she doesn't breakdown like me last time.
I've offered her few phrases of advice:
DON'T TRY, DO IT.
THINK POSITIVE.
LOOK AHEAD, NEVER LOOK BACK.
WHAT IS DONE CANNOT BE UNDONE.
NEVER COMPARE.
DON'T GET TEMPTED EASILY, YOU HAVE TO BE HARD AT TIMES.
Anyways, watched MTV channel while having dinner just now. OMIGOSH, OMIGOSH, OMIGOSH, THEY'E SHOWING THE "NEVER BEFORE SCENE" PROGRAMME ON "HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE"! AH! I went totally mad.
They had Emma talking, then Rupert, then my idol, DANIEL RADCLIFFE! He looked awfully cute. He had to do stunts (in the studios, like duh) by falling an dropping from 40 feet from the ground, EEK! And at the end of the programme, Daniel told this to the viewers about what has the past Harry Potter movies have changed his life,
"When I'm 30 plus in the future and I have kids of my own, I'll show them the movies I've acted in and tell him, "When I was 11, your Daddy was doing this! What were you doing when you were 11 huh?!", -laughs-"
Sis Rina looked a bit shocked because its like, really bad lor, haha. His face immediately turned like how a Daddy acted and its really funny, LOL. Enough crap le X=
what we could have been, 7:38 PM.
Another day of waking up early! Met Jie Ying and Hui Xian at the 502 bus stop, took 161 to Compass Point to meet the rest. We thought we were very early, 7.30am+ only leh. But when we entered the bus interchange, we've found Daniel and Dickson AhGong sitting on the floor with their trombones. So joined them lor. Norsiah, Shamin, Pei Jun, Yun Han, Elijah, Mus all started to come in groups and individually.
Took 87 and all the band members took over the whole half of the upper deck of the bus. Man, we were so noisy lor. Hui Xian cannot tahan also. Reached BNSS and 2 guys opened the gates for us. Followed the section's people for sectionals.
The songs they were practicing were all totally jaw-dropping. Okay, you may say "Persis" is also a song with four pages, unlike "Nuovo Cinema Paradiso" (or whatever). but there are GAZILLIONS of running notes, up and down. Their 3rd clarinets did the running notes so much better than us (like DUH, they're from the GOLD BAND). I should stop comparing. Faith pretended she's from 2nd and stay with Hui Xian, while me and Jie Ying sat at the 3rd row and Yun han (kena sabo) sat among the 1st clarinettists, POOR THING! Met a new girl there, Chen Chen. Didn't believe that she's Sec 1, for goodness sake, she looked like Sec 2.
Then played "Samba de Loves You", "It's A Small World". Finally the sectionals were over and the HS band had their own sectionals. Soon, the rest of HS band started to pour into the clarinet section's room and we played "Procession of the Sardar" together. I've gotta help Jie Ying with the 3rd clarinet part while Faith joined 2nd because she don't have the scores. I was sobbing away lor! Haha. Faith assured me, "Just this once you're in 3rd. You need to help her." Yeah, I must project the sound of the 3rd clarinet's part ;)
Pei Jun, Shamin, Xin Hong and Yi Qian went out for dunno-what and they came back with a black face. Everyone became quiet and thought something bad has happened. Then we started to pack up as soon as possible, returned the stand and walked to the bus stop. In the end, it turned out to be a FAKE. Yi Qian said, "If we all keep reminding you all to be quiet, you all dun co-operate. If we all keep reminding you all to keep your instruments fast, you all dun co-operate also. So we told you to keep the instruments without saying anything to you all lor! Actions are louder than words." So true lor.
Took 87 back to Compass Point. Didn't know that Jie Ying wasn't gonna accompany me to Compass the whole day. Hui Xian alighted at Hougang Mall, I should have alighted at the same stop as her, ARGH. >:( Went to food court to have lunch with Shao Hao, Jie Ying and Gemaine. Shao Hao went back home first and the 3 of us just plainly slacked at the library. Whoa, they just played there, I went to borrowed books (just to get excuses to come out, LOL. No lah, at home also very sian mah, so why not borrow some books?). I couldn't find them in the end! CRAP IT! Nevermind, I told them I'm going to buy something, they walk their own. Took the escalator down and found Life Bookshop was CLOSED! AH! CLOSED?! ARE YOU CRAZY?! IS IT LUNCHTIME? IS IT TIME FOR CHURCH SERVICE?! Oh yar... it might be. Nevermind! I decided to go down to HLM to get the bible, but hesitated when I reached Hougang Stn. Reason? I don't know which bible to buy, LOL. CRAP LAH.
Rachel's gonna accompany me to buy the bible at HLM and we'll go to church next week. ;) Here are the ones I like:
Student bible - $32.90
A Word On The Street - $28.90
Backpack bible - $28.90
Holy bible - $4.90 (small one, I'm getting a medium one)
Precious Moment pink bible - $42.90
THAT'S ALL!
PS: The BNSS's so crappy lor. Holidays also wanna lock up toilet, ARGH.
Took 87 and all the band members took over the whole half of the upper deck of the bus. Man, we were so noisy lor. Hui Xian cannot tahan also. Reached BNSS and 2 guys opened the gates for us. Followed the section's people for sectionals.
The songs they were practicing were all totally jaw-dropping. Okay, you may say "Persis" is also a song with four pages, unlike "Nuovo Cinema Paradiso" (or whatever). but there are GAZILLIONS of running notes, up and down. Their 3rd clarinets did the running notes so much better than us (like DUH, they're from the GOLD BAND). I should stop comparing. Faith pretended she's from 2nd and stay with Hui Xian, while me and Jie Ying sat at the 3rd row and Yun han (kena sabo) sat among the 1st clarinettists, POOR THING! Met a new girl there, Chen Chen. Didn't believe that she's Sec 1, for goodness sake, she looked like Sec 2.
Then played "Samba de Loves You", "It's A Small World". Finally the sectionals were over and the HS band had their own sectionals. Soon, the rest of HS band started to pour into the clarinet section's room and we played "Procession of the Sardar" together. I've gotta help Jie Ying with the 3rd clarinet part while Faith joined 2nd because she don't have the scores. I was sobbing away lor! Haha. Faith assured me, "Just this once you're in 3rd. You need to help her." Yeah, I must project the sound of the 3rd clarinet's part ;)
Pei Jun, Shamin, Xin Hong and Yi Qian went out for dunno-what and they came back with a black face. Everyone became quiet and thought something bad has happened. Then we started to pack up as soon as possible, returned the stand and walked to the bus stop. In the end, it turned out to be a FAKE. Yi Qian said, "If we all keep reminding you all to be quiet, you all dun co-operate. If we all keep reminding you all to keep your instruments fast, you all dun co-operate also. So we told you to keep the instruments without saying anything to you all lor! Actions are louder than words." So true lor.
Took 87 back to Compass Point. Didn't know that Jie Ying wasn't gonna accompany me to Compass the whole day. Hui Xian alighted at Hougang Mall, I should have alighted at the same stop as her, ARGH. >:( Went to food court to have lunch with Shao Hao, Jie Ying and Gemaine. Shao Hao went back home first and the 3 of us just plainly slacked at the library. Whoa, they just played there, I went to borrowed books (just to get excuses to come out, LOL. No lah, at home also very sian mah, so why not borrow some books?). I couldn't find them in the end! CRAP IT! Nevermind, I told them I'm going to buy something, they walk their own. Took the escalator down and found Life Bookshop was CLOSED! AH! CLOSED?! ARE YOU CRAZY?! IS IT LUNCHTIME? IS IT TIME FOR CHURCH SERVICE?! Oh yar... it might be. Nevermind! I decided to go down to HLM to get the bible, but hesitated when I reached Hougang Stn. Reason? I don't know which bible to buy, LOL. CRAP LAH.
Rachel's gonna accompany me to buy the bible at HLM and we'll go to church next week. ;) Here are the ones I like:
Student bible - $32.90
A Word On The Street - $28.90
Backpack bible - $28.90
Holy bible - $4.90 (small one, I'm getting a medium one)
Precious Moment pink bible - $42.90
THAT'S ALL!
PS: The BNSS's so crappy lor. Holidays also wanna lock up toilet, ARGH.
what we could have been, 3:22 PM.
Friday, November 18, 2005
ARGH! I WOKE UP LATE FOR BAND TODAY... AGAIN! >:( I'm so freaking mad with myself. Mom kept nagging beside my ears that I should have told her so she can wake me up, blah blah blah. I'm already feeling bad enough and yet she nags at me AT THE WRONG TIME (I know its for my OWN GOOD). Woke up at a crappy 7.30am. AH! Rushed to school anyways and they were doing the massage already. HENG Mr Lim never come today, otherwise I'll be dead. (X_X)...
Played Etudes and "Procession of the Sardar" as usual. Hai, Li Yin Mommy is still having fever, cannot attend band. Plus, her clarinet isn't with her and she can't practice. Joey AhJie came today (she's my partner in 2nd clarinet, for goodness sake) and she STILL has the bad habit of "swallowing" the whole mouthpiece while playing, clarinet's too vertical and plays the clarinet in between her legs. Its so freaking gross and ugly right? IMAGINE you're at the Esplanade or Victoria Concert Hall performing and you put your clarinet like this (we're sitting on the first row, mind you) and the audience will obviously feel very DISGUSTED.
Joey kept mumbling about the guy she likes beside my ears, AHH! I'm gonna go insane! >:(
Jie Ying, Hayley and Li Yin would be SO GLAD that they're not sitting beside her anymore, because:
1. She keeps on correcting their fingerings after the band has finished playing the song
2. She's proud
3. She's domineering
Jie Ying and Li Yin told me that how come she knew that their fingerings were WRONG while the band was playing the piece? Don't you find it weird? Jie Ying told me that obviously, Joey don't know the fingering and peeked at their's (which means she don't know) and what's worse, she dunno how to play YET corrected their fingerings repeatedly, almost towering over them.
But I've showed Jie ying how to "stop" her, "get rid of" her, MWAHAHAHAS.
Since she likes to talk about her personal life (broadcasting to everyone), correcting others' fingerings when she don't even know how to play and peeked at them, domineering the Sec 1 clarinettists, I taught her a "lesson".
*WHOA, I'm not trying to show off here. I'm just stating what really happened.
In the previous paragraphs I've already mentioned how she places her clarinet right? That's number one that I've told her repeatedly (and she got sort of sick with my nagging). Secondly, during yesterday's sectionals, she kept asking me for the fingerings (and if that's so, why did she correct Jie Ying and my other friends' fingerings?). Last of all, I saw her (at the corner of my eyes while playing "Procession of the Sardar") peeking at my fingerings secretly when she's lost.
Anyway, back to what happened in band today.
Practiced "Concert Warm Up and Chorales" and An Chun started chanting, "AH! TO-DAY! BA-NA-NA! WA-TER-ME-LON! AH! TO-DAY! BA-NA-NA! WA-TER-ME-LON!". Jelly forgot to conduct this until An Chun reminded her.
Jelly conducted the etudes, section by section. First is saxophone (Ryan initially got sabotaged for playing the solo in Etude 2 and refused to play by playing the band part. Mr Lee was there and he suggested playing etudes section by section), then clarinet, followed by (not in order) trumpet, trombone, euphonium and french horn and tuba, and flute I guess.
When it was the trumpet section's turn, Samuel got selected for the solo. Then it was Julie's turn for solo! WOO! Joey and I immediately turned back and see whether Dickson AhGong got pay attention at Julie or not, HAHA! Daniel's showing me those "hai" face, that's related to Dickson looking at Julie, haha. AhGong really paid total attention at my Ah-Ma-to-be lor! He couldn't play well on his own instead when he got the solo. HAHA. AHGONG! WAKE UP FROM YOUR LALA LAND LAH!
Had sectionals.
