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Monday, January 30, 2006

Good dishes done by a good conductor! Haha. Cousin Jun Ye cooked all the dinner dishes (okay... he consider it as SMALL dishes) were simply delicious and lip-smacking! I scanned through the names of the CDs on its spine, which the whole stack was situated at his workplace. I only spot a familiar name, "Ross Roy"! I mean it's like, SO PATHETIC FOR ME. I should get more exposed to such music.

He gives out extra practices to trumpeters... NO FAIR!

His house was MAGNIFICENT I tell you. There were like staff lines, treble clef and crotchets on the metal fences around the roof and he said that you can't even play a proper sound/song with those notes. He even had a mug on his dining table which has cursive words like "crotchet", "semi-quavers", "arpeggios" etc all around the mug! Plus a gigantic treble clef print on it! Jun Ye mentioned that he invited his students, 30 of em', for CNY and they just stuffed the rubbish under his sofa, WTF?!

ANYWAY, I saw this DVD on the TV cabinet which costs $70, "Music Clinic for CLARINET." Guide by clarinettist from Tokyo Kosei Wind Orchestra! WAHHH!

Enough, gotta have my beauty sleep. Cannot wake up later than the time when Sophia they all reach, ARGH! (so they cannot see my bed hair, hehe)

NITES!

what we could have been, 11:53 PM.

I was thinking to change blog address, sorry for the inconvienience caused. I MAY change, I MAY NOT. I still can't think of a short and sweet blog address... oh wells. But if I change blog address without informing you all, I'll leave my link at this add. (Why am I talking so far already...)

DIAO... back to the talk-about-future me again.

what we could have been, 6:21 PM.

FREAK lah... I'm using my sister's office's laptop right now because she's occupying the computer to watch korean drama shows, ARGH!

Yesterday Aunt Sandy and family, Aunt Katherine and familym Aunt Cindy and family, Fourth Aunt and LOADS of relatives dropped by my house. Of course, Cousin Jun Ye's here too. So we starting talking all about band stuffs (MWAHAHA!) and he told me some secrets about Mr Lim... well... I'm not sure whether it's a secret or not but let's not reveal it out okay? LOL (diao wei kou...)

He also told me that Miss Wong has been sort of "kicked out" by Seng Kang Sec Band and become a part-time band conductor le. Her band practices were always boring and not serious at all. But I still wish her all the best lah. Jun Ye even mentioned that he's good friends with Mr Lim, haha. Looks like he knows every conductor in Singapore. Anyway, my whole family will he heading to his condominium at Sembawang later, WOOTS! I can "ransack" his store-room full of scores and shelves full of CDs! Did I mention that his house is totally cool? They had a treble clef at the bottom of the pool and it goes with the shape too,likewise for bass clef but the 2 bass clefs at the side of the pool are baby pools, haha. Tomorrow Sophia, Cheryl, Chandhini and Xiu Li are coming to my house for CNY visit! So freaking excited, haha. But the time is really freaking 10am. And yes, I'm getting my Ayumi album tomorrow! xD

Oh yar, class blogskin and my blogskin still need time to finish to be put up because I really have to stay away from computer and concentrate more on studies than band (Which was what I've been doing since school started this year) and my family has been shaking head about it. So yeah. Before I end this post...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

May you all have a prosperous new year and good luck ahead!

what we could have been, 4:02 PM.
Saturday, January 28, 2006

I felt like a zombie walking around the house, haha. Nope, I'm really fine, nothing wrong with me. It's just that I seem to "perform miracles" in the house today... as in washing the toilet, wipe doors, and do gazillions of housework. Mind you, I nearly collapse while washing toilet halfway 'cos I was standing and squatting down repeatedly, so yeah, kinda dizzy. Washed my clarinet cloth just now and helped Mom with the new bedsheet and stuffs. When I "plomped" onto the chair in living room after washing toilet just now, Mom asked what did I do because I'm so tired, I replied, "Wash the toilet lor! Got lizard crawling inside... that's why I quickly come out le." Mom was shocked and said I peformed a "miracle".

Goodness gracious.

what we could have been, 3:05 PM.
Friday, January 27, 2006

My qipao totally sucked lah, I know, it's the ugliest of all. At least I don't have to walk another time; this one was total nightmare. Alot of people "BOO!"-ed Si Ru when she got the champion because some people find her hao lian.

Band was fun lah, really. But An Chun told the Sec 2s to learn for Test I as soon as possible because we got more time to learn than the seniors, who had been already tested during December. Watched the korean movie, "Springtime" and "The Nutcracker". Not the Barbie doll version okay? It's purely ballet and it looks really nice, VERY GRACEFUL! Nothing much to write about today lar, just found out that the muah chee has become sesame de liao! WTF! I went to bind the stack of papers Shu Zhuang help the clarinet section to photocopy: the clarinet guidebook.

I'm excited about Sophia, Chandhini, Cheryl and Xiu Li (maybe?) to come to my house for CNY visit this Tuesday! WAHAHA! Then we'll be heading for movie, tee hee. Oh yar... the Test I is on next Friday... BOBBA! Anyway, I managed to forget the past despite seeing him in school today, haha! Must jia you!

what we could have been, 6:53 PM.
Thursday, January 26, 2006

Julie and Chandhini planned that we'll be tricking Elijah, Sophia and Cheryl about something. Julie started drawing lines with red pen on her wrist to make it look like a cut, then we started all the trick thingie. So among the 3 of us, my scar was the most realistic one.

I had 3 scars on my wrist, 2 small ones on my hand and 1 blue-black... ALL DRAW WITH PEN AND PENCILS! So when the last period ended, I changed my mood to all upset and buried my head in my arms, lying on the table. Julie was my accomplice! I buried my head in my right arm, the left hand was holding metal ruler (so it looks like I've been cutting myself with metal ruler) and showed the 3 "scars" on my wrist.

Cheryl, Elijah, Sophia, Hayley, Yun Han, Xiu Li all
immediately flocked to my table and asked why I cried. Julie's was all, "Hey Hui
Yi... don't cry lah..." and tapping my head. I can hear Hayley whispering, in
fact, alot of people whispering to ask Julie what happened. Sophia said, "Aiya
Reggie, you she me hua jiu shuo chu lai." Cheryl asked, "You really cry
ah Reggie?" I nodded my head weakly and Cheryl told the rest, "EH! She really
crying leh! 'Cos she nod her head!" Yun Han said, "...She of course is crying
lah!" and still even dare to play with my specs. I was sniffing and sobbing
away, with real tears coming out.


Hayley kept quiet all the way, from the voices I can hear, she was very afraid of what happened to me. Xiu Li suggested, "Aiya... let her be lar." and for don't know what reason, upon hearing what they said, I can cry immediately. Just by listening to them consoling me. Julie said, "Hui Yi... you can lift up your head a not?", I lifted my head and "BAHHH! GOTCHA!" at them and they were furious! Julie and I high-fived each other and the others feel like strangling me. Hayley said she was very shocked when she saw me crying all of a sudden and the "scars" looked real. That's why she didn't make a sound when she sat beside me and witnessed me crying.

But seriously, when they asked how come I can cry FOR REAL when it's just only a joke, I replied that I cried just for fun. And obviously, they were amused by this answer. Actually, I need to cry too. I feel that my life has been so down these days, ever since school started. I cried my eyes out during the prank just to let out all my unhappiness. It has been so unfair to me: why am I always giving out more than I get? I don't get it. It's so difficult to actually just forget him because I see him everyday in school, worser, in Band too. John's answer was, "Wah! Die liao, die liao." when he heard this. And he has a crush on my good friend... it's so really depressing. The whole world has turned its back on me. I feel like I can really burst into tears anytime soon because I can get so into the drama serials and cry: the part when Ken had to travel for a year and leave Qing Qing alone.

I know: forgive and forget. But I just can't do it, I don't know why. For Alphonsus, it has been like 1 year and don't know how many months we've separated from each other. But must I suffer for another year just to be good friend with him? Those times when we can even share the most personal secrets?

what we could have been, 7:22 PM.
Wednesday, January 25, 2006

I sound terrible... sound like an Ah Mah. (Oh, I'm Chandhini and Cheryl's grandma anyway...) My cold has worsened, cough has worsened and even my appetite. The worst thing was that I got a terrible headache and my eyes were terribly strained during science lessons (yes, Ms Lau's boring lessons again). I can hear her voice because she's talking to Fanny while I was napping, then I quickly woke up and she just stood by my side, looking at the answers on my textbook then left. Finally it was recess after science and I felt like so "accused" by Ms Lau just because I "sleep everytime" during her lessons! I mean, I'm sick, can't you see? You're a science teacher leh. I know you don't expect me to say you're a doctor (if you were one, you would've killed people). Elijah, Sophia, Cheryl then came to 2E2 cheerfully and Elijah and Sophia said, "Hello Reggie~" to me. I replied weakly and they asked what happened, obviously I'm sick and I feel like crying. I even felt like going home straightaway.

But after a meal during recess, I was all charged up and ready to go! Haha, but I'm still sick lah.

Yao Yang informed us that the Ministry of Horny Idiots (MOHI) has been changed to Ministry of Pure Perverts (MOPP). After school, I went to HGPT with Chandhini to buy bubble tea and fried sotong. On the way towards the main entrance of HGPT, I saw a familiar back view... I knew it was one of my guy friends. He turned around and HEY HEY! It's Alex! (Alex Mah... not Buddha...) He's very close with a girl, whom he referred to as "walking a friend home", haha. Too bad he didn't notice me being happy for him, haha. When we got back school and went into class, we saw Wei Ren and Alex having arm-wrestle, haha. Then it was Wei Ren who versus Yao Yang, and Kunying, being the emcee, announced loudly, "Chicken wing versus pig's leg! WHO WILL WIN?!". Jun Tat was disturbing Yao yang, making all the stuffs to cheer a baby, "Koo-chee, koo-chee-koo!". Yao Yang laughed till his face went totally red and Yun Han, Chandhini and Julie were laughing about Yao Yang's ears turning bright red when he laughed.

IT course was totally BS lor. The teacher has got some system which can check what we're doing, BOBBA lah. The air-cons were killing us, so everyone ended up handing a badly written report; our fingers were numb already. Went to the classrooms to see sectionals while saw Mr Lee outside. Then headed home with Chandhini.

Cough cough.

what we could have been, 5:53 PM.
Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Looks like I'm down with a terrible cold, cough and a sore toe. But hey, I still can attend school. Just wish me all the best for not finishing packets of tissues in my bag. The cough is just a mild one, nothing much but when it gets serious, I can cough like a dinosaur roaring, or rather, cough till I vomit or whatever. That nothing-better-to-say Yun Han laughed like mad when I sneezed loudly in the hall, it's so embarrassing already you know? Sneezing like thunder, she refers to. What the? I'm already upset enough of what happened today. Plus, the scene of squeezing out the pus (my right foot's first toe is swollen on the right side) outta my toe because the nail has ingrow... or whatever. My toe hurts when I walk normally, so I'll have to limp.

Pray for me, wish me well. =(

Night night y'all... another day of school awaits me.

what we could have been, 10:56 PM.

Li Ming was extremely angry with Ms Lau during science lessons today, I know it's his fault for not doing the workbook but I dunno why, I got angry just like him too. I got a terribly bad cold (from dunno who...) and cough. Ms Lau was as usual, her lessons were boring, no jokes can be tolerated. I slept while she's going through the questions in the workbook when I realise that I didn't have time to copy all because she has freaking erased them away! WHATEVER! I'm gonna hand up tomorrow anyway.

