Yesterday's sectional was totally crap, rubbish. Jie Ying, Li Yin, Yun Han and I accompanied Hayley and Angelina to their house, in Serangoon, to get their clarinet and trombone for sectionals. We called Faith before boarding the bus and she sounded pretty furious, what's more, we reached school at 4pm. Which left us with 1 hour of sectional. Someone couldn't take it and broke down, Yun Han, Hayley and I agreed to apologise to her but she wasn't responding, so we decided to let her cool down first. But halfway walking towards the band room, I broke down too. I felt I hadn't given my best shot, wasn't working hard enough which resulted in letting down her. Jie Ying and Li Yin walked home with me and I poured my heart out about the other reasons which I cried.

Heard from Hayley that when the others, Dickson, Mei Xuan, Yin Yin, Emily, thought I quarreled with her... WHAT THE HELL?!

Insanity #1

After finish eating with Yun Han and Hayley (we are the 3 flowers, san duo hua!), Xiu Li pulled Hayley by her right arm and Yun Han "wanted Hayley back" by pulling her left arm, so it's like a tug-a-war. I helped out Yun Han and Dickson walked and stood there to witness the tug-a-war. I just kidded and said,

"Dickson," I called out "I didn't expect your wife to be a lesbian!"

His eyes grew very wide and Xiu Li came over to give me a hard and painful slap on my back. I cried yesterday you know? My left shoulder blades went numb for 2 seconds and I stood there, motionless. It was until when they continued walking towards the staircase was when the pain immediately spread out on my back, which hurts really painful. My tears flowed out naturally and I kept rubbing my back, Yun Han came over and asked playfully,

"Hui Yi! Shui bully ni?"

Hayley, Yun Han and Xiu Li stood around me at the previous band noticeboard place when I cried. Xiu Li knows its her fault for whacking so hard when Mdm Chua came and gave her a little lecture. Thanks to Mdm Chua for offering me the packet of tissues.

Insanity #2

During band today, Mr Lim was describing about one of the parts in the "Disco Kid" song. Which was described like you're in a rock concert and you're like those fans, waving hands. Seriously, the whole clarinet section laughed like bonkers when Mr Lim did that action and I immediately drew hands on my score, haha! Shu Zhuang laughed till her whole face went red and well, I know it's funny and you can laugh like mad lah, but have a limit.

When we were watching the video on the "Bach 205th Anniversary" DVD, they had this guy singing the composer, Bach's, song and he's a black. Okay lah, I'm not being racist here but I think this is one of the reason why some people laugh lah, plus the so-called FUNNY ways he sung. I mean, its really cool that he can sing the tune of instruments and its like... "WOW!". Cultured people don't laugh, at least a bit lah. Jie Ying, Hayley and I found out something really... hai... bu yao lian.

Insanity #3

An Chun kept singing a chinese song, couldn't find the title, then he told us to tuck in shirt because most of them came down with their shirts out and Zhi Yuan tucked his shirt all the way in. I didn't realise it until Chand told me to turn back and look, haha. I burst out laughing uncontrollably.

And the rain was really heavy... really insane.

Seven random facts about me

1. I love to eat sotongs! That's why I'm so blurrr... haha.
2. A contradictress. Neutral most of the time.
3. Loves her C6 Buffet clarinet lao gong whole-heartedly =P
4. Has weird tastes for guys~
5. Computer, earrings and high-heels addict
6. Shoppaholic (not that MUCH actually)
7. SARCASTIC. Ha!

Seven celebrity crushes

1. Daniel Radcliffe!
2. Ayumi Hamasaki~
3. Jessica Alba
4. Do As Infinity
5. Avril Lavigne
6. Skye Sweetnam
7. F.I.R

Seven qualities I want in a potential boyfriend

1. Obviously love me
2. Loyal
3. HUMBLE
4. Personality a bit like me (because you'll never know when my mood changes)
5. Knows what I really want, what I really am
6. Caring
7. Gets along well with my friends, and vice versa.

Seven things that scare me

1. Alone in an eerie place
2. Sudden shocks... electric shocks are counted too =D
3. Not improving on any bit of my studies and band
4. Close people nearing death
5. Horror movies like The Ring...
6. No music!
7. No more moolah = no more shopping

Seven random songs at the moment

1. Goodbye For Now
2. You and Me
3. Just Like a Pill
4. When I'm Gone
5. Be Without You
6. Shadow
7. Simple Gifts (Mvt. 1, 2, 3, 4)

Seven things I like the most

1. Doing a good deed, haha!
2. Band mates, classmates, friends, everyone around me
3. MUSIC!
4. wallet, handphone, mp3 player (soon)
5. my good ol' bolster xD
6. my god-relatives!
7. footdrills

Seven things I planned to do before I die

1. Go on a shopping spree
2. Finish what I haven't in life
3. Hug all the dearest people around me =P
4. Eat as much of my favourite food as possible!
5. Buy a really cool and nice clarinet
6. Get a new monitor for my siblings!
7. Do housework for my Mom

Seven things I say the most

1. DIAO...
2. Wah sian leh
3. Auntie!/Uncle!
4. Ni hen cute leh!
5. ...Do I know you?
6. Bullshit lor!
7. Hah?

Seven people I want to do this too

1. Julie
2. Dickson
3. Min Yu
4. Li Yin
5. Adeline
6. Sophia?
7. Anyone who wanna do this (but please state my name too, haha. NO LARH)

This post is specially meant for my always dearest Mei.

I know, the days after the break-up is a hurtful process, but you've still gotta move on without that jerk. Remember, you're a princess yourself and you deserve someone BETTER. Move yourself out of that pit you have fallen into. Don't degrade yourself. The break-up is hurtful when you recall it, but the most is that you can remember the good times spent with him. You see, now I've completely forgotten everything with him in just 4 months but sometimes I still tell my friends about the happy times we had. It's okay, really. But make sure you limit yourself when talking about it.

I've been your cousin ever since you were born and well... your Mom said that I was the role model you followed, but please don't follow my mistakes. It is so coincedental you see: when I was in Primary 6 and Sec 1, I was with 2 guys previously, then now you were just like the replay video of what I was in those 2 years.

The first "therapy" I had immediately after the break-up last year was to call my best buds out on the 2nd day, which your brother's birthday. They cheered me up, really. I went for a little shopping with Hui Ping and Charmaine at Compass Point and played the arcade (well... the most BRIGHT arcade). My 2 best buddies brought my usual self out; the cheerful and lame-joking me, because they're not used to seeing me so upset and they don't want their friends to be sad.