While walking to the classroom with Jie Ying, I was talking with her about the bassoon tutor, Daniel (er-hum) and our clarinet tutor, Mr dunno-what. (He hasn't introduced himself over 3 practices, for goodness sake!) I didn't notice that my section's tutor was behind me! (>_<)" Because he wore the shirt like the bassoon player and I just talked as much as I wanted. GEE! I hope he didn't hear anything. -prays-
I shall now refer to him as OUR TUTOR (our = clarinet section). He started to tune the 1st clarinets, then the 2nd clarinets. SUAY! I was sitting beside Faith, whose the "fullstop" for 1st clarinets and from me onwards, are all the other 3 2nd clarinettists. Our tutor "used" me as a tuner for the 2nd clarinettists after I've gotten in tuned with the 1st clarinettists. STRESS AH! He gave the 2nd and 3rd clarinettists (and bass clarinettist) a 5 minute break while he train the 1st clarinettist for their solo.
Faiz was totally loitering around, hahas. Then I headed to band room with Jie Ying, Faiz came along and he wanted to hold my clarinet, so let him lor. He was pretending to blow my clarinet when I warned him not to, and he jerked abit, haha. And then he laughed (=_=)"... He isn't used to holding such small instruments I guess, since he has gotten used to hugging his TU-BAH! Imagine him holding a piccolo, LOL. UNIMAGINEABLE.
Played "Procession of the Sardar" again and packed up everything. Faith told me to take the Buffet's clarinet (Inez's "husband"... unfortunately. I'M A "HOME WRECKER"!) because it sounds nicer than Yamaha's. but I'm already so bonded with my C4 darling, HAI. I borrowed it home to see whether it's good or not. Jie Ying asked if she can take my Yamaha clarinet, -cries-. Return me the thumbrest as it's not free hor! Faith said that the Buffet's clarinet costs $2k+ while Yamaha's costs only $950+. Big difference eh? And she added that if I bring my Yamaha clarinet to the BNSS Band's rehearsal tomorrow, I'll "lose out" because all their clarinets are Buffets. I'm gonna give it a shot. If not, I'm going back with my C4 darling.
Tomorrow meeting Hui Xian and Jie Ying at 502 bus stop, taking 161 to Compass Point to meet the rest who are going got the BNSS band rehearsal tomorrow MORNING! 7.15 meeting the 2 girls and 8am meeting the rest. I'm gonna wake up early no matter what.
Played Etudes and "Procession of the Sardar" as usual. Hai, Li Yin Mommy is still having fever, cannot attend band. Plus, her clarinet isn't with her and she can't practice. Joey AhJie came today (she's my partner in 2nd clarinet, for goodness sake) and she STILL has the bad habit of "swallowing" the whole mouthpiece while playing, clarinet's too vertical and plays the clarinet in between her legs. Its so freaking gross and ugly right? IMAGINE you're at the Esplanade or Victoria Concert Hall performing and you put your clarinet like this (we're sitting on the first row, mind you) and the audience will obviously feel very DISGUSTED.
Joey kept mumbling about the guy she likes beside my ears, AHH! I'm gonna go insane! >:(
Jie Ying, Hayley and Li Yin would be SO GLAD that they're not sitting beside her anymore, because:
1. She keeps on correcting their fingerings after the band has finished playing the song
2. She's proud
3. She's domineering
Jie Ying and Li Yin told me that how come she knew that their fingerings were WRONG while the band was playing the piece? Don't you find it weird? Jie Ying told me that obviously, Joey don't know the fingering and peeked at their's (which means she don't know) and what's worse, she dunno how to play YET corrected their fingerings repeatedly, almost towering over them.
But I've showed Jie ying how to "stop" her, "get rid of" her, MWAHAHAHAS.
Since she likes to talk about her personal life (broadcasting to everyone), correcting others' fingerings when she don't even know how to play and peeked at them, domineering the Sec 1 clarinettists, I taught her a "lesson".
*WHOA, I'm not trying to show off here. I'm just stating what really happened.
In the previous paragraphs I've already mentioned how she places her clarinet right? That's number one that I've told her repeatedly (and she got sort of sick with my nagging). Secondly, during yesterday's sectionals, she kept asking me for the fingerings (and if that's so, why did she correct Jie Ying and my other friends' fingerings?). Last of all, I saw her (at the corner of my eyes while playing "Procession of the Sardar") peeking at my fingerings secretly when she's lost.
Anyway, back to what happened in band today.
Practiced "Concert Warm Up and Chorales" and An Chun started chanting, "AH! TO-DAY! BA-NA-NA! WA-TER-ME-LON! AH! TO-DAY! BA-NA-NA! WA-TER-ME-LON!". Jelly forgot to conduct this until An Chun reminded her.
Jelly conducted the etudes, section by section. First is saxophone (Ryan initially got sabotaged for playing the solo in Etude 2 and refused to play by playing the band part. Mr Lee was there and he suggested playing etudes section by section), then clarinet, followed by (not in order) trumpet, trombone, euphonium and french horn and tuba, and flute I guess.
When it was the trumpet section's turn, Samuel got selected for the solo. Then it was Julie's turn for solo! WOO! Joey and I immediately turned back and see whether Dickson AhGong got pay attention at Julie or not, HAHA! Daniel's showing me those "hai" face, that's related to Dickson looking at Julie, haha. AhGong really paid total attention at my Ah-Ma-to-be lor! He couldn't play well on his own instead when he got the solo. HAHA. AHGONG! WAKE UP FROM YOUR LALA LAND LAH!
Had sectionals.
While walking to the classroom with Jie Ying, I was talking with her about the bassoon tutor, Daniel (er-hum) and our clarinet tutor, Mr dunno-what. (He hasn't introduced himself over 3 practices, for goodness sake!) I didn't notice that my section's tutor was behind me! (>_<)" Because he wore the shirt like the bassoon player and I just talked as much as I wanted. GEE! I hope he didn't hear anything. -prays-
I shall now refer to him as OUR TUTOR (our = clarinet section). He started to tune the 1st clarinets, then the 2nd clarinets. SUAY! I was sitting beside Faith, whose the "fullstop" for 1st clarinets and from me onwards, are all the other 3 2nd clarinettists. Our tutor "used" me as a tuner for the 2nd clarinettists after I've gotten in tuned with the 1st clarinettists. STRESS AH! He gave the 2nd and 3rd clarinettists (and bass clarinettist) a 5 minute break while he train the 1st clarinettist for their solo.
Faiz was totally loitering around, hahas. Then I headed to band room with Jie Ying, Faiz came along and he wanted to hold my clarinet, so let him lor. He was pretending to blow my clarinet when I warned him not to, and he jerked abit, haha. And then he laughed (=_=)"... He isn't used to holding such small instruments I guess, since he has gotten used to hugging his TU-BAH! Imagine him holding a piccolo, LOL. UNIMAGINEABLE.
Played "Procession of the Sardar" again and packed up everything. Faith told me to take the Buffet's clarinet (Inez's "husband"... unfortunately. I'M A "HOME WRECKER"!) because it sounds nicer than Yamaha's. but I'm already so bonded with my C4 darling, HAI. I borrowed it home to see whether it's good or not. Jie Ying asked if she can take my Yamaha clarinet, -cries-. Return me the thumbrest as it's not free hor! Faith said that the Buffet's clarinet costs $2k+ while Yamaha's costs only $950+. Big difference eh? And she added that if I bring my Yamaha clarinet to the BNSS Band's rehearsal tomorrow, I'll "lose out" because all their clarinets are Buffets. I'm gonna give it a shot. If not, I'm going back with my C4 darling.
Tomorrow meeting Hui Xian and Jie Ying at 502 bus stop, taking 161 to Compass Point to meet the rest who are going got the BNSS band rehearsal tomorrow MORNING! 7.15 meeting the 2 girls and 8am meeting the rest. I'm gonna wake up early no matter what.
what we could have been, 3:03 PM.
Thursday, November 17, 2005
Okay, I've only have 10 minutes to blog.
I've improved on "Procession of the Sardar"! WEE! So happy, hehs.
Today was raining like cats and dogs, so we didn't have footdrills. Then we chatted lor, me, Hayley AhMei, Shu Zhuang, Siti, Joey AhJie. I told Hayley to tell Shu Zhuang about one of the hypnotising story and she was totally afraid and screamed after Hayley grabbed her hand all of a sudden, HAH!
GOTCHA!
Played "Procession of the Sardar" as usual, did better than the first time I saw the scores. Hais, percussion section is getting way overboard. Davind, Mus, Joel, Zhi Yuan, these 4 are making the section collapse. But there's still Perseus, Elijah, Hafilah and the others to support the pillar.
Went straight back home with Jie Ying and I was really crazy: kept singing "Procession of the Sardar" wherever I go. She's really pai seh, haha.
Got changed quickly, had lunch and went to meet Xiao Li they all. They complained that they've been waiting 15 minutes for me (O_o) I told them its 2.30pm and they called at 2.22pm. Wei Ren, Bernard, Alicia, Xiao Li, Rachel and I took 88 to Junction 8. Bought tickets and went to slack around just to kill time.
I bought the "Acker Bilks: Clarinet moods", 3 hairbands, woo hoo, hahas. Saw alot of variety of bibles in Life Bookshop with Rachel accompanying me. I can stay there forever lor, LOL. Bought all the movie thingies and watched movie. Then slacked around, Xiao li bought her stuffs.
I've improved on "Procession of the Sardar"! WEE! So happy, hehs.
Today was raining like cats and dogs, so we didn't have footdrills. Then we chatted lor, me, Hayley AhMei, Shu Zhuang, Siti, Joey AhJie. I told Hayley to tell Shu Zhuang about one of the hypnotising story and she was totally afraid and screamed after Hayley grabbed her hand all of a sudden, HAH!
GOTCHA!
Played "Procession of the Sardar" as usual, did better than the first time I saw the scores. Hais, percussion section is getting way overboard. Davind, Mus, Joel, Zhi Yuan, these 4 are making the section collapse. But there's still Perseus, Elijah, Hafilah and the others to support the pillar.
Went straight back home with Jie Ying and I was really crazy: kept singing "Procession of the Sardar" wherever I go. She's really pai seh, haha.
Got changed quickly, had lunch and went to meet Xiao Li they all. They complained that they've been waiting 15 minutes for me (O_o) I told them its 2.30pm and they called at 2.22pm. Wei Ren, Bernard, Alicia, Xiao Li, Rachel and I took 88 to Junction 8. Bought tickets and went to slack around just to kill time.
I bought the "Acker Bilks: Clarinet moods", 3 hairbands, woo hoo, hahas. Saw alot of variety of bibles in Life Bookshop with Rachel accompanying me. I can stay there forever lor, LOL. Bought all the movie thingies and watched movie. Then slacked around, Xiao li bought her stuffs.
what we could have been, 8:59 PM.
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Received this song from Sophia AhMei, thanks AhMei! (: Heard from Sophia that this song is nice, Julie tagged that the video is very touching, so I went to check it out, haha. Here's the link for the music video plus the lyrics at the side: http://www.geocities.com/lilxsugaxbabi/kiss.html
The lyrics are just so true, I couldn't agree more, hahas. The more I listen to the song and understand the lyrics, the more I wanna cry X= Okay, I cannot cry, haha. Here are the lyrics.