Chandhini came to sit at Li Ming's seat during math lesson today. And this was when my cold started to worsen; my nose felt really itchy but I CAN'T SNEEZE! ARGH! The tears are also coming outta my eyes, this is so torturing. She asked me something and I just stared at Chandhini with a blank face, teary eyes, red nose and puffy eyes. Chandhini commented that I looked like I've been tortured, haha, I AM what. I've been tortured MORE when she knows how to do the math questions and was "YAY!"-ing away. I kept shooting her, "BOBBA you Chandhini for doing these BOBBA math questions!".

Oh yar, Mdm Lim didn't came for PE today as she was on MC, so we went back to class and got changed. My hands felt itchy because I actually can play my clarinet in class, so I played lor. And FREAK, that Jun Ling's hand was so itchy that she picked out every single thing in my case and ask what is it. She picked out a zip-lock back with 2 keys inside and asked, "What's this huh?". For BOBBA goodness sake, that is a key! Are you blind? Are your eyes pasted with stamps? I quickly snatched (I know it's rude) the zip-lock bag from her and replied, "This is something that can't be touched by outsiders, sorry." I mean... I know Jun Ling's a friendly girl, not so anti-social towards me (well, probably because I'm the only loudest girl in class). I know she's a very nice girl who wrote in her pastoral care book,

Hui Yi
friendly
always smiles
tall
forgetful


...SCRATCH THAT.

I mean, has she been stuck in a cage for a gazillion years? Probably her kehlehfair Mother has grounded her or something.

Before chinese lesson started, I quickly migrated over to Kun Ying's seat and dropped all my stuff on his table and sat down. He came over and asked carefully, "Wah... very clever hor? Never even ask me for permission... NO MANNERS AH!", LOL, I don't even care.
So Naomi (er...) and Julie were sitting at Jun Tat and Nabila's place.

Mdm Liu went through the chapter 1 of chinese textbook, about this mad man who chased after the Sun. MAD EH?! Then Chandhini showed me a page about the man running after the sun and I thought the guy's "leg hair" was originally printed on the book until I realise it's Chandhini's work. DIAO. We potrayed the story as Daniel Chan chasing after football (the Sun) and died of thirst while chasing football halfway. HA!

what we could have been, 7:16 PM.
Monday, January 23, 2006

Let me blog about what happened during concert and today.

Sunday, 22 Jan

I couldn't reach Chandhini on the phone, SMSing her is no use either, so I left the house without looking her up at her house. John called my handphone and I accidentally rejected it BECAUSE I was deleting some messages and was returning to the menu, heh heh, sorry! Then there was these 2 little boys standing at the inner side of the ez-link machine, the handicapped one. They were standing there, card in their hands without even realising that they've been tapping it for a gazillion times. I felt frustrated and walked briskly to another machine and "ARGH!" while walking past their Dad.

So kinda chatted on the phone all the way till I reach Compass Point. You know, the matter about the 2 little boys which made me frustrated, got me into boarding the WRONG SIDE of the train! No wonder I felt weird when the announcement said it's reaching Kovan. Had to alight and take to Seng Kang anyway. Reached there and found Shuan Yong and Yun Han there. SY was so shy lor, YH also, so they were practically following me round and round the pillar just to avoid each other. They finally stopped and headed to 7-11 to buy stuffs and saw Jesslyn, Shao Ming, Jeline, Yi Qian, Faith, Xin Hong, Wee Peng and lots more band people over there. I was leaning against the glass talking on the phone when Jesslyn purposely walk past and stood in front of me, pretending, "Oh! I heard 'I LOVE YOU'! Oh~" What the...

Reached Esplanade and Dickson AhGong and I were terribly hungry; the fragrance from the freshly-baked breads from Breadtalk at Citylink Mall is KILLING us! Mr Lee, An Chun, Daniel Tan and the rest reached. Went into watch the concert and the highlight of the concert is a piece composed by a STUDENT! "Air and Gigue" is its name. But the fun song was the finaly, chinese new year de song, haha.

Went to Marina Square to have dinner. Poor YH, she only have 20 cents left and I kept calling her, "20 cent de girl! Come! Pei wo buy dinner!", HEHE. We kept talking and eating during dinner. SY never share food with YH lor... pathetic guy. AS USUAL, I cracked lame jokes whenever they broached on a certain topic, haha. Mr Lee even said that my "cold" jokes were GOOD! He said that nowadays can hardly find anyone with really lame jokes (as in qian bian). I started all the carrot thingie (SY is Dickson's pet bunny, bunny eats carrot right?) with, "SY's fridge open hor, only got carrot and vegetables! HAHA!" Wee Peng and Dickson started to add in more and Faith listened, almost choking on her laksa. Before this, Mr Lee told us to see a toddler girl walking around in circle on the same spot, saying she's very cute. Then everyone "Oh~"-ed and Mr Lee added, "Ah, remember, according to my horoscope, I'll be a bachelor hor!".

When we're about to leave, Dickson and I got bored of saying carrot related world, we turned to "DUNG". HA. I told Mr Lee, "Mr Lee! You know got some fire extinguisher that can splat out dung instead of the carbon-whatever whatever? HAHA! Splat splat splat!", Dickson repeated the same thing also and Mr Lee was grossed out, he even put his hand on Dickson's forehead to make sure he's okay, haha.

TODAY!

Alright, our junior band members are wayyy cute lor. Haha. That's the end of my summary. Let me get to the point.

We had sectionals while the junior band members had games. Clarinet section went to the Alpha Centre (we had NO CHOICE) to have sectionals while the other sections gathered at science block. Hui Xian conducted and we laughed at the way she conduct in 4s; she drew a "U" shape instead. Hayley's clarinet is confirmed SPOILT, so she can't play. Faith came up and asked me to accompany her and do something, I dunno what was that, neither did she inform the other clarinettists. I thought I got into some trouble or what.

So it was just leading groups of 4 juniors from section/classroom to section/classroom to try out instruments. I took Alicia, Jing Yi, Doreen and Josephine. These 4 girls were so used to buzzing the brasses instruments that they totally give up on woodwind instruments. An Chun betted with me that there'll be more girls in brasses and more boys in woodwind this time.

When everyone went back to band room for combine practice, Hui Xian told me something which really depressed me but I'm not sure it's true or not.

"Hui Yi, Hui Yi, I need to tell you something."

"What's that?"

"You know right, just now you excused from sectional halfway
cos Faith told you to right? Joey said that 'Aiya, with or without Hui Yi makes
no difference because she's just an extra lah'. Then some more she wanna snatch
the pencil from me to conduct lor! Ridiculous right!"


I felt so freaking hurt and furious. I feel like strangling her. Why must such people exist on Earth? Are they challenges sent from Above to make us stronger day by day? I dunno why...

what we could have been, 8:23 PM.
Sunday, January 22, 2006

Obviously from the title you can already know how much my sore throat has worsened from yesterday's barbecue. Something to add on about Zheng Jie eating the horrible-tasting corn, before he spat it out, he said to Rachel and I outside the clubhouse,

"My Mom told me that I cannot waste food!"

so he took another bite with a bitter face, haha.

Measured my temperature today, luckily I didn't have fever from all the splashing-water game. I told Mom that my shirt and jeans were wet due the the rain... OOPS. I didn't want her to scold me this AFTERNOON (yes, I woke up at 1.15pm) either because she totally ruined my mood. I was happily refilling my correction tape and told myself that I'll go online because John messaged me to. But then Mom screamed from the kitchen, "DON'T YOU WANT TO HAVE YOUR LUNCH?!". Recluctantly, I went to have my lunch: porridge, fish, braised peanuts. I was eating the smallest portion of every food because my appetite was really ruined. She even shouted from the bedroom (she was napping), telling me to finish that packet of bee hoon on the kitchen table. For goodness sake, I am NOT Cinderella! Normally, I would wake up with a half happy, half grumpy mood, but what happened? I'm all grumpy and furious now, I even threw my bag one side when you screamed from the kitchen.

Nevermind, I'm gonna get outta this house soon. Have to meet Yi Qian they all at Compass Point before heading to Esplanade.

what we could have been, 1:57 PM.

It all started well when I met Suxuan in Hougang Mall. We went to return library books, bought snacks and took neoprints before heading off to Regentville in 325 bus. The weather was so bad! Raining like it's not gonna stop, so I rang Yi Rong and he said that he and the rest took all the food and ran into Regentville too. Anyway, at LEAST Yi Rong wasn't heartless by fetching us to Regentville while running in the rain. We were running across the road and when we reached there, Suxuan slipped on the mud and fell, so her pants were stained like MILO. Yi Rong laughed like mad and he added,

"Wah... I bring you 2 is like Papa bring 2 daughters leh!".


Being thick-skinned, I replied,

"NO LAH, PAPA YOUR HEAD! More like chee kor pek
trying to seduce 2 beautiful chio bus, HAHA!"


Yi Rong made that sickening vomitting expression in front of us... SHEESH.

Alot of people were there already: Fadly, Gary, Bernard, Yao Yang, Yi Rong, Yu Chuan, Yuan Hing, Zheng Jie, Bao Cheng, Darren, Alex, Yi Heng (Yi Rong's lil' bro), Julia, Li Qin, Alicia, Xiao Li, Ren Yi, Sin Yue, Rachel. (Sorry if I missed out anyone) They were all already at the BBQ pit.

Before I headed to BBQ pit with Sin Yue and Suxuan, Yi Rong, Suxuan and I settled down at the clubhouse to "dry" ourselves from all the rain and stuffs. Alex was there also, then he joked about if we make him angry again, he won't make the rain stop. "The heaven is in my HANDS! MWAHAHA!" he said. Darren took his umbrella and was supposed to PULL the glass door (which was obviously indicated there) but rather, he BANGED onto it because he thought it said PUSH. I can hear the "BLAM!" sound and I went crazy, haha.

Started off BBQ with otahs, chicken wings, corns, satays and tidbits. Zheng Jie said that the corn (which was barbecued) without margarine tastes horrible and he even spat it out, haha, can see how terrible the corn tastes like. So there was shortage of water and Suxuan and I volunteered to help Yi Rong with carrying the stuffs while he pays for the drinks. Rather, Suxuan and I went back screaming to others that he bully us, LOL.

THEN, WHO KNOWS started the idea of playing "Splash Water" game, the whole BBQ area's floor was wet. I joined in, but kena splashed by Gary (MOSTLY!), Yi Rong (Mostly also!), Yao Yang and innocently... by Yu Chuan. The guys were extremely high, so were the girls. Yu Chuan they all went to the sauna room to dry up but they ended up playing with us downstairs at the swimming pool area, where we are splashing water from the top and they "caught it" below. Rachel, Li Qin and I went to sauna room to dry up also, and we started talking about the "most hated" guys in this splashing-water game. Rachel mentioned that she accidentally slapped Gary on the cheek and felt guilty because she didn't mean it or whatever, then she CRIED! What the hell? Crying in sauna room?! I went up and told Gary and Gary kept saying, "Aiya, happy new year mah. No need to cry de la."

Played "The Number" and some played "Blackjack". Well, the one who chose the "correct" number gets to finish the tidbits, so as not to waste them, haha. Then here's scenario 2 which happened:

Sin Yue somehow has gotten her shorts unzipped la...
(sorry to mention this... my blog is very opened) and Alex saw it first. Then he
told Yi Rong, who knew earlier than him. Halfway through the "The Number" game,
Yi Rong told me across the table, secretly, about what he saw. Heaven knows who
told this thing out which cause Sin Yue to cry, get angry and even run away from
the BBQ. I mean, it's obviously an embarrassing thing for a girl correct? Yu
Chuan and gang even still got the cheek to joke around when Yi Rong is feeling
remorseful.