Just to remind you that cutting wrists is a foolish act. Why are you injuring the body your parents and God gave you? The scar will only remind you of the unhappy past and you can't erase it away... forever.

The upcoming concert is the "Arts Fiesta II" next Wednesday, I don't think it'll be that exciting like last year... because Band didn't perform this year in it, wahaha. Next concert is Catholic High's, must be better than last year's yah? I'll go crazy if they play "Jericho" again, haha! Then on 22 June... is our BAND CONCERT!

And Mr Lim told the Band to find a suitable name for the concert: doesn't necessarily have to be in Italian because you can also use english. For example: Singapore Polytechnic's "Musical Delights". So yah... will take quite a lot of time but they still have to submit the names to me by Monday. There were quite a number of lame as well as "CREATIVE" names for the concert when we were discussing with Mr Lim in the band room, but maybe I should say some of them here lah. I think its Mr Lim who joked about the concert name being "An evening with Hougang"... sounds like ahbengs squatting down at void decks drinking koh-pi right? HAHA!

I finally found my band badge and realised that I can play really well, concentrate on sectionals today because I have it with me. I can't afford lose it either. Found out the other songs for concert and yup... that's all for band today. Important! Mian Xia is on the newspapers on Judo competition! Buy Straits Time now!

Note: not offending any of my prefect friends... except Danial.

Is it so DIFFICULT to pick up a piece of litter on the Parade Square
ground? I mean, I was the 16th person at my class row and the first 15 went
back, so which means I'm sitting in front when the 15 people went back to class.
Cheryl was beside Li Qin, whose behind me, joked when she saw the plastic bag
"rolling" on the ground,

"Wa... look at the plastic bag, look like desert like that... haha!"

Danial, you as a prefect, should show a good example by kindly picking up
that piece of litter and throw it into the bin. Simple as that. What position
and exactly you mean when you told me to pick it up because you CANNOT
pick it up. No fair. Even President S.R. Nathan has to pick up litter
in order to keep Singapore clean: if the President can do it, why can't you? As
a school prefect?

Okay, so much for my frustration for today.

Judo competition was really exciting today and Ms Tan brought 2E2 to watch Mian Xia (or whoever's) match during the 2nd period of her english lesson. Jin Ju fought Xiao Hui, Yee Chin fought Zi Gui. And I must say Zi Gui is really superb! Went back to class and attended Ms Neo's always-so-boring-and-unheard-of history lesson. Yee Chin, Jin Ju and Zi Gui kept walking past our class and we clapped hands for them whenever they walked past... just to "distract" ourselves from Ms Neo's lesson. When we clapped for the first time, Ms Neo's reaction was (quite slow) like shocked lah. Yun Han laughed like mad upon seeing it, haha. Xiao Li was talking to Anna, Fanny and Ren Yi during her lesson about why NIE let her to go to secondary school to teach when she can even smile when scolding students.

Went straight to hall after the 1.45pm bell rang. There's this old man (supposedly the coach of one of the schools?) was standing smack right in front of me, blocking my view! Jie Ying said that I can see what's happening through the man's leg... so EW can? When Li Qin and Julia came, the man moved and blocked them, haha! One of the RGS girl dislocated her arm during the fight. Daniel was just standing there when that girl was being pinned down in front of him and he mentioned, during tuition just now, that he heard the CRACK sound. Ow. Anyway, Mian Xia's match was really anxious but she didn't get the top, silver is enough already eh? Alot of us (Chand, Yun Han, Julie, Renie, Li Qin, etc...) went up and told her she did her best when she was about to cry. Mian Xia, you rock! ;)

Immediately after the match, Yun Han, Jie Ying and I rushed to canteen to buy lunch, finished it in music room and set up instrument. Yun Han was teaching the juniors (instructed by Faith, haha) and the rest of us, Faith, Jie Ying and I were practicing till we slacked through the rest of the sectional. Rather, we didn't really work on the 5 songs but we experimented on the notes of "Bengawan Solo". It all started when Shuan Yong played it with his bassoon and I started to find the correct notes for the clarinet. I found the correct notes for half of the song and went over to 2T1 classroom to ka jiao Yun Han. She was really excited, anxious and enthu about it and ran over to ask me for the notes. Soon, Chand, Jie Ying, Yun Han, Shuan Yong and I played the funeral song and we were known as the songka band, LOL.

Hayley, Julie, Yun Han, Xiu Li know who are the 2 guys already. OH GOSH. Xiu Li, Yun Han and Hayley were the ones who asked and asked over again and caused me to turn lobster red during recess... in the canteen some more. I was walking towards 2E2 to put my file in the morning and went to find Elijah and Julie at 2E1 classroom, Julie came and asked if its _____ by mouthing out the name. Okay... so we walked to the place outside computer lab and looked at the guys playing basketball. She asked again,

"The another guy you like is there (at basketball court) right?"

WAH! I die le lor! The biggest hint was that both LIKED, actually LIKED soccer. Goodness gracious. But Julie told me, "Actually quite a number of girls like _____ before leh." True, because he's charismatic mah.

So what actually happened during recess was that Hayley and Yun Han was guessing, plus Xiu Li who came to join shortly later. They were guessing and guessing and they hit the 1st one directly BULLSEYE. Xiu Li went,

"What?! Why you like _____ ?! What do you see in him?!"

Exactly. That's what I've been asking myself. I don't know either and come on, it's really a teenie weenie tiny crush. But I'll eventually blush like tomato anyway. And they started to guess the 2nd guy... I shouldn't have nodded my head when they got the correct hint.

"At least (the 2nd guy) is better than (the 1st guy) lor!", Xiu Li reminded, "Alot better."

Yun Han and Hayley kept repeating, "Hui Yi face red liao! Hui Yi face red liao!" and I couldn't stop it lor. I was angry at the same time also and took my lychee drink and dropped a few droplets on Yun Han's hair. She was pissed off. I was pissed off too, you guys must have some limit okay? I went to wash my hands, bought foolscape and head off alone, Yun Han did the same too. Immediately, when we got back to class, I stood beside Yun Han's table to ask for forgiveness and she was actually PRETENDING! AGHHH!

Oh yes, we changed seats today and Julie told me, "Hui Yi, who knows you may sit beside him? Haha!"... I "WISH" AH! So I sat with Alex in the end and he threw all the english work for me to do (when its pair work)!