"Because I'm A Girl" - KISS
I just can't understand the hearts of men
They tell you they want you and then they leave you
This is the first time you're special
I believed those words and I was so happy
You should have told me you didn't like me anymore
But I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
Although I will curse you, I'll still miss you
Since I am a girl to whom love is everything
I heard that if you give up things too easily to a man, he will get bored with you
I don't think this is wrong
A girl says that she will never be fooled again
But she will fall in love again
You should have told me you didn't like me anymore
But I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
Although I will curse you, I'll still miss you
Aince I am a girl to whom love is everything
(Spoken)
Hey babe
The pain
It's not enough to describe how I feel
We were so happy together
But I know now, I've been blind
You told me that you'd never let me down
Whenever I needed you, you'd always be here
I can forgive but I can't forget
Even though you hurt me
I still love you... I still love you
Don't take advantage of a girl's willingness
To do anything for love and her caring instinct
I didn't know that to be born as a girl and to be loved was so hard
Although I will curse you, I'll still miss you
Since I am a girl, to whom love is everything
Although i will curse you I'll still miss you
Since I am a girl, to whom love is everything
*
Dodeche ar suga obso namjadurui maum
Wonhar ten onjego da juni ije tonande
Ironjog choumirago nonun thugbyorhadanun
Gu marur midosso negen hengbogiosso
Marur haji guresso nega shirhojyoda go
Nunchiga obnun nan nur bochegiman hesso
Norur yoghamyonsodo manhi guriurgoya
Sarangi jonbuin nanun yojainika
Modungor swibge da jumyon gumbang shirhjungnenunge
Namjara durosso thollin mar gathjin anha
Dashinun sogji anhuri maum mogo bojiman
Todashi sarange munojinunge yoja ya
Marur haji guresso nega shirhojyoda go
Nunchiga obnun nan nur bochegiman hesso
Norur yoghamyonsodo manhi guriurgoya
Sarangi jonbuin nanun yojainika
(Spoken)
Onur urin heojyosso budi hengbogharago
Noboda johun sarammannagir barandago
Nodo darun namjarang togathe nar saranghanda go marhanten onjego
Sorjighi na nega jar doenungo shirho
Naboda yepun yoja manna hengboghage jar sarmyon otohge
Guroda nar jongmar ijoborimyon otohge
Nan irohge himdunde himduro juggenundeajigdo nor nomu saranghanunde
Sarangur wihesoramyon modun da har su inun
Yojaui chaghan bonnungur iyong hajinun marajwo
Hanyojaro theona sarangbadgo sanunge
Irohge himdurgo oryourjur mollasso
Norur yoghamyonsodo manhi uriurgoya
Sarangi jonbuin nanun yojainika
Norur yoghamyonsodo manhi guriurgoya
Sarangi jonbuin nanun yojainika
The lyrics are just so true, I couldn't agree more, hahas. The more I listen to the song and understand the lyrics, the more I wanna cry X= Okay, I cannot cry, haha. Here are the lyrics.
"Because I'm A Girl" - KISS
I just can't understand the hearts of men
They tell you they want you and then they leave you
This is the first time you're special
I believed those words and I was so happy
You should have told me you didn't like me anymore
But I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
Although I will curse you, I'll still miss you
Since I am a girl to whom love is everything
I heard that if you give up things too easily to a man, he will get bored with you
I don't think this is wrong
A girl says that she will never be fooled again
But she will fall in love again
You should have told me you didn't like me anymore
But I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
Although I will curse you, I'll still miss you
Aince I am a girl to whom love is everything
(Spoken)
Hey babe
The pain
It's not enough to describe how I feel
We were so happy together
But I know now, I've been blind
You told me that you'd never let me down
Whenever I needed you, you'd always be here
I can forgive but I can't forget
Even though you hurt me
I still love you... I still love you
Don't take advantage of a girl's willingness
To do anything for love and her caring instinct
I didn't know that to be born as a girl and to be loved was so hard
Although I will curse you, I'll still miss you
Since I am a girl, to whom love is everything
Although i will curse you I'll still miss you
Since I am a girl, to whom love is everything
*
Dodeche ar suga obso namjadurui maum
Wonhar ten onjego da juni ije tonande
Ironjog choumirago nonun thugbyorhadanun
Gu marur midosso negen hengbogiosso
Marur haji guresso nega shirhojyoda go
Nunchiga obnun nan nur bochegiman hesso
Norur yoghamyonsodo manhi guriurgoya
Sarangi jonbuin nanun yojainika
Modungor swibge da jumyon gumbang shirhjungnenunge
Namjara durosso thollin mar gathjin anha
Dashinun sogji anhuri maum mogo bojiman
Todashi sarange munojinunge yoja ya
Marur haji guresso nega shirhojyoda go
Nunchiga obnun nan nur bochegiman hesso
Norur yoghamyonsodo manhi guriurgoya
Sarangi jonbuin nanun yojainika
(Spoken)
Onur urin heojyosso budi hengbogharago
Noboda johun sarammannagir barandago
Nodo darun namjarang togathe nar saranghanda go marhanten onjego
Sorjighi na nega jar doenungo shirho
Naboda yepun yoja manna hengboghage jar sarmyon otohge
Guroda nar jongmar ijoborimyon otohge
Nan irohge himdunde himduro juggenundeajigdo nor nomu saranghanunde
Sarangur wihesoramyon modun da har su inun
Yojaui chaghan bonnungur iyong hajinun marajwo
Hanyojaro theona sarangbadgo sanunge
Irohge himdurgo oryourjur mollasso
Norur yoghamyonsodo manhi uriurgoya
Sarangi jonbuin nanun yojainika
Norur yoghamyonsodo manhi guriurgoya
Sarangi jonbuin nanun yojainika
what we could have been, 7:22 PM.
Here's the info for the mini class gathering:
Venue: the bus stop near Alicia's house
- Her house is next to the Police Post
Time: 2.30pm
Date: 17 Nov
We're going to Bishan Junction 8 to watch movie. The tickets are $7 to $8 I think.
Here's what we've planned:
"Exorcism of Emily Rose"; Xiao Li is watching.
- If you wanna watch this movie, follow her.
- It starts at 4.20pm.
"Just Like Heaven"; Me and Alicia are watching.
- If you wanna watch this movie, follow us.
- It starts at 4.40pm.
- Rachel is watching with us.
Anyone watching any movie (just these 2 only), please SMS my handphone or call my house (I'll be the full-time operator at home for today, LOL).
Any 1E4er can join us. Currently these are the people going: Yi Rong, Bernard, Xiao Li, Alicia, Rachel and me. Wei Ren hasn't confirmed yet. I think we'll have lunch and do abit of shopping there also, haha. (:
Venue: the bus stop near Alicia's house
- Her house is next to the Police Post
Time: 2.30pm
Date: 17 Nov
We're going to Bishan Junction 8 to watch movie. The tickets are $7 to $8 I think.
Here's what we've planned:
"Exorcism of Emily Rose"; Xiao Li is watching.
- If you wanna watch this movie, follow her.
- It starts at 4.20pm.
"Just Like Heaven"; Me and Alicia are watching.
- If you wanna watch this movie, follow us.
- It starts at 4.40pm.
- Rachel is watching with us.
Anyone watching any movie (just these 2 only), please SMS my handphone or call my house (I'll be the full-time operator at home for today, LOL).
Any 1E4er can join us. Currently these are the people going: Yi Rong, Bernard, Xiao Li, Alicia, Rachel and me. Wei Ren hasn't confirmed yet. I think we'll have lunch and do abit of shopping there also, haha. (:
what we could have been, 2:37 PM.
Hey, I've just added a few links about all (almost... maybe) the clarinet guide/help you can get (:
I got these websites a long time ago and I want to share with all of you. The music dictionary will definitely come into good use eh? Haha. And oh yar, there's lot of clarinet guides. The first clarinet guide link is enough to provide whatever information you want already.
The two links: eLouai and MiniRoomMaker are the websites for making your own room. Just like the picture I have in one of my recent blog posts (:
Going down: Dilbert, Me to You and Precious Moments. These are my favourites, haha. The author of the ChewOnIt closed down his comic blog though, hai.
Lastly is of course all my favourite idols. Listed ACCORDING TO ALPHABETS. I'm not biased against Daniel Radcliffe to Ayumi Hamasaki okay, LOL.
All these links are for you to use (: ENJOY!
PS: I'm off to jogging now, bye!
I got these websites a long time ago and I want to share with all of you. The music dictionary will definitely come into good use eh? Haha. And oh yar, there's lot of clarinet guides. The first clarinet guide link is enough to provide whatever information you want already.
The two links: eLouai and MiniRoomMaker are the websites for making your own room. Just like the picture I have in one of my recent blog posts (:
Going down: Dilbert, Me to You and Precious Moments. These are my favourites, haha. The author of the ChewOnIt closed down his comic blog though, hai.
Lastly is of course all my favourite idols. Listed ACCORDING TO ALPHABETS. I'm not biased against Daniel Radcliffe to Ayumi Hamasaki okay, LOL.
All these links are for you to use (: ENJOY!
PS: I'm off to jogging now, bye!
what we could have been, 11:03 AM.
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
BLEAHS. I'm so freaking bored: no clarinet to practice, no 2nd clarinet "Procession of the Sardar" score to read/revise through, stuck at home, lazy to go out, only computer's on, xbox is getting more and more boring.
Hey, I've left out the TV! Maybe there'll be some good shows on Discovery Channel: Travel and Living, National Geographic channel and Discovery channel! I WANT JAMIE OLIVER'S SHOW!
I feel like jogging right now, hmm, sounds like a good idea. Maybe tomorrow? LOL. I don't even know the route to jog. Probably jog to XPS then back home again bah. I'M SO SIAN! WHO WANNA JOG WITH ME TOMORROW MORNING PLEASE CALL MY HOUSE BY TONIGHT! THANK YOU! -sighs- I'm really sian. Just burnt CD with all the band songs inside so I can revise it.
Was thinking myself like a conductor just now and "conducted" "Procession of the Sardar", LOLs. Crazy right? I really wanna go out and do some exercises! AH! I don't wanna rot at home everyday, BLAHS.
Oh yar, Happy 14th Birthday, Kai! (: It's time to concentrate on Sec 3 next year le! Don't play too much Maple! At least make the effort to go to Sec 3 Express and don't have the thinking that you'll ALWAYS get the $500 for topping in class. You must win George! Haha, farnie ah you win him. I DOUBT YOU'LL! Mwahahahas. Anyway, best of luck to you in everything, especially your combined subjects for next year! Haha.
Hai... whatever SMSes I sent him, whatever Friendster testimonials I wrote for him, whenever I call him, he seems to be rejecting everything. What's the use of talking ALOT in MSN when we stopped talking suddenly while face to face? Friends don't ignore SMSes, friends approve testimonials, friends accept calls, and most of all, friends talk face to face! I don't see the need why you need to avoid my glance during band rehearsals.
Chandhini described that you'll definitely feel awkward at this time, so when you've already cooled down, find me okay? I really need you as a friend. I really cannot lose any friends in my life. Charmaine, Hui Ping, Tze Kiat, Anna, Xiao Li, Andrew, Shawn, Jia Ying, all are my primary school friends and I've not lost them. What about JieYing? She's my kindergarten friend mind you and I hasn't lost her.
Can we talk like normal friends? Can we talk like the bestest best friends like we were before? Everyday there'll at least be a message from you and a message from me, informing each other about what's happening when either of us isn't around, that's what friends do. I really wanna talk to you casually like what other friends do, slapping each other's back for fun, run around like mad.
I don't know if you're reading this.
That's I wanna say but you aren't doing it. Am I demanding too much? Please tell me.
I'm really okay with personal or sensitive topics and even the ones I mentioned in my blog (because I typed them, DUH. LOL) Just remember, I'm a friend who'll always be by your side. (I'm not a despo okay, that's what I do to every friend of mine. I'm a loyal friend, LOL).
HAHAS, enough crap. I really wanna exercise -stretches-
Later bones crack, LOL. I HAD ENOUGH OF COMPUTER! AH!
GAH! -runs away from computer-
Hey, I've left out the TV! Maybe there'll be some good shows on Discovery Channel: Travel and Living, National Geographic channel and Discovery channel! I WANT JAMIE OLIVER'S SHOW!
I feel like jogging right now, hmm, sounds like a good idea. Maybe tomorrow? LOL. I don't even know the route to jog. Probably jog to XPS then back home again bah. I'M SO SIAN! WHO WANNA JOG WITH ME TOMORROW MORNING PLEASE CALL MY HOUSE BY TONIGHT! THANK YOU! -sighs- I'm really sian. Just burnt CD with all the band songs inside so I can revise it.
Was thinking myself like a conductor just now and "conducted" "Procession of the Sardar", LOLs. Crazy right? I really wanna go out and do some exercises! AH! I don't wanna rot at home everyday, BLAHS.
Oh yar, Happy 14th Birthday, Kai! (: It's time to concentrate on Sec 3 next year le! Don't play too much Maple! At least make the effort to go to Sec 3 Express and don't have the thinking that you'll ALWAYS get the $500 for topping in class. You must win George! Haha, farnie ah you win him. I DOUBT YOU'LL! Mwahahahas. Anyway, best of luck to you in everything, especially your combined subjects for next year! Haha.