The guys went back, Alicia and Xiao Li went to chase
after Sin Yue which left Yi Rong, Yao Yang and I taking back all the BBQ stuffs
to YY's house. On the way, we chatted about ambitions and stuffs, quite
"innocent" to touch on these topics eh? Haha. Got a call from Alicia after
putting down all the stuffs when we got down the lift. Yao Yang ran to see Xiao
Li, Alicia and Sin Yue while Alicia told me on the phone that Yi Rong shouldn't
come, just as not to worsen the situation. I'm standing on both sides and I
dunno who to console! I stopped Yi Rong and told him to go home, as instructed,
while Gary came over and asked how Yi Rong is. Obviously, I felt really worried
for Yi Rong than Sin Yue. I went to check on Sin Yue when Gary offerred to look
after Yi Rong. So Sin Yue eventually forgot about the stuff and started to laugh
while talking at the BBQ pit's table with YY, Alicia, Xiao Li and I. Now that
Gary didn't reply my message about how Yi Rong is, I had to just message Yi
Rong. (I dunno if Gary worsen people's moods or control their feelings) Called
him and talk on the phone on the way home, I guess he felt much better and I was
more relieved.



It's really weird: when I fail (when I think I didn't do enough) to do something, I'll cry. Especially that time when I had to console Yi Rong and I couldn't find anymore stuff to say, I almost cried, felt like I hadn't done enough. Even for my results like last year, I cried over it too. What's worse, the case of counselling Tze Kiat to make her think that she's still a part of the 6 Wisdom family. I really cried on the phone just to talk her over but she didn't listen.

Oh wells, that's all for today. Gotta get my beauty sleep and attend concert tomorrow! TEE HEE. Nights.

what we could have been, 12:15 AM.
Saturday, January 21, 2006

It's so freaking horrible: my sore throat. I mean, it nearly made me Mom disallow me to go for the BBQ because of my sore throat. But well, I'm the well-known LOUD VOICED girl (da sheng po) and not even a sore throat can get me down, HAHA!

I got "sabo" by Glenn to be the timer for foot drills today. You see, normally the timer is correct but not the others right? BUT I marched on the wrong feet (right feet first than usual left feet) while shouting, "LEFT, LEFT, LEFT RIGHT LEFT!" An Chun was pointing and pointing and his eyes grew very wide. I didn't know Glenn knew my name leh... OOPS. Anyway, An Chun got Shuan Yong, Yun Han, Hui Xian, Shu Zhuang, Hayley and Chandhini to get outta the rest and form a line, a squad. Then he got me to command them around, WTF?! So I just commanded them to do all the turning and stuffs and Hui Xian got her turn too.

Before this, An Chun (yes... AGAIN) picked me out to show the late ones about the drills without timer, which means clapping is the timer lah. I thought I just give commands can le, so I just shouted, "SEDIA!" then clapped my hands twice, and An Chun was amused when I didn't do anything. He was "awake" and went,

" -pretending- ...OH OH! I be the example hah? -turns
back to his usual self- You very clever hor! VERY CLEVER!"


and I was laughing away. I went back and told Hayley, "Didn't expect commanding An Chun around was so fun leh, hehe!" I did really bad when I first got the timer thingie during our previous practice, but I guess this time wasn't so bad eh? Oh yar, Zhi Yuan did really well for a timer. Haha. I "snatched the rice bowl" from Daniel Chan but Zhi Yuan "snatched" it away from me. TOO BAD.

Gotta really rush because I'm meeting Suxuan at Hougang Mall and heading off to Regentville later, CIAO!

what we could have been, 2:16 PM.
Friday, January 20, 2006

We, 2E2, was doing english exercise with Ms Tan and we had to use "Passive voice" to rewrite the sentences. So there was this one:

"The maid milked the cow". Rewrite this sentence using
"passive voice".


So Jun Tat, the MINISTER of PERVERT association joked VERY LOUDLY with his fellow MEMBERS,

"THE COW MILK THE MAID!"


And today during drama lessons, Mr Said asked us what we think when we saw the word, "Fear", so I suggested, "Skeletons". And he talked about bones, about old womans usually got osteoporosis and reminded us,

"So woman should drink more milk ah."


The guys think dirty... and laughed. WHAT THE BOBBA?!

what we could have been, 7:25 PM.

First of all (this paragraph don't relate to IDIOCY), I wanna thank John for consoling me in the email. Miracally, I've noticed him lesser in school today, than the number of times I notice him. Today was a very rushed day, BUSY BUSY BUSY! That's why my mind doesn't even have space for him to be in my thoughs. -smiles-

God knows HOW the heck did I got "chose" to stand up during recess assembly by the teacher-in-charge. Oh well, it was probably due to my handphone; I was showing Yun Han the pedestrian picture in my handphone which I took during the Buangkok Stn opening thingie. Alright, so I stood up and kept my handphone in my pouch and freak, no one else in front of me is standing! WTF?!

Nevermind; as Leos will be Leos: they like to be in the
"limelight", HOHO!


If you're one of my prefect friends, you wouldn't see me standing like this during every recess assembly because I'm very guai (LOL) but today is an exception. Even Mei Hao and Daniel got shocked... maybe. Daniel came over and asked,

"Eh, what happened?"


(hey, I have name okay. I didn't know he still cared, AS A FRIEND) but I refused to tell him and just replied shortly,

"Nothing."


Mei Hao came over and asked,

"Why you standing?"


I replied in my usual lameee style,

"Aiya, the teacher jealous of my handphone 'cause his
handphone no camera! Haha!"


But the whole of 2E2 eventually had to stand up, turn behind and walk back to class. I joked with Adeline and Li Qin,

"Aiyohhh... I stand up earlier than you all know. Hehe." Both
of them didn't think I felt remorseful after standing amongst so many people who
are sitting down.


Julie, Elijah and I then went to HGPT for lunch and we were really rushing for time... but we didn't realise it; because Uthara, Julie and I have been guessing what are the 4 girls' names who ran outta school during recess. Saw Renie with Nicole, WHAT?! So, Nicole joined NCC and Judo. Let's see how she can juggle both CCAs when I quitted Air Rifle during second half of the year. I asked Nicole if she wanna come along with me to HGPT for lunch but she pulled me back and said,

"Wah! You never tell your Mom ah?!"


I wasn't sure what she was pointing at and asked,

"Tell my Mom what?"


"Tell your Mom that you're going to Hougang Point for lunch
lor!"


"Haha, why should I? I always settle my lunch there."


"Wah... I wished my Mommy was half like yours. Mommy doesn't
even allow me to go outside and eat leh, everything must settle in school.
Cannot go anywhere after school also! Unfair right?"


"What the heavens? Anyway, gotta go, bye!"


Didn't expect Aunt Joyce to be so strict on her daughter... probably BOTH of her daughters. So we rushed the food and everything because we don't wanna starve during Band rehearsal. Rushed back to school and started with sectionals, then during combine halfway, we didn't played well, Mr Lim stopped and gave his "speech". Although tomorrow got Parents' Meet, but still got Band, hai. Monday also, even though the Sec 1s are trying instruments.

So sorry Xiu Li, can't accompany you for the CNY rehearsal on Monday because the time exactly clashes with the time when band starts. You can go alone, with your friends or don't go lor, very pai seh.

what we could have been, 6:40 PM.
Thursday, January 19, 2006

Okay, so:

I've talk to Bryan (Wisdom de) on MSN in the afternoon and well... his words made some sense. He said:

"it is possible she may fall for him without knowing
it"


This can be true. Alright, this is the negative side of me.

But when I listened to songs about freedom after break-ups like Kelly Clarkson's "Since U Been Gone", and other not-love-related songs: "He Wasn't" - Avril Lavigne, "Walk Away" - Kelly Clarkson, "I Am Me" - Ashlee Simpson and "Under the Sun" - Do As Infinity, I felt so much better. Songs' lyrics helps me to think better, as well as the tune of the song =D

2 ways I can choose:

Negative: Ask the total truth or even like him again
(PUKE)


Positive: Carry on listening to the songs, move on, draw
a solid and visible line between friends, foe and lovers.



Ha ha you're DEAD.

-----

OKAY, let me tell you guys what happened in school today. HEHE.
So guess what's the guys' reactions after they saw the posters being stuck around the walls of the classroom?

"...EWWW!"


What the heavens, can't they even appreciate it?

Chandhini spread this "Bobba" thing to me: the word which is replaced with the vulgar word when you talk in Habbo. She and I were "bobba"-ing away in art room. Chandhini felt it was troublesome to draw the one point perspective thingie on a new piece of paper and said

"What the BOBBA?!"


and

"Ms Tan is a BOBBA...".


So I continued, feeling frustrated (really, I am)

"BOBBA, BOBBA, BOBBA!".


And when I drew the line in the wrong angle and had to erase them all, I just screamed

"...BOBBAAAH!"


while erasing off the line. Yun Han laughed like mad when she heard me screaming and Winson was just staring at me like as if I was mad. Now, this time was Chandhini getting frustrated with me because of all the "bobba"-ing. She shot me,

"Bobba you Reggie! Stop BOBBA-ing!".


Did I tell you that yesterday she was extremely worried about her "M" magazine (U.S magazine... 8 bucks plus okay~) getting lost. She searched high and low and keep saying,

"Where the fcuk is it? Where the fcuk is it?!"


(Note: I don't fail my spelling, I just dun wanna spell the correct word because it's offending) So I was getting irritated by her, well, not only her, plus Jun Tat and Kwang Yongs' dirty conversations. I told her,

"Stop fcuking Chandhini! Just find you fcuking
magazine and stop fcuking here and there!".


HA! We laughed our heads off, obviously.

Ms Tan said that Jesse looks handsome in the mega size poster, OMG?! Even Cecilia, Melody says so! What the-? What happened to Daniel? (RADCLIFFE) Did I pasted the "HPGOF" poster too low? ARGH! WHY NOBODY PRAISE DANIEL THAT HE'S CUTE, HOT AND HANDSOME?! Oh whatever, Renie, Li Qin (see... even my own daughter), Chandhini all said he looks horrible. OMIGOSH, you tore my heart girls. -faints-

what we could have been, 9:20 PM.

Face it. We're over since last year. But why has this "news" hurt me so badly? Can't I get over him? Not only it has hurt me badly, the "news" has just practically pierced, tore, shattered my heart. Why? My whole face felt horrible and I wanna cry on the spot. I saw the evidence, it's the TRUTH. I wanna face reality, but my heart doesn't. I need a listening ear real badly; I can cry anytime now.

I'm not gonna stick to her just to be the bad guy. I don't hate her because she's my friend. I can't hate anyone, because I'm the one at fault! Why must I be so emotional? Can't I just fill my mind with thoughts without his head poking into my thoughts? I barely got over it with Sophia, Chandhini, Elijah, Cheryl, Julie, Renie and Mian Xia's help by going out and having fun with them. But... this has told me to escape from reality. Oh gosh, I think I really have to go to church someday.

But look on the bright side: I can be single, free. But him? He's a incorrigible flirt, I didn't expect him to show his colours so fast (OH YEAH, since he got his new specs today).

Look:

Last year, when his ex-ex dumped him, he was extremely humble
and was "common" amongst us. It's just that he had more friends, that's all. He
treated everyone equally like normal friends until a certain time when he
focused more on SMSing someone else and not usually his friends.


Few months towards the end of the year, he dumped me. OKAY, I
KNOW. But is dumping a girl such a proud thing for guys? I
mean, you, are being the heartbreakers. I cried 3 days, you didn't noticed. I
tried to be nice to you during CCA, you just shunned me. Oh well, I carried on
with my life with my best friends and you carried on too.