Literature was totally boring. Xiu Li sat at Alex's place... in fact majority of the class changed places. Xiu Li and I slept on the table, not caring about Mr Fahmy... even though we were sitting smack right centre of the class. Xiu Li said she was woken up halfway through lit period and I slept like... 45 minutes before I was woken up by Xiu Li's knocking on my table. So... that's all for lit... yeah... quite boring I know. Sectionals was pretty sad... so don't talk about it anymore.

First of all! I hadn't been online these weeks because my computer was SPOILT! Sis Jean said she accidentally switched off the main plug... blah blah blah. And all my files weren't saved! What the heavens?! I mean, my 2.5GB worth of songs, which are all waiting to get into my (soon to be mine) mp3 player, are all gone! I can't live without music! Worse of all, the Photoshop programme is missing too. So what I meant was that EVERY SINGLE FILE IS GONE and there is no backup at all. Thanks so much to Sis and her "accident".

Secondly... 98% of the feelings for Hairy Monster are GONE! GONE! I don't know how I did that either but mostly probably is because of the 2 crushes I have right now... =P I ain't telling anyone, well, the most I told ONE of my GAL friends. She was shocked when I told her and she asked,

"Why you like -ahem-?!"

"Um... I don't know... just sort of find him er... cute? -makes vomitting sounds-"

"WHAT?! You actually like ______?! You and -one of my god relatives- have weird tastes!"

"What lor... I don't know why I got a crush on him and -ahem- also..."

"Hold on, do they like FOOTBALL?"

This is what really struck me. I slapped my hand on my forehead and said, "Shit... both of them are football crazy also... ARGHHH! I hate football!". When on Earth can I actually escape from the "football reality"? The "football reality" of dating/liking a guy who actually loves football more than his girlfriend.

Look at Alphonsus, he's the first example. He was playing soccer (with himself...) in the big field next to the MRT while I was taking train to his house. I waited for 15 minutes before he came to me, all sweaty with his darling football in his arms. Second example, you all should know, Hairy Monster. He talks about how many goals he scored, how he scored and how his team worked together whenever we were talking on the phone! Oh, at times when he was walking on the way to fetch Sarah.

Now how do I survive?

This is probably the best band camp EVER!

Day 1

The "Amazing Race" at MacRitchie Reservoir was a huge success! But I felt I hadn't done enough because I was having fever the day before camp actually started. Jesslyn has been doing alot of work as game i/c and I felt really bad... don't wanna say anymore unhappiness here.

An Chun, Julie and I watched the groups doing their cheer and well... it was quite okay because they were pretty tired after the race. Went back, then had pathetic cup noodles in school for lunch. Did alot of pumpings for today, and my knees were almost at its limits.

Day 2

Had the looongest sectional ever today. 2 hours or so... felt like an eternity. Did alot more pumpings today till my knees somehow got scalded by the Parade Square ground, because there were some misunderstanding. Test II was postponed! Thank goodness 'cause I wasn;t really prepared. The game we had in school today was school version's "Amazing Race" lah. It's almost like the game last year's June band camp lor. Nothing much to talk about today about camp. Finally had a filling lunch at KFC and went straight back school... so yeah.

I'm not sure is it the KFC food which did the "trick" or the dinner because I vomitted and had a terribly stomach ache at around midnight. Most probably food poisoning because Elijah was queueing behind me at KFC this afternoon, and he mentioned that the girl took 1 of the 2 piece chicken (which was being PUT BACK) onto my tray. So it has a high possibility that this caused all the vomitting and stomach ache.

Day 3

Went to watch the "Youth Ensemble Competition" at Bukit Timah CC and before that, on the bus, Khalis got scolded by Mr Lee. Hai... when will he ever change? Anyway, Regent was superb to send almost like 5 groups to participate, Bedok North too. Someone felt unfair when the 4 of other people, who were in the same group, were doing other things and commanding us around. I mean, we're from the same group but they didn't sit down and watch the competition and walked all over. I don't wanna mention who felt unfair about the matter, neither the 4 peoples' names. But seriously lah, it's really unfair for us because we were not the i/cs for whatever, and you are the same like us, but you didn't sit down like us yet you walk around with them too.

Today was the most memorable day of the 3 day camp. The telematch was really fun because of all the FLOUR! Haha! Guys looked like ahpeks and girls looked like ahmahs with their hair full of white flour. They had to blow the pingpong ball, which is buried in the flour, into the another empty bowl before they can procceed to another checkpoint. Then they got the eggs, use chopsticks to carry marbles, the balloons and build the highest tower with newspapers. After the telematch, An Chun told them to cheer for the camp comm, alumni and every individual who made this camp a success. Julie and I were carrying their bags from band room and walking along the corridor when they cheered for the both of us, haha, so gan dong.

Sian... later still need to do science assignment. Oh wells... hope everything is finished and I won't fall sick again.

I didn't expect things to happen so last minute... especially when Test II and camp is just like TOMORROW?

14 March

Met Yun Han and Hui Xian and we took bus to Compass Point to meet Faith and the rest. Faith called YH, said that she forgot to take her tix and is on the way back home now. At the same time, Hayley called me and she said she didn't know we're meeting Faith... OOPS! I guess she's pretty angry... Hui Xian too (because we didn't pass the message from Faith that we're wearing section tee). I got really mixed up and kept apologising again and again. I told Hayley to be fast since Faith is gonna be a little late... but she didn't appear in the end! Gosh... what's more, she rejected my phone calls.

Shao Ming, Yi Qian, Faith, Yun Han, Hui Xian and I took train to Tanjong Pagar and saw Dickson, Shuan Yong, Jun Rong and Joel on the way. I had this terrible... inflammed throat and I felt so sick when the concert started. Saw Mei there, yup. Poor her: had to watch concert during their choir camp and they have to go for campfire afterwards. Initially, she wanted to tease Daniel Chan... but too bad, he isn't here. And I don't want him to be here either. Concert started with a blast and during the intermission, Saw Dawn (Mei's neighbour as well as my friend) there. After the intermission (I felt really awful already), the audiences were being un-cooperative and some malay guys started to whistle and pop bubblegums, bitches (sorry, that's what I felt about those teenage girls/aunties/jiejies) talked loudly to seek attention... most probably. "Toccata Fantastica" started off with a loud "BANG" and "CRASH" and the audiences laughed at those who were making unnecessary noise.