Hai... whatever SMSes I sent him, whatever Friendster testimonials I wrote for him, whenever I call him, he seems to be rejecting everything. What's the use of talking ALOT in MSN when we stopped talking suddenly while face to face? Friends don't ignore SMSes, friends approve testimonials, friends accept calls, and most of all, friends talk face to face! I don't see the need why you need to avoid my glance during band rehearsals.
Chandhini described that you'll definitely feel awkward at this time, so when you've already cooled down, find me okay? I really need you as a friend. I really cannot lose any friends in my life. Charmaine, Hui Ping, Tze Kiat, Anna, Xiao Li, Andrew, Shawn, Jia Ying, all are my primary school friends and I've not lost them. What about JieYing? She's my kindergarten friend mind you and I hasn't lost her.
Can we talk like normal friends? Can we talk like the bestest best friends like we were before? Everyday there'll at least be a message from you and a message from me, informing each other about what's happening when either of us isn't around, that's what friends do. I really wanna talk to you casually like what other friends do, slapping each other's back for fun, run around like mad.
I don't know if you're reading this.
That's I wanna say but you aren't doing it. Am I demanding too much? Please tell me.
I'm really okay with personal or sensitive topics and even the ones I mentioned in my blog (because I typed them, DUH. LOL) Just remember, I'm a friend who'll always be by your side. (I'm not a despo okay, that's what I do to every friend of mine. I'm a loyal friend, LOL).
HAHAS, enough crap. I really wanna exercise -stretches-
Later bones crack, LOL. I HAD ENOUGH OF COMPUTER! AH!
GAH! -runs away from computer-
what we could have been, 6:09 PM.
Band rehearsal, finally! Mwahahahas! I LOVE HS SYMPHONIC BAND!
At first I don't believe what LiYin Mommy told me about me going to 2nd clarinet for "Procession of the Sardar", I was thinking, you must be joking.
Until I went to school today, JieYing and Siti told me that I'm in 2nd clarinet. I'm so so SO HAPPY! But I'll still miss 3rd clarinet also, that's where I started (:
Hayley looked "angry and upset" with me because I'm going to 2nd clarinet and she's still at 3rd clarinet. She told me this,
"You so bad one, leave me liao. We're not partners in clarinet liao lah."
Wah... come on. I spent most of my time with you when I'm in 3rd clarinet lor, and now when I just started on 2nd clarinet, I still cannot get use to it (because we can suddenly play high then very VERY low notes), you think I don't miss 3rd clarinet meh? 3rd clarinet was so much fun and relaxed (seriously), haha. I got used to 2nd clarinet today. I loved the part when we started the "Procession of the Sardar" like... 8 bars earlier than 3rd (we have 2 bars rest from the start) and the 3rd has 10 bars rest from the start. No doubt I'll get lost in the 10 bars rest from the start if I'm still in 3rd =P
Woke up at 6.30am today, CRAZY. I'm still not adjusted to waking up late and not meeting anyone to school. OH WELLS. I was terribly early and when I reached near the back gate, I decided to walk one big round just to make sure I'm not the freak who arrived the earliest there. But the route was "painful" and brings back alot of memories, I tried not to remember the path that we both walked to school and band rehearsals everyday. I must stay strong and forget it ;) JIA YOU!
Reached the school and realised that I'm not the early freak who arrived early. Jesslyn, Inez, Shuan Yong, Jun Rong, An Chun and Shamin they all arrived earlier than me (O_O)" Jie Ying reached and Siti, then Gemaine and Emily (I can't remember the sequence). Then Perseus walked into the school with the drum hanging around his shoulders, he looked so funny and dark lor! I was sitting beside Jie Ying and nudged her,
"EH Jie Ying! Saw the funeral drum? HAHAHA!"
Rushed to Parade Square for footdrill and HMM... someone is late. I was actually thinking that he isn't attending band today, and he was late and had to do pumping. The whole band did 12 okay. Finally took our stuffs and walked up to band room, trying not to catch a glimpse of him because well... I don't want myself to be hurt again.
He actually laughed at me yesterday for not being able to play semi-quavers, so what? Nobody's perfect and everyone needs practice to master something.
Saw Jia Min's bass clarinet while she's setting it up. OO! She looked so much more WISE and INTELLIGENT with her new glasses plus her new instrument! I was screaming away beside her about the beauty of her bass clarinet, LOL. She asked,
"Wo de bass clarinet zhen de na me hao kan meh?"
I told her the truth,
"Aiya, qi shi wo xi huan any instrument in the clarinet family! -squeals-"
Jia Min was so totally -DIAO-, LOLs. You can't blame me for being so crazy over INSTRUMENTS!
I love the bell of the bass clarinet and the big big keys lor! It just looks like an enlarged clarinet plus 1 more key.
And I wasn't toally comfortable sitting sandwiched between the seniors: Hui Xian and Faith. Plus jelly and Wen Fang. All my friends: Yun Han, Liyin Mommy, Hayley, JieYing and Siti. Shu Zhuang didn't come today and my scores are with her, hais, hope she recovers quickly from her injury. -prays-
"Procession of the Sardar" was superb lah (: Totally nice. Because of the tambourine, the whole song sounds like those ballroom dances, the song accompanying it. WAH, totally got the very royal feeling lor, haha! I'm really crazy. Later went for sectionals and tried the first few bars, managed to get it but not the "Banana" part: you have to play 3 notes in a count. Still trying to get the hang of it.
$25 have gone to the tuner, hais, left with $15 for my Billabong bag. I need 50 more bucks! Anyway, I can get it for christmas mah =P HEHE!
Dad just told me that we're getting new monitor, YAY! He said that he couldn't stand seeing the current monitor as a BIG CHUNK! LOL. We're getting something like the LCD screen type, WOO HOO! Finally something which requires less space, haha. So we have a new computer table, new shoe cabinet, Bro Jason's new bed frame and a new monitor coming up! :D So at the age of 13 wasn't so unlucky afterall, HEHE!
At first I don't believe what LiYin Mommy told me about me going to 2nd clarinet for "Procession of the Sardar", I was thinking, you must be joking.
Until I went to school today, JieYing and Siti told me that I'm in 2nd clarinet. I'm so so SO HAPPY! But I'll still miss 3rd clarinet also, that's where I started (:
Hayley looked "angry and upset" with me because I'm going to 2nd clarinet and she's still at 3rd clarinet. She told me this,
"You so bad one, leave me liao. We're not partners in clarinet liao lah."
Wah... come on. I spent most of my time with you when I'm in 3rd clarinet lor, and now when I just started on 2nd clarinet, I still cannot get use to it (because we can suddenly play high then very VERY low notes), you think I don't miss 3rd clarinet meh? 3rd clarinet was so much fun and relaxed (seriously), haha. I got used to 2nd clarinet today. I loved the part when we started the "Procession of the Sardar" like... 8 bars earlier than 3rd (we have 2 bars rest from the start) and the 3rd has 10 bars rest from the start. No doubt I'll get lost in the 10 bars rest from the start if I'm still in 3rd =P
Woke up at 6.30am today, CRAZY. I'm still not adjusted to waking up late and not meeting anyone to school. OH WELLS. I was terribly early and when I reached near the back gate, I decided to walk one big round just to make sure I'm not the freak who arrived the earliest there. But the route was "painful" and brings back alot of memories, I tried not to remember the path that we both walked to school and band rehearsals everyday. I must stay strong and forget it ;) JIA YOU!
Reached the school and realised that I'm not the early freak who arrived early. Jesslyn, Inez, Shuan Yong, Jun Rong, An Chun and Shamin they all arrived earlier than me (O_O)" Jie Ying reached and Siti, then Gemaine and Emily (I can't remember the sequence). Then Perseus walked into the school with the drum hanging around his shoulders, he looked so funny and dark lor! I was sitting beside Jie Ying and nudged her,
"EH Jie Ying! Saw the funeral drum? HAHAHA!"
Rushed to Parade Square for footdrill and HMM... someone is late. I was actually thinking that he isn't attending band today, and he was late and had to do pumping. The whole band did 12 okay. Finally took our stuffs and walked up to band room, trying not to catch a glimpse of him because well... I don't want myself to be hurt again.
He actually laughed at me yesterday for not being able to play semi-quavers, so what? Nobody's perfect and everyone needs practice to master something.
Saw Jia Min's bass clarinet while she's setting it up. OO! She looked so much more WISE and INTELLIGENT with her new glasses plus her new instrument! I was screaming away beside her about the beauty of her bass clarinet, LOL. She asked,
"Wo de bass clarinet zhen de na me hao kan meh?"
I told her the truth,
"Aiya, qi shi wo xi huan any instrument in the clarinet family! -squeals-"
Jia Min was so totally -DIAO-, LOLs. You can't blame me for being so crazy over INSTRUMENTS!
I love the bell of the bass clarinet and the big big keys lor! It just looks like an enlarged clarinet plus 1 more key.
And I wasn't toally comfortable sitting sandwiched between the seniors: Hui Xian and Faith. Plus jelly and Wen Fang. All my friends: Yun Han, Liyin Mommy, Hayley, JieYing and Siti. Shu Zhuang didn't come today and my scores are with her, hais, hope she recovers quickly from her injury. -prays-
"Procession of the Sardar" was superb lah (: Totally nice. Because of the tambourine, the whole song sounds like those ballroom dances, the song accompanying it. WAH, totally got the very royal feeling lor, haha! I'm really crazy. Later went for sectionals and tried the first few bars, managed to get it but not the "Banana" part: you have to play 3 notes in a count. Still trying to get the hang of it.
$25 have gone to the tuner, hais, left with $15 for my Billabong bag. I need 50 more bucks! Anyway, I can get it for christmas mah =P HEHE!
Dad just told me that we're getting new monitor, YAY! He said that he couldn't stand seeing the current monitor as a BIG CHUNK! LOL. We're getting something like the LCD screen type, WOO HOO! Finally something which requires less space, haha. So we have a new computer table, new shoe cabinet, Bro Jason's new bed frame and a new monitor coming up! :D So at the age of 13 wasn't so unlucky afterall, HEHE!
what we could have been, 1:48 PM.
Monday, November 14, 2005
my wound still hasn't heal yet, not even 25% of it. why? it has been the 4th day already and I can feel myself barely moving on; the happy memories still drags me back, not to face reality.
when I wanna stop thinking about the happy past, the only thing I can do to stop it is to tell myself this,
"it's already over. no point thinking about it. I won't patch back either. I'm taking time to heal now but he still doesn't treats me like the best friends we were before."
I don't have his messages in my inbox anymore, but I still check my phone to see whether did he send any messages, but he didn't. I must give up that wishful thinking. Shu Zhuang and Hayley are gonna tease me again during band rehearsal, there's no doubt about it. and I'll just tell them the truth with a smile (: forget about explaining the whole hurtful process if they asked WHY.
I feel so slack at home, I don't even have the "Procession of the Sardar" scores to practice. later gonna practice my clarinet, and I feel like going for a morning jog with my friends. but who will wake up and agree to jog with me at this time? hahas.
although he still talks to me on MSN, I'm still very worried about him when he never SMS me in a day. when I say that I wanna go church, it doesn't mean that I wanna catch a glimpse of you. it's just that I wanna hear all the teachings, calm myself down. whether or not you are there, my only aim to go to church is just to listen to the thoughts shared by other church-goers.
really, nothing can mend the past, neither this broken heart.
the guys will say, "A MAN DON'T TAKE BACK HIS WORDS".
yes, I agree. I'm hurt.
when I wanna stop thinking about the happy past, the only thing I can do to stop it is to tell myself this,
"it's already over. no point thinking about it. I won't patch back either. I'm taking time to heal now but he still doesn't treats me like the best friends we were before."
I don't have his messages in my inbox anymore, but I still check my phone to see whether did he send any messages, but he didn't. I must give up that wishful thinking. Shu Zhuang and Hayley are gonna tease me again during band rehearsal, there's no doubt about it. and I'll just tell them the truth with a smile (: forget about explaining the whole hurtful process if they asked WHY.