Now, just because you've dumped a girl and you're more
recognised by people in our school, teachers, you started to become PROUD. Who
was the one who told people to be HUMBLE last time? And the result of being
proud is to find a girlfriend a.s.a.p just as not to throw your face in front of
your friends.


Who suffered more? I had a crush on you ever since we met during March holidays. It lasted till camp during June and that's when I finally confessed, then told myself to give up on you because you were deeply attached to your ex-ex. But then when school reopened in June, rumours started that you like me. Alright, our friends said that we're compatible, but Mister, you chose the wrong time. I was only your overall best friend, as what you regard me as, when I treated you equally among my group of best friends.

I didn't know I was so silly to give you in when you
just had a 2 months crush on me. And another 2 months was the end of everything.
I hope you threw away the present I gave you on your birthday because you were
so selfish then that you didn't show the whole 99 pink straw hearts and the
birthday card to Sophia.



I need to cry out loud. But who can I lean on? I'm totally breaking down... worser than last year.

what we could have been, 5:59 PM.
Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Freak, I've been chosen by chinese teacher for "anonymous" contest... some of beauty pageant (PUKE PUKE PUKE!). I won't tell you but you should know. -embarrassed- DON'T MENTION ON THE TAGBOARD! I'm extremely embarrassed when Mdm Liu told me this in chinese lesson, Kun Ying, Chandhini heard it. Stupid Kun Ying, feel like whacking him, so qian bian. I didn't bring my journal along with me, so as not to forget, I recorded down the details in my handphone. Kwang Yong and Jun Tat, who were sitting behind me, thought that I was secretly sending SMSes in class and they said loudly,

"AIYA! This class VERY POLLUTED! (their dirty thoughts) I'm
sure handphone don't have reception here hor?".


FARNIE, like as if I'm sending a message.

Jun Tat said that his mission is to pollute Chandhini's mind this year since he has already polluted Sophia's mind last year... with dirty thoughts. Chandhini replied, "NAH! My mind won't be polluted!" so Jun Tat tested her by asking her a question (I was listening also, sitting beside Chandhini),

"So, tell me: What do you think of circles?",


Chandhini's answer was

"Just circles lor."


but I was the only girl to

"EW!"


Wah seh, I think I'm the one being polluted. Jun Tat added that Daniel's much dirtier and worser than him, but Chandhini said both of them are equal. Jun Tat's reaction was,

"Oh yar hor. We can have competition! WE GOT THE SKILLS!".

MY GOD, PERVERTS.

Nabila invented a new word today:

BISEXUALVERT

bisexualvert: noun
meaning: a bisexual who is a
pervert.

"Jun Tat is such a bisexualvert!"


Saw the juniors in band after school (WOO, I senior liao!) during their briefing, ALL SO CUTE! Short ones are extremely short, tall ones are extremely tall, no such junior called as medium-sized. Everyone (me, Chandhini, Ziyi, Emily, Yin Yin, Jie Ying, Yun Han, Jesslyn, Li Yin, Shuan Yong, Daniel, Dickson, Samuel) felt weird when Mr Lee asked,

"Eh seniors, can keep quiet?"


We're more used to being called juniors, but on Monday, we'll be known as seniors, haha. I'm so glad that I saw the girl (whom I wasted 5 minutes just to persuade her to join) and her friend, Regina, coming for the briefing. Alicia's absent, too bad. We've gotta run when the BMs, DMs and secretaries come, so Chandhini, Sophia, Cheryl, Elijah and I headed to classroom block. Elijah was helping out in his class for decorations while Chandhini and I BORROWED some blue tacks to paste posters all over the classroom, haha! Sophia says that it reminds her of a bedroom full of posters.

Headed to Hougang Mall with them and Cheryl and Elijah went home first after lunch. So the 3 of us walked around (I'm penniless...) and Chandhini stopped by the Waterise shop to buy fries (which are so freaking salty... YUCK). Sophia told me that Elijah said that I'm nice. I AM?! I AM ACTUALLY NICE?!

what we could have been, 4:49 PM.
Tuesday, January 17, 2006

GOSH, realised my blogskin (this one) really suck. Gonna make one! Better than ever!
Told the class to vote for class blogskin, but no people went =( Oh wells, ciao!

what we could have been, 4:41 PM.
Monday, January 16, 2006

Let's say that a stupid way of breaking the ice with the guy sitting beside you is letting him to see your english worksheet. But Ms Tan got help by talking to him, because we need to do pair work. Oh well, we talked eventually =) He isn't such a bad guy after all. He behaved like my Mom when Fanny and I were going crazy over posters in my file. Li Ming said in chinese, "You can buy food with the amount of money spent on these posters, which are unnecessary.", he's true lah. That's when I think he's a really thrifty guy who views food more important than anything else.

And yes, I freaking failed my math. AS EXPECTED. I think I really and obviously need tuition, John... help? LOL. Chandhini had the same marks as me, WOO HOO! (Okay, this isn't something to celebrate about) I kept repeating, "Die liao, die liao, DIE LE LAH!" when Mrs Yap says that we need paren'ts signature, WTF. Li Ming consoled me by saying, "Aiya, just tell your parents that you'll do better next time. Don't worry lah." but I replied back in negative way, "But I'll be banned from the computer! Almost every of my favourite things!", he said (which is so true) "Is computer so important in life? You can live without computer but you cannot live without food. Banned from computer is no big deal what." SO TRUE. Chandhini and I kept scolding people, classmates, whenever they replied that their marks are higher than us. We were practically sobbing and grieving over it.

Chandhini told me about telling Daniel that his new BIGGER pair of shorts doesn't make any difference, HAHA! It's SO not obvious. When my class was dismissed during recess assembly, I walked past him and just murmured LOUDLY, "Haiya, buy new shorts still make no difference sia." Oh yar, I still remember that time when Li Qin was beside me walking, and I reminded Daniel SO LOUD in the hall after morning assembly that the whole 2E2 collapsed into laughter, "WAH! YOUR SHORTS SOOOOO TIGHT AH!".

D&T lesson was suuuper boring. Even numbered students had to follow Mr Khoo to D&T room 2 and he started talking about theory and stuffs. I was napping on the dusty (ew) table and Renie was sitting beside me, decorating her correction fluid with pen DIAO. Nabila and Xiu Li threw balls of crumpled Polo wrappers at me just to disturb. I guess everyone's not focusing.

After D&T lesson, went back to class for Math and waited for Mrs Yap. OF COURSE, we're not that guai lah. I wrote the class blog's website on the noticeboard and told everyone to vote there. Then I suddenly talked about some website with whoever, probably Yao Yang and then Jun Tat joined in. Kwang Yong didn't hear our conversation clearly and only heard I say, "website guys went". He immediately asked with a opened mouth and widened eyes, "PORN AH?"

PERVERT.

Jun Tat laughed and pushed his head, and asked, "Is porn websites guys can ONLY go?! BIAN TAI lah you!". Yao Yang was on his chair, rocking back and forth, laughing till his face went red.
Previously when school just started, Samuel secretly exchanged Ren Yi's NOT-FAULTY chair with his FAULTY chair when Ren Yi was away doing prefect duty. When she came back to class, everyone "OHHHHH"-ed, haha. And when Samuel wasn't around during dunno-what-time, Ren Yi quickly changed the chair back and Samuel was frustrated, LOL.

what we could have been, 6:56 PM.
Sunday, January 15, 2006

Rather than "Walk-A-Jog". The guest-of-honour was wearing a shockingly short shorts (obviously shorts ARE short...) which cause Li Qin, Chandhini, Cheryl, Sophia and me to laugh like mad. We refer him as Daniel's "god-father" because the guest-of-honour wears such SHORT shorts while Daniel wears a TIGHT pair of shorts. Li Qin "relieved" me by saying Daniel was buying a new pair of shorts in school last Friday... FINALLY! HAHA.

Mian Xia and Jin Ju were totally crazy over balloons but Li Qin let go of her balloon first at the big field around Buangkok Stn. The man was really angry with us because we took balloons from them and just let them off flying into the sky. What... we're innocent kids what... how can you blame us? (BS larh... LOLs) Sophia mind-jinxed me because I was talking the same thing about making a wish on the balloon before letting it go.

Later Mian Xia went home halfway the journey to Compass Point, so Jin Ju, Sophia, Cheryl, Chandhini, Li Qin and I went to CP for lunch. On the way, I talked about how Chandhini's great grandfather died, as known as my husband. I told her that he died of wearing a pair of shorts which are too tight! HEHE! Had lunch at Yoshinoya and we suddenly talked about eating ostrich meat, venison, mutton and even cobra poison. But Sophia and I were listening to the korean music being played over the speakers. I was really bo liao lor. I ordered Ebi and Teriyaki set and I finished the tempura, leaving behind the prawn's tail. So I put both of the tails onto the Zhang Ziyi's eyes (the "Memoirs of a Geisha" paper is on my tray) and obviously, they complained, "Hui Yi! You very bo liao leh!" =D

Chandhini and Cheryl went to PS to catch "In Her Shoes" while Sophia, Li Qin, Jin Ju and I walked around some more. Sophia had to find her Mom in CP so left only the 3 of us... and we walked ALOT MORE. So sian, dun wanna go home so fast.

These albums are the ones I'm gonna buy -evil laughs-.








Ken Hirai. His album which consists of collection of songs from `95 to `05 costs $19.90... -gulps-









Kelly Clarkson's first album, "Thankful". $9.90 only! I'm buying for most of the songs inside xD











Ashlee Simpson's debut album, "Autobiography". $9.90 also! I've been eyeing this since it was released (it's an "old" album I KNOW) . Luckily the price dropped, HAHA.











Lindsay Lohan's "Confessions of a Broken Heart", $19.90. Trying something new.










I'm gonna spend a BOMB on albums... hehe. And guess what? Ayumi Hamasaki's 7th album, "(miss)understood" are already on the shelves! I mean, they've arrived in Singapore already, WOOTS! I can't control myself!

what we could have been, 1:56 PM.
Saturday, January 14, 2006

WOOTS! Managed to find "Koi no Mahou" and "Love Love Love" lyrics! But I can't find the translated english lyrics though... so I can understand the lyrics =(

Ah~ I simply LOVE japanese songs, haha. Ever since liking Ayumi Hamasaki's, every japanese song seems to be my favourite already. Maybe I'll try listening to Alice Nine's songs (heard its TOTALLY ROCK though... -gulps-).