The concert had 2 encores, haha! It's really superb. I don't know the 1st encore song but I'm dead sure (so as the other HSSB members) that the 2nd encore song was "Copacabana". The alumni guys started to dance during the encore song, and Mr Lim danced a bit too! Although the concert was superb, I still feel very sick. I told YH about it and she and SY looked concerned. I had inflammed throat, fever, throbbing head, purple nails, cold, wobbly legs... how bad can it get? Took train back home with YH's help and Faith was shocked when she put her hand against my forehead. So well... I couldn't make it to Bukit Timah today.

I tried to walk as fast as possible back home because Bro Jason and Sis Rina were already hurrying me to call home because Mom is worried sick (11.15pm already...) I told myself not to cry, not just because I only got fever but stress and pressure, but I eventually broke down in front of Mom. I didn't dared to tell her the pressure and stress I'm under right now because she may force me to quit band (she always thinks band is the main source of my problems because it takes up alot of my time, and I can hardly go on a vacation). I just told her I'm ill and just continued crying... but I couldn't sleep until 3am.

I don't know why: this happened to me is it because I worked too hard (not giving my body a proper treatment) and God wants me to take a break but I refuse to, that's why he made me sick so I can rest alot? Or is it because I did alot of bad stuffs... that's why I must be sick? I really don't understand. I took everything almost seriously... which is the reason why I cry easily nowadays... it's not because I'm weak. Jesslyn really hit the nail on the head: forgetting a person is difficult.

The amount of stress and pressure piling on me right now is immense:

1. Concert, Test II, camp games, camp, band became more important than studies...
2. Math, chinese degrading, didn't hand up work on time, result slip, holiday assignments
3. DC... the main cause of everything
4. IPW project, CME project, english brochure
5. Contradiction, rather listen to music than doing homework

Haha, okay. Jesslyn, Inez, SY and Yi Qian appeared at my house just now to get the question paper from me. They're loud, as usual, and woke my Mom from her sleep, as well as my Dad's. I felt better already ;)

Alright, alright, Julie sabo me to do this... and I get to sabo 8 people later... wakaka! I'm evil aren't I? LOL. So let's see.

8 stuffs I want in my guy

1. Must be loyal. I cannot tolerate flirts.
2. Likes the stuffs I like =D
3. Same like one of Julie's points, HUMBLE. But it's okay for him to show-off once in a while if he cannot control it. (That's almost like me, haha!)
4. Trust. I can talk and slap my guy friends, like what I do to my girlfriends, because we have trust and love each other.
5. A person who can read my mind
6. Not so much of a materialistic guy. I don't really need soft toys and roses all the time.
7. A guy who has limits to everything
8. LOVES ME DEEPLY! -muacks!-

Er okay, I think I'm going crazy over this things. Guys can do this also right? What they want in girls? Alright, here it goes.

The LUCKY people are:

Jannah
Yi Le
Pei Jun
Fong Yee
Li Yin
John
Elijah
Dickson

What's a better way to start off your day with scolding from your sister? I needed to sleep alot because I've been really busy that week and I'm dead tired. So I woke up in the afternoon and when I was heading to the kitchen to get a glass of water, Sis Jean stopped me and started nagging at me,

"Look at the bag you threw at one side of the living room! There are so many notebooks in the bag, which still can be used! Why must you buy all these rubbish? Look at this keychain, look at this wallet, look at this pouch!"

I just mumbled, "If you're so fed-up packing my stuffs, why not stop it and let me do the work?" and said loudly in the end, "I pack my own stuffs lah! Since you're sooo fed-up." AND I have to stuff those so-called RUBBISH somewhere around my desk... which will make me unable to concentrate on doing my homework. Finished history assignment, Ms Tan's paper in one go and left with the stinking math assignment, science assignment (gonna finish it with Xiu Li tomorrow) and the brochure (Chand didn't take the papers home...) I spent almost an hour on my desk, killing my brain cells with the math questions every second until I go a headache. Still need to finish the band website background, learn and study for Test II, round-up camp games...

And my list of work to be done is still long.

I'm tired already, let me off please.

I had this weird dream, when Mom woke me up and I went back to sleep again for like... 15 minutes later.

My tuition teacher is not Mrs Yeo (my math tuition teacher) but Mrs Yap!
My tuition class didn't have Terence, Rong Li, all these guys, but instead my
class had HS people like: Dickson, Chand, Julie, Daniel Chan, Elijah, Sophia,
Cheryl, Alicia, Li Yin, Emily, Jie Ying... practically all of my best buds! And
everyone was talking to each other like good friends (that's what I expect from
Daniel) and as usual, Mrs Yap is having trouble getting the class to pay
attention. I mean, the whole tuition was so much more fun than the one I'm
having now and I don't even want tuition to end!

It's too perfect to be true... I know.

I was freaking shocked (well... not really) when I saw my chinese compo in the Constellation book. Page 117 ah, must go and read, haha. Mdm Hoo changed 25% of my compo lor! It doesn't even sound like the way I write and then the whole plot of the story was almost completely changed by her. Mom was proud of me when I showed her my compo on the book and she spotted quite a few grammatical mistakes in my compo. Well, it could either be Mdm Hoo's typing or mine.

And I didn't spot any Literature Drama competition and cheerleading competition pictures in the Hougean book... oh wells.

Band was quite alright today until we had to do 7 pumpings, initially it was 6 but because Jonathan took a million years to stand up, we got 1 more. We did the pumping in band room after we kept everything and some other juniors (most probably Sec 1 boys) were still laughing, so we had to start from 1 again all the way till like 10 or 11. After we finished and asked for permission to recover, 1 Sec 1 boy was sayang-ing his hand and mumbling,

"Ah... so painful..." just because he's scratched by some teenie weenie thing on the floor. As I was frustrated by how the juniors behaved, I said loudly at the boy,

"STOP IT CAN?"

Come on lah boy, if you feel tired and painful just because of small PTs, what will happen to you when you go to NS? And... as usual, Zhi Yuan "overdid" his head while doing kekanan-lurus. It's really exaggerrating when he looks all the way up and tilt his head all the way: he don't feel painful, I feel painful upon seeing it ah.

Went around the classroom blocks to kehpoh the other groups doing flags and cheers. First stop, 2E1 classroom which has Shu Zhuang's group, Flamingo. Daniel was doodling on the whiteboard on how a flamingo should look like and I just took a marker, started drawing a flamingo (crappy flamingo). Daniel, don't know talking to who because I'm the only one beside him and listening, said,

"This flamingo is cool, look at his cap and bling blings."