I feel so slack at home, I don't even have the "Procession of the Sardar" scores to practice. later gonna practice my clarinet, and I feel like going for a morning jog with my friends. but who will wake up and agree to jog with me at this time? hahas.
although he still talks to me on MSN, I'm still very worried about him when he never SMS me in a day. when I say that I wanna go church, it doesn't mean that I wanna catch a glimpse of you. it's just that I wanna hear all the teachings, calm myself down. whether or not you are there, my only aim to go to church is just to listen to the thoughts shared by other church-goers.
really, nothing can mend the past, neither this broken heart.
the guys will say, "A MAN DON'T TAKE BACK HIS WORDS".
yes, I agree. I'm hurt.
what we could have been, 9:02 AM.
Sunday, November 13, 2005
I've finally got a "new" desk to replace my old one, which is BADLY INJURED: the top and the third drawer are both spoilt. my desk looked so super clean after replacing the "new" desk because its soft or whitish-gray colour (: my current desk right now is my bro's computer table, and yeap, you've guessed it, I'M HAVING DIFFICULTIES TYPING AND USING THE COMPUTER RIGHT NOW! >:( but the new computer table will come tomorrow, thank God.
the computer don't have the speakers attached now, ARGH. I'm listening to songs pathetically now: using my good ol' ANTIQUE discman. I WANT ZEN NEE-ON! gee... I think I should save until $60++ to get my new Billabong bag before I start saving up for my mp3 player.
all the cleaning up, packing up, clearing up the rubbish from my desk really occupied ALL OF MY THOUGHTS... well, almost d: I think I overworked, maybe my body's just automatic about this because I just wanna numb myself. but on the other hand, I'm the type of person who don't give up cleaning up my desk halfway to take breaks because the room will be terribly messy, haha. well, not for today because I took a whole 4 hours to clean up EVERYTHING.
and I've finally cleaned up and threw away half of the unused rubbish from my desk, IT LOOKS SO FREAKING CLEAN RIGHT NOW! -muacks- the second wish on my list is crossed out now: new desk.
hai... HuiPing's Mom dun allow her to go to church nowadays, or rather, PERMANENTLY. Charmaine and HuiPing told me yesterday that their Christian relatives sort of tried to BRAINWASH them to get them to believe in Christianity, sorry if I offended any Christians here. I'm just stating out wha they've actually said.
but hey, I'm already to be brainwashed lor. or maybe I'm already brainwashed. I'm stuck living in a full Buddhist family and relatives. Mom told me before that all religion teachings are almost the same, what's the difference is that the place/country they originate from.
well... I don't and never chant daily morning on Buddhist scriptures or whatever (because I don't have enough memory to memorise them and say it in super high speed, LOL). its like... after attending the church services, I really wanna change religion because I believe more in this. or maybe I should start out as free thinker because only when my Mom tells me to kneel down, use joss sticks and pray to either of the Buddhist Gods, I'll do what she says. its not that I believe in it so deeply like Mom and Sis Rina does.
HAIYA, they'll shoot me back with this,
"you can start to make your own decisions and do whatever you want when you turn 21."
HuiPing was stunned and said,
"by then you may have already been too occupied with your job and you dun even think about switching religions."
I dun even know if my FRIEND will still be welcoming me to the church when I turn 21.
I dun even know if my FRIEND will still remember me when I turn 21.
who knows? let God decide.
*maybe I'm trying to get some bible source from John, mwahahahas!
till then, see ya folks!
the computer don't have the speakers attached now, ARGH. I'm listening to songs pathetically now: using my good ol' ANTIQUE discman. I WANT ZEN NEE-ON! gee... I think I should save until $60++ to get my new Billabong bag before I start saving up for my mp3 player.
all the cleaning up, packing up, clearing up the rubbish from my desk really occupied ALL OF MY THOUGHTS... well, almost d: I think I overworked, maybe my body's just automatic about this because I just wanna numb myself. but on the other hand, I'm the type of person who don't give up cleaning up my desk halfway to take breaks because the room will be terribly messy, haha. well, not for today because I took a whole 4 hours to clean up EVERYTHING.
and I've finally cleaned up and threw away half of the unused rubbish from my desk, IT LOOKS SO FREAKING CLEAN RIGHT NOW! -muacks- the second wish on my list is crossed out now: new desk.
hai... HuiPing's Mom dun allow her to go to church nowadays, or rather, PERMANENTLY. Charmaine and HuiPing told me yesterday that their Christian relatives sort of tried to BRAINWASH them to get them to believe in Christianity, sorry if I offended any Christians here. I'm just stating out wha they've actually said.
but hey, I'm already to be brainwashed lor. or maybe I'm already brainwashed. I'm stuck living in a full Buddhist family and relatives. Mom told me before that all religion teachings are almost the same, what's the difference is that the place/country they originate from.
well... I don't and never chant daily morning on Buddhist scriptures or whatever (because I don't have enough memory to memorise them and say it in super high speed, LOL). its like... after attending the church services, I really wanna change religion because I believe more in this. or maybe I should start out as free thinker because only when my Mom tells me to kneel down, use joss sticks and pray to either of the Buddhist Gods, I'll do what she says. its not that I believe in it so deeply like Mom and Sis Rina does.
HAIYA, they'll shoot me back with this,
"you can start to make your own decisions and do whatever you want when you turn 21."
HuiPing was stunned and said,
"by then you may have already been too occupied with your job and you dun even think about switching religions."
I dun even know if my FRIEND will still be welcoming me to the church when I turn 21.
I dun even know if my FRIEND will still remember me when I turn 21.
who knows? let God decide.
*maybe I'm trying to get some bible source from John, mwahahahas!
till then, see ya folks!
what we could have been, 6:53 PM.
Saturday, November 12, 2005
I've told myself to move on completely (: REGRETTING is no use, you can't turn back time either. so why think of the bad side? I've really learned a valuable lesson on the show, "One Deed, One Lifetime" on CNA.
they're interviewing this woman who has two boys who are both deaf. and obviously when other people hears about this, they'll surely think,
"what did the woman did wrong in her past life?"
the woman didn't think of this way: God gave her two children with disabilities.
in fact, she's optimistic about it: God gave her two children as a challenge, and she believes that she's the fortunate one to be chosen by God to take up this challenge. she's very blessed.
so I should be optimistic also: two guys were "sent" to me by God as a challenge and I felt totally the same positive way as the woman who has two children with disabilities.
the first guy was really a challenge to me, very challenging. but he has learnt some lessons from me (: for the second guy... I dun wanna mention.
it's not that the challenger gave up the challenge, its the challenge gave up the challenger.
so, LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE! (:
GATHERING
poured my heart out to Charmaine last night, haha. I dun feel so "stuck inside" anymore. thanks Charmaine, you're my best friend (:
then I told her I wanna go out san san xin, and we invited HuiPing also. so we went out today! WEE!
met HuiPing at her house downstairs and went to take train to Kovan to wait for Charmaine outside the 7Eleven store. waited... waited... waited... almost 1 hour le! AHH!
went into 7Eleven to buy stuffs and eat instead, LOL. but I felt very full despite of my "little" breakfast I had, felt like throwing up instead. HuiPing was shocked and scared when she heard me telling her this, haha. probably the whole thing cost my apetite and all the throwing up things.
finally she came and we went up to take neoprints, obviously, haha. went to walk around and bought my diary which I longed for.
I ain't gonna choose the yellow one which represents LOVE but the pink one which represents FRIENDSHIP (: I'm fine, really. even if I was given the yellow one by him, its no use either.
so you dun have to waste your money on my diary le, I think you dun even wanna buy it for me, but its okay to me.
accompanied HuiPing to buy bubble tea and I was day-dreaming while waiting for her. Charmaine knocked me outta my lala land. LOLs.
she felt worried that I'm behaving like that because I dun usually behave like this... and its a rare occurance. maybe I haven't got the feeling of being dumped (for a good reason).
so I told them to drag me to Compass Point a.s.a.p because I felt like going to church. my feet will automatically bring me there.
went to Compass Point to walk walk lor. bought my handphone pouch, ear sticks and ear er... loops? haha, dunno lar. its a ring shape but if I say its EARRINGS, then it'll be weird.
walked around and crapped alot, LOL. then the both of them started to talk about MapleStory. I was sighing away. Charmaine said,
"you know, I got a friend who says ARCHER as ARCHER-RER leh, very weird right?"
then I came up with a joke,
"the ARCHER is THE PERSON WHO SHOOTS. then the ARCHER-RER will be THE PERSON WHO SHOOTS, THE PERSON WHO SHOOTS."
get my point? HuiPing was so confused, haha.
she was totally "ORHHH!" after explainations.
still walked around. then dunno why, I suddenly tell them everything funny about what he said/did whenever I saw the merry-go-round and the pole in the train. after saying all that, I'll suddenly become quiet and say,
"but its all over already. regretting is no use, looking back isn't any use either. so I might as well move on right?"
Charmaine comforted me and gave me a pat on the back and told HuiPing,
"HuiPing! we must treat HuiYi as a bang yang (role model) leh! if it was me, I'd rather stay cooped up at home crying all day"
HuiPing's reaction was, "HUH? treat HuiYi as a ban? (board?)", LOL! we laughed like mad. then Charmaine explained to her and Huiping agreed. she says that she'll be the same like Charmaine, rather stay cooped up at home crying, not eating anything.
Charmaine then told her,
"you see, HuiYi can move on so fast and stay strong lor. even can call us up and come out with us and even talk and laugh."
aw... I love you girls (:
Charmaine said that she wanna go to Mac and buy fries to eat, okay lor, accompanied her. then went to TimeZone to play, haha. firstly was the stacking game, I suck at it. then the kiddy drums, LOL. after that was the buttons, you have to step on them when they light up. wah lao, no tickets de lor.
finally, it was the basketball game. WOOTS! xD so fun lor! HuiPing and I versus each other and Charmaine was the commentor, LOL. she make us very gan jiong lah.
took train to Hougang and walked home. I felt so much better (:
why must you avoid me? are we just friend who have just met each other, good friends or best friends? can't we be like the bestest best friends like we were before? its hurting me real deeply. I'm no different from a person walking around with blood dripping wherever it goes. I'm torn, I'm numb, I'm heartbroken. nothing now can cure me. at least message me once in a day, I really wanna know how you are doing. I'm worried about you... as a best friend.
they're interviewing this woman who has two boys who are both deaf. and obviously when other people hears about this, they'll surely think,
"what did the woman did wrong in her past life?"
the woman didn't think of this way: God gave her two children with disabilities.
in fact, she's optimistic about it: God gave her two children as a challenge, and she believes that she's the fortunate one to be chosen by God to take up this challenge. she's very blessed.
so I should be optimistic also: two guys were "sent" to me by God as a challenge and I felt totally the same positive way as the woman who has two children with disabilities.
the first guy was really a challenge to me, very challenging. but he has learnt some lessons from me (: for the second guy... I dun wanna mention.
it's not that the challenger gave up the challenge, its the challenge gave up the challenger.
so, LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE! (:
GATHERING
poured my heart out to Charmaine last night, haha. I dun feel so "stuck inside" anymore. thanks Charmaine, you're my best friend (:
then I told her I wanna go out san san xin, and we invited HuiPing also. so we went out today! WEE!
met HuiPing at her house downstairs and went to take train to Kovan to wait for Charmaine outside the 7Eleven store. waited... waited... waited... almost 1 hour le! AHH!
went into 7Eleven to buy stuffs and eat instead, LOL. but I felt very full despite of my "little" breakfast I had, felt like throwing up instead. HuiPing was shocked and scared when she heard me telling her this, haha. probably the whole thing cost my apetite and all the throwing up things.
finally she came and we went up to take neoprints, obviously, haha. went to walk around and bought my diary which I longed for.