"Koi no Mahou"; "Maburaho" jap anime

itsuka kitto futari koi no MAHOU no toriko
zutto zutto watashi ha koko ni iru yo
ANATA no soba ni


zutto koi wo shiteru soreshika mienai hibi ne
kanjinna ANATA ha kiyowana egao wo FUTTO ukaberu dakede...

demo! watashi ha sonna ANATA ga sukiyo
asana yuuna ANATA wo mamoritai yeah yeah!

itsuka kitto futari koi no MAHOU no toriko
donna kurushii koto de ANATA ga hidoku
ochikonde itemo zettai ni daijoubu!
zutto zutto watashi ha koko ni iru yo
ANATA no soba ni

tatoeba yume no youna taainai nozomi idaite
koron de tsumazuite BOROBORO no unmei sugoshita toshite mo...

miageru sora kyou mo asahi ha nobori
koware souna futari wo terashiteru wow wow!

itsuka kitto kanau donna otogibanashi mo
koi no hikari abite kiseki ha okoru
hontou no tsuyosa zettai ni tsukamouyo
dakara zutto watashi ha koko ni iru yo
ANATA no soba ni

itsuka kitto futari koi no MAHOU no toriko
donna kurushii koto de ANATA ga hidoku
ochikonde itemo zettai ni daijoubu!
zutto zutto watashi ha koko ni iru yo
ANATA no soba ni

"Love Love Love" - Ken Hirai

Love Love Love kono mune ni
Love Love Love umare tara
hurueru yubi de koe de tsudae naka
Love Love Love afuredasu
Love Love Love hadaka no kotoba dake
Tsurete yuku yo todoke yo u kono uta wo

Hukuro ni tsumete mo
Huta de kakushite mo
Aitai kimochi wa heranai
Dokidokitte yatsu ga
Boku no mune no doa
Hataki hazimeteru

Terebi wo tsukete mo
Zasshi wo mite temo
Gohun ni ichido wo kimi no koto
Tokimekitte yatsu ga
Boku no mune no oku
Katte ni abareteru

imanara osoku wa nai
riyuu wa doudemo ii
yume de au sono mae ni
koe wo kikasete

Love Love Love te no hirani
Love Love Love kanzi tara
Ima sugu sono nukumori tsutae naka
Love Love Love afuredasu
Love Love Love zyuwaki kara
Kikoeru kimi no koe ni kasane yo u
Kono koe wo

Kimi no sukina mono
Zyunban ni narabe te
Risuto wo tsukutte mita toshite
Boku no namae ga moshimo atta nara
Ittai nanbanme darou

Kokoro ga hodoketeiku
Sono koe ni yori sotte
Kono syunkan kanziru subete no kimi wo kikasete

Hohoemi ga namida ni naranu youni
Sukina mono wa sukida toieru youni
Ashita ni ma ni au youni
Sou mainichi no naka de
Sukoshizutsu te ni shite yuku mono

Sore wa Love Love Love yasashisa mo
Love Love Love samishisa mo
kimi ni deai hazimete wakatta yo
Love Love Love kono mune ni
Love Love Love umaretara
Hurueru yubi de koe de tsutae yo u todoke yo u

Love Love Love kono mune ni
Love umaretara hurueru yubi de koe de tsutaenaka
Love Love Love afure dasu
Love Love Love hadaka no kokoro dake
Tsurete yuku yo todoke yo u kono uta wo

Todoke yo u kono koe wo
Love Love Love


what we could have been, 8:33 PM.

Yesterday was really Friday the 13th, got totally pissed off man.

Yesterday

Things which pissed me off or I could have mood swing:

Firstly, Li Ming.
What did he do?

You see, I thought to start off the unlucky day with drama lessons was relaxing, enjoyable and fun. Mr Said and Mr Fahmy were our teachers and we played the intro game, "Bang bang!". So each girl had to sit beside a guy who was paired up with according to index number. Unfortunately, my partner... no... "partner" was Li Ming! How suay can I get?! It started with Adeline, then Alex, Xiao Li with Samuel, Chandhini with Dennis, Yun Han with Jeremy, Ren Yi with Kun Ying, then me and Li Ming, Fanny and so on. Yao Yang was the person shouting names, so if your name is called, you have to stood down because the 2 person on your left and right are gonna shoot you or one of them. Then there was this time when my name was called. Just because Li Ming don't feel like playing, just because of his own selfishness, I can't play the game anymore! He was suppose to bang Kun Ying and Mr Fahmy found it weird because he's sitting down. CRAP YOU LAH LI MING. I feel like strangling him.

Even Chandhini said that she cannot imagine me sitting with Li Ming for the rest of the year because I'll obviously die.

Secondly, Ms Koh.
What did she do?

As you know, I hated her giiganteek eyes, and almost everything else. Her eyes were buldging out like a goldfish, you can cause a student to have nightmare you know?

Thirdly, 325 bus.
What did it do?

Okay, this is probably due to my lousy eyesight or whatever but normally 325 buses comes in non-aircon right? Suay suay, I got ready my 50cent coin for bus fare and the bus turns out to be an air-con bus... which means I have to pay like 60cents. What the freak, my wallet is INSIDE MY BAG and one of my hand is carrying my clarinet case, can you see I still have any available hands? So I had to rummage through and put another 20cent coin because I was lazy to find another 10cent (probably I don't even have it).

The bus was sooo jerky that it caused me to blam (as in BANG) left to right, and left to right. So embarrassing lor. Chandhini said that her "aunty slash uncle" was badly injured, LOL.

Today

Had drills before practice. Initially, Daniel was the timer but dunno why Perseus changed timer to me. EEK! I was really really fast when we "hentak-khaki"-ed. Joel told me to slow down because I'm wayyy too fast. Sorry people. I found something amiss when I saw Pei Jun, Shao Ming and Jeline looking at me and laughing among themselves... they sabo me? (O.o)... dunno leh.

Anyway, they had drills at 10.40am (or so) and I gotta go back early because needa go Damai Sec to collect Edusave. So gotta prepare now! BYEEE.

what we could have been, 11:29 AM.
Thursday, January 12, 2006

Ee... my bro has plugged a earphone to his laptop and NOW into the computer, so can only listen using one ear =(

Chinese lesson's hilarious today, yeap.

I was sitting beside Chandhini during chinese lesson and Mdm Liu wanted us to finish compo by end of today, but both of us couldn't think of anything else. And I was the living chinese dictionary today. Yun Han asked me how to write some words, then Nikki wanted Yun Han to help her ask, which got me really irritated because I have to do my work also. Chandhini, Kun Ying and Jun Tat asked me alot of words also. While racking our brains of what to write, Jun Tat told me and Chandhini a riddle/joke:
Compare Americans and Asians. Americans have something which
is longer than Asians, which are mostly shorter. What is that?

Guess what?

AH AH! NOT "THAT"!

WRONG! Try again.

It's the surname lah, what were you thinking?! xD

Actually Jun Tat's "riddle" got my mind think the other way initially until he revealed the true but lame answer. Kun Ying keep "eee"-ing that Chandhini and I were perverts...

CME lesson was total BS sia. Mrs Teo held us back for a few minutes for recess! 'Cos we were terribly noisy and not co-operative. Chandhini sat at Li Ming's seat, Li Ming sat with Alex and Jun Tat at Naomi's seat... so basically everyone is all over the place. Mrs Teo told us to discuss what "Citizenship" means to us in a group. Li Qin and Adeline turned behind to face Luqman and Ke Xin to form group of 4. Chandhini and I were shocked about who are we working with. Turns out to be Jun Tat, Kwang Yong, Chandhini and I. WAH LAO. Chandhini wrote on a piece of paper,

"Citizenship" means nothing to me.

I wrote

"Citizenship" means C-I-T-I-Z-E-N-S-H-I-P.

Jun Tat suggested

"Citizenship" means naked bodies.

PERVERT.

Oh yar, Li Qin, Samuel and I made fun of Daniel (CHAN)'s shorts during today's recess assembly. I kept reminding him, "Get a new pair of shorts lah, bigger size one lah". 'Cos Yi Qian said before that Daniel's butt is very qiao, HAHA! I'm laughing my head off.

And Ms Koh, history teacher with GIIGANTEEK eyes, totally pissed me off today. I know we were in the wrong to change places but must you use THAT kind of tone to "command" us at teh WRONG time for me? I'm so pissed off that I didn't even care that I'm vandalising Kun Ying's table with Ms Koh's name all over it during chinese lesson.

Mian Xia, Renie, Chandhini, Julie, Elijah, Cheryl, Sophia and I stayed back to help out the noticeboard decorations, we're almost done =) Left the posters and "Cosy Corner". Had lunch at HGPT's KFC and walked Julie home, then the rest of us (Sophia, Chandhini, Elijah and I) took 325 to the stop near our houses. While waiting, we kept saying about our family tree getting complicated (and remember Sophia saying about pregnancy blues?) Both of the girls say I'm mutant! AGHH! 'Cos my husband (WHO DIED, LUCKILY) is gone and now then I have "babies", which are BOOKS. Chandhini had great grand aunty/uncle which are BOOKS. She refer them as "Aunty slash Uncle" because its "Aunty/Uncle". Laughed all the way on the bus and Elijah was falling asleep (O.o)... Didn't bother to wake him up anyway. Chandhini and I kept muttering "JOIN BAND" when the Sec 1s boarded 325, hehe.


what we could have been, 5:41 PM.
Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Probably I'm just crazy today lah, never take my medication, LOL. Today was a super fun day but my health isn't going well with me. =(

I was migrating all over the place after recess de lessons, so ma fan lor. I REALLY die from sitting beside Li Ming for this whole 2006 lor. xP Chandhini told me to sit beside her, Kun Ying's place, during chinese lesson. Kun Ying sat with Jun Tat... and they're terribly noisy. Mdm Liu came in for lesson and distributed the xi zi books to everyone, group by group. HECK! I'm not in my group. So Mdm Liu had problem finding me and Yao Yang, that IDIOT, points to my empty seat at the corner of the class. She reminded me not to migrate everywhere because it's confusing, oh well, I'm sitting here EVERY chinese lesson =P

Mr Fahmy came in for literature lesson and told us to fold foolscape paper into vertical quarters, tear into quarters (obviously...) and distribute the other 3 pieces to classmates. He gave one to me, Chandhini, Jun Tat and Kun Ying. Then I did rubbish: I tore another foolscape from the set and started folding paper plane. Chandhini ask if I were really gonna throw at Mr Fahmy or what, haha. She did the same too, but both our planes crashed. Since my plane crashed while hitting Yun Han's back (whose sitting in front of me), I decided to name my plane SQ 006. HAHA! Then I used my pink highlighter to draw strokes of "fire" at the butt of the plane, shouting like mad in class that it has caught fire. Chandhini says I'm really crazy and unstable and she laughed like mad when I shouted, "MY PLANE CAUGHT FIRE! AHH!" in class. I drew something more: windows and people inside shouting for help, inside the plane got fire, people sticking their heads outta windows which cause their heads to fly away in half with trails of blood, plus half of an arm flew away with blood trailing in the sky too =D I'm PATHETIC aren't I?

Mr Fahmy told us to continue the sentence, "If I had a million dollars, I would..." Chandhini wrote she would buy Jesse McCartney (okay, JMac for short). I broke her heart (sorry!) by saying he's worth BILLIONS, GAZILLIONS. I wrote something really embarrassing at the end of my sentence and Mr Fahmy got Renie to read out everyone's. She read mine and everyone (who knew my PAST) was shocked to hear something "Daniel". OH FOR GOODNESS SAKE. Renie had to repeat mine TWICE. "If I had a million dollars, I would go on a vacation to U.S.A, U.K, Japan, go on a shopping spree, buy a clarinet and MARRY DANIEL RADCLIFFE." I think everyone's heart dropped when they heard its "Radcliffe" instead of "Chan". FAT CHANCE PEOPLE!