I laughed a bit and suggested he should draw those lines which shows that the bling blings are shining, but what the hell? He isn't even listening, oh well, forget it. I walked to Shao Hao's group and he started slapping my back for no rhyme of reason, I threatened him,

"You want me to make another hole at the other side of your rib-cage is it?!"

but Shao Hao chased me all the way till 2E1 and we were running around the tables and chairs! Childish sia... but I didn't regret doing that, HA! It was fun though ;)

So went to HGPT with Chand, Elijah and Alicia to have lunch. I was munching happily on my McSpicy until Alicia mentioned,

"You know Daniel Chan likes (her)?"

I almost SPAT my food outta my mouth! Lucky you, Chand! And I started to bad-mouth Daniel and Chand, Elijah continued with the topic. They kept talking about Daniel is going gaga over her this makes me feel jealous (oh... not again). Chand and I mentioned how that woman looks like again,

"Come on lah! Daniel's standards (for the girls he like) dropped until so sad ah? Look at that bitch! She tied her hair all the way back like a SAMURAI! It's so freaking... UGHHH!" and followed up by an action of Samurai taking out his sword and slashing people.

I asked Alicia and told Elijah and Chand, "That time right, just because Xiao Li say Suxuan looks more pretty than her, her whole face black right?". Alicia added oil to the fire (my jealousy... thankyouverymuch), "He even say she looks cute to him lor!". MY GOSH. ANYWAY~...

I changed the topic by planning April Fool pranks on him. -evil laughs- I got TONS! WAKAKA! Until I can really get those items and be REAL MEAN to him. Elijah was being lame again by interrupting my "speech", yes, he always does that. Another lame thing he did was to bite the straw and shake the drink off by shaking the straw side to side. The 3 of us laughed like mad because Elijah looked really stupid doing that. Sorry! We didn't mean to be MEAN. Seriously, Alicia can carry her trumpet case AND Chand's tenor sax case in one go and walk all the wa to HGPT, but Elijah had to stop halfway and change hands when he carried the tenor sax! I don't wanna imagine how well he will fare in his BMT in the future...

Alicia borrowed me phone and asked Danial to meet her so they can go Jacqueline's house for IPW together. When Danial arrived, (if you were a stranger) he looks like those boyfriend bringing his girlfriend home after his girlfriend finishes her CCA, LOL! An Chun came and sat at the empty seat beside me and asked,

"Aiyoh! Alicia and that Danial together ah? Wah lao eh! Power sia!"

Chand and I said, "Excuse me mister, Danial just came to meet Alicia so they can go to friend's house for IPW..." and guess what's An Chun's reaction?

"CHEY!"

Rinto (supossedly the house captain for Uranus?) came to our class and wanted to meet Uranus members, so we went lor. Jun Ling signed up for 3000m race... Naomi asked if I wanna join cheerleading. I wanted to! But when I heard that the choreography was Joanne, I totally lost interest in it. That woman, last minute back out last year... she was the most ACTIVE one, giving out alot of ideas, during the first few practices, but forget about winning cheerleading lah. Maybe you may say I'm thinking too much but after Jun Ling signed up for 3000m race, she asked me with a smile,

"Hui Yi! Join 1500m race lah!"

What is she tryna imply? I run slower than her? She can join shotput for goodness sake and she doesn't even run faster than us during P.E periods, let alone running faster than Chandhini when Chand can even walk faster than her. SHEESH.

Stayed back in class to finish all the math corrections in file... damn it. Stayed till 3.30pm! AGHHH! I can't go! I felt so guilty. I felt like crying in class already because I have to finish the bloody test paper corrections when I thought I can leave already. I hate math!

Test II is coming in like... 6 more days. I haven't even learned my other 5 major scales and 12 minor scales! Let alone etudes... I learned till 13 only. All the best everyone! ;)

I cancelled the meeting with Li Yin and Jie Ying, then headed to HGPT to meet Faith and others. So I was walking towards HGPT near the traffic light opposite its main entrance and I saw the group of robotics guys from our school: Yao Yang, Jun Tat, Nicholas, Yu Chuan and others. I was wearing the section tee and black jeans and YY and group walked past. At that moment, Yu Chuan asked Jun Tat loudly,

"EH! This girl very familiar leh! Who is it, who is it ah?"

"WAH LAO! HUI YI LAH! WAH LAO EH!"

Jun Tat cannot tahan Yu Chuan, LOL.

Met Mei Xuan, Emily, Julie, Elijah, Hayley, Angelina, Yun Han, Daniel Tan, Jesslyn, Dickson, Faith, Xin Hong, Jackson, Shao Ming, Yi Qian and the oboe junior, Joel. Took bus to Hougang Mall... blah... took train and walked through Citylink Mall. Elijah was crapping again when I mentioned to him about Hairy Monster liking another girl. He said loudly in the mall,

"Eh Reggie, I really don't know why Daniel so stupid go and dump you leh. You so nice, kind, gentle and er... maybe pretty, ya, pretty lah. But why he dump you? He don't know how to treasure you and go like THAT WOMAN... wah lao."

-cough cough- I almost couldn't climb the stairs when he repeated it for the 2nd time because like nobody listening, LOL! Chandhini was shocked, too, when she heard the girl's name. Both of us were like,

"HOW COME HE LIKE THAT BITCH?!"

You can never realise how vulgar I can be, haha. Later then I told them about what I mentioned in my previous post of me deserving a better guy. Elijah mentioned that his standards dropped alot and Chandhini purposely coughed loudly and asked,

"Hah? Elijah? You mean Daniel was WRONG to choose Hui Yi lah?"

So I corrected Elijah's sentence, "It's his standards dropped AFTER he dumped me, geddit? Mwahahas." Alright, I'm thick-skinned, LOL. Hayley kept questioning me why I like him in the past, I don't know either but hey, you can't turn back time so what for thinking about it? He's... I don't wanna mention again.

Mr Lim's concert was great, especially the part when they had the bassoon solo. I found that the bassoon soloist looked really familiar and later then realised that it's Shuan Yong and Inez's tutor. The euphonium guy was the one who played bass trombone during our camp last year. There's one clarinet guy playing too... he's the thorn among the roses because he was so exaggerating; move obviously and exaggerate it but moving in front and back. I know he has immersed himself into the song but... EEE... cannot tahan lah.