I ain't gonna choose the yellow one which represents LOVE but the pink one which represents FRIENDSHIP (: I'm fine, really. even if I was given the yellow one by him, its no use either.
so you dun have to waste your money on my diary le, I think you dun even wanna buy it for me, but its okay to me.
accompanied HuiPing to buy bubble tea and I was day-dreaming while waiting for her. Charmaine knocked me outta my lala land. LOLs.
she felt worried that I'm behaving like that because I dun usually behave like this... and its a rare occurance. maybe I haven't got the feeling of being dumped (for a good reason).
so I told them to drag me to Compass Point a.s.a.p because I felt like going to church. my feet will automatically bring me there.
went to Compass Point to walk walk lor. bought my handphone pouch, ear sticks and ear er... loops? haha, dunno lar. its a ring shape but if I say its EARRINGS, then it'll be weird.
walked around and crapped alot, LOL. then the both of them started to talk about MapleStory. I was sighing away. Charmaine said,
"you know, I got a friend who says ARCHER as ARCHER-RER leh, very weird right?"
then I came up with a joke,
"the ARCHER is THE PERSON WHO SHOOTS. then the ARCHER-RER will be THE PERSON WHO SHOOTS, THE PERSON WHO SHOOTS."
get my point? HuiPing was so confused, haha.
she was totally "ORHHH!" after explainations.
still walked around. then dunno why, I suddenly tell them everything funny about what he said/did whenever I saw the merry-go-round and the pole in the train. after saying all that, I'll suddenly become quiet and say,
"but its all over already. regretting is no use, looking back isn't any use either. so I might as well move on right?"
Charmaine comforted me and gave me a pat on the back and told HuiPing,
"HuiPing! we must treat HuiYi as a bang yang (role model) leh! if it was me, I'd rather stay cooped up at home crying all day"
HuiPing's reaction was, "HUH? treat HuiYi as a ban? (board?)", LOL! we laughed like mad. then Charmaine explained to her and Huiping agreed. she says that she'll be the same like Charmaine, rather stay cooped up at home crying, not eating anything.
Charmaine then told her,
"you see, HuiYi can move on so fast and stay strong lor. even can call us up and come out with us and even talk and laugh."
aw... I love you girls (:
Charmaine said that she wanna go to Mac and buy fries to eat, okay lor, accompanied her. then went to TimeZone to play, haha. firstly was the stacking game, I suck at it. then the kiddy drums, LOL. after that was the buttons, you have to step on them when they light up. wah lao, no tickets de lor.
finally, it was the basketball game. WOOTS! xD so fun lor! HuiPing and I versus each other and Charmaine was the commentor, LOL. she make us very gan jiong lah.
took train to Hougang and walked home. I felt so much better (:
why must you avoid me? are we just friend who have just met each other, good friends or best friends? can't we be like the bestest best friends like we were before? its hurting me real deeply. I'm no different from a person walking around with blood dripping wherever it goes. I'm torn, I'm numb, I'm heartbroken. nothing now can cure me. at least message me once in a day, I really wanna know how you are doing. I'm worried about you... as a best friend.
what we could have been, 6:05 PM.
I've been wanting to type thise post since last night. I felt so awful.
55 days, and you just ended it like a snap. didn't cared about how I feel.
why must you do this when I'm already so deep in it already?
it hurts, you don't know.
maybe I should have told you this earlier when all the you-hate-Naomi thing was going on. at that time, I was already planning to tell you that we'll "take off that status" and remain as bestest best friends. but look what you've done. to say it in a negative way; YOU'RE SELFISH.
its really okay that you didn't comfort me when I cried; its really okay that I walked home alone because I dun want the others to say that I'm the spoiler of everything and delay your time.
I dun blame you for these. but you said that you didn't do this, do that, makes you feel guilty. how can I possibly rid all the guilt from you? I wanted to, but I dunno how.
I dunno why I keep thinking of what Shu Zhuang said to me,
"the person to STARTS IT, ENDS IT."
its difficult to treat you just like a normal friend after seeing your message.
it hurts when you rejected my calls; I just only wanna ask how are you now and wanna talk to you, hear your voice. is that difficult?
then yesterday was the WORST DAY OF MY LIFE; almost everyone turned their back on me. the whole world has gone dark.
but you said that you wanna concentrate on something more worthy, carry on, go ahead. I've given myself a pat on the back for trying to get into the same class as you, as well as aiming high.
but please, for now, I really wanna be bestest friends with you just like before. all the funny things we talk about, who we hate, we're racists/sizists, all about band, everything under the sun.
my face was totally washed with tears yesterday; the party thing and you.
I just wanna make sure that you didn't do likewise also.
before I start to say that we're completely friends/good friends/best friends/bestest best friends, I wanna say that for now, its difficult to take away all the feelings, and I still love you.
well, I must really move on since you moved on also.
I really wanna be your bestest best friend like we were... before.
(: cheers. take care.
55 days, and you just ended it like a snap. didn't cared about how I feel.
why must you do this when I'm already so deep in it already?
it hurts, you don't know.
maybe I should have told you this earlier when all the you-hate-Naomi thing was going on. at that time, I was already planning to tell you that we'll "take off that status" and remain as bestest best friends. but look what you've done. to say it in a negative way; YOU'RE SELFISH.
its really okay that you didn't comfort me when I cried; its really okay that I walked home alone because I dun want the others to say that I'm the spoiler of everything and delay your time.
I dun blame you for these. but you said that you didn't do this, do that, makes you feel guilty. how can I possibly rid all the guilt from you? I wanted to, but I dunno how.
I dunno why I keep thinking of what Shu Zhuang said to me,
"the person to STARTS IT, ENDS IT."
its difficult to treat you just like a normal friend after seeing your message.
it hurts when you rejected my calls; I just only wanna ask how are you now and wanna talk to you, hear your voice. is that difficult?
then yesterday was the WORST DAY OF MY LIFE; almost everyone turned their back on me. the whole world has gone dark.
but you said that you wanna concentrate on something more worthy, carry on, go ahead. I've given myself a pat on the back for trying to get into the same class as you, as well as aiming high.
but please, for now, I really wanna be bestest friends with you just like before. all the funny things we talk about, who we hate, we're racists/sizists, all about band, everything under the sun.
my face was totally washed with tears yesterday; the party thing and you.
I just wanna make sure that you didn't do likewise also.
before I start to say that we're completely friends/good friends/best friends/bestest best friends, I wanna say that for now, its difficult to take away all the feelings, and I still love you.
well, I must really move on since you moved on also.
I really wanna be your bestest best friend like we were... before.
(: cheers. take care.
what we could have been, 8:32 AM.
Friday, November 11, 2005
I'm uninvited.
they're afraid I'll spoil the whole atmosphere.
they think I'm the intruder for their gathering.
this isn't funny.
oh wells, maybe I should just stay away from them and stay guai guai at home (:
they didn't attend my class party, why should I then?
they're afraid I'll spoil the whole atmosphere.
they think I'm the intruder for their gathering.
this isn't funny.
oh wells, maybe I should just stay away from them and stay guai guai at home (:
they didn't attend my class party, why should I then?
what we could have been, 11:21 AM.
Thursday, November 10, 2005
OH OH OH! I've forgotten to add in a post I've read in the news last night (:
my neighbour Auntie lended me the "newpaper" (surprisingly to me). well, probably its because blogs are mentioned there. the hottest female blogger, blah blah blah.
do they have something against blogs? no, not at all in this report.
I went to her blog just now and she seems upset about how the reporters exaggerate her in the report. poor JIEJIE (she's a Singaporean who looks like Caucasian, doesn't have ang moh accent and is 8 years older than me), or should I say poor girl, haha.
really, newspaper reports exaggerate almost everything. just to get the attention of the reader.
yeah... like that time all the four newspapers exaggerate about tht incident in my school...
#$*%!
anyways, I'll carry on with wht I wanna share with you people.
I was flipping through the newspaper, obviously reading (pretty unimagineable eh?) and there's report on "SHOW". about a MediaCorp actor getting one-knee down to propose to his wife, Brandon Wong. BLAH! I dun even know him, puh-leese.
then beside it was the Mayday guy's report. WOOT! at least there are some singers I know, hahas. I'm gonna explain briefly about this touching proposal:
- Guan You proposed to his girlfriend, singer Wang Xing-zhi, during their Mayday's concert in BeiJing.
- all his girlfriend's family and relatives were there.
- he went one-knee down and the girl was touched.
- Guan You proposed to the girl and the girl, face covered with tears, accepted it.
- he had a bouquet of 99 roses.
- they had a 15 second kiss!
WHOOs! (^^)
dunno why I feel so happy for them by just reading this report, LOLs.
anyway, the most meaningful thing of wht he said is just wht I wanna highlight. he said this on stage to his girlfriend, who is sitting among the audience:
"You're always telling me that happiness is beyond your reach... Today, I promise you a future. A simple house with you, me and a child."
"I'm not a romantic person, but I believe I'm the only person who can give you a lifetime of happiness."
wah sai. so touching lor, haha.
okay, tht's all I've to crap about. (:
gotta prepare for tomorrow, WOOTS.
nite nite people, swt dreams.
-muacks muacks-
I'M OFF TO SLEEP!
GAHHH! -runs away-
my neighbour Auntie lended me the "newpaper" (surprisingly to me). well, probably its because blogs are mentioned there. the hottest female blogger, blah blah blah.
do they have something against blogs? no, not at all in this report.
I went to her blog just now and she seems upset about how the reporters exaggerate her in the report. poor JIEJIE (she's a Singaporean who looks like Caucasian, doesn't have ang moh accent and is 8 years older than me), or should I say poor girl, haha.
really, newspaper reports exaggerate almost everything. just to get the attention of the reader.
yeah... like that time all the four newspapers exaggerate about tht incident in my school...
#$*%!
anyways, I'll carry on with wht I wanna share with you people.
I was flipping through the newspaper, obviously reading (pretty unimagineable eh?) and there's report on "SHOW". about a MediaCorp actor getting one-knee down to propose to his wife, Brandon Wong. BLAH! I dun even know him, puh-leese.
then beside it was the Mayday guy's report. WOOT! at least there are some singers I know, hahas. I'm gonna explain briefly about this touching proposal:
- Guan You proposed to his girlfriend, singer Wang Xing-zhi, during their Mayday's concert in BeiJing.
- all his girlfriend's family and relatives were there.
- he went one-knee down and the girl was touched.
- Guan You proposed to the girl and the girl, face covered with tears, accepted it.
- he had a bouquet of 99 roses.
- they had a 15 second kiss!
WHOOs! (^^)
dunno why I feel so happy for them by just reading this report, LOLs.
anyway, the most meaningful thing of wht he said is just wht I wanna highlight. he said this on stage to his girlfriend, who is sitting among the audience:
"You're always telling me that happiness is beyond your reach... Today, I promise you a future. A simple house with you, me and a child."
"I'm not a romantic person, but I believe I'm the only person who can give you a lifetime of happiness."
wah sai. so touching lor, haha.
okay, tht's all I've to crap about. (:
gotta prepare for tomorrow, WOOTS.
nite nite people, swt dreams.
-muacks muacks-
I'M OFF TO SLEEP!
GAHHH! -runs away-
what we could have been, 10:02 PM.
CRAP IT, I woke up like so darn late for band.
I thought Mom would wake me up at 6.30... BUT GUESS WHT.
she told me tht I never inform her about my band rehearsal.
FULLSTOP.
I was like so #$&% lor.
*its not necessarily THAT WORD if you see four symbols there.
luckily I didn't went back to sleep after seeing wht the HEAVENS was on the clock, 7.30AM.
WHT THE?! (O_O)!!
I rushed like mad lor.
changed, take a sip of milo, took my stuffs and "FOOM!", off I rush outta the house.
man, Chandhini dyed her hair RED, LOL. tht's cool (:
Daniel woke up late too, haha, PIG. but at least his house is just opposite school lor.
I'm still left with 15mins to rush to the band room.
when I reached there, everyone's still setting up their own instruments. thank God.
then I-forgot-who talked to Inez, probably Mr Lim, that she's transferred to bassoon. Inez looked so so so very sad because after almost a year spent with her clarinet has to end now, for the sake of everyone and the bassoon section ):
she reminded me,
"HuiYi, ni yao xiang wo hor! ru guo ni xiang wo ni jiu zhuan hou mian kan wo loh!"
haha, I'll miss you Inez. but you'll miss your laogong more (: HAIS, both of you are forced to divorce. she say she dun love her laogong le, LOLs.
Mr Lim kept reminding her tht she's already in bassoon section during band rehearsal.