I was thinking another place for my plane to crash on, so I tore (another) piece of paper, crunch it into paper ball and told Chandhini that my SQ 006 crashed onto a ROCK. I wrote "BOOM" on the "rock" with my paper plane in bad shape, crashing into the rock. How I wish to take a picture of it and show you people =D

We started passing our journals in the class round for everyone to fill in their particulars during math lesson, which was VERY disruptive and Mrs Yap didn't cared. Yao Yang was bombarded with 5 journals to write, LOL. Like as if President is signing photos for citizens of the country xD

Did the borders of the noticeboard in classroom after school, left the rest to Xiao Li and Ren Yi. Then headed to Hougang Mall for lunch with Elijah, Sophia, Cheryl, Renie and Chandhini. Now I know how Sophia feels about Elijah (don't think other way hor!) You can see he's obviously irritating, interrupting people's conversations. He kept interrupting Chandhini on the bus when she was trying to tell Cheryl about the dumb stuffs I did in class today. Renie and Elijah walked at the WAYYY back, Sophia and me in front while Chandhini and Cheryl behind us. Chandhini kept saying that my little ponytail is so cute and started playing with my hair... Sophia says I got pre-prenancy blues, haha. Because I had my bag in front of me and was acting like a pregnant woman. We were crossing to Hougang Mall near this mini car park when this lady in a black car didn't gave way, and I shouted (in a very fake way...) "GIVE WAY TO PREGNANT LADIES LAH!" LOL. Sophia thought my "illness" has gotten worse. It didn't but when taking escalators to the food court, I was seeing baby posters everywhere! One pregnant (really pregnant) lady walked pass me with her husband and Sophia told me, "Your friend leh, haha!". She then told Chandhini (whose my great grand daughter) that her aunty is a BOOK. LOL.

Chandhini begged me to buy the "SmashHits!" magazine in Popular, so I bought a copy for myself. And FREAK! Cannot use Popular card! Do you know how much it costs? $13.80! I paid for Chandhini and she promised to pay me back, tomorrow.

what we could have been, 4:53 PM.
Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Ew, Mom just bought the fan-tastic burger from Mac. Aren't they just stealing ideas from Mos Burger... too late? Gonna have my haircut later, mwahahas. I'm so freaking excited xD

Saved loads of funny jokes from the Net last night, and I doubt I can print it out due to my printer's condition. This Saturday have to run 18 rounds for Band... (X_X)"... then I MUST be excused at 10.30am because I needa go and collect my Edusave award at Damai Sec. Kai will then come and fetch me to Mei's school, BNSS, for CCA open house, HAHA! Can see Rafidah, Cheryl they all there le. Such a coincedence eh?

Mei says my skin is too plain =( Alright, I've already planned to work harder on my skins. Especially the background with due date. BOO HOO! I dunno what to do!

boo-wee

what we could have been, 3:14 PM.
Monday, January 9, 2006

I only managed to stay back for freaking 10 minutes for decorating the classroom, WTF?! I just stapled the coloured papers onto the noticeboards, had my lunch and it was 3pm+ already. Crap Mr Chia for talking so long. Thanks to Li Qin NuEr and Rachel AhMei for controlling my anger today in school: I kept saying the F word, "WHAT THE F", when lil' things don't go my way. At least I just said, "What the F.".

Chandhini told me this morning in school that she never come to school on Friday WASN'T meant to skip math diagnostic test (I wished she did... it's so freaking difficult) BUT it's food poisoning. She explained that she rushed the EOY math papers until 3 am in the morning and probably was eating chocolates, which her Mom bought, as well. And slept until 5 am and that was when she realise she was gonna throw up. Threw up 3 times and she felt so sick. Morale of her "story"? "Chocolate isn't your best friend ANYMORE!" HAHA!

2e2's VERY VERY rebellious today. All of us automatically switched back to our before-arrangement seats and you expected it, we got a scolding from Ms Tan early in the morning. I finished the duty roster... FINALLY ("thanks ALOT" Ke Xin...) and guess what? Yao Yang is with Ren Yi in the roster! WHOA, I didn't do THAT one purpose, I just went along with the class list. I SWEAR, I'm innocent. Yao Yang's reaction was "WAH LAO! HUI YI!!" when Ms Tan showed the class the duty roster on the visualiser onto the screen. =P

Ke Xin wasn't paying attention to what Ms Tan was suggesting about the class kit. I mean, secretary, pay attention can? She has to get reminders from Ms Tan just to jot down like 8 items for goodness sake. Sitting beside Li Ming isn't good at ALL. You see:

- I'm stuck at the left corner of the class, which will result to
- Not letting me to air my views clearly to let teacher and the class to hear
- Li Ming being so COLD will result to
- Me being not my cheerful self again, like last year.

So, I didn't try breaking the ice AT ALL, neither did he. I knew he was being sweet for lending me the science theory book for me to do on foolscape paper, since I didn't bring it. BUT THEN, while he was sneaking nap (or whatever you call it) and saw Ms Lau heading his direction, he snatched his book away from me while I was halfway reading the questions! I KNOW it's his book but does he have to be SO RUDE?! I can die sitting beside him for the WHOLE YEAR man. I can now only talk to Naomi and Fanny. Look, Shaun sits beside Xiao Li, Yao Yang sits beside Anna! UNFAIR! I WANNA PROTEST! 4 of them are from Xinmin Primary and they know each other and can communicate well! And me?! I'm stuck with a guy who doesn't even like my favourite subject, English, speak Mandarin frequently and doesn't even talk to me but Naomi beside him!

Did I forgot to say something about him being TOO CLOSE?! Scenario: I was copying the new timetable from the screen and I guess Li Ming was slacking as usual, then he couldn't see probably (I THINK) and he bent over like so freaking damn close just to peek at my timetable. Oh well, a rather OBVIOUS sign of I-wanna-peek-at-your-timetable. Do you know I was STUNNED by his act?! Xiao Li says he just wanna get close to me, OH FOR GOODNESS SAKE, TOTALL BULLSHIT LAH! I will only consider to be his friend if he starts to break the ice. (super diao...)

BLAH, whatever. Just gotta tahan.

what we could have been, 9:03 PM.
Sunday, January 8, 2006

Time seems to fly so horribly fast whenever I'm doing something related to math. But I'll always hear the clock ticking time away whenever I finished early for english. GAH! What happened to me?! I took like freaking 4 hours to finish only EOY Paper 2. Just let me die you freaking math. (Now I know why MOST American teens hate Algebra...)

I left my MSN "Out To Lunch" and didn't change it because Sis Rina wanted to use the computer. When I came back and use computer just now, John's message on MSN was like so shocking, he "didn't realise I took 3 hours for lunch". THAT was crap. Wasted lor, never even get to talk to my friends on MSN. All thanks to MATH.

Someone help me persuade Alicia to join Band... please?

what we could have been, 4:46 PM.

I've gotta rush through my 3 math papers by TODAY.

Actually what Yao Yang AhGor told me on the phone last night was correct: Ke Xin is the secretary and she should be doing the duty roster! Just like last year, Diana was the secretary and she did the duty roster. But Ke Xin ah... just never jot down anything in class. So what's the use of the notebook Ms Tan gave her? SHEESH.

I'm only the class admin: my duties are to DECORATE the noticeboard and manage them well, probably the Cozy Corner too. But secretary's work should be more than the amount I'm carrying now right? I mean, I can't possibly be the one carrying all the workload when I have so much to do already and the secretary isn't doing anything.

2e2 ain't united at all. =(

I'm tired, don't make me collapse again.

what we could have been, 12:18 PM.
Saturday, January 7, 2006

The amount of work for me is piling up day by day... due to my laziness. It's like so freaking-ly sian lor: I planned ahead to NOT use the computer for today and guess what? I'm here. Otherwise you won't be seeing fresh posts on this blog. MAN, I GOTTA RESIST TEMPTATIONS! I can't be like Eve and listen to Satan, and took the fruit from the tree and eat it everytime. I MUST CONTROL! AGHHH! I'm going nuts.

All got deadlines de lor! You think what, I can leave them for whole year? NEVER! Oh wells, since I'm here blogging after my stupid printer has ran outta ink (halfway through printing my contact list), I'm gonna post the neos we took today. -shrugs- What else can I do? MY BLOGSKINS ARE SOOO SUCKYYY!

Click here for links: neoprint 1, neoprint 2

Look at the amount of work:

- Math homework
- End of Year paper 2, 3, 4
- Background
- Blog
- Improve on blogskin designing
- Card competition
- 1E4 bbq gathering
- 6 Wisdom tee
- 6 Wisdom gathering
- band rehearsals

Gotta go sleep. Vanilla dream y'all -muacks-

what we could have been, 10:38 PM.

Yawns, I'm so tired. It's like 6 days of school and you can only rest on Sunday. Well, I can't rest well because I still have 3 math papers to finished by Monday, math homework by Wednesday, noticeboard decoration on Tuesday and band on Monday again.

Today band was funny also lah. Mr Lim tried to threw a whiteboard cap at Daniel and Dickson AhGong initially because they weren't paying attention, then it turned out to be Davin and Joel talking behind. He threw the cap and it flew past/on top of Daniel's hair, LOL! Mr Lim tells him to get a helmet because Daniel looks stunned or something.

After band, had lunch at KFC (oh SICK, I wanted to settle in Kopitiam...) with Dawn, Mei Xuan, Emily, Hayley, Angelina and Jie Ying Daughter. We crapped alot after we finished our food. Hayley went home first and we stayed for another 2 more hours to gossip and laugh. Then that sickening Samuel and Dickson flicked their wet hands with water and we kena lor. Dickson ran like ballerina/horse galloping when he was punished to run 2 rounds around parade square.

Angelina and I immediately proceeded to buy sushi, leaving the cavewomen (Dawn, Jie Ying, Emily, Mei Xuan) alone at Best Denki because they look like as if they've not seen a laptop before, and were fiddling with the keyboard.

Jie Ying, Angelina and I went to my house because I need to get more money for the noticeboard materials. Only got 5 bucks more, sigh. Met Li Yin Mommy and walked to Hougang Mall and it was drizzling. We thought that it wasn't a big deal and talked loudly about how small the rain is, THEN the rain got heavier, DOWNPOUR. Rummaged through my tote bag and opened the umbrella. Then there's this Aunty in red, who didn't give way to Jie Ying to the shelter, occupied the whole way to herself and left Jie Ying in the rain with me holding umbrella. I asked Jie Ying, "Eh Jie Ying, that Ah Soh dun wanna give way ah?", "Ya lah, idiotic." I knew what to do: I pretended to ask Jie Ying if my umbrella is spoilt or not, so I can open my wet umbrella when the droplets of water will land on the Aunty's shirt. HAHA, we high-fived each other and explained to Angelina and Li Yin about this.

Borrowed books which I can take out articles for noticeboard, bought materials, took neos, played arcade and bought sotong! xD Okay, needa go take a shower le. Smelly me, tee hees.

what we could have been, 6:56 PM.
Friday, January 6, 2006

OKAY, maybe I'm on PMS mode or whatever, just feeling really crappy and pissed off. Listening to Eminem's songs now and it seems to depict my frustration correctly, hahas. "Hailie's Song", "Without Me" and "Cleaning Out My Closet" are my favourite songs. Well, why was I pissed off? That sister of mine again: all she does was to shout at me. Whenever she says she wanna use computer whilst I was busy doing something important on the computer halfway, I had to give up. And she's still fucking staring at the television and will only fucking use the computer 2 hours later.

Here are the lyrics (I don't give a freaking damn to her about me shutting the computer down, I can barely use for days because of my hectic schedule). *These are rap songs, so don't complain about me not organising the lyrics properly, thanks ALOT. :)

"Cleaning Out My Closet" - Eminem

Where's my snare, I have no snare in my headphones, there ya' go, yeah, yo', yo'...

Have you ever been hated or discriminated against, I have, I've been protested and demonstrated against. Picket signs for my wicked rhymes, look at the times, sick is the mind of themotherfuckin' kid that's behind. All this commotion, emotions run deep as ocean's explodin', tempers flaring from parents, just blow 'em off and keep goin'. Not takin' nothin' from no one, give 'em hell long as I'm breathin', keep kickin' ass in the mornin', an' takin' names in the evening. Leave 'em with a taste as sour as vinegar in they mouth, see they can trigger me but they'll never figure me out. Look at me now, I bet ya' probably sick of me now, ain't you mama, I'ma make you look so ridiculous now...