I love the celesta, contrabass bassoon and harp there! It's so cool lor, plus the percussion and timpani. So ya, I think SY feel kinda pressured after he saw his tutor's solo, haha. Took train back to HM and bought noodles, walked home with Chand and -yawn- tomorrow got math test and CME stuff. Don't feel like going out after school tomorrow... I haven't even practiced for my Test II because we've been focusing too much on "Disco Kid" and "Valdres March". I'm SOOOOO TIREDDDDD! Nightys everyone, I'm off to have my beauty sleep.

Now I know the cause of my headache every now and then: the bloody algebra (which is so freaking complicated) and me, constantly lying on my table, trying to take a nap during teacher's lesson. Nothing much to write about today till after Mr Lim's concert later on. Well... gotta rush my "popcorn" art piece later. Heard from Hayley that he likes another girl already... he's really hopeless. I don't even felt like helping him to get up from the pit he has fallen into.

To: you should know who you are

You're the most pathetic, hopeless guy I ever met. I didn't regret the break-up,
really. I hate myself for still having feelings for you. I used to think that you were the most perfect guy in the whole world... but I'm wrong.

I still remembered the most memorable thing I told Hayley, Shao Hao and Yun Han during recess (after what Hayley told me),

"He's hopeless already, he'll rot on his own."

"So from now on, I deserve a better guy than him and he deserves a not-so better girl."

WAHAHA! My self-motivation are working on me! I love my friends, regardless of they have helped me or not. Must I list them out? I'm really blessed to have such caring friends ;)

I'm still stuck to "Be Without You" by Mary J Blige, haha!

"Shadow" - Ashlee Simpson

I was six years old
When my parents went away
I was stuck inside a broken life
I couldn't wish away
She was beautiful
She had everything and more
And my escape was hiding out and running for the door

Somebody listen please
It used to be so hard being me
Living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
Living in a nightmare
A never-ending sleep
But now that I am wide awake
My chains are finally free
Don't feel sorry for me

All the days collided
One less perfect than the next
I was stuck inside someone else's life and always second best
Oh, I love you now 'cause now I realize
That it's safe outside to come alive in my identity

So if you're listening
There's so much more to me you haven't seen
Living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
Living in a nightmare
A never-ending sleep
But now that I am wide awake
Then I can finally see
Don't feel sorry for me-

Mother, sister, father, sister, mother
Everything's cool now
Mother, sister, father, sister, mother
Everything's cool now
Oh, my life is good
I've got more than anyone should
Oh, my life is good
And the past is in the past

I was living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
I'm living in a new day
I'm living it for me
And now that I am wide awake
Then I can finally see
Don't feel sorry for me
Don't feel sorry, don't feel sorry for me
Don't feel sorry, don't feel sorry for me

Living in, living in, living in the shadow
Living in, living in, living in a new day

"Be Without You" - Mary J Blige

I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
Oooo (oh, oh, oh, oh) oooo

Chemistry was crazy from the get-go
Neither one of us knew why
We didn't build nothing overnight
Cos a love like this takes some time
People swore it off as a phase
Said we can't see that
Now from top to bottom
They see that we did that (yes)
It's so true that (yes)
We've been through it (yes)
We got real shit (yes)
See baby we been...

Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cos I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby

I got a question for ya
See I already know the answer
But still I wanna ask you
Would you lie? (no)
Make me cry? (no)
Do somethin' behind my back and then try to cover it up?
Well, neither would I, baby
My love is only your love (yes)
I'll be faithful (yes)
I'm for real (yes)
And with us you'll always know the deal
We've been...

Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cos I can?t sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby

See this is real talk
I'm always stay (no matter what)
Good or bad (thick and thin)
Right or wrong (all day everyday)
Now if you're down on love or don't believe
This ain't for you (no, this ain?t for you)
And if you got it deep in your heart
And deep down you know that it's true (come on, come on, come on)
Well, let me see you put your hands up (hands up)
Fellas tell your lady she's the one (fellas tell your lady she's the one, oh)
Put your hands up (hands up)
Ladies let him know he's got your love
Look him right in his eyes and tell him
We've been...

Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cos I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby

Heeeeeeeeeeeey Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh
Heeeeeeeeeeeey Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh

I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you

"Just like a pill" - Pink

I'm lyin' here on the floor where you left me
I think I took too much I'm crying here, what have you done?
I thought it would be fun

I can't stay on your life support, there's a
shortage in the switch, I can't stay on your morphine, cuz its making me itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes being a little bitch,
I think I'll get outta here, where I can

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
You keep makin' me ill

I haven't moved from the spot where you left me
This must be a bad trip
All of the other pills, they were different
Maybe I should get some help

I can't stay on your life support, there's a
shortage in the switch, I can't stay on your morphine, cuz its making me itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes being a little bitch,
I think I'll get outta here, where I can

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
You keep makin' me ill

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
You keep makin' me ill

I can't stay on your life support, there's a shortage in the switch,
I can't stay on your morphine, cuz its making me itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes being a little bitch,
I think I'll get outta here, where I can

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
You keep makin' me ill

AGHHH! Have you ever felt your lips being brushes by other people's hair before? It's so disgusting! I was like "PFFT! PFFT! PFFT!" ALL THE WAY! I don't have enemity with her, really, it's just that it has happened for the 2nd time and Xiu Li was totally grossed out when I told her this. Wait... she kena her hand also, haha!

So yeah, school was pretty crappy without band. Went to HGPT with Xiu Li, Yun Han, Dickson, Jin Ju, Zi Gui, Yee Chin, Mian Xia and Shuan Yong. The judo girls went missing in Watsons after a while before they came back. Had "lunch" with the rest of them and I felt really REALLY REALLY odd! We were sitting at the 6 people table in KFC and I was facing SY's bag you see. Dickson's facing Xiu Li and SY facing YH, 2 couples plus 1 singleton... what the heck? I pestered them that I felt really odd, said that,

"You all will have to wait like... few more years before someone (my boyfriend) sits at the chair opposite me, haha!"

Dickson was like, "Wah lao... still few more years ah?" and Xiu Li still even said that Daniel should sit there... but it couldn't happen anymore correct? I must lose hopes on him already. Then Dickson asked,

"Hui Yi, would you rather have the Daniel Radcliffe to sit there or Daniel
CHAN?"

"Aiya, I can't possibly have Daniel Radcliffe 'cos he's just my idol
what... so..."

"So you would rather have Daniel CHAN sitting opposite you lah!"