-muacks muacks-, I'M GONNA MISS YOU INEZ! <3
after band, I immediately called Mom to tell her tht she can bring the cupcakes for class party over now. then that inconsiderate Choy Shu Zhuang came and ran after me (I was walking while waiting for Mom to pick up the phone) and screamed... more of asking,
"WAHHH! HUIYI AH! MEI YOU GEN DANIEL QU PAK TOR AH!"
the words rumbling in my mind were all the OFFENSIVE WORDS. ARGH! >:(
I told her to shut up because I'm really afraid Mom will question me for tht. then Shu Zhuang told me tht I can just tell my Mom tht one of my friend is just making fun of another friend of mine.
OH WELLS.
waited for Mom with Rachel and took the food to classroom. everyone was munching away on the food. DAMN IT, I'm so freaking hungry. my breakfast's not complete, HAHAs.
there's "millions" of food lying on the table:
fried rice, some kinda bee hoon, sausage-omelette, poh piah, french fries, fishballs, tidbits, soft drinks, Swensens ice-cream cake, my cupcakes, sushi.
WAHHH, I immediately went to scoop up a plateful of fried rice and some of th sausage-omelette. everyone looks so delicious. I gobbled down the food like as if I've never ate it in days, haha.
pathetic me...
after all the eating and stuffs, some started to scribble on the board after Elaine and Jasmine took bagfuls of ice for the soft drinks. some drew "1e4 `o5 RAWKS", or any friends forever thingie.
I'm the most EXTRA one, LOL. I drew alot of "BAND RAWKS", haha, pathetic eh?
then suddenly I got a call, so I went outside to answer it. Julia was taking photos of everyone, including me. JinJu also (=_=)"
I walked around while I talked and I screamed at them when I saw they've drawn alot of "DANIEL LOVE HUIYI FOREVER AND EVER" on the board.
they drew something really offensive, LOL. "Daniel Chan (the 1e1 prefect with alot of leg hair)". wa kao, damn hurting lor.
went to HLM with Rachel, took neos, walked around, went to CP to keh poh books for free at Popular before taking the train and the same bus home.
but we alighted at different stops, =P
I thought Mom would wake me up at 6.30... BUT GUESS WHT.
she told me tht I never inform her about my band rehearsal.
FULLSTOP.
I was like so #$&% lor.
*its not necessarily THAT WORD if you see four symbols there.
luckily I didn't went back to sleep after seeing wht the HEAVENS was on the clock, 7.30AM.
WHT THE?! (O_O)!!
I rushed like mad lor.
changed, take a sip of milo, took my stuffs and "FOOM!", off I rush outta the house.
man, Chandhini dyed her hair RED, LOL. tht's cool (:
Daniel woke up late too, haha, PIG. but at least his house is just opposite school lor.
I'm still left with 15mins to rush to the band room.
when I reached there, everyone's still setting up their own instruments. thank God.
then I-forgot-who talked to Inez, probably Mr Lim, that she's transferred to bassoon. Inez looked so so so very sad because after almost a year spent with her clarinet has to end now, for the sake of everyone and the bassoon section ):
she reminded me,
"HuiYi, ni yao xiang wo hor! ru guo ni xiang wo ni jiu zhuan hou mian kan wo loh!"
haha, I'll miss you Inez. but you'll miss your laogong more (: HAIS, both of you are forced to divorce. she say she dun love her laogong le, LOLs.
Mr Lim kept reminding her tht she's already in bassoon section during band rehearsal.
-muacks muacks-, I'M GONNA MISS YOU INEZ! <3
after band, I immediately called Mom to tell her tht she can bring the cupcakes for class party over now. then that inconsiderate Choy Shu Zhuang came and ran after me (I was walking while waiting for Mom to pick up the phone) and screamed... more of asking,
"WAHHH! HUIYI AH! MEI YOU GEN DANIEL QU PAK TOR AH!"
the words rumbling in my mind were all the OFFENSIVE WORDS. ARGH! >:(
I told her to shut up because I'm really afraid Mom will question me for tht. then Shu Zhuang told me tht I can just tell my Mom tht one of my friend is just making fun of another friend of mine.
OH WELLS.
waited for Mom with Rachel and took the food to classroom. everyone was munching away on the food. DAMN IT, I'm so freaking hungry. my breakfast's not complete, HAHAs.
there's "millions" of food lying on the table:
fried rice, some kinda bee hoon, sausage-omelette, poh piah, french fries, fishballs, tidbits, soft drinks, Swensens ice-cream cake, my cupcakes, sushi.
WAHHH, I immediately went to scoop up a plateful of fried rice and some of th sausage-omelette. everyone looks so delicious. I gobbled down the food like as if I've never ate it in days, haha.
pathetic me...
after all the eating and stuffs, some started to scribble on the board after Elaine and Jasmine took bagfuls of ice for the soft drinks. some drew "1e4 `o5 RAWKS", or any friends forever thingie.
I'm the most EXTRA one, LOL. I drew alot of "BAND RAWKS", haha, pathetic eh?
then suddenly I got a call, so I went outside to answer it. Julia was taking photos of everyone, including me. JinJu also (=_=)"
I walked around while I talked and I screamed at them when I saw they've drawn alot of "DANIEL LOVE HUIYI FOREVER AND EVER" on the board.
they drew something really offensive, LOL. "Daniel Chan (the 1e1 prefect with alot of leg hair)". wa kao, damn hurting lor.
went to HLM with Rachel, took neos, walked around, went to CP to keh poh books for free at Popular before taking the train and the same bus home.
but we alighted at different stops, =P
what we could have been, 7:09 PM.
Tuesday, November 8, 2005
mad about blogskins!
hey, my 2nd skin has came out today.
well, its prettaye sucky I know.
its "lonely game", BLARGGGHHH.
now here's the problem:
I do blogskins for othrs to use, BUT WHT ABOUT MY OWN?
I mean, if the person who uses your blogskin comes to your blog and finds out tht you're not using your self-created one but othr ppl's creation, tht'll be so lao kui lor.
I dun even knw wht the HEAVENS I want for my own blogskin.
tht's so CONFUSING!
maybe I shud ask Amelia, since she excels in this, lol.
I like my clarinet pics, the cage, all the cute loves related pics.
WHT THE HEAVENS DO I ACTUALLY LIKE?!
narhhhs.
my long term goal: a blogskin for the BAND (:
my short term goal: CREATE MY OWN BLOGSKIN
eg. not all these "clicky" blogskins, just the whole thing.
like Amelia's, Vincent's, Jacelyn's... I knw her's is a WEB.
I need to "dream" alot (like wht Jacelyn says, LOL) and think CREATIVELY, hehs.
GAHHH!
I'm off to dream!
SHUUSH, SHADDUP!
-runs away-
huiyi @ 4.25pm
hey, my 2nd skin has came out today.
well, its prettaye sucky I know.
its "lonely game", BLARGGGHHH.
now here's the problem:
I do blogskins for othrs to use, BUT WHT ABOUT MY OWN?
I mean, if the person who uses your blogskin comes to your blog and finds out tht you're not using your self-created one but othr ppl's creation, tht'll be so lao kui lor.
I dun even knw wht the HEAVENS I want for my own blogskin.
tht's so CONFUSING!
maybe I shud ask Amelia, since she excels in this, lol.
I like my clarinet pics, the cage, all the cute loves related pics.
WHT THE HEAVENS DO I ACTUALLY LIKE?!
narhhhs.
my long term goal: a blogskin for the BAND (:
my short term goal: CREATE MY OWN BLOGSKIN
eg. not all these "clicky" blogskins, just the whole thing.
like Amelia's, Vincent's, Jacelyn's... I knw her's is a WEB.
I need to "dream" alot (like wht Jacelyn says, LOL) and think CREATIVELY, hehs.
GAHHH!
I'm off to dream!
SHUUSH, SHADDUP!
-runs away-
huiyi @ 4.25pm
what we could have been, 4:10 PM.
Monday, November 7, 2005
my first blogskin!
wee! I dun have the guilty feeling as a freeloader in blogskins anymore!
DEFINE "FREELOADER":
- someone who only comments and doesn't contribute any skins.
see my blogskin!
titled: its a long road, will you walk with me?
here's the link!
will do 3 more with these themes (:
more coming up! STAY TUNED.
huiyi @ 7.58pm
wee! I dun have the guilty feeling as a freeloader in blogskins anymore!
DEFINE "FREELOADER":
- someone who only comments and doesn't contribute any skins.
see my blogskin!
titled: its a long road, will you walk with me?
here's the link!
will do 3 more with these themes (:
more coming up! STAY TUNED.
huiyi @ 7.58pm
what we could have been, 7:48 PM.
Sunday, November 6, 2005
"Photograph" - Nickelback; "All The Right Reasons" album 2005
i love this song!
gonna change the blogskin for this song to suit the theme.
probably bah, lols. anyone who loves this current skin dun need to worry.
this song can suit my blog too: the scene where the couple kisses in the rain but crying.
;) enjoy!
the other blogskin i like
Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head
And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out
And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times
I wonder if It's too late
Should i go back and try to graduate
Life's better now then it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in
Oh oh oh
Oh god I
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how if feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel
Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since god knows when
Oh oh oh
Oh god I
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it
If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me
huiyi @ 8.53pm
i love this song!
gonna change the blogskin for this song to suit the theme.
probably bah, lols. anyone who loves this current skin dun need to worry.
this song can suit my blog too: the scene where the couple kisses in the rain but crying.
;) enjoy!
the other blogskin i like
Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head
And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out
And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times
I wonder if It's too late
Should i go back and try to graduate
Life's better now then it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in
Oh oh oh
Oh god I
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how if feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel
Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since god knows when
Oh oh oh
Oh god I
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it
If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me
huiyi @ 8.53pm
what we could have been, 8:39 PM.
Saturday, November 5, 2005
graduation concert!
its my ex-kindergarten's graduation concert lah.
its so perfect lor! I LOVE IT!
went to find Mom at kindergarten at 508 and saw alot of K2 kids running about in their costumes.
some stayed still on chairs to let their parents put the make-up for them.
their costumes were in korean style, the "Beauty and the Beast" style, Hawaiian, EVERY COUNTRY is included!
waited a super long time for them, GEE.
finally went into the bus and the teachers want the kids to line-up in twos, according to the partners they are gonna accopany during the concert.
wah, the little boys in western suits looked so CUTE and SHUAI!
they walked and they're lined up in boy and girl, the boy's hand naturally find the girls, haha.
JUST NOT TO GET LOST.
Jewel in the Palace!
found Nicole and Hazel (Teacher Joyce's daughters) at the bottom of the stage and joined them.
then suddenly there's this malay boy (who looked like Indian) asked Nicole,
"EH! you work here ah?"
Nicole obviously shook her head but, I think the boy didn't hear her, the boy gave her thumbs-up and told her she did her work well: all the deco in the auditorium.
SUPER "DIAO"!
Teacher Joyce came hurriedly and told the 3 of us to help the kids to wear the graduation gowns.
I attended 2 little girls, they looked scared of me...
-cries-
I'm trying to be as GENTLE, as CAREFUL, as FRIENDLY as possible le!
what you want me to do?!
then the concert started when the minister arrives.
item 3 was from 508 de, YAY!
"korean fan dance", WOOTS!
the song from "Da Chang Jin" came out and the girls in korean costumes and guys in korean costumes danced on the stage, SO NICE!
its undescribable!
oh yar, the 3 of us were at the back stage and our job was to bring in the props and let the teachers bring OUT the props for the next dance.
there's OBVIOUSLY too many people and I dun even get to bring in a prop sometimes.
well... the last prop I brought in was a camel...
NOT FUNNY KAYS.
party streamers -evil laughs-
it was the finale and we went to take the party streamer cans to get ready.
shook it alot of times and its time to have fun!
"PSST!"
you can hear the sound at back stage.
the girls who's in the "Austrian Masquerade Ball" dance item looked scared because they're afraid we'll target them and spray.