[CHORUS]
I'm sorry mama. I never meant to hurt you. I never meant to make you cry, but tonight I'm cleanin' out my closet, {one more time}, I said I'm sorry mama. I never meant to hurt you. I never meant to make you cry, but tonight I'm cleanin' out my closet...

I got some skeletons in my closet and I don't know if no one knows it, so before they thrown meinside my coffin and close it, I'ma expose it. I'll take you back to '73, before I ever had a multi-platinum sellin' Cd. I was a baby, maybe I was just a couple of months, my faggot father must have had his pantie's up in a bunch, cause he split. I wonder if he even kissed me goodbye, no I don't on second thought, I just fuckin' wished he would die. I look at Hailie and I couldn't picture leavin' her side. Even if I hated Kim, I grit my teeth and I'd try, to make itwork with her at least for Hailie's sake. I maybe made some mistakes but I'm only human, but I'm man enough to face them today. What I did was stupid, no doubt it was dumb. But the smartest shit I did was take them bullets out of that gun, cause Id'a killed 'em. Shit I would have shot Kim and him both, it's my life. I'd like to welcome y'all to the Eminem show...

[CHORUS]

Now I would never diss my own mama just to get recognition, take a second to listen who you think this record is dissin'. But put yourself in my position, just try to envision witnessin' your Mama poppin' prescription pills in the kitchen, bitchin' that someone's always goin' through her purse and shits missin', going through public housing systems, victim ofMunchausen's syndrome. My whole life I was made to believe I was sick when I wasn't 'til I grew up. Now I blew up, it makes you sick to ya' stomach, doesn't it. Wasn't it the reason you made that CD for me, Ma. So you could try to justify the way you treated me, Ma. But guess what, your gettin' older now and it's cold when your lonely, and Nathan's growing up so quick, he's gonna know that your phoney. and Hailie's getting so big now, you should see her, she's beautiful. but you'll never see her, she won't even be at your funeral. See what hurts me the most is you won't admit you was wrong, bitch. Do your song, keep tellin' yourself that you was a mom. But how dare you try to take what you didn't help me to get. You selfish bitch. I hope you fuckin' burn in hell for this shit. Remember when Ronnie died and you said you wished it was me, well guess what, I am dead, dead to you as can be...

[CHORUS]

"Hailie's Song" - Eminem

[Intro - Spoken]
Yo, I can't sing it
I feel like singin'
I wanna fuckin' sing
Cuz I'm happy
Yeah, I'm happy
Ha Ha
I got my baby back
Yo, check it out

[Verse 1 - Sung]
Some days I sit, starin' out the window
Watchin' this world pass me by
Sometimes I think theres nothin' to live for
I almost break down and cry

Somtimes I think I'm crazy
I'm crazy, oh so crazy
Why am I here, am I just wasting my time?

But then I see my baby
Suddenly I'm not crazy
It all makes sense when I look into her eyes

[Chorus]
Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders
Everyone's leanin' on me
Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's almost over
But then she comes back to me

[Verse 2 - Sung]
My baby girl [Hailie laughs] keeps gettin' older
I watch her grow up with pride
People make jokes, cuz they don't understand me
They just don't see my real side

I act like shit don't phase me,
Inside it drives me crazy
My insecurities could eat me alive

But then I see my baby
Suddenly I'm not crazy
It all makes sense when I look into her eyes

[Chorus]

[Verse 3 - Rapped]
Man, if I could sing, I'd keep singing this song to my daughter
If I could hit the notes, I'd blow something as long as my father
To show her how I feel about her, how proud I am that I got her
God, I'm a daddy, I'm so glad that her mum didn't abort
Now you probly get this picture from my public persona
That I'm a pistol-packing drug-addict who bags on his momma,
But I wanna just take this time out to be perfectly honest
Cuz there's a lot of shit I keep bottled that hurts deep inside o' my soul,
And just know that I grow colder the older I grow
This boulder on my shoulder gets heavy and harder to hold
And this load is like the weight of the world
And I think my neck is breaking should I just give up,
Or try to live up to these expectations?
Now look, I love my daughter more than life in itself,
But I got a wife that's determined to make my life livin'hell
But I handle it well, given the circumstances I'm dealt
So many chances, man, it's too bad, coulda had someone else
But the years that I've wasted are nothing to the tears that I've tasted
So here's what I'm facin':
3 felonies, 6 years of probation
I've went to jail for this woman, I've been to bat for this woman
I've taken bats to peoples backs, bent over backwards for this woman
Man, I shoulda seen it comin', why'd I stick my penis up in?
Woulda ripped the pre-nup up if I'd seen what she was fuckin'
But fuck it, it's over, there's no more reason to cry no more
I got my baby, baby the only lady that I adore, Hailie
So sayonara, try tomorra, nice to know ya
My baby's travelled back to the arms of her rightful owner
And suddenly it seems that my shoulder blades have just shifted
It's like the greatest gift you can get
The weight has been lifted

Now it don't feel like the world's on my shoulders
Everyone's leanin' on me
Cuz my baby know's that her daddy's a soldier
Nothin' can take her from me

[Outro - Spoken]
Woo!
I told you I can't sing.
Oh well, I tried
Hailie, 'member when I said
If you ever need anything, daddy will be right there?
Well guess what? Daddy's here.
And I ain't goin'nowhere baby
I love you! (kiss)

what we could have been, 7:16 PM.

Ah... my break is only just a day in the weekend! Tomorrow got band rehearsal. Okay, I'll be posting about what happened yesterday and today.

Thursday; Recruitment day

I'm not saying I'm blaming trumpeters but seriously, and frankly, they WERE the ones pulling the Sec 1s by ARM by FORCE to go to their section. I talked to a girl and someone from trumpet section pulled her away from me. Oh come on, I didn't pull anyone, neither do I wanna touch them! I managed to talk to a 1A2 girl and she seems really keen in band :) Looks like my 5 minute speech has worked, haha! Her friend, Nina, seems very show-off. She asked me to play anything on my clarinet in a commanding way. Hey, respect your seniors okay. Please take the school motto/vision/whatever by heart. Doesn't mean you're guest here then we have to bow down to you all the way and let you step on our heads.

While waiting for the classes to come one by one, we started to play our own stuff on our instruments lor. Daniel was mimicking what Shamin was doing by DANCING like him, haha! Never seem him like that before, suuuper funny. Chandhini alerted me that Daniel just pretended to strum an invisible guitar and go really high. (O.o)... But both of us, Ah Chan and I, were ALSO DOING the strumming guitar thing when they played the song "Only One" by Yellowcard on the speakers, along with the band video recorded during band camp.

Then my favourite song was played in the band powerpoint slide, the one featured in "Swing Girls" movie. It's sooo nice! I wanna find on the net, and "I Will Follow You" by Skater David (this is the name Dad told me) but... probably I won't succeed because it's a 70's song. :( BOO HOO!

Alot of band members complained that one Sec 1 girl from 1E2 criticised every section she went to in the hall. Daniel told me about this and I agreed I had the same incident before. Daniel said that he just asked if anyone wanna play the trombone, every other Sec 1s kept quiet and the girl just shouted, "I don't want leh!". Like as if someone is gonna beg you and wants you to play the trombone. It's similar to the case with Nina and I suspected it's her. And they said she wore white earrings and hate her to the core, I thought why they suddenly hate me so much until I got the story correct. Look out for her: 1E2, girl, white earrings, plastic specs.

Friday; BREAK

Yao Yang is suchhh a SIZIST! He kept calling Mian Xia "fatty" and all these names. While doing math, Yao Yang could not see the board and shouted to Mrs Yap, "Mrs Yap! I cannot see the board! Mian Xia's head so big!", Renie retorted, "It's NOT that her head is big! It's HER BRAIN!", LOL! Yao Yang then shot back and said, "SHE DOESN'T HAVE A BIG BRAIN! SHE HAS A PEANUT BRAIN!". Oh gosh, now I know what to shoot him back. "Peanut is bigger than a pea lah, YOU PEA-BRAINED!". Man... Yao Yang doesn't know what is a pea (or maybe he didn't cared). Then the "area" of the brain started to get smaller and smaller. Final result? "Don't keep telling people to 'SHUT UP!' lah MICROSOPIC BRAIN!". =D That was proudly said by me. I told this to Rachel during recess and she laughed like crazy, uncontrollable.

I added in more (but too bad, it has ended), "Fungi brain", "Yeast brain".

Li Qin, Rachel and I went for recess together and had Tom Yam noodles for recess. I was pulling out my MYUK wallet (which is damn bulky and big) from my skirt pocket and my 50 cent coin clinked onto the floor. Normally words coming out from my mouth in such a split second would probably be "Crap it" or "Shoot". But guess what? It turned out to be "What the fuck" which I expected it to be "What the crap". Uh-oh... some Sec 1s walking beside me heard it. =X

And Mr Chia was talking about a complaint from a resident. About a group of girls (from my school) mixing with a group of guys and talking loudly in Hougang Point. They were talking about what? Pouring out vulgarities. I recalled and tapped Li Qin on the shoulder and asked, "Eh... I just spit out some vulgarity in canteen just now right? HAHA!" Li Qin was totally diao...

Ms Tan changed our places because we were too noisy. I ended up sitting at the left corner of class with Li Ming, Alex's gay friend. Naomi and I quickly changed our tables into good ones and leave the guys with those faulty chairs and tables xD Heard that Li Ming smoke -cough cough- I'm an ANTI-SMOKER! Nevermind... Samuel kept teasing me about advantage of sitting beside him. WHAT LOR. Ms Tan explained that Li Ming kept using Mandarin and since I speak so much in class, especially using English, she wants me to make him not so anti-social, in his own comfort zone but persuade him to speak more English.

DON'T STOP READING HERE! EXTRA EXTRA!

Curse between me and Chandhini

Okay lah, it isn't she cursing me or vice-versa. We're friends, so we don't curse each other right?

So since Tuesday till Thursday, we WERE CURSED with Mr Fernandez.

Case 1, Tuesday:

Chandhini and I were walking back to school for band, from Hougang Point. We were waiting for this sickening car to drive out near the exit between the flats and Hougang Primary. Chandhini shouted to the car and the driver, "Ni yao guo mah?!" and little did we realised, it was Mr Fernandez inside. Ah Chan cupped her mouth with her hands in shock when she realised that she has shouted to the wrong person.

Case 2, Wednesday:

The one about we were talking bad about him in canteen IN ENGLISH, and he's just sitting at the table next to us, eating mee rebus. I'm so dead sure he can hear everything. -crosses fingers-

Case 3, Thursday:

Had our PE lessons and it was the guys' turn to take their height and weight with Mdm Lim. So some of the girls took chairs and ball to Parade Square to get ready, while Chandhini and I were still walking behind talking. Talking about Mr Fernandez, the curses we had these 2 days. We were talking so loudly about him outside General Office and the metal benches next to Reflective Thinking Corner/Parade Square and we just saw him commanding Sec 4s to do push-ups properly. We shrieked and immediately find reason to run away. Luckily Mian Xia came to our rescue by saying she wanna go and keh-poh the guys' height and weight.

what we could have been, 5:25 PM.
Wednesday, January 4, 2006

BOO... I'm freaking tired right now. Can fall asleep immediately. Since today's post is baka-ly long, I have to separate them.

School

Ms Koh had her usual gigantic (pronounced as GII-GHAN-TEEK in MY own dictionary) eyes to look at students. Her history lessons was... okay lah. No more writing bullshit about her in class because I was falling asleep.