GREAT. He hit the nail on the head. SERIOUSLY, I must forget and lose hopes already! I don't want the healing to take like the same as last time's... a year plus. ARGH! Why must he ruin my life... ANYWAY~

I ate alot of SY's cheese fries, which were initially meant for YH but I thick-skinned and took alot of it, and he whacked my hand! OW! I know lah, itchy fingers mah. Crapped alot there and gossiped alot, haha! Saw AhGong and AhMa fang dian... WOO... haha!

Firstly, I made a total boo-boo of myself during DnT after school. Okay, it wasn't really me but Kun Ying. He helped me with nailing my box cover while I help him colour his box, fair deal right? So I didn't realise that the nail was a LONG one and he nailed it so hard that the nail stuck the box cover onto the table... WHAT THE HECK?! One of the guys helping out had to get the cover outta the table and Hayley, Yun Han, Kun Ying they all were laughing like no tomorrow... that's so pai seh lor. And... my wood went missing again! AHH!

Went for sectionals immediately after DnT and everyone seemed sort of pissed off with certain someone... I guess. Jia Min looked really pissed off and Joey too. Played through "Loch Lomond" and "Overture Jubiloso". I was giving tempo for "OJ" and it really crashed... sorry people. Jia Min asked,

"Anyone of you practice your 'Valdres' running notes?"

Alot of them didn't raise up their hands. I also never raise up, but nevermind one mah, everyone is in the same situation now. Joey rebutted that we should play running notes together but I told her that we, individual practice at home, didn't even got the tempo... how can we possibly play together? It'll be so much worser than individual practice.

Hayley suddenly made fun of Yun Han and she showed those never-before-seen funny faces and it scared Hayley off... because YH is threatening to kiss her, LOL! Hayley was laughing like a lunatic later then... walking around the Alpha Centre area laughing and kneeling on the floor while holding clarinet. Can't stand her sia... LOL.

Went back for combined and luckily Mr Lim didn't picked on our running notes but only reminded us on our tempo. WOO! Everyone was elated about this.

Went for band early in the morning with Jie Ying and Li Yin. We improved quite alot of "Valdres March"! YAY! At least we know how to play the running notes and stuffs, plus some parts of "Disco Kid". Had sectionals and every clarinettists chiong-ed to Alpha Centre to check if that bird was still alive... but it's dead ='( Yun Han played the funeral song while Jie Ying took tissues to cover the corpse. It really didn't affect us much but it's still really sad to see it leave the world.

Later, Hayley and I were super hyper about clapping the off-beat stuffs, LOL. All of a sudden, halfway through practicing my clarinet, I got a terrible stomach ache and legs felt super weak. My face looked kinda pale too and the feeling was horrible. Got better after going to washroom with Hayley and Jie Ying and then had to go back to band room. We had to knock it down because of some people slacking in sectionals, or any offences accumulated over this week. Jenson, one of the Sec 1 boy, laughed after we did 20 push-ups and we had to do all over again. We were so very furious and I felt like giving that fella' a lashing.

Went to SOMEWHERE to hike for the camp and we got "tricked" on the way. We turned rounds and rounds. Mr Lee, Shuan Yong, YH, Faith, Xin Hong, Shao Ming, Jackson and I went for hiking and it seems like eternity when you are deep inside the reserve already. One of Mr Lee's friend told us that down the staircase has a stream... wah! We were all so excited but Mr Lee was more enthu than us, and lead us up. In the end... what did we actually saw?

LONG GAU WATER.

Everyone of us stood and were dazed. I went,

"Sooo... this is what they call the STREAM?! I thought it was supposed to be those nice and clear ones we see in movies..."

And we went ahead to get out. SY tripped like a few times because he was distracted and YH wanted to plant her foot on a slanted rock to move on, but her shoe came out and LUCKILY her foot was holding it, so she wore it back. Finally we exited and bought water to cool down, sat down somewhere. An Chun and Jerrick came with bottles and bottles of water. We told them the whole story and most of us said,

"To think THAT was actually a STREAM. More of long gau water lor!"

Took bus 74 home (I'm cutting short the bus trip because we transferred alot of buses) and there's this woman who sat beside me. I just looked around and she looked at me as if I'm a Martian, because she thinks I saw what she typed in her handphone. She left voicemails on her husband, or whoever, phone. She said these in chinese:

• "I'm going to commit suicide, don't bother to stop me."
• "Why must you let that woman into our lives? Do you know she's a slut?!"
• "I'm commiting suicide because I don't wanna suffer anymore."

I was really shocked! But I pretend as if I didn't bother and as if I never heard anything. Creepy eh?

So every content you see here are all mixed up, I just go in random order.

First of all, Marcus being defiant to Mdm Liu. Sometimes, I really cannot stand his demonic, evilish and cacklish laughter... just like a little devil. He made fun of Mdm Liu and she slammed her book on Marcus's table, or so, and scolded him. Marcus then buay song already lor, and ignored Mdm Liu.

Band was quite okay lah... maybe not for some. Clarinet section got embarrassed and criticised by Mr Lim... yes. He asked those sitting at first row to play one by one, and I'm really disappointed in myself. We're really now working hard on the way to make him not refer us as the weakest section even though our section has the most number of people. Look, the bigger the number of people, the more difficult it is to control, that's what I think... but I don't wanna argue here.

So went for sectionals and we took care of the injured bird in Alpha Centre. Hui Xian, don't know her throat is inflammed or tongue, when she took out her reed, there's BLOOD on it. We were like all shocked lor... how on Earth? She kept scaring herself that she might be like those female lead actresses in those drama serials having leukemia (don't know how to spell lah). I was really no mood for any jokes and Jie Ying told me to accompany her to washroom, so I went along. On the way there, I really couldn't take it and broke down (how many times have I broken down already? No, it's not because I'm weak... it's just the environment changing rapidly which affects me... which made me cry) Jie Ying saw me crying and Siti saw it too, hai. I reminded them not to tell anyone, especially Faith 'cos I don't wanna make her feel more frustrated. Little did I expect that Faith and the rest were having a fun time taking care of the injured bird, then JY and I went to kop bottle caps from classrooms, filled them with water and fed the bird. So overall... our sectionals is really crappy, ya.

When we were all ready for falling-in at Parade Square, Mr Lee talked to us about defiance... yeah... again. He asked,

"Eh? Where's Yi Ling?"

The rest replied, "Oh, she never come."