I SPRAYED AT LEAST 1.2M LOR!
got hit you meh... LOLs.
went to function room to have lunch and headed back to 508 before heading home myself.
huiyi @ 2040hrs
its my ex-kindergarten's graduation concert lah.
its so perfect lor! I LOVE IT!
went to find Mom at kindergarten at 508 and saw alot of K2 kids running about in their costumes.
some stayed still on chairs to let their parents put the make-up for them.
their costumes were in korean style, the "Beauty and the Beast" style, Hawaiian, EVERY COUNTRY is included!
waited a super long time for them, GEE.
finally went into the bus and the teachers want the kids to line-up in twos, according to the partners they are gonna accopany during the concert.
wah, the little boys in western suits looked so CUTE and SHUAI!
they walked and they're lined up in boy and girl, the boy's hand naturally find the girls, haha.
JUST NOT TO GET LOST.
Jewel in the Palace!
found Nicole and Hazel (Teacher Joyce's daughters) at the bottom of the stage and joined them.
then suddenly there's this malay boy (who looked like Indian) asked Nicole,
"EH! you work here ah?"
Nicole obviously shook her head but, I think the boy didn't hear her, the boy gave her thumbs-up and told her she did her work well: all the deco in the auditorium.
SUPER "DIAO"!
Teacher Joyce came hurriedly and told the 3 of us to help the kids to wear the graduation gowns.
I attended 2 little girls, they looked scared of me...
-cries-
I'm trying to be as GENTLE, as CAREFUL, as FRIENDLY as possible le!
what you want me to do?!
then the concert started when the minister arrives.
item 3 was from 508 de, YAY!
"korean fan dance", WOOTS!
the song from "Da Chang Jin" came out and the girls in korean costumes and guys in korean costumes danced on the stage, SO NICE!
its undescribable!
oh yar, the 3 of us were at the back stage and our job was to bring in the props and let the teachers bring OUT the props for the next dance.
there's OBVIOUSLY too many people and I dun even get to bring in a prop sometimes.
well... the last prop I brought in was a camel...
NOT FUNNY KAYS.
party streamers -evil laughs-
it was the finale and we went to take the party streamer cans to get ready.
shook it alot of times and its time to have fun!
"PSST!"
you can hear the sound at back stage.
the girls who's in the "Austrian Masquerade Ball" dance item looked scared because they're afraid we'll target them and spray.
I SPRAYED AT LEAST 1.2M LOR!
got hit you meh... LOLs.
went to function room to have lunch and headed back to 508 before heading home myself.
huiyi @ 2040hrs
what we could have been, 8:16 PM.
Wednesday, November 2, 2005
"Torn" - Natalie Imbruglia
the current song I'm obsessed with right now, LOLs.
enjoy. this is a nice song ;)
I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm
He came around
And he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know
Or seem to care
What your heart is for
I don't know him anymore
There's nothin' where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothings right
I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
I'm already torn
So I guess the fortune teller's right
I should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
But you crawled beneath my veins
And now, I don't care
I have no luck
I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things
That I can't touch
I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
I'm already torn
Torn...
There's nothin' where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's right
I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I'm ashamed
Bound and broken on the floor
You're a little late
I'm already torn
huiyi @ 5.57pm
the current song I'm obsessed with right now, LOLs.
enjoy. this is a nice song ;)
I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm
He came around
And he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know
Or seem to care
What your heart is for
I don't know him anymore
There's nothin' where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothings right
I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
I'm already torn
So I guess the fortune teller's right
I should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
But you crawled beneath my veins
And now, I don't care
I have no luck
I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things
That I can't touch
I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
I'm already torn
Torn...
There's nothin' where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's right
I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I'm ashamed
Bound and broken on the floor
You're a little late
I'm already torn
huiyi @ 5.57pm
what we could have been, 5:47 PM.
blarggghhh
maybe I should change this blogskin, but I've only used it recently.
-sigh-, maybe the simplicity one is still the best.
should I keep this blogskin or change it? -confused-
Mom wants me to clean my desk, do housework,
BLAH!
Heavens know when I'll do that.
so bored now; the xbox isn't even connected to the switch and I'm lazy to find it.
I'M SO SIAN! I WANNA GO OUT!
huiyi slacked @ 2.22pm
maybe I should change this blogskin, but I've only used it recently.
-sigh-, maybe the simplicity one is still the best.
should I keep this blogskin or change it? -confused-
Mom wants me to clean my desk, do housework,
BLAH!
Heavens know when I'll do that.
so bored now; the xbox isn't even connected to the switch and I'm lazy to find it.
I'M SO SIAN! I WANNA GO OUT!
huiyi slacked @ 2.22pm
what we could have been, 2:14 PM.
Tuesday, November 1, 2005
living Sadako...
SHUT UP if you wanna comment on my hair when you see me; I just got them rebonded.
its for good use anyway... BUT ARGH, I LOOK LIKE AN ALIEN.
oh wells, I'll just have to get use to it.
as Al (or Alphonsus) always say:
"what is done, cannot be undone."
some of his words knocked some sense into me, haha.
no regrets, no rash actions
Dad drove me straight to PS to meet Mom and Sis Jean because they've already finished their pedicure. Francis Gor was with them when I waited for them at the escalators above Carrefour.
I reminded them that I need to buy my clarinet stuffs, so took the lift and went to 6th floor.
saw 3rd Uncle there working, he came out and chat with us for a while when I started to curse ShuZhuang in front of Francis Gor that she told me the Yamaha shop has finished renovating.
he looked quite shocked I guess, haha.
when I thought my hopes were all lost, Sis and Francis Gor found out the Yamaha stuffs were moved OVER. THANK GOD AND "SORRY" SHUZHUANG!
immediately bought my stuffs.
I grumbled to them that the number and variety of colours of clothes in my wardrobe is pathetic, they had no choice but to bring me SHOPPING.
HEH! ;D
initially was thinkin of running into the Roxy shop to try on clothes but the stuffs were too expensive le. WILL DIE DE LEH.
so went to I.P Zone and bought 2 shirts. =]
went for lunch/high-tea at Crystal Jade Restaurant.
the high-tea set I ordered was damn shiok lor:
one 'fried' toast with honey, butter
1 whole piece of ham, 1 egg
1 soya bean milk
I ate like no tomorrow, SO SHIOK LOR!
ang mohs!
went to Carrefour to buy some groceries before heading home.
Sis and Francis Gor went somewhere in the store themselves while I stick to Mom.
then I saw this really cute American/ British/ whatever guy taking care of the trolley and waiting for his parents to finish choosing the vegetables. he looked super sian, haha.
his jet-black hair (like Harry Potter) is so mesmerising lor!
AHEM, dun say le, later someone get jealous.
I'm not attracted to him anyways, LOLs.
when we got outta Carrefour, there's another 2 American teenage guys standing outside a shop, presumably waiting for parents to get their groceries.
they were SO TALL but the HEADS WERE SO SMALL.
(O.o)...
took train back home and went to rebonding.
GEE.
shaddup lah.
GRR.
huiyi looked like Sadako @ 10.43pm
SHUT UP if you wanna comment on my hair when you see me; I just got them rebonded.
its for good use anyway... BUT ARGH, I LOOK LIKE AN ALIEN.
oh wells, I'll just have to get use to it.
as Al (or Alphonsus) always say:
"what is done, cannot be undone."
some of his words knocked some sense into me, haha.
no regrets, no rash actions
Dad drove me straight to PS to meet Mom and Sis Jean because they've already finished their pedicure. Francis Gor was with them when I waited for them at the escalators above Carrefour.
I reminded them that I need to buy my clarinet stuffs, so took the lift and went to 6th floor.
saw 3rd Uncle there working, he came out and chat with us for a while when I started to curse ShuZhuang in front of Francis Gor that she told me the Yamaha shop has finished renovating.
he looked quite shocked I guess, haha.
when I thought my hopes were all lost, Sis and Francis Gor found out the Yamaha stuffs were moved OVER. THANK GOD AND "SORRY" SHUZHUANG!
immediately bought my stuffs.
I grumbled to them that the number and variety of colours of clothes in my wardrobe is pathetic, they had no choice but to bring me SHOPPING.
HEH! ;D
initially was thinkin of running into the Roxy shop to try on clothes but the stuffs were too expensive le. WILL DIE DE LEH.
so went to I.P Zone and bought 2 shirts. =]
went for lunch/high-tea at Crystal Jade Restaurant.
the high-tea set I ordered was damn shiok lor:
one 'fried' toast with honey, butter
1 whole piece of ham, 1 egg
1 soya bean milk
I ate like no tomorrow, SO SHIOK LOR!
ang mohs!
went to Carrefour to buy some groceries before heading home.
Sis and Francis Gor went somewhere in the store themselves while I stick to Mom.
then I saw this really cute American/ British/ whatever guy taking care of the trolley and waiting for his parents to finish choosing the vegetables. he looked super sian, haha.
his jet-black hair (like Harry Potter) is so mesmerising lor!
AHEM, dun say le, later someone get jealous.
I'm not attracted to him anyways, LOLs.
when we got outta Carrefour, there's another 2 American teenage guys standing outside a shop, presumably waiting for parents to get their groceries.
they were SO TALL but the HEADS WERE SO SMALL.
(O.o)...
took train back home and went to rebonding.
GEE.
shaddup lah.
GRR.
huiyi looked like Sadako @ 10.43pm
what we could have been, 10:11 PM.
short post
going to PS later to meet Mom and Sis Jean.
Dad's gonna drive me to Hougang Stn to take train, WEE!
heard from ShuZhuang that the Yamaha shop has finished renovating!
I CAN BUY MY CLEANING SWAB LE!
it'll take time to buy that freaking metronome/tuner.
heard that its $78 for metronome, WHADDE?! (O.O)...
then the tuner's $40++ bah... (O.o)!!... STILL EQUALLY EXPENSIVE.
lemme calculate, by then, I'll be investing more than $120++ on my clarinet!
and they're gonna be passed down to the juniors.
I'm gonna see which junior is 'up to my standard' before I pass my clarinet down to them...
-evil laughs-
I wanna buy tote bag, -sigh-.
almost everything in PS is what I wanted but from what Hayley told me,
"I heard that Plaza Singapura is the place where all the rich teenagers hang out leh..."
I dun even have enough moo-lah to spend there.
-strangles myself-
YaoYang still haven't confirm when will we get the cake for Ms Ong.
"after Hari Raya", he says.
but then if its on Saturday/Sunday, one of them cannot make it lor.
AIYOH, YOU BETTER TELL ME THE DATE A.S.A.P BEFORE I STRANGLE YOU.
I'm being a bit violent here, LOLs.
pardon me.
and... OH! my diary, LOLs.
nvms lah, take your time to save up the $$, haha.
if I rush you then you'll not have enough money for food, then 'suffer from malnutrition', haha.
I'M SO~ EVIL!
huiyi waited @ 12.22pm
going to PS later to meet Mom and Sis Jean.
Dad's gonna drive me to Hougang Stn to take train, WEE!
heard from ShuZhuang that the Yamaha shop has finished renovating!
I CAN BUY MY CLEANING SWAB LE!
it'll take time to buy that freaking metronome/tuner.
heard that its $78 for metronome, WHADDE?! (O.O)...
then the tuner's $40++ bah... (O.o)!!... STILL EQUALLY EXPENSIVE.
lemme calculate, by then, I'll be investing more than $120++ on my clarinet!
and they're gonna be passed down to the juniors.
I'm gonna see which junior is 'up to my standard' before I pass my clarinet down to them...
-evil laughs-
I wanna buy tote bag, -sigh-.
almost everything in PS is what I wanted but from what Hayley told me,
"I heard that Plaza Singapura is the place where all the rich teenagers hang out leh..."
I dun even have enough moo-lah to spend there.
-strangles myself-
YaoYang still haven't confirm when will we get the cake for Ms Ong.
"after Hari Raya", he says.
but then if its on Saturday/Sunday, one of them cannot make it lor.
AIYOH, YOU BETTER TELL ME THE DATE A.S.A.P BEFORE I STRANGLE YOU.
I'm being a bit violent here, LOLs.
pardon me.
and... OH! my diary, LOLs.
nvms lah, take your time to save up the $$, haha.
if I rush you then you'll not have enough money for food, then 'suffer from malnutrition', haha.
I'M SO~ EVIL!
huiyi waited @ 12.22pm
what we could have been, 12:08 PM.
"UP!" in 3D
"New Moon"