Mdm Liu Wei Qi is our chinese teacher. She told us a story about a 12 year old boy who has a dream of becoming a president and told us to guess that man, yes, a man. He's still living, ain't dead. He's Arnold Schwarzenneger! Mdm Liu's english isn't good, so since I give out comments alot in chinese class (AND not noisy like Jun Tat and group), she got me up to write his english name. WTF?! His surname is so freaking long! I tried my best to memorize his name and recall back his surname when I saw the poster of "Terminator 3" at bus stop. I wrote, "Arnold Schwarzenneger" and everyone clapped and cheer because his surname is so freaking long. Wei Ren commented that Arnold's chinese pronounciation is "Ah-Nuo Sha-Si-Na-Yi-Ge!", LOL! Being the most guai (yeah, bullshit for me) and the one with most CORRECT comments doesn't always result in good ways: defination? Mdm Liu wanted me to take books for her EVERYTIME. Alrighttt... you get what I mean

After school

Julie, Chandhini and I were in canteen, planning to eat in school. So I was trying to pull down my socks when sitting down in a bench in canteen and the both waited for me. Chandhini and I started talking about how Mr Fer-nehneh can teach PE. Talk ALOT of bad stuffs about him and when someone on my right walked away, I saw him eating mee rebus! AGHHH! (O.O)... I alerted Ah Chan about this and we both ran to one of the pillars outside canteen to hide our faces. Fer-nehneh recognizes Chandhini's face because he caught her for ear piercings after recess. We immediately fled to Hougang Point for lunch. Renie, Yee Chin, Zi Gui, Mian Xia and Jin Ju joined us later.

Band

Practiced "Celebration & Dance", "Hawaii 5-0", "Procession of Sardar", "Lady Marmalade" and "Copacabana". Mr Lim told the seniors to switch seniors before each song is played, so I'm the only Sec 2 to be transferred to 1st clarinet to play "Copacabana" and "Lady Marmalade". Oh great, it's so troublesome, Hui Xian and I were totally confused when we played "Copacabana"... because we were the only 2 1st clarinettists during sectionals.

Before sectionals really started, Jelly, Wen Fang and Aishah were choosing 2nd clarinettists to go to 1st clarinet. She told us to play the highest C and I managed to do it (without making it sound horrible I guess) and that's why I'm in 1st in the 2 songs. Joey AhJie's sound is wayyy flat. No matter what instrument she change to, she still sounded flat. She complained to Aishah it's her clarinet's problem, so Aishah gave her 5 minutes to change to my previous Yamaha clarinet. Joey came back with my clarinet (but her reed) and tuned with me at the back of the classroom. It's still wayyy flat. Aishah told her to tune with Jelly, then Wen Fang, she then said it's not her clarinet's problem (I'm using my Buffet's mouthpiece but Yamaha clarinet body, Joey is vice versa), it's her embouchure (correct?) problem, the way she plays it. Jelly told her to play high C (Bb scale's high C) and she told Joey, "Joey! Ni qu 3rd clarinet.". Wah seh, her face immediately turn black when Jelly said Shu Zhuang go to 2nd clarinet permanently/temporarily. Jie Ying told Joey she'll be sharing stand with her and Joey seems reluctant to when she replied, "I see first." (O.o)...

I didn't really go to my respective places when we had combine after sectionals because everything was so messy: Eunice just came in and don't know about the arrangement. Alright, tomorrow's hall is gonna be all for BAND! YEEHAA! xD Hopefully I can see Nicole tomorrow.

On the way home

Oh yar, when waiting at the traffic light to cross the road opposite my house, there's this Aunty holding her little daughter's (a pre-schooler) hand. She looked at me and smile smile, AW, SO SWEET! She looks extremely cute, when she grow up surely be chio bu de. I walked into the lift and I saw the little girl waving goodbye to me and smiling, OMIGOSH. I'm totally falling for this kid! xD

what we could have been, 7:13 PM.
Tuesday, January 3, 2006

What can I say? School totally rocked today! Okay, we got a bit sian diao during history lesson because Ms Koh (new teacher) was trying to be strict with us. Here's what I drew during her intro session.

Our form teacher, 2E2's, is Ms Adeline Tan! WEE! Not Mrs Yap! Li Qin, Yao Yang, Wei Ren and I (who were sitting in a group) went high, haha! Ms Tan said that she has come up with a class committee using 2E2's class list so as not to be bias or leave out anyone, here's the class com:

Monitor: Xiao Li
Asst. monitor: Jeremy
Secretary: Ke Xin
Treasurer: Yao Yang (money face... LOL)

Class admin: Hui Yi


YES AND YES, you just saw my name there =D

So we went on to subject reps. Yao Yang sabo Li Qin for Geog and he succeeded, haha. Mian Xia got sabotage into being PE rep, just because the guys in my class tease her for her size. Yao Yang calls Mian Xia "prawn noodle" (Mian Xia = Xia Mian = prawn noodle, geddit? LOL =X)

EL: Kun Ying
CL: Jia Ling
Math: Alex (BUDDHA!)
Science: Yao Yang (HAHA!)
History: Nikki
Geog: Li Qin (my precious daughter =) )
CME: Dennis
Lit: Luqman
Music: Li Ming
Drama: Hui Yi
Art: Jeremy
PE: Mian Xia

YOU'VE GOT IT CORRECT! YOU AREN'T BLIND! NEITHER YOUR SPECS ARE FOGGY! You have just saw my name again beside "drama" rep, hahas. I thought people would wanna fight with me for this relaxing rep (you can don't do anything and get merit points) but ended up I volunteer sia... (=_=)"...

Mian Xia, Li Qin, Yao Yang, Wei Ren and I were the LOUDEST in class today! WOOTS! I suggested the class motto and it was put up. Well, being the class admin was busier than I thought (because Yao Yang's ALWAYS slacking last year). Renie helped out with decorating class kit and suggesting cozy corner. Oh yar, monitor still have to buy locks... ARGH! WHY AM I DOING MORE WORK THAN MONITOR/SECRETARY?! I'm being my usual self again: always working more than what the leader does...

My duties: duty roster, noticeboards (decorate them), class blog (YAY!), pin up notice on noticeboard (oh gawd, I'm gonna run outta staple bullets anytime...).

Jun Tat, Kwang Yong and Shaun all suddenly so quiet lor, haha. Jun Tat don't have Daniel to talk to mah (he must be boasting in 2e1 now... to think of him telling people to be HUMBLE!)

After school, went to Mac to have lunch with Julia, Chandhini, Elijah, Sophia, Renie and Cheryl. Hayley joined us soon after because Angelina was nowhere to be seen, haha. Dickson AhGong, Samuel and Daniel later joined us at the next table also. Went for band as usual and Jie Ying was talking to me about the student insurance thingie. About how much compensation you will get if you get into an accident. For goodness sake, she's so PATHETIC (so am I! =D) She pointed out on the paper, "Loss of two limbs: $20,000", then I suggest something better which has MORE compensation, "Total paralysis: $25,000". I'm pathetic like her am I? LOL!

Mr Lim suggested to swop places with 1st clarinets. Aishah went to my place, Shu Zhuang sat on Aishah's place and me on Faith's place. 1st clarinet scores challenging but I managed to sight-read quite alot. Shu Zhuang was really uptight and gan jiong about being not able to play probably because they had 10 bars rest in "Procession of Sardar".

When band finished, I walked home with Jie Ying. Saw Daniel running to join his friends for soccer and I merely wanna call Yi Rong's nickname, unfortunately one of them kicked the ball and turned to my direction. And they heard what I said. They were shouting, "EH! Daniel stead!". For goodness sake, are you trying to upset me or are you guys really JUST THAT SLOW? Forget these morons, they aren't worth talking to.

When I walked near the traffic light across my road, I saw someone freaking familiar. Guess who is it? Alex! NOT BUDDHA! Alex Mah from Xinmin Sec. Hai, come to think of it, we nearly got together, LOL!. Who wanna joke with you about this? Still remember his MSN nickname when he went crazy about the way I talk in MSN, " lEx ]] *kok ur head*, so CUTEEEE!" I nearly fainted when I saw that, I can tell how much Alex irritated Norman and Vincent about me... from their sian diao faces. We were still walking but we stared at each other, just to make sure we saw correctly and will not make a big boo-boo. Sure enough, it was him, but he got a lil' more tanned. And LOOKIE LOOKIE! His girlfriend is walking beside him, most probably walk home together bah, hahas. The girl not bad lah, really. When we finally confirmed we saw the correct person, we just smile smile and continue walking. He smile like he was forced to... >:( But neverminds, that was cute anyways =X

Oh wells, 2 more days to sec 1 orientation and have to practice all 6 songs in a go. (Didn't saw Nicole today though... -sobs-). Gotta have dinner le, band's ending later and later, ARGH. BYEEE!

what we could have been, 6:58 PM.
Monday, January 2, 2006

Finally back from the really-sianded-out move trip with Rachel AND Boon Kiat AhGor. She got quite a shock when she saw him, LOL. I also got quite a shock too, didn't expect him to be so skinny WHEN he's waiting to go into NS! HAHA! =X













Watched "The Family Stone" and had quite a laugh,
but touching too. Especially during the ending part, the Mom died before next year's christmas and the whole family was looking at the christmas tree. This movie can tell us to accept gays into our society,
also, so Samuel ah, tease Elijah also must have your limits hor!



Took neoprints and MIRACALLY, BK (short form for his name) took out 10 bucks and treated us for neoprints! WEE! Bought 3 bookmarks at Life Bookshop, "Totoro" handphone keychain at Comics Connection and Fion AhJie's birthday card at Precious Thots. Didn't expect the card to be $9.10... so darn expensive.

School's starting tomorrow le, I'm so freaking dead. Diagnostic test is on Friday, thank God. See the 2006 school schedule here.

what we could have been, 8:27 PM.
Sunday, January 1, 2006

Back from Ah Mah's house! I'm feeling really giddy and having headache from the ride home. Gonna complete my new year layout by tomorrow, after going out with Rachel. Not a looong layout like this anymore, as John say it's laggy, hahas. Going for a change ;) A change is always good isn't it?

Gotta message Fion AhJie, LiQin Nu Er and Julia if they can go watch movie. Probably "Narnia", "Family Stone" or "King Kong". Mom wanna tag along if we're watching "King Kong"... but I doubt King Kong will speak chinese, WAHAHA! Nights, I'm very giddy now.

PS: Aw, look at the cute ecard Uthara sent me. Thanks alot Uthara :)

what we could have been, 9:57 PM.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

I failed to stay awake after counting down... HMPH. Woke up and saw 4 smses, from Alphonsus AhDi, Celena and Charmaine. Aw... aren't they sweet? At least Alphonsus is not "heartless" than Yi Rong =P

Tomorrow going out with Rachel to watch movie, but go where? Watch what? What time meet? LOL! Everything is not planned properly. I still have my new year layout unfinished, background, Hui Xian's neopet "Inuyasha" user look-up. (=_=)"... blargh. I'm more worried of diagnostic test which can make me blank out and my heart stop. ESPECIALLY MATH! AGHHH! WHY MATH?! Aunty Sandy wants me to take up A Math and Chemistry (compulsory in school) because she say if you wanna go poly must do well in math and science, I'LL SEE ABOUT THAT!

Rushing my contact list right now, seeya.

what we could have been, 9:28 AM.

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Hui Yi
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Singapore Polytechnic (DFST)
Hougang Secondary
Xinmin Primary
16 going on 17
11 August 1992
OJD [Obessesive-Jonas-Disorder]

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