"I thought she section leader? No ah?"

"She assistant section leader."

He thought for a while and wanted someone to "control" the trombone section and told them,

"Er... Daniel, from now you take charge of trombone section ah-"
...and before Mr Lee could finish... Daniel was smiling away already and Hui Xian and Hayley were angry. Hui Xian whispered to me,

"...LOOK AT HIS FACE! THIS KIND OF PEOPLE ALSO CAN BE ASSISTANT SECTION LEADER!"

Hayley shooked her head in a very hai way and no-no to that suggestion.

"-Just stand-in only ah, stand-in. But if you are really good, then the NCOs will consider putting you as section leader lah."

Daniel's still smiling. Hui Xian and Hayley's face immediately brightened up and Hui Xian told me the reason why,

"YAY! Daniel hor, become section leader cannot be drum or band major liao! YAY!"

LOL, so I SEE! But Daniel really didn't realise how many people actually detest him but they just never show it (er... I mentioned alot of time already right?)

When Li Yin, Jie Ying, Chand and I walked the path near the mama shop, I saw Yi Rong, Wen Hao and Nigell. Yi Rong saw me too and purposely bump into me violently and I stomped behind him to slap him... ON THE BACK, haha. Wen Hao suddenly turned around and asked, "Eh girl, what's your name ah?", he's pointing to Li Yin and she replied, then Nigell and Wen Hao were like "Eh! See! Tell you liao!"... were they guessing her name or Wen Hao wanna jio Mommy? HAHA.

Went to pasar malam and yah... I'm so very hungry and couldn't resist the ramly burger, hehe!

Met Li Yin and Shu Zhuang at Hougang Int and we were waiting for Sin Yee and the rest for like eternity lor! In the end, we were gonna be late, so we left without them. They're late, yet they're mad at us. But who waited for them? I'm really furious but really glad that we're on the bus already.

Ran with Jin Ju this year, haha, was very fun, ya. Whenever Jun Ling runs past us, we'll run faster than her... so funny. When we reached the finishing line, we chionggg ah! Don't know top 25 or not... forgot to time myself sia... ARGH!

Yun Han cheered the people at the finishing line area and it's a rare sight to see her like that, haha. I laughed and reminded Shuan Yong to buy drink for her but he bought it already before I reminded him... DIAO. Was flagging cab with Yi Rong and Alex then Jun Tat and Nicholas came, wanting to overtake us. Nicholas walked pass and went,

"Wah Hui Yi-",

I turned around,

"-two-timing ah? HA!".

For goodness sake lor.

Later took 74 with Jasmine, Elaine, Li Qin, Rachel, Julia, Alex and Yi Rong and we chatted about the good ol' 1E4 times when I played the "CLASS GREET TEH-OH!" sound clip in my phone, haha. Yeah... really missed those times like whenever we greet Alex, the Buddha, Yi Rong, Zhu Rou Rong... haha. Went to Hougang Mall with Alex and Yi Rong to buy Xiao Li's birthday present and went home. When walking home from bus stop... I didn't realise Mom was behind me, cycling on her bicycle sia. SCARY!

Note: not offending my prefect friends, Julie, Elijah, Xiao Hui, Mei Hao, Daniel, Ren Yi, Danial, etc.

I hate being pulled down by the rest when I didn't even do anything wrong. True, HALF of the class were running around and making noise during lit period, but hey, the other HALF was quietly sitting at their seat, reading book... like I was flipping through and getting the tempo right for "Valdres March" and "Disco Kid". JUST because of that minority of people, the whole class was called by Gavin to stand outside classroom. This reminds me of the incident of Kok Wee calling Samuel this,

"OI! STUPID! COME HERE!"

Bloody hell, doesn't mean you have the position means you can abuse it okay? We're still humans, we have feelings, we can feel hurt. YOU can't, because YOU are the one harming us and you feel NOTHING. 2E3 and 2E4 were standing outside too... must be Gavin's "masterpiece".

Oh yeah, there's this NYP porn (ew) video being shown around in school today. Not sure who got it first hand on handphone and started to blue-tooth everyone. In just seconds, people were flocking from class to class just to catch a glimpse (or worse still, see everything) of the video. I heard from Hayley that there's 4 part... UGH.

Selfishness or not?

I don't know why the side of my wood went MISSING. Obviously, I suspected Jun Ling because she sneaked a SET OF WOOD into her bag already. So I had no choice to but trade with Jian Han for the wood.

You can say he's selfish, if you're on my side. Or you can say he's concerned about his grades, if you're on his side. Mr Azizi wanted me to trade wood with him, but in the end, I saw his drawing on the piece of wood and he wasted like freaking lot lor! Jie Ying, Hayley and I were discussing about how he can draw in order not to waste wood, when Jian Han was explaining his (common... not creative like me) game of Snake and Ladders. Mr Azizi came out soon after I accompanied Hayley to buy drink (she's excited abou drinking 'pink dolphin' and I don't know why, haha) and said I cannot get the wood from him. Oh fine.

Jie Ying, Hayley and I left the DnT room with alot of "HAI"s and "AIYA"s. Jie Ying added, "HAI... SO SELFISH." then headed to sectionals.

After practicing, Faith went down "somewhere", dunno lah. We were instructed by her to do all the clapping off-beats and stuffs. And we ended up finding it very fun, haha! Joey, Hui Xian, Siti, Yun Han, Jie Ying, Hayley and I were all shouting and screaming when clapping. In the end, had to keep instrument, and we all went to put back our newly-labelled stands in the band room. Shao Ming, Jackson and Xin Hong were in there with Faith and before we left, Shao Ming told the group of clarinettists,

"During camp hor... you all will get surprise."

Hui Xian immediately asked,

"Is it about the ranking? Band major all these?"

... BUT THEY NEVER REPLY! AGHHH! Then Hui Xian and Jie Ying were guessing what positions we (the Sec 2s in camp com) will get. Jie Ying even asked, "Eh, wanna bet?"... this kind of thing also can bet de ah? I better and don't put my hopes too high right now. Must be humble! LOL.

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Hui Yi
a.k.a Reggie, Huieee
Singapore Polytechnic (DFST)
Hougang Secondary
Xinmin Primary
16 going on 17
11 August 1992
OJD [Obessesive-Jonas-Disorder]

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Credits

designed by lil.queens
photos: bexidaisy on DA
host: imageshack & imeem
inspiration & lyrics: TLG
title script source unknown.